S05 Ep02: Spiritual Warfare

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In the second episode of season 5, Andrea dives into how Sophie’s Evangelical Christian beliefs colored her worldview. From claiming that adopting a child from Zambia was God’s path for her life to allegedly performing an exorcism, Sophie’s faith is an integral part of this case. We hear from Dr. Lauren Turek, an Associate Professor of History at Trinity University in San Antonio, TX and author of To Bring the Good News to All Nations: Evangelical Influence on Human Rights and U.S. Foreign Relations, gives us a context about Evangelical Christianity in the US and abroad and helps us understand Sophie’s religious upbringing and worldview. Andrea is then joined by some of the Nobody Should Believe Me team: Senior Producer Myrriah Gossett and Lead Researcher/Producer Erin Ajayi to attempt to fill in the many blanks left by Sophie’s memoir about her time in Zambia. The three of them lay out a timeline leading up to Sophie’s adoptions of M and C, while at the same time examining the series of omissions and half-truths riddling Sophie’s story.

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Before we begin, a quick warning that in this show we discuss child abuse, and this content may be difficult for some listeners.

If you or anyone you know is a victim or survivor of medical child abuse, please go to munchhausensupport.com to connect with professionals who can help.

Media stories about Munchausen by proxy often only scratch the surface of the complicated tangle of deceptions and manipulations that underpin them.

And the media coverage of the Hartman case is no exception.

These stories tend to get fixated on details like the number of times the kid was taken to the doctor or the gruesome surgeries that they endured, possibly under false pretenses.

And in doing so, they really miss this central question.

Why did this happen?

You either have to determine why a mother would ever do the unthinkable things she's being accused of, or if she didn't do those things, why doctors and others would conspire against her to say that she did.

When attempting to unravel a story like Sophie Harpin's, it can be hard to know just how far back to go.

I remember this feeling in the years after I became estranged from my sister Megan,

following the first investigation into her for medical child abuse almost 14 years ago now.

It was impossible to know where to begin, because it wasn't just that Megan lied about her son's medical issues or that she lied about her own.

The more those of us who loved her started to pull on the threads, the more the entire fabric of who I thought I knew just came completely undone.

Megan lied about finances, about work, and just about all these little incidental things.

It was really everything, everywhere, all at once.

And what I've learned in the years that I've been covering these cases is that it's always like this.

Perpetrators lie about everything, and being around one of them just leaves you constantly on your back foot.

As As these cases play out in court, they often become hyper-fixated on a single piece of the puzzle, perhaps an event that was captured on video surveillance, or they go on a fool's errand to prove or disprove a single rare diagnosis.

And in doing so, they completely miss the forest for the trees.

Because the lying isn't just a feature of this abuse, it is the abuse.

There may be physical abuse or poisoning as well, but the deception is always the primary weapon.

And while there are many mysteries around what really happened with Sophie Hartman, one thing we can be sure of is that she is an unreliable narrator of her own story.

We know this because she tells us so in the pages of her very own journal, entries of which were included in the case files.

She writes, When it comes to suffering, I am a compulsive liar.

As we covered last time, much of Sophie's memoir sounds implausible on its face.

But just because this book is not a truthful representation of Zambia, or even of Sophie's time there, it doesn't mean that it's not extraordinarily telling.

Munchausen by proxy cases typically begin while the mother is pregnant.

This pattern, as we've talked about in previous seasons, usually begins with obstetrical complications, followed by a preterm birth.

And as I've said before, I strongly believe that this is no coincidence.

But for Sophie, there was no pregnancy.

According to sources we've spoken to on background, there was never even a serious partner in the mix.

This is a notable piece in this case.

So Sophie's less conventional path to motherhood is interesting, and it's one that she positions as ordained by God.

Many women dream of becoming mothers, but Sophie, again in her own words, had a very specific vision of motherhood in mind.

I kind of had made a commitment that I was going to adopt a child who no one was waiting in line for.

Remember saying, like, give me a child who's blind or with severe cerebral palsy.

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In In the last episode, we traced Sophie's account of how she came to adopt her daughters, C and M, from Zambia.

After reading her book, I had a lot of questions.

One place I really needed some help understanding and contextualizing was Sophie's deeply religious perspective and framing of both her time in Zambia and her place in the world.

