BONUS - LIVE TALK TRACKS EPISODE - Love Beyond Words

everyone, I'm Kai Dickens and welcome to a very special episode of The Talk Tracks.

Today we're thrilled to share our first ever live recording captured at South by Southwest in the heart of Austin, Texas.

In honor of Autism Awareness Month, we're releasing this conversation now because it touches on something vital, how we navigate love, dating, and consent in a neurodiverse world.

Our panel includes some truly remarkable voices, including one of the beloved parents from season one of the telepathy tapes.

So without further ado, here's our live recording from the stunning gardens at the Hotel St.

Cecilia, Austin.

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Well, I think we can all agree that love is something we all seek, but the way we express it and experience it and communicate it is as diverse as our own neural wiring.

So today on the talk tracks live from South by Southwest in Austin, we're diving into love and connection in a neurodiverse world, breaking down misconceptions and celebrating the many ways people build meaningful and deep relationships.

I am joined by three incredible guests, truly remarkable people.

So first, Whitney Wolf Hurd, the founder of Bumble,

who changed the game for modern dating by making connection intentional and empowering.

Jez Chung, a multi-disciplinary

disciplinary artist whose work explores identity, neurodivergence, and connection through creative expression.

And my dear friend Libby Ingram, whose non-speaking son John Paul, as featured on the telepathy tapes, captured our hearts with his relationship with his girlfriend Lily, which also included a bit of telepathy.

So we're going to talk about love and connection and ways technology and understanding and empathy are shaping the future of relationships for everyone.

So first, you know, I'm going to give you guys all a question, but I think as we kind of set the tone for the night, the one thing I want everyone to remember is that, you know, love isn't ever fitting into a mold.

It's just not.

It's about finding the person who sees you and understands you and celebrates you exactly as you are.

So let's get into it.

This talk tracks live from Austin, Texas.

So first, I want to ask you all the same question.

Love looks different for everyone.

I'd love to know what love and connection mean to each of you.

So why don't we start with you, Libby?

For me, love and connection,

it's unselfish.

You

really look at the person and you see them for who they are and accept them right where they are.

And you want the best for them.

You're proud of them.

You love

from here.

You love from here more than you do from the outside.

And that's the way I see is true love.

That's what I see.

To me, love can't exist without safety, respect, and dignity.

And so that's kind of foundational for me.

And then from there,

I'll actually read you a quote that I wrote, a life philosophy statement when I was 13 that kind of

summarizes my philosophy on love and connection.

And this was me thinking about the meaning of life at 13 years old.

To strive to fulfill the potential of complete and and utter happiness we all bear inside ourselves, transforming each challenge life throws at you into a lesson of wisdom and strength.

To attain all your goals while maintaining your personal morals, despite how corrupt the rest of the world may become.

To stay true to oneself, even after enduring the best and the worst of life.

So, all of this to me is a kind of love and connection that makes life worth living for.

Wow,

that was profound.

I can't go after that.

You know, I've been thinking a lot about love

because it's kind of what we do all day long is help people find love.

And I think when

I left Bumble for a year, I took a little break.

We didn't fully break up.

We just went on a little separation.

But I realized that love is kind of the love of my life.

And that's why I'm back at Bumble, because what could be more important in life than

learning how, and I do think it's learning how to love yourself and love others and then help other people find love and connection.

And that's, you know, it's so funny.

Everyone's like, did, is this always what you wanted to do?

And I'm like, oh yeah, like, you didn't wake up at six years old and want to run a dating app?

Like,

no, of course this isn't what I wanted to do.

But when I think about what love has been for me in my life, it's bringing people together.

That is love for for me.

It's like just uniting great souls and helping them expand because they meet each other.

And love also does feel like a language.

We all speak different dialects of it.

We all feel different versions of it.

And some of us don't really understand

the

way to communicate it in certain ways, but we can all feel it.

Like I think even with the non-speakers that I've learned about and that you've you've all been so close to,

they are the most loving people on planet Earth.

And it just shows you that love transcends anything that we can do at the human level.

That's what I think love is.

So, Whitney, you created Bumble to empower connection.

What opportunities do you see in the future for making dating maybe more inclusive for neurodivergent users?

I think it's a very important topic.

And I think it can't come just from what we think might be best.

I think it's including

the people that want to use this product.

