Cynthia Erivo's Road To 'Wicked'

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Speaker 2 This is Fresh Air. I'm Tanya Mosley.

Speaker 2 There's a moment in the new movie Wicked for Good when Elphaba, the so-called wicked witch, stops defending herself to a world that has misunderstood her and simply simply exists on her own power.

Speaker 2 My guest today, Cynthia Arrivo, brings that moment to life with a depth that is also personal.

Speaker 2 In part two of Wicked, Arivo captures Alphabet's evolution from outcast to someone who claims her own story, a journey Arrivo also explores in her new memoir, Simply More.

Speaker 2 The book traces how she learned to shed other people's definitions of her as a woman, as a black artist, and as someone who was sometimes told she was too much.

Speaker 2 Arrivo first broke through on Broadway in the color purple, winning a Tony Award for her portrayal of Seeley.

Speaker 2 She went on to earn an Oscar nomination for her portrayal of Harriet Tutman, and later portrayed Aretha Franklin and Genius Aretha, for which she was nominated for several awards, including an Emmy.

Speaker 2 Arrivo is also a recording artist, blending gospel, soul, and cinematic pop. Last year's Wicked and the new film Wicked for Good are adapted from the Tony Award-winning Broadway musical.

Speaker 2 The new film continues Alphaba and Glinda's story, exploring what happens after their fates diverge and the myth of the wicked witch takes hold. And Cynthia Arrivo, welcome back to Fresh Air.

Speaker 3 Hello, thank you very much.

Speaker 2 You know, there is something extraordinary about...

Speaker 2 watching Wicked and then Wicked for Good and reading your memoir at the same time. There's so many parallels there.

Speaker 2 When did it click for you that your personal life and that connection to Alphaba were so close?

Speaker 3 I think I had an inkling that there was a connection soon after I started doing the music, singing the music, learning the music.

Speaker 3 But I think it really actually clicked when I was making the film, when I was playing the character, that I realized, oh,

Speaker 3 this is a lot closer to home than I... had imagined.
But I didn't realize that there were so many sort of

Speaker 3 real parallels. The relationship with her father, the relationship to being in spaces that don't really include you, all of that sort of dawned on me as it was happening.

Speaker 3 So the feelings you see in the movie are very real feelings because they're sort of immediate. Yeah.

Speaker 2 Was there a particular moment during that time period where it hit you? You said, wait a minute, this is me.

Speaker 3 We were shooting, and this is going to sound so strange because it's such a small moment, but we were shooting the scene when Nessa Rose is about to be sent off to school and their father asks Alphabet to take care of Nessa.

Speaker 3 And I remember

Speaker 3 he speaks to her quite harshly and

Speaker 3 the feeling that I got in that moment sort of was a click moment for me. It was that moment that I realized, oh, this relationship is a complicated one.

Speaker 3 That's when I sort of thought, oh, I recognise that.

Speaker 2 What's so interesting about that is that the story of Wicked had been living with you for years.

Speaker 2 I mean, we're talking over a decade or so.

Speaker 3 The first time I discovered it was when I was 20 or 21. Yeah.

Speaker 2 Director John Chu actually asked you during the audition, what does Alphaba mean to you?

Speaker 2 And you told him the story of Defying Gravity, which was a song that you had learned several years before

Speaker 2 when you were in school.

Speaker 2 You write about this in your memoir, Simply More. and I want you to read exactly what you said to John.
Can I have you read it?

Speaker 3 This was the exact piece of music I escaped into when I was in drama school.

Speaker 3 If I was having a really bad day or was miserably aware of how odd I felt there, an outsider who couldn't connect with the others, I would hide out in a music room with a friend, Michael.

Speaker 3 We'd sing this together. We'd stay in that little room until the very last minute before we had to go back to class, belting our hearts out.

Speaker 3 This song gave me refuge, singing it during a very vulnerable time in my life. These songs made me feel safe.

Speaker 2 That was also the first time that you shared out loud how alienating school was for you.

Speaker 3 Very much so, yeah.

Speaker 2 What was it about that moment that it came to you to actually be vulnerable and tell? And also, that was a show of the connection between you and Alphabet as well.

Speaker 3 Yeah,

Speaker 3 I felt really safe in that room. I felt like John would understand it.
And I also knew that

Speaker 3 in order to really connect with this character, to really help people understand that I knew and understood who this character was, who this person was,

Speaker 3 that I had to be vulnerable, that I had to share the experience that I...

Speaker 3 felt that this character had been through. And I felt like this character needed the vulnerability that I can sometimes be afraid of sharing or being

Speaker 3 and better at now.

Speaker 3 But in that moment, I just thought, if I'm not honest about what I feel or have felt or how this music has made me feel, then I think I'm leaving something on the table that is important.

