Beach Walk (Encore)
Our story tonight is called Beach Walk, and it’s a story about meeting the morning light where the water meets the land. It’s also about the first step into the cool water, a dog chasing a stick into the waves, and a beach towel laid out neatly in the sand.
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Speaker 1 Welcome to Bedtime Stories for Everyone,
Speaker 1 in which
Speaker 1 nothing much happens.
Speaker 1 You feel good,
Speaker 1 and then
Speaker 1 you fall asleep.
Speaker 1 I'm Catherine Nikolai.
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Speaker 1 And since I'm a person and not a computer, I sometimes sound just slightly different.
Speaker 1 But the stories are always soothing and family-friendly. And our wishes for you are always deep rest and sweet dreams.
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Speaker 1 or think through any parts that you can remember. Your brain will shift again and you will fall right back to sleep.
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Speaker 1 Our story tonight is called Beach Walk, and it's a story about meeting the morning light where the water meets the land.
Speaker 1 It's also about the first step into the cool water.
Speaker 1 A dog chasing a stick into the waves.
Speaker 1 And a beach towel laid out neatly in the sand.
Speaker 1 All right,
Speaker 1 it's time.
Speaker 1 Turn off your light.
Speaker 1 Set down what you were looking at.
Speaker 1 Get the right pillow in the right spot.
Speaker 1 And make your own comfort your first priority.
Speaker 1 Whatever happened today
Speaker 1 is what happened today,
Speaker 1 and now we're here.
Speaker 1 You are safe,
Speaker 1 and I will keep watch.
Speaker 1 Together, let's breathe in deep through the nose
Speaker 1 and sigh through the mouth.
Speaker 1 Nice. Once more, breathe in,
Speaker 1 Let it out.
Speaker 1 Good.
Speaker 1 Beach walk.
Speaker 1 Sometimes I went in the afternoon
Speaker 1 or just before sunset.
Speaker 1 It depended on the day,
Speaker 1 on the heat, and the sun,
Speaker 1 and how many other people might be walking.
Speaker 1 Today I woke up early
Speaker 1 and decided that before I got tangled up in any other ideas
Speaker 1 and chores
Speaker 1 or a to-do list,
Speaker 1 I'd just go.
Speaker 1 It was something a friend of mine used to say,
Speaker 1 When in doubt, do what you were going to do first.
Speaker 1 A suggestion to trust your instincts and not overthink.
Speaker 1 So I trusted mine.
Speaker 1 I put my swimsuit on with shorts and a tank top
Speaker 1 and grabbed a few beach towels.
Speaker 1 and the jug I took on hikes filled with ice water
Speaker 1 and drove out to the beach.
Speaker 1 The lot was a long, narrow space that would be full of cars and scooters and bikes by midday.
Speaker 1 But this early there were only a few others parked there.
Speaker 1 I left most of my things in my car,
Speaker 1 thinking that I'd take a long walk, then come back here before a swim.
Speaker 1 I even left my flip-flops in the footwell of the car.
Speaker 1 As soon as I stepped out onto the sand,
Speaker 1 I wanted to be barefoot.
Speaker 1 It was cool under my soles
Speaker 1 and damp.
Speaker 1 Just the the right texture to make a castle with.
Speaker 1 The sun was still low on the horizon.
Speaker 1 Its rays hadn't had a chance yet to heat up all those many grains of sand.
Speaker 1 I stood still,
Speaker 1 feeling them shift beneath me,
Speaker 1 wondering just how many there might be on a beach like this.
Speaker 1 I'd read once that our brains run on 86 billion neurons,
Speaker 1 that there are two hundred billion trillion stars in the observable universe.
Speaker 1 And I wondered about the number of blades of grass,
Speaker 1 of feathers, of pounds of salt in the ocean, of gemstones buried deep inside the ground.
Speaker 1 If I take twenty thousand breaths a day,
Speaker 1 and so do you, and everyone else,
Speaker 1 could we add them all up and divide by grains of sand?
Speaker 1 I smiled to myself as I started to walk,
Speaker 1 imagining some sort of cosmic cosmic accounting,
Speaker 1 an abacus made of stars,
Speaker 1 multiplying my breaths with the wing beats of bees.
Speaker 1 Being ankle-deep in sand,
Speaker 1 and so near the sound of the waves, did this to me.
Speaker 1 Made me feel
Speaker 1 very small, but absolutely in balance with the bigger universe.