And I believe it was

episode seven, correct me if I'm wrong, of the telepathy tapes.

I've listened to them like 25 times at this point, where there is this desire to meet people.

And loneliness, even with the hill and all of these other ways to connect, loneliness is something that every human experiences.

And we all deserve to find connection.

We all deserve to find friendship.

We all deserve to find love.

So I think the beauty of technology is if we can find ways to safely empower

communities of all kinds to connect, that would be the most beautiful way to fulfill the vision of our business.

It is about listening to the customers and the members and the the people in the community that want this and letting them build with us, right?

And so really building for them, not for us.

And I think that's where a lot of dating apps, including ourselves over the years, have gone a bit astray.

I think everyone wants to find love, but no one wants to use a dating app anymore because it just hasn't spoken to the true needs of the customers and the members.

So I think we just have to be better listeners and build for the community.

Yeah.

Beautiful.

Okay, Jazz, your work as an artist is amazing and it explores identity and belonging.

How has your personal journey with neurodivergence kind of shaped the way you approach relationships and connection?

What I love about this podcast is it's getting people curious about autistic people's experiences.

And as a saying goes, if you've met one Autistic Pan, you've met one Autistic person.

And I'm more on the hyper-empathy.

I'm actually hyper-verbal.

I need to verbalize things to process it out.

I'm more verbal than anyone that I know.

And

I looking back, I think I just didn't have access to myself for so long because

I don't see my experience represented in media and in the few autistic stories we have because I didn't have supportive parents who listened to me when I said, hey, I need help when I was having symptoms of ADHD at a young age.

And there were all these things.

I was in the talented and gifted program and people said, you're getting good grades.

And I looked around and I said, yes, but everyone seems to be having an easier time than me I feel like I am have having this experience that no one else is having and so from a young age I learned to build this intimacy and connection with myself and then as I got older I realized that I was autistic in my late 20s that's a long time to go without accessing a huge part of who you are, a fundamental part of how you experience the world.

So once I unlock that, I got really, I'm pretty loud about everything I'm passionate about.

So everything that I believe in, all the experiences I have, I just share that loudly.

And that has,

I think, made me realize so much of the work I do is to help people feel less alone and more alive because I want people who are like me who are later realized, who don't have a supportive family system, who use friends as their family system, who have a different experience, who's first generation, who's Asian, who's queer, et cetera, multiply neurodivergent, to know that your experience matters and that your voice also deserves to be heard.

I love that.

Libby, what have you learned watching John Paul navigate a romantic relationship and what stands out to you?

Oh, gosh.

The thing is, when you have a non-speaking autistic, they can't tell you unless you ask the questions.

That's the thing.

You can feel it.

I just felt like John Paul had the purest soul.

He just loved unconditionally.

There was no ego.

There was no ego attached to it.

And he would say to me, you know, if people were ugly or unkind to him, he would say,

they don't understand.

Just love them.

And it.

I just, I felt like their love was so pure, his and Lily's, and his love was so pure.

There was nobody he didn't want to go up to and high five and then lean in for the kiss, you know, and it taught me so much.

I loved the way people responded to him.

I could tell

so much about someone the way they responded to him because he went in with just this pure heart.

And he could handle them not loving him back.

Mama had a hard time with it, you know, because we don't want our children to be hurt, you know, but he didn't get hurt because he saw the bigger picture.

He saw that nothing here really matters.

Love is what matters.

Everything else is superficial nonsense.

And that's what I took from John Paul.

He just, he was brave, you know, you just brave and put it out there.

That's what I loved.

Yeah, that's what I, and you either accepted it or you didn't, you know, and it was your loss if you didn't.

That's the way I saw it.

And Jez, you've spoken about, you know, the importance of self-expression in relationships.

What advice would you give to people who maybe don't communicate in ways that neurotypical partners may or may not expect?

I've learned through thorough personal experimentation that

you will find people who just get you, where you won't have to overexplain.

And I really believe that you shouldn't.

force a connection out of obligation.

And that's come from hard choices I've had to make and realizing the

safety that I feel, not even just the freedom and the love, but just the safety that I feel in myself when I'm able to say, actually, I think there's something better.

I think sometimes we can fall into a scarcity mindset, especially if you are a survivor of childhood trauma.

You might not even know what real true love looks and feels and sounds like because you've never experienced it.