Speaker 2 That experience that you had at the Royal Academy of Dramatic Art,

Speaker 2 that was a very difficult time for you. Maybe one of the most difficult times in your entire career.
Yeah.

Speaker 3 Yeah, I just felt like people really didn't understand

Speaker 3 me.

Speaker 3 And at the same time, whilst not understanding, didn't really make very much room for me either. That it it was sort of once a judgment was made, that judgment stayed.

Speaker 3 I think I was lucky enough to have one or two people during that time who really looked out for me, who cared for me, but it was a tough experience to to be there because I really didn't I just didn't think I fit.

Speaker 3 And lots of strange, interesting microaggressions from people who now are not at the school.

Speaker 3 But

Speaker 3 it was an interesting, tough time.

Speaker 2 What were they telling you about yourself? Or how did you think they perceived you?

Speaker 3 I think they thought I was unfocused and troublesome. I think they thought I didn't care about my work.

Speaker 3 A lot of people, there was sometimes, well, there's one one person in particular who made a comment about my body.

Speaker 3 It was too muscular. I needed to stop going to the gym.
And at that point, I just was like, well,

Speaker 3 I like the body I'm in. And so to have someone who was teaching, who was supposed to be, you know, mentoring me, say that was just, it was horrifying.

Speaker 2 You were a young girl. You had grown up in South London.

Speaker 2 You

Speaker 2 had to work your way through school. And that was part of the issue was that you unlike other students had other jobs you were working as a background singer background singer in the bar at a theater

Speaker 3 I was I was working in a shirt and tie shop as well over the weekend and so I was like I was working a lot

Speaker 3 and that happened because when I first

Speaker 3 got there, I was given the opportunity to go and do backing vocals for a band that would have paid for my tuition in its entirety.

Speaker 3 And when when I asked if I could take the time off, which was two weeks, I was given an ultimatum either to stay

Speaker 3 and let the gig go or leave and take the gig, but I couldn't come back.

Speaker 2 What an impossible position to be in.

Speaker 3 And I didn't want to leave. So

Speaker 3 I stayed.

Speaker 2 During your time there, you were given these bit roles, but there's this moment that you write about where you were asked to sing for another singer who had laryngitis.

Speaker 2 But you weren't asked to be on stage.

Speaker 3 No, I was backstage.

Speaker 2 Backstage, and then they would lip sync you. And you did it.

Speaker 3 Yeah.

Speaker 3 It's one of those moments that I've started to learn to forgive myself for because I felt so

Speaker 3 previously I've felt so mad at myself. So

Speaker 3 I guess there's a part of me that's a little bit ashamed that I would sort of give up my voice in that way. But it's also why I'm vehemently protective of the way I use my voice.

Speaker 3 I do not say yes to everything at all. It takes a lot for me, it has to mean something for me to sing and it has to make sense.

Speaker 3 I will never

Speaker 3 give my voice to someone like that again

Speaker 3 because it felt like

Speaker 3 someone removing a gift that was meant for me and giving it to someone else. And it just felt it in the moment really awful.
And I remember feeling really

Speaker 3 wrong. It felt wrong.

Speaker 2 I want to play a clip from the latest installment of Wicket

Speaker 2 because we learned that the wonderful Wizard of Oz is a fraud. Yes.

Speaker 2 But in this film, you're standing up to Oz, who is oppressing the animals. And I want to play this clip to illustrate this.

Speaker 2 It's you as Elphaba, Ariana Grande as Glinda, and the Wonderful Wizard of Oz played by Jeff Goldblum. And he's telling you why efforts are meaningless.
Let's listen.

Speaker 3 Alphaba,

Speaker 4 I've missed you.

Speaker 4 Can't we start again?

Speaker 2 Yes, please.

Speaker 3 Just say yes. No.
Don't you think I wish I could? I would give anything to go back to a time when I.

Speaker 2 When I actually believed that you were

Speaker 3 wonderful.

Speaker 3 A wonderful Wizard of Oz.

Speaker 3 No one believed in you more than I did.

Speaker 3 But there's no going back.

Speaker 3 And we can't move forward not until everyone knows what I know. And once they know the truth.

Speaker 4 They're not going to believe it.

Speaker 3 How can you say that?

Speaker 4 Oh, I'm just being straight with you. I could tell them that I've been lying to them till I'm...

Speaker 4 Forgive me, blue in the face, but it wouldn't make any difference.

Speaker 4 They're never going to stop believing in me. You know why?

Speaker 3 Because they don't want to.

Speaker 2 That's my guest today, Cynthia Rebo, in scene with Jeff Goldblum and Ariana Grande and Wicked for Good.

