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Our story begins in the late 90s.

March of 1998, the dot-com era when the internet was coming about.

It was really an exciting time to be in consumer technology.

You've got mail.

Jen French was working for a consumer tech business.

It was laptops and printers, a very young company.

And her company was about to go public.

It was kind of a work hard, play hard type of lifestyle.

She worked hard to launch the company's IPO.

And then we rented a house on the side of a ski mountain in New England.

She played hard.

And for Jen, playing hard really meant playing.

Snowboard during the day and play poker at night and have lots of fun.

She's big on games and sports.

She loves to sail, loves to snowboard.

That weekend, there was a full moon.

And if you've ever snowboarded under a full moon, it's beautiful.

Like the ski slopes just glow

so uh a dozen of us went down for the what's called the midnight run

and 11 made it to the bottom

and i didn't i uh hit a patch of ice went down a 40-foot embankment and hit a bunch of trees

and um

ended up face down in the snow

i don't remember much from that night I have little spots of memory

looking up at the full moon moon and crying for help and being really cold.

Being in an emergency vehicle,

covered in thermo blankets, shivering, not being able to move.

Waking up in the emergency room when they had put me in traction.

That's when they try to pop your spinal cord back into place.

They came into a room and explained to me that I have a spinal cord injury and that I would be paralyzed for life.

The injury was at the base of Jen's neck.

So I could move like my arms.

I could shrug my shoulders,

but I really didn't have any movement below that.

The prognosis was that she'd never walk again.

What did you feel at that moment when you're, I mean, when it's sort of starting to hit the realization?

Well, it didn't.

To be honest with you, I mean, I was in denial for a while.

It started to sink in in rehab.

She was able to restore some of her hand movements, but even when she finally went home three months later, she was still unable to do so many of the things she used to be able to do.

Oh my God, you name it.

I couldn't get in and out of my house independently.

I couldn't drive.

I couldn't make myself food.

I mean, dressing myself was a full-on workout.

There would be days where I couldn't put my shoes on and I'd throw them across the room.

I mean, I think I went through

phases of denial and windows of depression.

And Jen was always looking out for a cure, a clinical trial or experimental treatment that could give her hope of walking again.

At the time, stem cells were the big thing.

But, you know, I

didn't understand all the biologics behind it.

And if I don't understand something, I have a hard time jumping in.

But, you know, I understood electricity.

Scientists at Case Western Reserve in Cleveland claimed they could implant electrodes inside the body and use electricity to make paralyzed people walk again.

Jen knew it was just a clinical trial at first.

Okay, we're going to go down this new frontier.

And if it works, great.

If it doesn't, at least I made my contribution to science.

But if the clinical trial proved that it worked, a company called called NeuroControl was already standing by.

They had acquired the rights to the technology and were planning to commercialize the device to provide a permanent cure for paralysis.

Jen picked up her life in the Northeast and moved to Cleveland.

The first procedure was seven and a half hours.

I just remember the room being full of people because it was an experimental surgery.

So we were kind of training new people on the surgery.

So they implanted implanted eight electrodes in my back and my glutes and hamstrings and quads and hips.

The electrodes went under her skin, right onto the muscle.

When you think about how our muscles move, we send a command from our brain.

It goes down our spinal cord.

It goes out to the peripheral nervous system and the peripheral nerves say, hey, muscle, you need to contract and it contracts the muscles.

But Jen's injury had severed the communication between her brain and her nerves on her muscles.

So this new system of electrodes were kind of like a system of artificial nerves, nerves that wouldn't be controlled by her brain per se.

They give you a control box.

It has all the brains.

It has the circuit boards, the battery power.

It would be controlled by a remote control.

Pretty soon, it came time to take the new system out for a spin, to have Jen try and stand up by herself.

It was a whole event.

My husband took off at work.

He was was there and my mom was there.

My parents, I get in position, press a button, wait a few seconds, and

I hear a beep and it starts contracting.

You could see like the contraction in your muscle.