So, even to this day, in all my healing practices, I'm trying to recognize love when I feel it in me, when I'm receiving it, when I'm giving it, being really present with it.

So I would say that you don't have to force something that's not working because there's nothing wrong with you.

There's nothing wrong with who you are and how you feel and

how you communicate and what you need.

I think

I say all the time, it is okay to have needs.

And the biggest question shift that has helped me in my healing process is instead of asking myself, what's wrong with you?

Why can't you do this?

Why can't you be like everyone else?

I say, actually, what do I need?

What do I need that I'm not getting?

And that has been a huge shift for me.

Yeah.

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Like, what ways can we diversify or improve upon dating apps to really help kind of support people build relationships in different ways or more meaningful ways?

You know, we are really focused right now on this emotional shift.

And the emotional shift is going to be put into every corner of the product, every part of the experience, which is moving away from this decade, because it's been about a decade of dating apps,

of judgment and rejection.

Dating apps, and I take a lot of accountability for this, I've been involved in it from day one.

all well-intentions, you know, all good intentions behind this, but these things take on a life of their own.

It has sparred this generation of people feeling very rejected and very judged quickly so if you are judging people quickly and you are rejecting people yes no yes no left right left right it's happening to you on the other end and i think what we're trying to do now is recreate this new experience this emotional shift from from those emotions to curiosity and confidence.

And if we can get more curious, and that's about ourselves as well.

It's everything you're saying.

We have to get curious about ourselves because

we have two sides of us.

We have the side we were told we're supposed to be, or how society wants you to show up, or how you're supposed to make a dating profile, or how your parents wanted you to show up.

And then you have the real you.

But what's wild is that takes a lot of work to figure out who you really are.

And so we are going to really put a lot of emphasis on this journey of self-love.

And you say the word self-love to a lot of people and they go, huh?

What does that mean?

Because we've never been trained to choose ourselves.

We've been trained to choose other people or wait to be chosen by other people.

So I really believe the future of love online and offline is meeting yourself, starting to like yourself, being bold enough to hold boundaries for yourself, command what works for you, and then go out and meet people on your terms.

So I really think you will see a real reinvention of how we show up in this next iteration.

And I was just saying this today in the office,

Bumble, when I started Bumble, it was all about women making the first move because the end goal was how do we get to healthier relationships?

And my personal experience had been that men were in charge of the experience.

So okay, well, let's flip it.

But that's not what this is all about.

It's not about man or woman or gender at all.

This is about love at its core.

And so now the next decade of bumble is all about make the first move for yourself.

Because if if you can do that, then you will find good relationships.

And I just think

we have to, we have to help people meet themselves before we help them meet others.

I think it's too important.

Yeah, I love, love that.

Livvy, what was the most rewarding part of watching John Paul have this loving relationship, which I'm sure you didn't expect would happen?

No, it was.

Fabulous is what it was

because you worry about your, I mean, all autism moms worry about their children are our children going to have love are they going to be cared for

you want them to experience everything you got to experience and what I loved was first of all everyone was at Hirsch Academy where he went everybody loved this romance that was blossoming at the school it was fabulous like that Miss Susan called in she said I think there's something with these two and i said i was so excited i think i accosted karen and in the at the school and the parent pickup like hey karen we're going to become really good friends because our kids really dig each other you know i wanted to make it happen i really wanted it to happen um i was thrilled and i i loved everything about it i loved i wanted to make it easy i wanted to make you know i had no idea all the extra that was going on telepathically you know i didn't know about that so much at the time.

But those two just had a love connection almost instantly,

instantly.

You know, you brought this up, and just since we're here, and I think people would love to hear about it.

Can you talk about how telepathy did play a role in their relationship and what a date would look like for them sometimes?

For sure.

So we would call, Lily would come over, and our house, if you've ever been to a

non-speaking ASD3

autistic person's home, what you notice is that there are a lot of modifications to the house.

So I love it because I love to have autistics over because our house is set up for it, you know.

So Lily would come over and Karen come over and

Lily might be caught in a loop so they can get caught in loops.

And John Paul might, they might walk by and he may pat her on the head or he may come up and stem a little bit.

and then she might be stimming on the windowsill and and then he would go upstairs she would be walking doing her thing and then um when when

she they would finally go home John Paul would spell that was fabulous oh my god you're just

because

they're you know it was just they knew what they were doing it was their connection i cannot put a neurotypical ideal or what I think it should look like because they're not neurotypical.