Speaker 2 You all shot this back-to-back, Wicked and Wicked for Good.

Speaker 3 Not back-to-back, at the same time.

Speaker 2 At the same time.

Speaker 3 Simultaneously, yeah.

Speaker 2 Did you have to hold anything back emotionally as you were moving through these two different storylines that one kind of evolves from the other?

Speaker 3 Yeah, it was really interesting because sometimes I think we had shot quite a bit of the first movie, but not nearly enough to say we'd almost finished.

Speaker 3 No way, we were nowhere near, and then we were sort of all the way into the second, and we were sort of tandeming between the two movies. So there were days where,

Speaker 3 luckily, you would sort of

Speaker 3 know where the character was at this point, and you'd have some sort of hindsight for where they had come from and what they had been through in order to move into the second movie.

Speaker 3 But there were some times where you're sort of guessing really

Speaker 3 because you you hadn't shot a certain scene. You're just sort of assuming that the scene is gonna feel this way.

Speaker 2 How did you navigate that? Did you just surrender to the idea?

Speaker 3 Yeah, you have to. You have to.

Speaker 3 And also, I think both of us, actually, Ari and I, both of us sort of made really specific decisions about how we looked, what we walked in, the clothes we were wearing, so that even the scents that we were wearing, because I I always find a scent for each character that I play.

Speaker 2 What do you mean by scent?

Speaker 3 Perfume. I always find a scent for each person, but this time I found a scent for each alphabet.
So Alphabet, who is young, wore a very different scent to Alphabet, who is older.

Speaker 3 And so scents memory was a lot to do with how to sort of click back into where we are in time.

Speaker 3 Oh, this is so interesting.

Speaker 2 Can you slow down for a moment? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. First off, how did you come to that idea and what scents did you choose?

Speaker 3 I started doing this

Speaker 3 years and years ago. The first time I did it, I think I did it with Harriet and hers was like cedarwood and lavender, I think it was, but like essence with a base oil, not a perfume, because I...

Speaker 3 I wanted it to feel like something she could find, that she could, you know, discover, make. I wanted it to feel like it was off the earth.

Speaker 3 And then I realised how powerful it was for me, and so I kept doing it with my characters. So with Alphaba, I knew that they had to feel different.

Speaker 3 So Alphaba, who's younger, I sort of messed around with like big florals, like really deep florals, so tuberose, rose, lilies.

Speaker 3 And then I mixed it with

Speaker 3 like a tobacco

Speaker 3 oud.

Speaker 3 and sometimes I find a scent and it's not right and I go back and I go and it's a real it something will say this is the one oh this is so fascinating so for alphabet for good what was her scent hers you'll never believe me but it it was it was a scent called witchy woo oh which when I found it I thought there's no way this is going to work.

Speaker 3 It will be way too on the nose.

Speaker 2 Where did you find it?

Speaker 3 I was staying at

Speaker 3 Soho

Speaker 3 Farmhouse in the UK, and they have this little sort of

Speaker 3 gift shop. And in the back, they have a few perfumes.

Speaker 3 I saw this scent, it said Wichi Woo.

Speaker 3 And I thought, I'm not, I'm not going to like this. I'm not going to like it.
It's too on the nose. There's no way.
So I sprayed some on my hand, and immediately I wasn't convinced.

Speaker 3 But you know how perfume changes?

Speaker 3 Your, your, um, your body, your body, your scent, your own

Speaker 3 natural oils change the scent. So I go away and I, I keep going back to it.
And my body's like, no, this is a really good scent. There was a reason it was there for you.
Go back for it.

Speaker 3 So I go back for this scent. So it's, I'm wearing witchy woo and I'm wearing, and this time like a grown oud.

Speaker 2 And this helped you keep your mind around the different emotional notes between the two

Speaker 2 movies. Yeah.
Do you think that has something to do with

Speaker 2 because you have

Speaker 2 synesthesia, which means you can see color when you sing the music?

Speaker 3 Yeah, music.

Speaker 2 Do you feel like this might be connected?

Speaker 3 I'm sure. I think my senses are heightened, so I know I have a heightened sense of smell, and obviously with music, there's a heightened sense there.

Speaker 3 So I think maybe, but I've never thought of it that way. I've always thought of it as just another access point to each of the characters.

Speaker 3 It's just sort of the character's way of telling me another bit about who they are, you know, what calls to them,

Speaker 3 what is part of their DNA. And that is another thing that I think just I've sort of discovered along the way.
Because it isn't the same ever. I've never worn the same thing for any character.

Speaker 2 There's some pretty intense training that goes into this role, both physical, emotional. I mean, when you were even training to audition, is it true that you would try to sing while you were swimming?