And that's the first time I had seen it in a year and a half.

And that was, you know, that was just amazing.

Like, oh my God, you can make my muscles work again.

This is, this is so cool.

Right.

I mean, she's being able to stand up and look down and all you see are your legs and you don't see these big braces around it or any other big supports.

It's just you standing.

I mean, that,

that was amazing.

I don't think there was a dry eye in the room, actually.

I think it was, it was more of awe of...

of science and technology, but also like, wow,

this is real

and it really works.

This isn't a pipe dream.

After the clinical trial ended, Jen took the device home with her.

At least temporarily, she got her life back.

She was able to get out of bed in the morning, climb stairs.

She could stand up at baseball games.

She could even sail again.

All that was left to make the cure permanent was for the company, NeuroControl, to commercialize it.

She was still waiting to hear about next steps when she got some news.

I was implanted in 1999.

And then in year 2001, I was on the NIH campus.

She was at a conference at the National Institutes of Health, which was one of the funders of her clinical trial.

Some of the case western researchers she'd worked with were there.

At that conference, one of the main researchers came up to me, got on his knee, and told me.

He got on his knee?

Yeah, well, he got down to my level and said, I need to talk to you.

Neural control went out of business.

The whole aspirations of this being commercialized went down the tubes.

It hit me like

a brick.

There were tears.

I mean, it was a dark moment.

you know.

Without a company to fund the device's future, Jen would be paralyzed all over again.

You know, it's like facing a spinal cord injury for your first time becoming paralyzed.

What's next?

Right?

So, that's the question that kept going in my head: what's next?

This week, what happens when the life-changing technology implanted deep inside your body suddenly gets abandoned?

I'm Julia Longoria.

This is Unexplainable.

Does your device make a sound?

Yes.

Oh, yeah.

Yeah.

Oh, yeah.

You have to hear.

Oh, hang on.

Okay.

Okay.

Let me turn it off.

So you're going to laugh at this.

One of the engineers, his kids were really young at the time, and he said, how can I make a distinct sound so that people know when it's turning on?

So, okay, I'm going to power it up now and tell me if you recognize this tune.

I just hear like a da-da-da-da.

Exactly.

You know what song that is?

What is it?

No.

Do-Rei Me.

Oh,

like from

Sound of Music.

Exactly.

Yes.

So,

yeah, engineers always put their little fingerprint on things.

Jen's remote-controlled neuroimplant is still with her.

We were on video chat, I watched her use the device to get up and sit down a few times.

I know some people in the research world call it the Radio Shack device, um,

some of your older listeners, but it still looks like a product of the 90s.

Yeah, a Radio Shack device in every sense of the term, I guess.

Yes,

so I've been in this long-term clinical trial for 23 years.

If you take start to finish, it'll be 25.

When the company that was going to take her device to market went bankrupt, she and the team at Case Western Reserve got creative.

What did you do next?

The research team regrouped and took everything back into research.

So that's how it became a long-term research study.

Yeah, so it's under various grants, actually.

Most of them are government grants.

The team in Cleveland is amazing to be able to still support this device.

But I'll tell you,

that was a window into, you know, the concept of abandonment.

Since the company NeuroControl went out of business in 2001, no other company has picked up Jen's device.

About 350 people would have lost the life-changing technology.

But the researchers at Case Western have figured out ways to provide versions of what a company would provide.

They use old parts and keep applying for academic grants to keep the devices up and running in as many patients as possible.

Listening to Jen's story, like, what was going through your mind?

I mean, it's a funny thing to say, but Jen was basically one of the lucky ones.

This is Liam Drew.

I arrived at Jen's story having spoken to several people who'd had neural devices implanted that had changed their lives much for the better and then completely lost access to those devices.

These days, Liam's a freelance science journalist.

Having previously been an academic neuroscientist.

You were previously an academic neuroscientist.

Yes.

I've been reporting on neurotechnology now for around eight years.

I first learned of this phenomenon of abandonment from a piece Liam wrote in Nature magazine a few years ago called Abandoned.