Speaker 1 It felt like finding the red dot on the map.
Speaker 1 You are here.
Speaker 1 And here I was,
Speaker 1 striding slowly down the beach
Speaker 1 and closer to the water.
Speaker 1 If you've ever brought little ones to the beach or a swimming pool
Speaker 1 or even near to a sprinkler, you can see it in their faces.
Speaker 1 They are irresistibly drawn to it,
Speaker 1 and even in my grown-up body,
Speaker 1 I felt the same way.
Speaker 1 I couldn't wait to feel the water wash over my ankles,
Speaker 1 and I picked up my pace and splashed in.
Speaker 1 The cool waves rolling over my feet felt like
Speaker 1 relief.
Speaker 1 Like those videos of folks working
Speaker 1 to help a sea turtle who's been flipped onto his back.
Speaker 1 They get him right side up again,
Speaker 1 and you watch him push and paddle closer to the water until he slips all the way in
Speaker 1 and it washes over his shell.
Speaker 1 And you think,
Speaker 1 what a relief it must have been,
Speaker 1 how good it must have felt
Speaker 1 to come home.
Speaker 1 I started to walk through the shallows,
Speaker 1 sometimes stepping back onto the just damp sand,
Speaker 1 and sometimes getting wet up to my knees.
Speaker 1 I watched a time step of long-legged sandpipers racing along the water,
Speaker 1 chasing each wave back as it rolled out, and running from the next rolling in.
Speaker 1 They had tall, jointed legs
Speaker 1 and long pointed bills for digging in the sand.
Speaker 1 And I used to mistake them for piping plovers.
Speaker 1 Alliterative birds. They were plumper and paler
Speaker 1 and short-billed, and a rare sight on this beach.
Speaker 1 There were only a few people walking,
Speaker 1 and almost no one sat up in the sand yet.
Speaker 1 I enjoyed the solitude,
Speaker 1 and stopped frequently to turn over stones and shells with my toes.
Speaker 1 I carried some into the water,
Speaker 1 and rinsed the sand from them in my hands,
Speaker 1 noticing the iridescent insides of the shells
Speaker 1 and the tiny specks of color in the rocks.
Speaker 1 I found a few very good skipping stones,
Speaker 1 broad and smooth and flat.
Speaker 1 And while most of them went straight in with a plop,
Speaker 1 the last one skipped across the surface four times before sinking in.
Speaker 1 I wondered how many times had the same flat stones been cast out
Speaker 1 and washed back up
Speaker 1 to be scooped out of the surf and skipped again.
Speaker 1 Maybe the one I threw had been last skipped by someone a hundred years ago
Speaker 1 who also liked to get up early and walk walk before the sand got hot.
Speaker 1 And maybe they had wondered about the hands that threw it another hundred years before.
Speaker 1 Ahead of me, a black dog with shining wet fur sat at its owner's feet.
Speaker 1 Its tail thumping into the sand excitedly, begging for a stick to be thrown into the water.
Speaker 1 The owner lifted it high in an arc overhead, like they were casting a fishing line,
Speaker 1 and threw it far out
Speaker 1 into the waves.
Speaker 1 The dog darted, keen on its mission, and swam for what I guessed was the twentieth time this morning to retrieve it.
Speaker 1 I watched as the dog caught up the stick and turned in the water,
Speaker 1 paddling to the shore.
Speaker 1 His muzzle was stark white against his black fur
Speaker 1 and the sight of his sweet older face made me put my hand on my heart.
Speaker 1 A sudden clench of emotion.
Speaker 1 He wouldn't always be able to do this.
Speaker 1 But today he could.
Speaker 1 And his person was here for it.
Speaker 1 I started to notice a few umbrellas propped in the sand,
Speaker 1 folding chairs being wrestled into place,
Speaker 1 towels unfurled like tablecloths.
Speaker 1 The sun was rising higher,
Speaker 1 and the humid air was heating up quickly.
Speaker 1 I was ready for my swim, so I turned and began walking back in the direction I had come.
Speaker 1 I passed a giant piece of driftwood.
Speaker 1 It was bleached white from the sun,
Speaker 1 gnarled and dry,
Speaker 1 but still recognizably part of a tree
Speaker 1 maybe it had been struck by lightning
Speaker 1 or just snapped by strong winds and sent into the water
Speaker 1 it had washed up here
Speaker 1 who knows how many years ago
Speaker 1 and was sort of a local landmark
Speaker 1 I'd seen high school students posing for pictures in front of it,
Speaker 1 and it was depicted in a watercolor in the gallery up the street.