Speaker 3 Yes,

Speaker 3 I would sing, and so i'd do laps then sing and then i'd run and then i would sing i just wanted it to be in my body you know it's it's the idea that if i'm doing something that's strenuous and i can sing it whilst i'm doing the thing that's strenuous when i'm standing still it'll just be there i won't actually have to work that hard for it to be there

Speaker 3 Let's talk a little bit about where you grew up.

Speaker 2 You grew up in South London. South London.
Stockwell.

Speaker 3 Stockwell. Yeah.

Speaker 2 You grew up with your mom and your younger sister. Yes.
Are their voices like yours?

Speaker 3 As in singing and speaking? Yes. My sister can really sing.
She'll hate me for saying it out loud, but I think she has a beautiful singing voice.

Speaker 3 My mum, I think my acting ability came from my mum, but she loves to sing and she loves music.

Speaker 2 Was there a lot of music in your home?

Speaker 3 All the time. All the time.

Speaker 2 Were you guys singing together?

Speaker 3 Yeah, me and my sister would harmonize together. My mum would sing in the car and we would sing along.

Speaker 3 Christmas morning is really, really fun because it starts at like 6 a.m. in the morning and then just goes till the middle of the night.

Speaker 2 When did you know that your voice could make people feel?

Speaker 3 I had an inkling that something was happening with my voice at about five because I was asked to sing Silent Night for a nativity.

Speaker 3 I think it was because I was just not shy that they asked me to sing it. I don't know that they knew I could sing or maybe they did, but I had no idea.
I was just happy happy to sing the song

Speaker 3 because of people's reaction. I knew that it made people happy.
I know that much.

Speaker 3 You can, you know, it's basic. You see people smiling, people clap, people stand, they're happy.
And I connected it with that. But I think it was when I was

Speaker 3 maybe about 12 when people kept asking me to sing. Like I was on the school playground and it would be lunchtime and other kids would say, hey, can you sing? Can you sing this? Yeah.

Speaker 3 Then I would sing it and they would get their other friends and they go, Cynthia's going to sing, you know, and then talent shows started coming up and they would ask if I would sing.

Speaker 3 And that's when I knew that something, that I, that I could do something with my voice. I think when I really understood that it could make people feel,

Speaker 3 I want to say I was about

Speaker 3 18.

Speaker 3 I sang at a place called Troy Bar, which is like an open mic,

Speaker 3 little, it was like a little restaurant that had an open mic night every Tuesday or Thursday.

Speaker 3 And

Speaker 3 I one day decided to get up and sing, and you could hear a pin drop.

Speaker 2 Do you remember what you sang?

Speaker 3 I sang

Speaker 3 Say Yes

Speaker 3 by a band called Flow A Tree.

Speaker 2 Oh, of course. Yeah.

Speaker 2 Would you sing a little bit? Is that asking too much? No, no.

Speaker 3 Um,

Speaker 3 loving you has taken time,

Speaker 3 taken time

Speaker 3 But I always knew you were the mine

Speaker 3 I recognized the butterflies inside me

Speaker 3 All sense is gonna be made tonight, tonight

Speaker 3 All you gotta do is say yes

Speaker 3 All you gotta do is say yes

Speaker 3 Don't deny what you feel. Let me undress your baby.
Open up your mind. Just rest.

Speaker 3 I'm about to let you know. You make me so,

Speaker 3 so,

Speaker 3 so,

Speaker 3 so, so, so, so, so.

Speaker 3 You make me so,

Speaker 3 so,

Speaker 3 so,

Speaker 3 so, so, so,

Speaker 3 so, so.

Speaker 2 Was it a cappella like that?

Speaker 3 It started that way, and then the the pianist, I remember his name was Oscar, played for me. And every time I went back to that place, he would just start the song.

Speaker 3 He would just start the song. So I didn't ever have a choice.
He would always just sing this.

Speaker 2 Let's take a short break. If you're just joining us, I'm talking with Cynthia Arrivo.
She stars as Alphaba in Wicked for Good, and she's written a new memoir called Simply More.

Speaker 2 We'll be right back after a short break. I'm Tanya Mosley, and this is Fresh Air.

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Speaker 2 You didn't grow up with your dad.

Speaker 3 I know him. I've met him.
My mum gave us the space and the choice to grow a relationship. She gave him a choice to grow the relationship.
But he never really took the opportunity.

Speaker 2 Can I have you read a section from the book where you talk about him?

Speaker 2 It's actually a poem. Yes.

Speaker 3 Fun facts about my father.

Speaker 3 I don't know how old he is. I don't know his birthday.