And so, you know, when he said, I want to marry Lily, I said, you know what?

We can make that happen.

That's okay.

I said, it may look different.

Who knows?

Let's just wait and see what happens.

The sky's the limit, you know.

So, yeah, it's different, but it's as equally meaningful and beautiful to them as it, it's just different.

Yeah, I loved it.

I love my Lily.

She calls me her mother and soul.

Yeah.

Jez, you know, dating can be overwhelming, I think, for anyone, but in particularly so for someone who's neurodivergent.

What has made you feel confident on your journey?

Oh, the first thing that comes off to riff off of what you said, Libby, is that sounds like Parallel Play, which is one of the five neurodivergent love languages.

For anyone listening, I highly recommend.

I think there's a website called Stim Punks, and it's five NeuroDivergent Love Languages.

One is Please Crush My Soul back into my body, which I love, like just deep pressure.

So it's, it's just letting people be.

So a lot of the time I'll text a friend because I feel like I'm dating my friends all the time and I'll text them, can we parallel play?

I really have to get this done and I can't get it done alone.

But to me, what keeps me curious about friendship and dating, et cetera, connections in general is honesty and curiosity are so sexy to me.

Those are two two of the sexiest traits where if someone is being honest in who they are and they know who they are because they've spent time with themselves, there's so much wealth of wisdom to share from there.

And I like, I hate small talk as most autistic people I know hate small talk.

So I want to get deep.

I want to know your inner world.

I want to know all of these things.

And whether we do that through parallel play or conversation or whatever it is, I feel like I practice that honesty and curiosity through my singing, my acting, my writing, my screenwriting, my poetry, everything, even talking online daily.

I share my thought processes out loud.

And that to me is keeping that muscle alive because I think we get better at anything we practice.

That's one of my creative mottos.

So I think

it's not about perfection.

Perfection isn't the goal.

Honesty is a much more attainable goal.

So as long as I have that as a metric for myself, I just say, it's okay.

If it was awkward or weird or whatever it is, I'm still trying and that's what matters.

I love that.

Yeah.

Whitney, what role do you think community and family play in creating a more inclusive dating culture?

It's really interesting.

You know, it's so different around the world, right?

And this has been one of the more fascinating parts of my journey is learning about love around the world.

It's super different.

And, you know, it was fascinating.

This crazy thing happened to us in France several years ago.

We were launching in Paris and all of our metrics looked very similar around the world.

So women were making the first move at the same rate.

Retention was at the same rate.

Kind of everywhere we went, the numbers looked the same.

And we go to France and we try to launch it in France and it just like flatlined.

And we were like, what in the world is going on here?

This is the center of love.

Like something's off.

So I flew over there.

We flew over there and we sat down with a bunch of women and they felt like we were telling them what to do.

They're like, this feels like my mother or my aunt.

And like the community is like telling me who to choose and who to be with.

And I don't like this.

So we had just used certain language, certain words that completely turned off an entire city of love from finding love on our product.

And so I really do think.

the way we engage people and make them feel safe.

You said this earlier, making people feel safe and accepted, I think is so critical.

And I've seen that the way society has controlled our relationships throughout history has actually made people feel the opposite of safe and accepted.

So it's made them reject a lot of

norms around love.

So I just think it's fascinating.

But what I will tell you, the one thing we see in the data,

people actually find the best relationships in shared values.

And that is so...

rooted in what your version of family is and what your version of community is.

So if you do want to have a certain type of family in the future or a certain type of community, those are the relationships that are the ones that go the distance from what we've seen versus the ones that are like, it was the hottest person I had ever seen, you know, and I swiped right and it was my swipe right love affair.

Like those ones don't really work.

So I do think shared family values and community do really drive the way we think about connection.

Absolutely.

Are there shifts right now in the apps or technology to kind of incorporate that more global culture or family and so, you know, community?

Yeah, I mean, we have a product bumble for friends and everything that we're thinking about right now, and I would actually love to talk to you at some point about how we can make this super inclusive and desirable for all communities, even the way you're talking about love languages.

It's so interesting.

We were talking about love languages today, but it's the neurotypical love languages.

Like, you know, there's the little quiz you can take on the internet that you stay up until three in the morning doing, you know, like, what if I was a box of cereal, which one would I be?