Speaker 1 Sometimes people left shells balanced on it,
Speaker 1 and once I'd seen a team of folks
Speaker 1 building a huge sandcastle,
Speaker 1 incorporating it into the moat.
Speaker 1 I started the climb
Speaker 1 up toward my car,
Speaker 1 already thinking of the jug of cold water
Speaker 1 and spreading my towel out in the sand.
Speaker 1 It was just a simple beach walk.
Speaker 1 But
Speaker 1 how many places I'd already been this morning.
Speaker 1 Walk
Speaker 1 Sometimes I went in the afternoon
Speaker 1 or
Speaker 1 just before sunset.
Speaker 1 It depended on the day,
Speaker 1 on the heat, on the sun,
Speaker 1 and how many other people might be walking.
Speaker 1 Today, I woke up early
Speaker 1 and decided that
Speaker 1 before I got tangled up
Speaker 1 in any other ideas
Speaker 1 in chores or what to do list,
Speaker 1 I'd just go.
Speaker 1 It was something a friend of mine used to say,
Speaker 1 When in doubt,
Speaker 1 do what you are going to do first.
Speaker 1 A suggestion to trust your instincts and not overthink.
Speaker 1 So I trusted mine.
Speaker 1 I put my swimsuit on, with shorts and a tank top,
Speaker 1 and grabbed a few beach towels
Speaker 1 and the jug I took on hikes filled with ice water
Speaker 1 and drove out to the beach.
Speaker 1 The lot was a long, narrow space
Speaker 1 that would be full of cars and scooters and bikes by midday.
Speaker 1 But this early, there were only a few others parked there.
Speaker 1 I left most of my things in my car,
Speaker 1 thinking that
Speaker 1 I'd take a long walk, then come back here before a swim.
Speaker 1 I even left my flip flops in the footwell of the car.
Speaker 1 As soon as I stepped out onto the sand,
Speaker 1 I wanted to be barefoot.
Speaker 1 It was cool under my soles
Speaker 1 and damp, just the right texture to make a castle with.
Speaker 1 The sun was still low on the horizon.
Speaker 1 Its rays hadn't had a chance yet
Speaker 1 to heat up all those many grains of sand.
Speaker 1 I stood still,
Speaker 1 feeling it shift beneath me,
Speaker 1 wondering
Speaker 1 just how many there might be on a beach like this.
Speaker 1 I'd read once
Speaker 1 that our brains run on 86 billion neurons,
Speaker 1 that there are two hundred billion trillion stars in the observable universe
Speaker 1 and I thought too about
Speaker 1 the number of blades of grass
Speaker 1 of feathers of pounds of salt in the ocean
Speaker 1 of gemstones buried deep inside the ground
Speaker 1 If I take twenty thousand breaths a day,
Speaker 1 and so do you
Speaker 1 and everyone else,
Speaker 1 could we add them all up and divide by grains of sand?
Speaker 1 I smiled at myself as I started to walk,
Speaker 1 imagining some sort of cosmic accounting,
Speaker 1 An abacus made of stars,
Speaker 1 multiplying my breaths with the wing beats of bees.
Speaker 1 Being ankle deep in sand
Speaker 1 and so near the sound of the waves did this to me.
Speaker 1 Made me feel
Speaker 1 very small,
Speaker 1 but absolutely in balance with the bigger universe.
Speaker 1 It felt like finding the red dot on the map.
Speaker 1 You are here.
Speaker 1 And here I was,
Speaker 1 striding slowly down the beach
Speaker 1 and closer to the water.
Speaker 1 If you've ever brought little ones to the beach
Speaker 1 or swimming pool or
Speaker 1 even near to a sprinkler,
Speaker 1 you can see it in their faces.
Speaker 1 They are irresistibly drawn to it.
Speaker 1 And even in my grown-up body,
Speaker 1 I felt the same way.
Speaker 1 I couldn't wait to feel the water
Speaker 1 wash over my ankles.
Speaker 1 and I picked up my pace
Speaker 1 and splashed in.
Speaker 1 The cool waves
Speaker 1 rolling over my feet
Speaker 1 felt like relief
Speaker 1 like those videos of folks
Speaker 1 working
Speaker 1 to help a sea turtle
Speaker 1 who's been flipped on his back
Speaker 1 They get him right side up again
Speaker 1 and you watch him push and paddle closer to the water
Speaker 1 until he slips all the way in
Speaker 1 and it washes over his shell
Speaker 1 And you think what a relief it must have been
Speaker 1 How good it must have felt
Speaker 1 to come home.