Speaker 3 I don't know his profession. I don't know his parents' names.
I don't know where he lives. I don't have his phone number.

Speaker 3 Suffice it to say, I really don't know much about him at all. I was 16 when he left me alone in a London underground station after an argument about a transit pass.

Speaker 3 When he told me he didn't want to be in our lives anymore, I stood there in shock. My head was empty, and then I walked away.
The first step felt like running into a brick wall, pain, then

Speaker 3 agony. My emotions opened like floodgates.
I cried so hard I could barely breathe, could barely see.

Speaker 3 It was only when I ended up on the wrong train platform that I realized that I had been walking in the wrong direction. Just as I made my way to the right platform, there he was.

Speaker 3 He was in front of of me, walking straight in my direction. I held my breath.
Maybe he was going to apologise. Maybe this argument would just disappear.

Speaker 3 Before my cascading scenarios could solidify into hope, he passed right beside me. He made no eye contact, said nothing.
I was nothing.

Speaker 3 From that moment forward to him, I had ceased to exist.

Speaker 3 It was the last day I ever spoke with him. I do not know much about my father, father, but I do know a few things.
His name.

Speaker 3 That he can whistle. That he always wore a leather bomber jacket.
We both have a gap between our two front teeth.

Speaker 3 And by some strange stroke of irony, and because God likes playing jokes, my father can sing.

Speaker 2 Oh, Cynthia, first off, thank you for reading that.

Speaker 2 Have you heard your father's voice?

Speaker 3 Yes. It's a good voice.
He's got a lovely voice. I learnt to whistle from him, which is why all of those things are so strange because we have so many similarities.

Speaker 2 You wrote in a very matter-of-fact way. Yes.
Was it easy for you to write that?

Speaker 3 It was easy to write that now. I think if you'd have asked me to write it, I don't know, ten years ago, it would have been really difficult.
But I think,

Speaker 3 I don't know, I'm in a real, like,

Speaker 3 place of acceptance, I think,

Speaker 3 and a strange apathy as well.

Speaker 2 Can you describe that apathy?

Speaker 3 Yeah, I just I don't I don't wish him harm, but I, you know, I it's not like I'm waiting for some grand resolution. I'm sort of okay with it being exactly what it is.

Speaker 3 I have no desire to start a relationship. I have no desire to mend a relationship.
It doesn't really occupy my thoughts that much.

Speaker 2 But it took time to get to that point.

Speaker 3 Yes, it did.

Speaker 2 Because there was a time where you wanted to be able to show him. Of course.
I am Cynthia Arrival.

Speaker 3 You're going to miss. You're going to miss this.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. But it doesn't sustain.

Speaker 3 If the point of doing the things you love or the point of doing a thing that you're good at is to make someone care about you, is to prove that you are meant to be loved, is to prove that you are worthy of being loved, it doesn't sustain.

Speaker 3 because really and truly, the most important love is that of yourself. It has to come from you first.
And it was a great driver. That sort of wanting to prove was really fantastic for a time.

Speaker 3 It was really great.

Speaker 2 Was there a particular moment in your career where maybe you got a role or you paid a piece of music and you thought, my dad's going to hear this or see this?

Speaker 3 I think maybe up until the harriot of it all, I think that's when I thought, oh, maybe he'll see it and think, oh, I messed up, maybe I'll contact it.

Speaker 3 And I think it was when I had that thought that I thought, I don't know that this is the healthiest thing for me. I think that's actually when I started therapy.
Just because it doesn't work.

Speaker 3 And it's so much more joyful when it's not for that. Yeah.

Speaker 2 I'm not going to spoil it, but there is a storyline thread in Wicked for Good where Elphoba's father is very prominent. Yeah.

Speaker 2 Did you ever have a moment while you were filming that where you were thinking about your own experience?

Speaker 3 Oh, I think most of the way through it, to be honest, I think the time when it really sort of all came to a head is that in the first movie where we're in that sort of,

Speaker 3 we call it the Ausdust ballroom,

Speaker 3 that solo dance moment that turns into a duet. That's when it all sort of comes to a head.
So when you see those tears falling out of my eyes, that was not...

Speaker 3 that was not rehearsed, that was not planned, it just happened. Yeah.

Speaker 2 It's how therapeutic that can be for you to actually act it out.

Speaker 3 Yeah. Yeah.
And I wasn't planning for it to be, but as long as you're open to it, that that can happen, that these moments can really

Speaker 3 help to

Speaker 3 move through some things that you maybe didn't know were there to move through. Or that the things that you've been through can come to the surface and you can use them to connect to the moment.
Yeah.

Speaker 2 Let's take a short break. If you're just joining us, I'm talking with Cynthia Arrivo.
She stars as Alphaba in Wicked for Good, and she's written a new memoir called Simply More. This is Fresh Air.