Or whatever we're all doing in the middle of the night.

But it's, it's a totally different world.

And I, I would love your help and understanding because we're missing the mark right now.

Like even just hearing that one

comment, I'm like, oh, we're getting this all wrong.

And so, you know, I think community is everything.

So bumble for friends, everything we're going to focus on is the tagline is really friends first.

And I think every great love story that you hear, every other one, or every third one, it's like, oh, we started as friends.

You know, friendship is so underrated, Like genuine, true friendship and connectivity.

And I think, you know, befriending yourself too, this is super important.

You were just saying that people that have spent time with themselves, they're attractive because they're okay with being alone.

And I think that that's the way we have to think about it.

Yeah, absolutely.

I love that.

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Libby, what advice would you give to other parents who are hoping to navigate to, you know, a romantic relationship with maybe a neurodivergent child or to encourage that?

Well, basically,

I can speak on non-speakers because that's my experience.

There's so many different, as we talk about autisms, really.

And

what I know is the non-speaker.

And I think that what we have to do as parents is you can't micromanage this thing.

You really can't micromanage them.

And it's hard not to because of the motor planning thing.

so for john paul i had to do everything for him really i mean take care of him from head to toe literally because it was he

he just it couldn't do it that's their issue it's sensory motor it's sensory motor planning and um but i i can't micromanage his relationships and i certainly i i loved being able to send him out into the world with a caregiver and I didn't want to know.

I didn't want to know everything i don't need to know everything he's a he's a grown child i want him to have autonomy and i think some parents really struggle with giving up that that control and maybe it's because i'm type b i don't know and i'm not really tight i i just knew that you cannot control everything you want to keep them safe and that's important

but you don't need to know everything and you you let them have a relationship let them let john paul had a life i knew nothing about because when his caregiver took him out

i

i have no idea where they went he took them to family reunions he went yeah they went to goodwills all over downtown atlanta i have no idea what his life was and that was fine he needed that so if a parent can do that

then i think everyone's happier and is i think they're happier because that's what they want some freedom for goodness sake, you know?

And I don't know how that looks for everyone, but I just really had to trust people.

You got to be able to trust people or your child is not going to have any freedom.

So that would be my advice, really.

You have to let some things go.

Yeah.

And Whitney, I mean, a lot of people just simply feel like love is out of reach.

You know, they haven't found it.

They haven't gotten it.

Like, what's a piece of advice you would give to people who feel that way, whether or not they're neurodivergent?

I would check in with yourself.

I mean, every single person I know that has now found love,

when I reflect on it, I'm like, oh, they got into a good place themselves.

They met someone after they had met themselves.

Everybody I know that has struggled to find love,

it's genuinely because they're struggling to actually love themselves.

It's just the truth.

And I'm not saying, oh, you know, shame on someone for not loving themselves.

I just don't think we we as a culture or a society have ever really enforced this.

And I think we're early here, right?

Meditating and breath work and getting in touch with yourself.

But no one's really, I mean, could anybody in this room really, if I gave you a pen and a paper and I said, write down the top five values you have in life and orchestrate your entire life around these five values.

Maybe you can.

That's fantastic if you can.

But I know that when I was asked that question, I couldn't do it.

It's like, what are my values?

And you can't say like, oh, kindness and

love.

Like, I'm telling you, like, what do you really value in this world?

Like, what matters to you in a relationship?

So, if you can't answer that for yourself, how could you possibly accept or expect somebody else to be able to answer that for you?

And so, I do think you just had this beautiful term.

What did you say?

You said interdependence.

Interdependence.

Explain it.

It's kind of the in-between of codependency and hyper-independence.

The way that I see it, it's this

knowing of you matter to me, I matter to you, I need you,

and you need me.

And it's working in symbiotic reciprocity relationship with each other and deep, deep, deep listening.

Right.

But also being okay and knowing who you are, right?

So it's not like, I need you because I'm not okay without you.

And I think that's the energy we all need to

adopt and really adapt to candidly as society, because I do think we've all been trained on,

well, you're going to meet someone.

You're going to meet someone and then your life will be perfect.

You know, just go out and meet someone.

Like the person that you've been waiting for is you, you complete you.

And I would love to be a small, tiny part of that

human journey.

How can we use this platform for love to actually flip it inward and say, well, if we really want to get to healthy relationships for people, for all people,

for all types of people, that date that you described at your home sounds beautiful.