Now, I'm not religious and I wasn't raised in the church.

There were a few sporadic attempts by my granny to try and get me and my sister Megan into Sunday school, and my family went to church on Christmas Eve and Easter as a kid.

I consider myself a sort of culturally Christian agnostic.

I do find religion pretty fascinating, and I also find that many religious folks are extremely thoughtful in their views on God and the world.

Frankly, I'm even often a little jealous of people of faith.

It seems nice to have such an organized worldview and to operate from the idea that there's a deeper meaning for everything, that we're not just all in this whirlwind of earthly chaos.

I also really get the appeal of going to church.

Just going somewhere to be with other people in your community, talk about life every week, listen to music, seems nice.

And with all that said, you can't have listened to as many cult podcasts as I have without understanding exactly how all of these wonderful things about religion can be exploited and weaponized.

And the connection between cults and this abuse is not a casual one.

Perpetrators of MBP are typified by the coercive control that they hold over both their children and often their family and their community.

All the more reason I wanted to understand specifically how Sophie's evangelical background and outlook came to bear in this story, especially because it's so inextricable with her journey to becoming a mother.

So we brought in an expert.

I'm Dr.

Lauren Turek.

I am an associate professor of history at Trinity University in San Antonio, Texas.

My expertise is in U.S.

foreign relations, and I particularly look at the role of religious groups and especially conservative religious groups in shaping U.S.

foreign policy.

Dr.

Turek's first book, To Bring the Good News to All Nations, Evangelical Influence of Human Rights and U.S.

Foreign Relations, examines the growth and influence of Christian foreign policy lobbying groups in the United States.

Dr.

Turek focuses on how the evangelical movement that Sophie is so deeply tied to became what it is today.

So I was hoping we could start off with just a working definition of what is evangelical Christianity.

A great place to start and a place that is often fraught because of course scholars of religion have debates about this.

In my own work, because I'm a historian of U.S.

foreign relations, I have tended to look for really what is a practical definition of this, something useful.

So I'm really interested in what are their beliefs and what do they do with those beliefs?

So beliefs and actions.

So generally when we're looking at those things, we think of evangelicals as being Protestant Christians who believe that the Bible is authoritative, that it's the inerrant word of God.

Now some subgroups like fundamentalists believe that the Bible is literal, that it's in every way sort of literal exactly as it was.

Not all evangelicals share that belief, but all evangelicals do believe that the Bible is the authoritative word of God.

Evangelicals also believe that in order to be saved and to have eternal life in heaven, they have to have a salvation experience where they are saved through their faith in Jesus Christ.

And it's typically a very personal experience where they have a personal relationship with Jesus.

And then they also believe, in addition to that, that they have a responsibility from God, a biblical responsibility to go out and spread the gospel to the entire world, to evangelize everyone everywhere.

Now, obviously, there are numerous very different denominations within the Christian faith.

In my small town alone, we've got Lutherans, Methodists, Unitarians, Baptists, you name it.

So I wanted to know which of these fit within the definition of evangelicals.

The answer is not black and white.

We sometimes think of there being a distinction between maybe mainline Protestant churches, and that's often Lutherans, Methodists, Congregationalists.

Although there, of course, are Evangelical Lutherans and others.

So it's a little bit fuzzier than we sometimes think.

But there are these mainline Protestant churches and then there are evangelicals who are also Protestants of course.

Some of them are in denominations, right?

Some of them are Baptists.

Sometimes we count Seventh-day Adventists as evangelicals.

So there's, as always, there's some debate over who fits in.

And then there's this huge group of what we call non-denominational Christians.

And non-denominational just means they don't belong to a specific denomination, but many of them are still evangelical.

And so they share beliefs.

And what's very interesting is that they will borrow certain beliefs from certain denominations, but they're kind of a patchwork that they're putting together themselves.

And what I thought was very interesting about Sophie is that she

the progress in the churches that she went to, they go from being something that started as a somewhat mainline church, and then one that is a non-denominational that's very Pentecostal, and then to a non-denominational church that is maybe having some flavor of that, but is perhaps less specific about where it's borrowing its beliefs from.

We will get into each church as we go through this case, but we wanted to start at the beginning with the church that Sophie grew up in.

This is her first time back at Haven Church for many years, and she just wanted to thank you.

So here's Sophie.