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Speaker 2 Did you know about Harriet Tutman growing up? I did.

Speaker 3 I did, but we just didn't get enough information on her. It's like a small little thing in the textbook that takes up maybe one page if we're lucky.
if we're lucky

Speaker 3 but when you do further excavation of who they are when you learn more you realize just how

Speaker 3 um

Speaker 3 full a life she led

Speaker 2 how did you decide

Speaker 2 because we don't have you you you were able to dig through the research that is available but you had to create a person yeah out of what is like just a black and white photograph and all of these little bits of information.

Speaker 3 I was lucky because when I was playing her, an image had just been unsurfaced of her as a 20-something year old. And it was totally different to the picture that we

Speaker 3 had only had her as

Speaker 3 an older woman. And so that sort of struck questions for me.

Speaker 3 I was lucky because my director, Casey Lemmons, and the writer, Greg, had sort of helped guide me through the major moments in her life that we never have spoken about. And they're there.
It's there.

Speaker 3 Yes, we know that Harriet tubman was a hero and saved many people and freed many slaves including herself what we didn't know is that when she was doing it she was 27 she was a young woman she was also brokenhearted she had left her love behind she went back to get him and he was with someone else We don't know that.

Speaker 3 Why would she continue after that heartbreak? Well, because she couldn't rest. The reason she continued is because she didn't feel like she actually had obtained freedom until other people were free.

Speaker 3 She didn't feel like she had obtained freedom until she could share it with her family. Also, she was

Speaker 3 not well. She would black out.

Speaker 2 She had like narcolepsy.

Speaker 3 I actually think she might have had epilepsy,

Speaker 3 but those episodes would bring visions.

Speaker 3 I learnt that she sang.

Speaker 3 She was a general.

Speaker 3 led the women's suffrage movement at a time when really no one wanted any suffrage for black women specifically. All after she had had her run through the Underground Railroad.

Speaker 3 That sort of was done by the time she was 30-something,

Speaker 3 which we sort of think of as what was happening until she was in her older age. But actually, by the time she was 45, she was a general.

Speaker 2 These women you also play, I mean, they're also so purpose-driven. Yes.
In a way that, like, I also feel this way about Aretha.

Speaker 3 Mm-hmm.

Speaker 3 She was.

Speaker 3 Yes. She was.

Speaker 2 Were there any surprises you learned about Aretha?

Speaker 3 She kept trying again and again and again. That at the very beginning, she wanted to sort of go in the same route as like the Jazz Greats.
And it didn't work for her.

Speaker 3 And it was sort of what about the Ellers and the Dinah Washington?

Speaker 2 The Dinah Washington.

Speaker 3 And it just didn't make sense for the voice that she had, also for the history of music that she had.

Speaker 3 But she was trying so hard to fit herself into a lane that wasn't made for her because essentially the lane that was made for her was made by her.

Speaker 3 But there was never an inkling of her going, like giving up. I never felt like there was an option for her.
The option was, okay, this doesn't work. Well, now what? What else works? Yeah.

Speaker 3 That for me was like a real, like even when I think about it now, I was like, that's the feeling I get from her. And that actually

Speaker 3 something about the transformation that happens with her and music, I think is a real spiritual one.

Speaker 3 I think she would disappear into music almost like she was in a trance and then come back again when she was done.

Speaker 2 Was there any self-consciousness for you? Because you used a real voice

Speaker 2 in the series to take on Aretha's music and embody her in that way with your voice.

Speaker 3 Yeah. I was curious about the things that she could do.

Speaker 3 I realized that there is

Speaker 3 the skill that this woman had is,

Speaker 3 I mean, tantamount to no, there is no other person like her.

Speaker 3 There's no other voice like hers. There is no other person who sings like her.

Speaker 3 Because what she was able to do with her voice is unlike anyone else's that I've ever heard.

Speaker 2 I want to play

Speaker 2 you singing from Aretha. Let's listen.
Yeah.

Speaker 2 I might be a weak

Speaker 2 child, child,

Speaker 2 but I'll give you strength.

Speaker 2 You tell me to leave you alone.

Speaker 2 My father said, Come on home.

Speaker 2 My doctor said, Take it easy.

Speaker 2 Oh, but your loving isn't much too strong. I'm added to your change.
Change and change.

Speaker 2 Change and change.

Speaker 2 Change change.

Speaker 2 Aretha is notoriously private.

Speaker 3 Yes.

Speaker 2 And also,

Speaker 2 like, I think the funniest thing to do is to watch Aretha Franklin.

Speaker 3 In the interviews.