Abandonment has actually become the sort of

the name for this problem.

It's a fairly obvious name for it, but it's been interesting to see that term become quite standard in the literature.

The first patient that Liam encountered with an abandoned neuroimplant had a very different fate from Jen French's.

Her name was Rita Leggett.

Rita wasn't paralyzed.

Rita suffered from seizures.

Her life had really been defined by epilepsy for a long time.

And by the end of her 40s, she was quite depressed and she was sort of anxious about leaving her home.

And then Rita had a device implanted in her brain that could warn her when a seizure was coming.

The device,

just through simply, well there's nothing simple about it, just by warning her that a seizure was imminent and giving her that control that she could go take herself to a safe place, maybe take a dose of medicine that would make the seizure less severe,

gave her an unbelievable lease of life.

She actually met a man and got married.

Utterly, utterly transformative.

The very complex and unprecedented relationship that could form between a human being and a brain implant.

But then the

tragic end of the story was that although this device was very successful, the startup that was developing it couldn't attract sufficient funding to keep going with it.

Rita and her husband sort of fought tooth and nail to buy the device and somehow get support, but it was simply a case of

that's it.

It's over,

you can have it for as long as the battery runs, but we can't recharge it.

And as I've learnt about more and more cases of this, what's it seemingly

I found it utterly shocking to begin with, and I think it probably is shocking to a lot of people, but it's often the battery that's the problem.

Something that simple.

So

I mean, I'm a biologist by training.

I don't know a lot about batteries, but

companies are basically coming up with proprietary batteries.

And so if that's a unique part of the technology, then when the company goes, all support for that battery system goes with it.

It's like, it's so simple.

It sounds so dumb.

Like you laugh so you don't cry.

Like, I can't imagine having this like life-changing relationship with a device just severed because you can't replace the battery.

Yeah, yeah, no, yeah, I was exactly the same at the beginning.

I was just like, really?

That's the issue.

Rita, she had to travel to the hospital to return the external part of the technology because part of it was just still in her brain.

Yeah, the internal part remained in her brain.

And Rita had to hand over the device to a stranger.

And the stranger just said, you can leave a note if you like.

And so she just sort of left so disheartened.

Yeah.

And the internal part of the device is still in her brain.

And that's quite a common thing.

Quite often, these devices that are left in people's brains can be incompatible with MRI scans.

And so they can actually become a real problem.

I think they've got slightly better in recent years.

But, you know, just in terms of human costs,

not being able to have an MRI scan because you've got some device left in your head or body for a trial it's quite a price to pay for that.

When there's not even an upside if it doesn't work anymore, yeah, no, exactly, exactly.

But Liam talked to another patient who was staring down the barrel of that same fate, having a device abandoned in his brain because the company went bust and couldn't replace the bespoke battery.

Marcus Ball.

Marcus lived in Germany and he had an implanted nerve stimulator that treats cluster headaches, debilitating type of headache.

In Marcus's case, the nerve stimulator is in his left cheek and it sort of intermingles with the nerve fibers that run to your face to help you control your face and and they're responsible it seems for triggering these cluster headaches.

And so, if you can sort of zap those with electrical pulses, then that disrupts and sort of quells the headache.

Again, he just really felt like he got his life back with this device.

The trial was a great success, the device was very effective.

But cluster headaches are very rare, and so it's not a big market.

The company that developed this system has gone bankrupt, and no one has access to this device anymore.

He's an electrical engineer by training, and he has been for the last two or three years at the time maintaining his own device.

Maintaining his own device.

Yeah.

What does that mean?

So again, it was this proprietary battery.

So it wasn't a case of just sort of going to the shop and buying a new bunch of AA batteries.

It was this very rare battery.

And he initially scours the internet and he finds a company in America that will sell him a battery of this nature.

And he sort of has to convince the insurers that he is qualified to do this.

But he gets a battery from America, it replaces it, it works, that battery runs out.

He goes back to the American company, they've stopped making it.