This audio is from a telecast of a Sunday service that was posted to Haven's Facebook page.

The vibe of this church, at least from what I can see online, looks welcoming.

Lots of posts about prayer meetings, ice cream socials, and food pantries, much of it with kind of a 2010s Instagram vibe.

Interestingly, there are also several posts about upcoming missions to African nations.

Now, we don't see the congregation in any of these videos, but folks I've spoken to from Sophie's hometown said that this is a very white church in a very white town.

The video Sophie appears in is from just this past summer.

She walks up to join the pastor at the modest podium on the stage and looks right at home as she speaks to the congregation.

This is so cool to be here today.

This is the house of my youth.

So many of you I've seen from my vantage point over there, and I am just so deeply encouraged to be with you today, to see these pews full,

to see some wears and tears in the pews from, you you know, a couple of people.

Both Sophie and the pastor are casually dressed.

She in a t-shirt and linen pants and the pastor in jeans and sneakers.

From what we can see of the church, it looks wholesome and neighborhoody.

Reach out and we're going to pray for Sophie.

Lord God, we just thank you so much for what you have done in the life of Sophie.

God, sometimes we cry out and we say, why?

We don't always understand why things happen.

We don't understand

why situations occur.

We don't understand why things have to be so hard.

But Lord God, we know that you know why.

Listening to this, I'm struck by how faith intersects with this particular case.

Again, it speaks to the why of it all.

And I wanted to know a bit more about how the church fit in Sophie's worldview.

So we asked Dr.

Turek.

So Hayden Church was originally part of the Reformed Church in America.

And what's interesting about her church is her church is now part of a group of those reformed churches that actually split off from the Reformed Church in America to form a new umbrella organization.

So they're now part of something called the Alliance of Reformed Churches.

Sophie's home church ended up splitting off to be part of the Alliance of Reformed Churches in 2021.

This followed division within the denomination over whether to perform same-sex marriages after the Oberfell decision in 2015 that made equal marriage the law of the land.

And Haven moved to the more conservative end of the spectrum.

Many of the churches in the Alliance of Reformed churches, so the ones that Haven belongs to now,

they were much more politically conservative.

And so they are really uncomfortable with the changes happening in the RCA and they broke off.

So they make their own more conservative Reformed church organization.

Very interestingly, Their organization, in addition to being opposed to same-sex marriage and opposed to to abortion and being very supportive of Israel, they also

don't disallow women from being pastors, but they leave it up to the individual churches to decide if they want to allow it.

And the majority of the churches in the Alliance of Reformed Churches do not accept women as pastors.

So this is a pretty conservative church.

So while this church doesn't necessarily welcome women at the head of its leadership, Sophie appears to have established some real influence here, as seen in the sermon she gives, which we shared with Dr.

Turek.

It really emphasizes evangelism.

You shared with me a sermon that she gave when she went back to Haven, and I was really, I was listening to what she was saying, and she was using a lot of language that

speaks to that evangelicalism.

For those of you who have been here and saw me grow, you knew that I was a Spitfire from the start and that God was going to do something kind of wild in my life.

Talks a lot about how, you know, God was going to do something in my life, is something she said, which suggests that

God is speaking to her, maybe not speaking to her, but has a message for her specifically that she has this personal relationship, that she has a task to do.

And she also uses the phrase, waging war on the kingdom of evil.

Firmly believing

the call on my life, the character and the godliness of my family, I cannot thank you enough because it's a reminder that, yes, we may just be this church in Kalamazoo, but this is a house that is

waging war on the kingdom of evil.

So, the other thing that came from that for me is that she's somebody who really embraces this idea of spiritual warfare, which is something where there's a sense that Satan is a real entity.

This isn't just like a metaphorical evil, it's somebody real

who is trying to stop god's mission on earth and needs to be fought a light bulb really went off for me hearing dr churic explain this piece sophie routinely describes herself as being in this literal battle between good and evil fighting a righteous fight like this passage from her 2016 memoir In that moment, I became certain that she was under a demonic influence, and I immediately felt a generous boldness to share the gospel completely unhindered.

Now, it would be unwise to take anything that Sophie Hartman says or writes at face value.

But given the context, we also can't just chalk passages like this up to her tendency towards purple prose.