Speaker 3 Oh,

Speaker 3 it was my favorite thing to do. It was my favorite thing to do.
It was my favorite because she's so brilliant. She's so good.
She's so good at keeping everything to herself

Speaker 3 and still giving you something.

Speaker 2 The point that I want to get to, though, with you is that, like, I wonder what you walked away with with that.

Speaker 2 Because for the longest time, you know, I think we as fans, we want from those who give us inspiration through their art. We want to know everything.
We want to know the source of it.

Speaker 2 She was very much like, this is what I'm going to share. Yes.
And this is it. Yes.
Even when it came down to the story about her life. Yes.

Speaker 2 And so for you as someone who has played her, and those notes, some of them not really good,

Speaker 2 especially about her childhood.

Speaker 2 What did you walk away with in thinking about what you tell and what you don't tell and what rights people have to it?

Speaker 3 That it's all very important, that what you decide to keep for yourself is okay.

Speaker 3 That

Speaker 3 there is sort of a want from others to know everything,

Speaker 3 but your life, all of your life isn't for everyone's consumption. Each person walking through the world,

Speaker 3 no one knows everything about that person. No one,

Speaker 3 not even the closest people to you. There are things that you get to keep for yourself because they are just yours.

Speaker 3 And I think the wonderful thing about Aretha not sharing absolutely everything about her life is that

Speaker 3 we got to know her as the artist, that we inevitably have to respect the work.

Speaker 3 And sometimes that should be enough. Sometimes that's enough because

Speaker 3 that's what she wanted to give. And I think

Speaker 3 we sometimes yearn for more from artists. And actually, the artist's job is to create art.
And we should be okay with letting them do just that. You know?

Speaker 2 Is that a lesson that you you had to come into yourself?

Speaker 3 Yeah, I think I think I'm more of an open book than than Aretha, but I'm also okay with keeping some things for myself. And also I

Speaker 3 think I love the

Speaker 3 way artists and actors and stars and celebrities of old would keep some things for themselves.

Speaker 3 That's harder to now, right? Yeah, but it is harder to because the temptation is to share everything because there's so much access to ways to share everything.

Speaker 3 But there is a choice. You can choose to share some and keep some.

Speaker 3 And I think that it's okay to have, because if you share everything, there's nothing left. I think a little mystery is okay.

Speaker 3 You know, I think it's okay for some people to guess a couple things and maybe get it right and maybe not.

Speaker 3 You know, because then there's something left.

Speaker 2 Let's take a short break. If you're just joining us, I'm talking with Cynthia Arrivo.
She stars as Alphaba in Wicked for Good, and she's written a new memoir called Simply More. More after a break.

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Speaker 2 Something that you made the decision of many years ago is to shave your hair.

Speaker 2 And talk about that decision because it also is something that

Speaker 2 sort of has changed the audition process for you. Yeah.

Speaker 3 It started a long time ago, just as I was coming out of drama school. I don't know, I just knew that I wanted something different.

Speaker 3 Around that time, everyone who was auditioning, girls who were auditioning, wanted long hair and a particular kind of aesthetic.

Speaker 3 And I sort of repelled against the idea because I sort of, I didn't want any distractions. I don't know what gave me the idea, what gave me the wherewithal to think.
I want to lessen the distraction.

Speaker 3 I want them to just see my face. I want when I walk in for them to see a canvas that can transform.

Speaker 2 A blank canvas.

Speaker 3 A vessel. A vessel.
That what you see is really me, and I can change into the character in front of your very eyes. And so, what I would do is, after I left drama school, I cut my hair.

Speaker 3 I went to get a haircut, and the hairdresser was very, very scared to cut it because my hair was quite long. It came down past my shoulders.

Speaker 2 Also, you're black, Cynthia. And you know, our hair is very good.
I know it's a lot of fun.

Speaker 3 Yeah, it means so much. It does.
It meant a lot to my mum. My mum was very surprised.
I don't think I even told her before I cut my hair. and when I came back she was really very surprised and sort of

Speaker 3 you you cut your hair what what's going on also traditionally when we cut our hair

Speaker 3 one it's for heat if you're African and often you cut your hair if you lose someone so there's a an understanding of sort of loss you know that the old adid when you when a woman cuts her hair or changes her hairstyle a life shift has happened that is very true uh of the nigerian tradition and so for me me, I felt like I went for my own life shift.

Speaker 3 I sort of thought, having had it happen right after drama school, it felt like I was sort of leaving something behind

Speaker 3 and taking from it what I needed and

Speaker 3 letting go of whatever else I didn't. And when I cut my hair, I felt strangely like myself.
And the more I have,

Speaker 3 I felt like I've been steadily moving towards cutting it off completely. And wicked was the moment when I took it off completely.
I realized that my scalp had to be green.