How can we also recognize the need for those connections, right?

And I think that's really the future of where we go.

I think we need to expand the way the telepathy tapes and the talk tracks have ultimately, what have they done for us?

They have expanded our awareness, our appreciation, and our acceptance for these beautiful layers and levels of love.

And I think it's time for the products out there, ours included, to evolve with it.

Love that.

Jazz, what's next for you as far as your relationship journey goes?

Do you have any goals or

building the new bumble app?

Yeah, exactly.

Big tasks ahead.

Busy.

I, there's so much resonance in what both of you shared because just to go quickly back to friendship, that's why why I was I'm a big xinephile and I looked at the landscape and thought where are the queer love stories about friendship I want a rom-com but instead of two lovers it's two friends but it follows that same arc so I wrote it and I really need help

make it getting it made we'll make it for you okay amazing let's do it and and it's and um to what you said about having that consent and agency and choice.

I write about all these things in my book, Interdependence, and this access to me is this trifecta of consent, agency, and choice.

And also to what you said of, can you name your values and then design your life around it?

That's literally what I did.

Really?

And that's why I wrote my book to

give people questions and prompts to get into that and really reflect on their lives and think, what matters to me?

How can I live a life that is more aligned with who I am?

So to answer your question, Kai, that's where I am.

I want to be even more aligned with the essence of who I am.

And I want to meet people who are aligned with who they are so that we can build a better world together, a world that's more safe, compassionate, collective, care-minded, and yeah, loving.

I had not thought this would go this direction at all, but it really does feel like your book is like a template for the app.

I told you.

Yeah, it's remarkable.

I think I was joking.

We're going into business.

I got that.

That's really like tonight.

Yes.

Yeah.

Absolutely.

No, I think this is amazing.

Oh, it's really cool.

So cool.

Tell Tell us the name of the book really quick so people can find it online if they want to.

This Way to Change, a Gentle Guide to Personal Transformation and Collective Liberation.

Please support local bookstores.

They are in need of our support and they are hubs for community resources and care.

So, Libby, I think back to a few years ago, a heartbreaking day, but

John Paul's parting message that day.

was make your life about love.

What does that mean to you and how are you going to carry that message forward

for me

make your whole life about love

is I like to when I'm doing something or

thinking about how I'm gonna interact with somebody

I try to say is it loving is what I'm gonna do is it loving

Especially if I'm making a reel on my Instagram where I want to talk about that, I either want to talk about autism or the things that are making me unhappy and

regarding whether you believe in spelling, you believe in telepathy or this or that.

Or

I literally, I feel like I have John Paul right here with me all the time.

He really is.

And I will sit there and I might have this reel ready to go.

And I all of a sudden hear this, Mom.

Did you think about love?

Are you being loving?

You need to edit a little more.

This is a little rough, you know, and I'll look back because, because really, if we all just came from a place of love,

I just think

life would be so much better.

Everything would be easier.

We wouldn't, autism parents wouldn't be stuck at home in isolation with fear of going out and having their feelings hurt.

And

if we could just all take a second and say, is this a loving way to be?

It's so much easier to love than hate.

It just, it's better for your health.

It's better for

everybody you know i think that's when john paul said you know make your whole life about love that's what matters and we remember that everything else it teaches you having an autistic like john paul teaches you so much i mean went through times where he flushed my jewelry down the toilet or he threw my plates over the balcony we call it in the back there's this i call it broken plate alley you know where it's all my it's like you can't fall in love with your material, superficial things.

You fall in love with people, you fall in love with things that matter.

And that's what I felt like.

He said, make it about love.

That's what I took from that.

And I think I really try to remember that.

I'm not perfect.

And I can, Peter, my husband can say she's not always about love.

But I try to remember that, you know, I really do.

It's, it's a good way to be.

So our final question, Whitney, why don't we start with you?

You know, what's one of the takeaways or, you know, something that you want to share about love, whether it's on a professional level or personal level that you've learned or you want to leave people with?

Well, I think I have to tell my story with the telepathy tapes because I credit you.

for why I'm even sitting here tonight and why I'm back at Bumble, why I'm in Austin.

So this is a true and crazy story, which,

you know, as all of these beautiful stories that you've brought to the world go.

So on a Tuesday in January, I was living my best work-free life, having a massage on a Tuesday, which was something I had never done once in my life.