My sense is that many of these evangelicals are, in fact, true believers, that this isn't necessarily a kind of cynical ploy for their own ends, although I'm sure people can make arguments about that.

But there's a sense of true belief that they have had this incredible emotional, ecstatic experience through their

salvation, and that they now are on a walk with Christ, that they are literally together, that he is with them and guiding them.

And it does feel, and sometimes that is, it does come with this romantic language or this really,

it's often, I often think of it as just being very emotional language.

This isn't like imaginary, it is a genuine deep feeling that Christ is with them, that he's somebody that they can talk to for guidance, that he'll pick them up when they have a problem.

Now, I am wholly unready to assign any purity to Sophie's motives or to the work of the hundreds of thousands of Americans who go abroad on missions each year.

But I can certainly appreciate that the work of saving souls may emanate from a sincerely held belief.

And in some denominations, as Dr.

Turek explains, this work takes on a particular urgency because time, as they see it, is running out.

So, different evangelicals and different

Protestant groups, there are a few different types in terms of their beliefs about the end of the world that we think of as eschatology.

There are some that believe that it is, you know,

there's going to be a period of trial and tribulation, and things are going to be very bad, and then there will be the second coming of Christ, and then everybody will be in the kingdom of heaven on earth.

And so, some believe that that sort of trial and tribulation has to come first.

And some of them think

that

world evangelization has to precede that.

And so some of them will read like the book of Matthew, like Matthew 24, 14.

And this good news that the kingdom will be proclaimed throughout the world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.

And so it's like, is there a sequence there that we have to do this and then this?

You know, they read.

the book of Mark and the good news must first be proclaimed to all nations.

And so there's that sense that we have to evangelize everybody and then the second coming will happen.

Got it.

So the idea being that like if you, if someone lived in a foreign nation where there wasn't, where Christianity wasn't a major religion and they just didn't know about Jesus and hadn't had the chance to accept Jesus as their personal savior, then they are sort of a lost soul.

Is that, do I have that kind of right?

Yeah, and they'll be, you know, they'll be damned to hell.

And so this is a very, I mean, this is a horrible thought to someone who believes this, that there are all of these innocent people who've never had the chance to hear the gospel.

And, you know, it's billions of people, right?

They've never had the chance to hear the gospel and have the opportunity to experience salvation through Christ.

And so they're just going to die and go to hell and live in eternal suffering.

because Christians have not been able to reach them.

Whereas if you can reach them, and not that you would convert everybody, but that you would at least give everybody the opportunity to be saved and then have the possibility for eternal life and salvation with Jesus, right?

What a beautiful gift to offer them.

This idea of, quote, saving people is really at the core of the work championed by churches like Haven, and it provides a handy framing for all that Sophie does in Zambia.

Who in this community would ever question a young woman who gives up her comfortable life to go and save people from eternal damnation?

And it's hard to overstate just how primary this goal of soul saving is to the evangelical movement.

This is a duty that takes primacy even over basic earthly needs like food and shelter.

Sharing the word is priority number one.

You know, we can never say what's in someone else's heart, but with this understanding of her religious context, it's certainly possible that Sophie felt genuinely called by God to go to Zambia.

It's also evident that this was a decision that her community not only accepted, but celebrated her for.

This is not, of course, how Sophie describes it.

If you'll recall from the last episode, she describes being practically persecuted for deciding to go on her mission trip.

But this discrepancy would turn out to be the tip of the iceberg when it came to the distance between Sophie's account of her life in Zambia and the truth.

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As we talked about in the last last episode, it was hard to keep track of people, places, locations, or any details at all beyond the proselytizing Sophie was doing during her time in Zambia.

But given that this is Sophie's motherhood origin story, we needed to try to get to the bottom of it.

So, thank goodness, I had my talented team on board to help with sleuthing.

First of all, we're here with our lead producer, Mariah Gossett.

Hello, Mariah.

Hi.

First time on the mic, Erin Ajayi.

Thank you so much for joining us.

Erin, you are our super talented researcher.

And I have to say, you're also doing some producing this

easily, I would say, on several of these episodes.

So you are doing so much work behind the scenes this season, and there's so much work to do.

Thank you so much for being with us, Erin.

Thank you.

Yeah, I'm really excited to dive in today.

Erin, Mariah, and I sat down to walk through the timeline of Sophie's adoptions of C and M.