Speaker 3 So when you watch a Wicked, you'll see that the braids, it's 360. So you can see my...

Speaker 2 In between the braids, you can see

Speaker 3 a green scalp. That is my scalp.
It is not the wig. It's not the lace of the wig.
The lace of the wig is basically translucent.

Speaker 3 And you can see my scalp underneath the wig, but we spray my scalp green.

Speaker 3 The way my face is green, it's included in my hair. And because I knew that was going to happen, I thought, well, I guess we'll have to just cut it all off.

Speaker 2 This has been transformative because, of course,

Speaker 2 you want it to go in as a vessel, but it seemed like those who were casting had a visceral reaction to it. Yeah.

Speaker 3 So when I went in, I had very short hair. And that was when it was short and blonde, strangely enough, when I went to audition.
And by the time I had gotten...

Speaker 3 to the role itself, it'd grown a little bit more. And then I cut it.
And

Speaker 3 I think everyone was very surprised that I was going to cut my hair because I think they were going to just make the lace dark underneath it and let it be like that. And I was like, well, why? Why?

Speaker 3 If we're going to do it, we should do it. And also

Speaker 3 when I cut it off, I really liked what I saw.

Speaker 3 So

Speaker 3 I just went with it. And I...

Speaker 3 I thought there's just one, it's one extra thing that moves me closer to connecting completely with this person so that I'm not fooling myself about what I'm seeing in in the mirror.

Speaker 3 I was asked if I wanted to be painted green or if I wanted it to be CGI and I said I want the full thing. I want to be painted green, but that includes my scalp.

Speaker 2 That's got to be a long process too.

Speaker 3 Yes. It is at minimum two hours and 45 minutes.

Speaker 3 if it's just my face and neck and hands. Every single time.
Every single time.

Speaker 2 You know, the defying gravity riff, it's now just become a cultural phenomenon. There's that moment where Kiki Palmer is at the NAACP Awards and she just starts singing it.

Speaker 2 You know, what's it like to have your voice become a reference? You know, it's part of the cultural language now.

Speaker 3 I'm, one, deeply flattered, and it's kind of wonderful

Speaker 3 because many women have had their riff and they've done it before.

Speaker 3 And of course, you have the original by Edina Menzel, but but it's just lovely to to be a part of the the lexicon of that now it's lovely yeah what colors do you see when when you sing defying gravity

Speaker 3 blues strangely

Speaker 3 different blue like like iridescent blues yeah

Speaker 2 Ariana Grande sat in the seat where you were sitting for the first wicket

Speaker 2 and she told me that the two of you all made a pact with each other

Speaker 2 to help protect each other as you move through. Yes.

Speaker 3 What was that pact?

Speaker 3 That we would make sure that we were always speaking to one another and that it would sort of be between us first if there was a problem, if something was not right, contracts, the whole lot.

Speaker 2 How did you know that you had an ally in Ariana?

Speaker 3 You just feel it. You know, the first time we spent time together, it was probably on my floor

Speaker 3 and we sat for like five hours just chatting.

Speaker 3 And I

Speaker 3 kind of just knew. You just know, you know,

Speaker 3 it was easy to talk to her. It was easy to get really real with her.
If there was something I was struggling with or something she was struggling with, we would just sort of like

Speaker 3 find a corner to just chat immediately. We came up with like little safe words for each other.

Speaker 3 If there's like a, if there's something going on or I'm like overwhelmed for something, I have a word that I say.

Speaker 3 And if there's something she's overwhelmed with, she has a word that she says, you know, so that we know where the other one is. Yeah, and we really like, we talk, we have real conversations.

Speaker 2 Is that rare for a colleague, for a co-star?

Speaker 3 I don't, I

Speaker 3 think the myth is that it is.

Speaker 3 Is it rare for it to be this close? I think so. Is it rare completely? I don't think so.
I think that

Speaker 3 we are led to believe that women cannot get along and women cannot coexist

Speaker 3 within film and take care of one another.

Speaker 3 But I think that the

Speaker 3 continuation of that myth is the thing that

Speaker 3 makes it true. But actually,

Speaker 3 more often than not, all we have is each other.

Speaker 2 Cynthia Arrivo, this has been such a pleasure to talk with you. You too.

Speaker 3 This was wonderful.

Speaker 2 Cynthia Arrivo's memoir is titled Simply More. She stars in the new film Wicked for Good, which is out in theaters on Friday.

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Speaker 3 in all of us,

Speaker 3 no wizard that there is or was

Speaker 3 is ever gonna

Speaker 3 bring

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Speaker 3 I hunger happy.

Speaker 3 Bring me

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