And I was listening to the telepathy tapes, and I was listening to episode nine, sobbing, and my heart had just expanded.

in a thousand different ways from your beautiful story and John Paul and Lily and their amazing, amazing, majestic story.

And when I heard that

the whole purpose of our existence, not just the parting message he left for you, but for all of us was just love.

Like love is the way.

Love is everything.

And it struck me so profoundly.

Every

cell in my body just lit up.

And I had this kind of out-of-body experience.

And I was like, oh my God,

this is why I did bumble.

Like, this was why I exist.

This is what it's all about and I had this crazy moment I went home that afternoon and I was

Had zero plans of becoming the CEO of bumble again and I went home that afternoon I was just telling Kai this I looked up to the sky and I said universe use me for love and light I don't know what it means just use me for love and light I don't know how that manifests three days later our brilliant and glorious current sitting for one more week CEO

decided it was time for her to leave the company for for her own reasons out of nowhere.

I was expecting her to be there for five years.

So this is with three days.

And basically,

I'm almost positive that somewhere, telepathically, someone in this beautiful realm kind of said, you got to go back and you've got to reinvent love because the way these dating apps are working right now, we're not really what you wanted them to do.

And it's not leaving society in the best way possible.

Go back and fix it.

Build a real love company don't build a another dating app right like go back and transform love and so I kid you not here I go back to bumble within like five days all of a sudden it's like off to the races and then Caroline calls me and she goes you won't believe this I know you've been texting me to listen to this thing called the telepathy tapes 112 times a day but they've just gotten in touch with us and want to know if you want to do something with Bumble and the telepathy tapes with Kai and I was like what this is my Super Bowl this is the coolest thing that's ever happened to me So it was just this crazy moment of the power of love.

Like, this is what happens when love leads.

Magical, magical things happen.

That's just genuine, authentic, and true output of when you say to the universe, like, just use me for love and light.

Like, that's what I'm here for.

And

let it take you on a magic carpet ride wherever it takes you.

And so thank you for this.

Thank you for this opportunity.

And thank you for sharing your story and your beautiful John Paul with the world.

It really means a lot to all of us.

Jez, what would you like to leave us with?

Wow, I think love is a way of being and love is a way of being with yourself.

One of my favorite thinkers, Grace Lee Boggs, said, transform yourself to transform the world, which is the thesis of my book.

And to build off of that, love yourself to love the world.

And not just, you know, love as in fleeting or empty or surface love, but deep, present love.

How do you move through conflict with yourself?

How do you love yourself

when you make mistakes?

How do you love yourself when you are not at your best?

And that is, as we've all been saying, the way we relate to ourselves will also shape the way we relate to others.

So I really believe that when we do that, we can return to our original state, innate state, which is love.

And that's how we can be forces of healing for each other.

And Livy, what about you?

What would you like to leave us with as far as love goes?

Make your whole life about it.

Trump already said that.

No, I just think that we need to care about each other.

You know, even if

we just all cared about each other a little bit and just did our, all of us just did our own little part.

The world would be so much better.

Just do something that makes a difference.

If we just all did that, even as far as like autism, if you want to go autism for like the more severe autistics, and I say that in quotes, you know, like John Paul, if everyone just take a moment, if you see a parent out in the wild with it, I love to see an autism parent out with their kid.

And I always look at them and I go, I always point to them and I go, I see you like that, you know, and I might even come up to them.

And because I had people do such kindnesses, I remember every single one of them.

And I, I mean, even if it seemed so insignificant, but it was, it made such a difference.

And I was so,

we don't want to be scared to be out.

We want to be out.

And I think if we all just did that little thing, it would make everything, it would just make life so much better.

It would.

Libby, on that note,

we get this question a lot, and I'd love for you to answer it.

People are writing in quite a lot saying, if I see a non-speaker at the grocery store or at a movie theater, what's one way I can let them know I love them?

A non-speaker?

Tell them in your head.

I said, just tell them in your head.

I do it all the time.

If I see one out, I said, I see you, you fabulous thing.

And I say it in my head, you know, and sometimes they'll kind of look at me.

And even at my mother's place, one of the custodian ladies, she would bring her daughter, and she's in her 20s.

And I'm still trying to get a hold of her to teach her to spell because her mother needs to see this because I know she could.