As important as trying to figure out what is there, what is present, the information that Sophie does share in the memoir, I also found it difficult and confusing when I was going back to try to put together a timeline to see all the things that she left out.

Our conversation with Dr.

Turek really started to turn on some lights for me as we got into Sophie's framing of herself as being on a mission from God, with anyone who pushes back on her work or her desire to adopt C CNM and being essentially on a mission from Satan.

This idea that she's not only doing God's work, but being persecuted for it is central to Sophie's narrative.

She does talk about facing resistance.

She talks about actually being called a Satanist by people in Zambia.

And

in that, she doesn't really extrapolate on the reasons that they might have come to that conclusion, right?

But I recall one of the passages where she writes, I think it's in her journal or it's a conversation that she's having with Jesus.

And she said, maybe it's just that because they don't understand me and they don't understand my call to be here and they don't understand the work that Jesus has sent me to do in this place, that they just can't imagine or envision why I would leave my comfortable

place in America to come here.

And so it's very much a me against the world,

me and Jesus against the world kind of mentality that I think she brings into this.

It's like, well, I don't have to explain it or I don't have to give too many details because this is the assignment that I got from Jesus.

Back to establishing a timeline.

So in the course of my research from her memoir, her blog that we discovered, it's called Crowns of Beauty.

And we were able to pull the archives from our blog up.

Even high school yearbooks and news articles from her, the college that she went to.

I used all of these things to try to come up with some kind of timeline.

And the best conclusion that I could come to, based on the dates that she cited in her books, is that there were actually two trips that Sophie took to Zambia prior to committing to leave college early and move there.

So the first one is

she talks about in her memoir

going in the summer of 2008 to Kafui, Zambia.

After she completed her freshman year of college, that's when she went on this month-long mission trip.

Then the following year, as early as April 2009, she's actually back in Zambia, at least for a few months, doing an orphan ministry internship.

And it's here where her memoir actually begins.

And it's on this trip that she decides that she hears this call that she's being led to move move to Zambia and be a missionary.

And so the game plan is to go back home, announce this to her parents and family, kind of wrap things up, and then move back to Zambia.

And so based on the timeline that

I could, you know, decipher and research and also I know Mariah as well as we were pulling different things together, it's by December 2009, she's back in Zambia working a nonprofit organization.

And while the nonprofit organization that we were able to sort of find verification for, and we did reach out to them and I will read their words exactly, it just says we do not have any records to check Sophie's exact dates for when she was in Zambia.

Sorry, we're not able to help more.

So they just said we don't have any records to check, not that we don't have any records of Sophie.

And they did not deny that Sophie worked there.

This organization, GEMS, which stands for Girls Everywhere Meeting the Savior, states their mission this way.

Our vision is to see girls around the world actively and enthusiastically expressing love for God and others.

Girls equipped, motivated, and passionately engaged in living out their faith.

Our mission is to bring girls everywhere into a living, dynamic relationship with Jesus Christ.

This organization was founded in 1958 as part of the Reformed Church in Wyoming, as a sister program to the Young Calvinist Federation.

The original name was the Calvinettes.

The descriptions of their work on their website really speak to the evangelical mandate to bring Jesus first and worry about the rest later.

This organization has grown and changed over the years, and it has roots specifically in Zambia going back to 2006.

In 2009, they began construction on a school in Zambia, and the following year adapted the GEMS Zambian curriculum for use in all developing countries.

So this is what's going on within this organization when Sophie is working with them.

But again, with the haziness of Sophie's writing, we don't know exactly what she did while she was there.

We reached out to multiple other organizations that Sophie seems to have ties with that did work in orphanages, and they all had similar answers.

Basically, that they don't have records for anyone they do work with on the ground, which frankly is worrisome, especially considering that these are people working with vulnerable children.

So So that was a dead end.

However, we did find plenty of evidence of Sophie's time in Zambia, including a presentation some kids in her hometown made about her work there and a blog post about her from a college friend.

These portraits of Sophie are glowing, framing her as a sort of Mother Teresa figure, like this blog post that Erin shares from a friend that includes a letter written by Sophie.

By November 2011, she's posting this letter on her friend's blog.

In it, she writes that she's currently serving under an organization called GEMS, which works with vulnerable women and girls here.