He has to scour the internet again, and he finds a company in China who are willing to make a battery of this nature.

And so he's able to maintain the device.

There is something very like, I don't know, like 2025 dystopia about how, like, this man is forced to like hire a Chinese company to just DIY his own medical device.

It's just like, again, laugh so you don't cry.

It's really wild.

In his case, he's been able to maintain it.

But for many of these people, it was just this sort of brief few years of respite from a sort of life-defining condition.

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Speaking of technology abandonment.

Yes, exactly.

Great.

So

I think we have this idea.

I certainly have this idea somewhere deep in my psyche that if we have a new miraculous technology, health technology that works, like we just assume, some of us assume that the economics will just kind of work themselves out.

Like the good ideas are going to rise to the the surface.

But it feels like your reporting shows like the economics don't always work out, even if it's a technology that works.

Yeah, certainly the cluster headache device and the epilepsy warning system were both clinically really effective.

It was business issues that sank both of them.

Do you have a sense for what a company needs to succeed, watching the ones that didn't?

No, I think that's beyond my pay grade.

Same.

Well, yeah.

It's a big feat to bring a pretty high-maintenance technology to hundreds of people without breaking the bank.

The first person who gets one of these devices implanted in them will typically have the full attention of the entire team, right?

The engineers checking that it's working.

You'll have the neurosurgeon, the clinical team, the nurses and doctors, the scientists checking the outputs of it, all of them in the room, you know, troubleshooting, troubleshooting, willing them on.

And then as it becomes a product, you basically want it to be something,

I mean, it needs to be something that, you know, someone with self-sustaining.

Yeah, basically self-sustaining and sort of something that someone can program themselves and use themselves.

And that's, that's a real challenge in this field.

Scalability.

It seems like it takes a village almost to get these medical devices up and running.

Yes.

But then you don't want to have to pay a village to keep them running forever.

Basically, yes.

The village that makes neuroimplants possible knows that their industry has a problem.

Liam went to a sort of convening of the village after his story in Nature magazine came out.

A year after it came out, I went to a meeting at the Royal Society, and there was a session that was dealing with how we can protect people from abandoned devices.

And I sort of sat down and the chair, a neurologist from Florida, introduced the panel.

And then he said, if anyone really wants to know the background to this session, they should read Abandoned by Liam Drew.

In this conference room full of doctors, nurses, patients, and industry, Liam's reporting helped spark a conversation about what can be done about the problem of abandonment.

One big idea that comes up a lot, says Liam, is the idea that some kind of plan has to be in place in case a company goes south.

I mean, the tricky problem with companies going bust is that no company plans to go bust.

The company that I reported on that did go bust, I spoke to one woman who'd had New Vector's spinal cord stimulator implanted.

And it was when she went back to the surgery to have her stitches removed that she was told that the company had gone bust.

The company had given no warning whatsoever.

Their devices were being implanted, you know.

essentially on the day they went bust.

So there was no sort of warning that they were about to go belly up and not be able to support these devices anymore.

So sort of short to medium term support just to sort of cushion the fall of the device being no longer available

feels like one part of it.

Then the harder issue is what you do about the long term.

Can't they put money in an escrow account?

Can they set up a sort of non-profit parallel organization?

Can they take out insurance?

Everyone wants that support to be in place.

But I think if you're a business person dealing with a startup where you know margins are small and they hear those plans and they just think that's expensive that's just a big chunk of change for a small startup to take on and so i remember very clearly one business person just saying it's not going to change unless there is legislation that demands change But even patients are hesitant about legislation.

They don't want to have barriers to entry for startups that go out on a limb and support these life-saving devices.

It does have to work from a business perspective because if it becomes too expensive to develop new devices, you're not going to get the new devices that could help people.

So, one other thing I will say, just as I don't know, maybe it's a bit gloomy, but another layer of this is that

we all know from our phones, for example, how quickly technology changes.

Like an iPhone 16 compared to an iPhone 2 is night and day.