Speaker 1 I started to walk through the shallows,
Speaker 1 sometimes stepping back onto the just damp sand,
Speaker 1 and sometimes getting wet up to my knees.
Speaker 1 I watched a time step of long-legged sandpipers racing along the water,
Speaker 1 chasing each wave back as it rolled out
Speaker 1 and running from the next rolling in.
Speaker 1 They had tall jointed legs
Speaker 1 and long pointed bills for digging in the sand.
Speaker 1 And I used to mistake them for piping plovers.
Speaker 1 Alliterative birds they were plumper and paler
Speaker 1 and short-billed and a rare sight on this beach.
Speaker 1 There were only a few people walking
Speaker 1 and almost no one set up in the sand yet.
Speaker 1 I enjoyed the solitude
Speaker 1 and stopped frequently to turn over stones and shells with my toes.
Speaker 1 I carried some into the water
Speaker 1 and rinsed the sand from them in my hands,
Speaker 1 noticing the iridescent insides of the shells
Speaker 1 and the tiny specks of color in the rocks.
Speaker 1 I found a few
Speaker 1 very good skipping stones,
Speaker 1 broad and smooth and flat
Speaker 1 And while most of them went straight in with a plop
Speaker 1 the last one skipped across the surface four times before sinking in
Speaker 1 How many times had the same flat stones been cast out
Speaker 1 and washed back up
Speaker 1 to be scooped out of the surf and skipped again?
Speaker 1 Maybe the one I threw had last been skipped by someone a hundred years ago
Speaker 1 who also liked to get up early
Speaker 1 and walk before the sand got hot.
Speaker 1 And maybe
Speaker 1 they had wondered about the hands that threw it another hundred years before.
Speaker 1 Ahead of me,
Speaker 1 a black dog with shining wet fur
Speaker 1 sat at its owner's feet,
Speaker 1 its tail thumping into the sand excitedly,
Speaker 1 begging for a stick to be thrown back into the water.
Speaker 1 The owner lifted it high in an arc overhead,
Speaker 1 like they were casting a fishing line,
Speaker 1 and threw it far out into the waves.
Speaker 1 The dog darted,
Speaker 1 keen on its mission, and swam for
Speaker 1 what I guessed was the twentieth time this morning to retrieve it.
Speaker 1 I watched as the dog caught up the stick
Speaker 1 and turned in the water, paddling to the shore.
Speaker 1 His muzzle was stark white against his black fur,
Speaker 1 and the sight of his sweet, older face
Speaker 1 made me clap a hand over my heart.
Speaker 1 A sudden clench of emotion.
Speaker 1 He wouldn't always be able to do this.
Speaker 1 But today he could.
Speaker 1 And his person was here for it.
Speaker 1 I started to notice a few umbrellas propped in the sand,
Speaker 1 folding chairs being wrestled into place,
Speaker 1 towels unfurled like tablecloths.
Speaker 1 The sun was rising higher,
Speaker 1 and the humid air was heating up quickly.
Speaker 1 I was ready for my swim,
Speaker 1 so I turned
Speaker 1 and began walking back in the direction I had come.
Speaker 1 I passed a giant piece of driftwood.
Speaker 1 It was bleached white from the sun,
Speaker 1 gnarled and dry,
Speaker 1 but still recognizably part of a tree.
Speaker 1 Maybe it had been struck by lightning,
Speaker 1 or just snapped by strong winds and sent into the water.
Speaker 1 It had washed up here
Speaker 1 who knows
Speaker 1 how many years ago now
Speaker 1 and was sort of a local landmark.
Speaker 1 I'd seen high school students posing for pictures in front of it,
Speaker 1 and it was depicted in a watercolor in the gallery up the street.
Speaker 1 Sometimes people left shells balanced on it.
Speaker 1 And once I'd seen a team of folks building a huge sand castle,
Speaker 1 incorporating it into the moat.
Speaker 1 I started the climb up toward my car,
Speaker 1 already thinking of the jug of cold water,
Speaker 1 and spreading my towel out in the sand.
Speaker 1 It was just a simple beach walk,
Speaker 1 but
Speaker 1 how many places I'd already been this morning,
Speaker 1 sweet dreams.