And she says, though my position allows some outreach with orphans, I plan to spend the next few years here in ZIB.

And she talks about her process of adopting.

So that's all that we really know from how she describes it.

from her friend's blog and what she's doing.

Her memoir is a little

or a lot more obscure about the work that she's doing.

She talks about living in a three-room house with another missionary.

That house was a service center for women and children.

That tracks with serving vulnerable, you know, women and children.

But then she also talks about teaching English and going to the compounds to evangelize and visit homes, cooking, and cleaning and singing and dancing and going to prayer meetings.

But she doesn't really get into kind of the brass tacks of what she's actually doing on a day-to-day with this organization.

And certainly nothing alluding to the fact that she's kind of helping to construct this day school.

Yeah, it's just, it's so, it's so scant on details.

I have almost no idea after reading this what her day-to-day life was like, what the day-to-day lives of any of the people she interacted with were like.

And it's just, it's so extraordinary to have someone in such a like fish out of water context and just not get any of those details.

And I think at this point, one might be questioning: okay, so how does she get involved with orphans and orphanages?

And it's during the time that I believe she was working at gems

that she writes in her memoir: she feels led to go to a crisis orphanage that she had only been to once before.

So that's all we get

from

how she started visiting orphanages.

And so much of

her memoir focuses on the sick children that she met, either primarily in the orphanage, but also in the community.

But because her story starts to shift so much, again, talking about these orphanage settings and even how she met her first daughter.

And so I don't know, just it's something feels unsettling and certainly left out to just say, Yes, one day I felt led to go to a crisis orphanage out of all the different places that you could have gone to explore in Zambia if you wanted to give back in a different way.

Um,

that's kind of all that we get.

Um, and I, to your point about like what's unsettling about some of this, like I think it for me, it was the juxtaposition of

the vivid details about the children in states of various duress, the kids with wounds or the orphans that she describes as being very maltreated by the people who are working there, juxtaposed with the utter lack of detail about anything else having to do with the people in particular.

This is also

an important time to talk about the fact of, I think Sophie paints herself as kind of this in isolation.

I think she mentions, fellowship fellowship with other missionaries was rare.

I was unsure how to cultivate cross-cultural friendships.

And so she kind of positions herself as like, no, yeah, there were other missionaries there, but I was really just by myself or like really just ingrained in Zambia culture, even as I'm doing these prayer meetings and these Bible studies.

But the one thing that's not mentioned in her memoir that was very interesting though, and we found it from a random presentation presentation online but there are photos of her father visiting her in zambia there are photos of her father cooking with local zambian women and also photos of him sophie and her oldest daughter m

and so

None of this, right, my family visiting me, none of this is mentioned in the memoir.

And I think when you are so far from home, like having pieces from home is just so important.

Yeah, it was just, it was just a very interesting omission.

It was, and she just, you know, even further than not mentioning that they visited, she certainly gives the impression.

And the only time she really talks much about her family back home is in the beginning parts of the book, to my memory.

She describes it as something like that her family had a lot of resistance to.

And like, to be frank, if that were the case, like that's something that was pretty understandable to me.

Like if my 20-year-old daughter was like, I'm going to drop out of college and move to this country that I know nothing about, I would also have questions and concerns, but she certainly sets it up as that she like did not have support.

Now, practically, we know she must have because how otherwise is she affording to live?

Because importantly, we don't have any reason to believe that she had any paid employment during this time, right?

That's really hard to, because none of these outlets were willing to or like gave us any information about whether or not she was employed with them or what the situation was with gems.

The reason we went on such a massive deep dive about this piece of Sophie's story was because this period of time sets the stage for everything to come.

When looking at the patterns in these cases, we normally start with the pregnancy.

And since Sophie wasn't present for that in this case, this period of time is really crucial.

And while we were able to get a much better picture of Sophie's work in Zambia, we're still left with so many questions.

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Sophie's description of her journey to adopt her daughters is of a harrowing and lonely fight, where she battles a corrupt system all by herself in order to snatch these children from the clutches of their desolate fate in filthy orphanages.

On top of this, I found the overall way that Sophie describes the Zambian people in her book to be pretty troubling.

One of the things that most disturbed me was Sophie's account of the way that Zambian children were being treated in the hospitals and orphanages.

She describes the Zambian workers as being careless and harsh with them.