Whereas, you know, an aspirin is an aspirin and it was 100 years ago.

And so,

how do companies keep supporting version one, version two of their technology when they're on version 16?

Because, you know, we're all expected to sort of not use an iPhone 2 or 3 anymore.

But if

your iPhone was implanted in your head and you didn't have any say about what iPhone you were going to use, that's a different issue.

So I think one of my biggest concerns about this is that we've seen an absolute mushrooming of neurotechnology companies.

So I think just that

investment and that will to create good products is great.

And hopefully that will benefit people who need them.

But at the same time, it's potentially going to create a crowded marketplace in which there will be winners and losers and we'll see issues of this nature.

So it seems like people on all sides of this village that make a medical device possible agree that that there's a problem.

Yes.

What is the solution to the problem?

Is there one?

I don't think we know what the solution is yet.

It's

everyone who tries to create these devices

is trying to do a good thing.

You know, it takes years, decades from an idea

through

initial studies through larger studies you know it literally takes decades to bring a product to market in my experience everyone i've ever spoken to in this field is incredibly passionate about helping people and that's what drives them so the idea of sort of

helping them and then not is really distressing um and that was most evident in the case western team which have just kept supporting people and like just sort of finding a way you know sort of talking to insurers talking to the hospitals just making it work.

Why is it so thorny?

Like,

it feels like everyone has good intentions from what you're saying.

Like, people have thought about this so deeply, people who have all the personal stakes in the world can't, still can't offer up a solution.

Um, I wonder why you think it's so unanswerable.

Um,

I think everyone would just like it not to be a problem.

Um,

you know,

I mean,

everyone's ideal version is that you sort of come up with a wonderful piece of medical technology and your company is de facto a huge success and you support people using it for the rest of their lives.

Do I have a relationship with my device?

I absolutely have a relationship with my device.

I take it everywhere with me.

I use it every day.

And

when it doesn't work, it's like I'm paralyzed again.

It's like this loved one that you're missing, you know?

I'm just curious, like, this is a very silly question.

So feel free to disregard, but like,

does it have a name?

Like, do you, I don't know.

Do you like find yourself personalizing the device?

I, I, I'm someone who like names my cars and things like that, but I, I'm just curious.

Julia, I haven't gone that far.

I haven't named it.

I haven't put eyelashes on it.

You're not quite as goofy as me.

No, I wouldn't call it goofy.

It's just, it's my box.

But I'm also, maybe, maybe that's just my way of

subconsciously keeping a little bit of separation because I know that at some point in my life, I'm going to have to give this back.

you know, and I don't want to get too attached to it, even though I know I am.

Maybe it's a subconscious thing on my part.

When we're looking at all of the federal funding that is being cut off, all of the funding from National Institutes of Health, Brain Initiative,

you name it, their funding has been dropped considerably and just wiped clean with no consideration of people in clinical trials.

Right now, we don't know.

I mean, I live every day with the possibility of being paralyzed again.

You know, I've had over the years,

I've had the whole system fail twice.

And twice I've been, you know, paralyzed and then waiting for them to get grant funds so that we can re-implant.

Knowing what you know now,

if you could time travel back to, you know, the 90s before you moved to Cleveland, before you got this device implanted.

Knowing like the uncertainty that you're facing, would you stop yourself from going through with it?

No way in help.

No way.

No.

It's been, you know, it's been an incredible journey.

I wouldn't have taken this career path if I didn't get implanted.

Now I'm in the neurotech business.

So

I run a nonprofit called Neurotech Network that focuses on education and advocacy of neurotechnology devices, therapies, and treatments.

And it really is a labor of love.

I wouldn't have even gotten into this field if I hadn't gotten implanted.

Who knows where my career would be.

So I cherish what I do.

I cherish being able to learn.

So I wouldn't change a thing in the past.

You can learn more about abandoned neurotechnology in Liam Drew's piece, Abandoned in Nature.

There's a link in our episode description.

Audio clips of Marcus Boll in German were courtesy of nature.

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