And

I remember I said to her, I said, You and I are going to get together.

I'm going to come on a Saturday and we're going to spell.

I'm going to teach you this.

And I said, And I think you're fabulous.

And she, and I just said it in my head.

And all of a sudden, she looks at me and she looks up and she goes,

She waves at me and i was and so i would say you don't necessarily i mean

if john paul said non-speakers we can do this we hear you just

have good energy around them they feel the energy just have your energy good and just

you can say it out loud if you want but they can hear you just say it oh my thoughts really do matter yeah thoughts matter energy matters be positive that's what don't sit there and if if they're doing something funky,

dwell on it because they do some, John Paul did some crazy things, you know, and

it doesn't matter, you know, just accept them.

They're doing the best they can.

They're very brave to be out in the world with all the challenges they have.

They're the bravest souls I know.

And I think they should be admired for that.

What about you, Kai?

You have to tell us.

Well, I've been thinking about this so much lately because, you know, I have asked various non-speakers how they would define love.

And it was so simple.

Love is anything that unifies.

And that is just so simple because we make so many decisions to divide.

You're different than me.

You're different than me.

How are you different?

And I'm more like this.

And none of that is loving.

And that's based in fear.

And they always say there's two choices we always have, love and fear.

It's just love and fear.

But it becomes easier to make that decision if you constantly think, is this unifying?

Is this helping?

And if you ask that question before you make a decision it really changes the optics and i think another thing too is um to libby's point you know it's not just i think the ability for certain folks to hear our thoughts but i think we all can feel each other's feelings

and knowing what you feel

and trying to love yourself and just putting that energy toward loving other people it will change everything about you and your makeup.

It changes your frequency.

It does.

Embody area.

Yeah.

embody love.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So, I mean, to wrap it up, I think it's important to just remember that love isn't following a script, right?

It's writing your own.

And you have to have the courage to show up as your authentic self to do that.

Otherwise, no one's going to write your script for you.

What is it?

It's a blank page.

So we have to show up.

And I think about this all the time.

At one point, when we were going through, how do you test telepathy?

How do you test this?

And a non-speaker said, why do you need instruments to test this when

you're not looking for instruments to test love, which is the greatest superpower?

It causes parents to jump into choppy waters to save a child, people to lift a car up when they can't when someone's pinned underneath it.

I mean, love causes us to do the most remarkable things.

It is our greatest superpower.

So let's just remember that, that we create magic in the world every day with just basic love.

Thank you so much for being here all.

To close out this special episode, we're honored to feature somebody, someone who performed live music at this recording.

Their song Better, written three years ago during a deeply personal chapter of coming out as both neurodivergent and non-binary, has become an anthem for self-acceptance in a world that doesn't always embrace difference.

Make me a memory,

put me away, I'll let you down easy, and then I will fade

into the ether,

to the unknown.

Make me a ghost, just someone you knew.

If you're looking for her, she's not looking for you.

That girl is gone now, there's somebody new.

And I

feel

better,

better,

better,

better off without your love

when it's all said and done.

I feel better,

better,

better,

better off without

your love.

Yeah, I call myself someone.

I'll write a postcard from a faraway place I'll write wish you weren't here with a smile on my face

Now that I chose me there's no looking back

And if I did I just might turn to stone At least that's how I feel when you won't leave me alone

Dumb I'm an unfeeling and under attack.

But I feel

better,

better,

better,

better off without you love

when it's all said and done.

I feel better,

better,

better,

better off than that

you love.

Yeah, I call myself someone

better,

better,

better,

better

better.

Yeah, I call myself

someone.

Thank you.

You can find Somebody Someone and follow their journey on social media and streaming platforms at SomebodySomeoneMusic.

That's it for this episode of the Talk Tracks, but new episodes will now be released every other Sunday, so stay tuned as we work to unravel all the threads, even the veiled ones, that knit together our reality.

Please remember to stay kind, stay curious, and that being a true skeptic requires an open mind.

Thank you to my amazing collaborators.

Original Music was created by Elizabeth P.W., Original Logo and Cover Art by Ben Kendor Design, The Audio Mix and Finishing by Sarah Ma, our amazing podcast coordinator, Jill Pachesnik, the Telepathy Tapes Coordinator and my right hand, Catherine Ellis, and I'm Kai Dickens, your writer, creator, and host.

Thank you again for joining us.