It was frankly tough to get any information about what happened on the ground with these various organizations, but we were able to find the orphanage that Sophie worked with.

This is also potentially where she adopted CNM from.

I was able to...

find people who work there, find photos.

I've gone back on all of their social media pages, and granted they only go back to 2015 and the wider organization that runs these, they call them crisis nurseries instead of orphanages, which is also very interesting that they, I don't, that could also be a new phrasing that they've adopted adopted recently, but they, you know, really state that their mission is to put these kids with families and keep them with families so much so that they provide like

career coaching and farm training and like all these things for mothers to be able to get the services that they need and income that they need to keep their children.

So it seems like they're really focused on trying to do, you know, bigger scope work.

And from all of the photos we could gather, one, it's large staffs that are working there.

there.

I'm sure like any nonprofit, it's never enough, you know, or or school systems in general.

Like my mom's a teacher.

I know she's like too many kids, not enough adults, and not enough funding.

And I'm sure that's true across the board.

But these look like

stand-up institutions.

They've got funding.

They've got like a bunch of incredible stories of the work that they're doing.

And it doesn't seem as doom and gloom as the book made it out to be.

Yeah, for sure.

I think when we did find pictures of the organization, again, with the caveat that like, we don't know exactly when these photos are from and it could have looked different during the time that she was there and with all that.

But I mean, I think, you know, yeah, it looks, it looks sort of clean and safe and newer.

And it's not, it's not the image.

They're keeping up facilities.

Yeah.

Right.

It's not this sort of just, I mean,

every description that Sophie includes in this book really of Zambia just presents

the most sort of crushing scene of poverty.

And,

you know,

she might have seen some of that.

That exists everywhere.

I mean, I live in Seattle.

I could go find that this afternoon if that's what I was, you know, if that's what I was sort of, the work that I was doing.

So it's not to say that that's not accurate at all, but like it is, it is notable.

And I think also just like, I think there's something that really struck me about

the sort of her being alone and being a singular figure.

One of the interesting things about having a memoir from a person like this is that there's only so much you can hide when you're writing a memoir, right?

About the way that you see the world.

Like it will come through whether you want it to or not when you are writing about your own life.

Because like, listen, and I think memoir is an interesting genre because, you know, some people, sometimes people will say, like, I remember when the James Fry scandal happened with Oprah, like, why don't people fact check memoirs?

And like, on some level, it's kind of a good question.

On the other level, because it's impossible.

Someone's telling you a story of their own life.

Like, nobody tells a perfect version of the story of their own life, right?

So there is, there is like that caveat, but I do think what I read as being a very narcissistic worldview comes through in this book, right?

Sophie makes quite a hullabaloo about the resistance that she encounters when she decides to go to Zambia, but she clearly received quite a lot of support.

It's also during this time that she seemed to hone her talents for fundraising.

So for her first, the first organization that she was at, so GEMS, which we've talked about at length, so

she does in that in that friend's blog, the letter that she posts, she says, this is my address and where I'm at.

You can send the money to

the kind of North American GEMS HQ location.

They'll route it to me.

And she specifically says that she needs $8,000 for a car.

and $3,000 for M schooling for a year.

Now, from what I do know, is for a lot of these organizations, you can actually send

funding to missionaries to support them.

The ticket items are just interesting.

I certainly understand education, and from the pictures that we saw, it did look like M went to a very, very good school.

It looks much like the, you know, preschools and early schools that you would see here in the U.S.

The $8,000 for a cart is just a little suspicious for me because I also think, you know, this is back back in

2011, right?

And so, even a used car,

that's a lot.

And so, I think even if you wanted to kind of blend in a little bit so as not to draw attention to yourself in a country where Sophie says that she is being so blatantly harassed, is maybe you don't go for high-end.

And $8,000, it just seems like a higher-end ticket item to me personally.

So, in her blog post, Sophie mentions that in September 2012, she shares that she's going to be leaving GEMS and she has a new job at Special Hope Network.

And in that, she actually tells people, okay, starting on this date, you can send me money to this organization and they'll, you know, go on and send it to me.

So again, they looked on their website and even today, they have, you can go online and make a gift, but then you can also designate it for specific missionaries and from what I understand too is that a lot of times you can you know home church you can kind of send money to support missionaries but it is interesting that in

these days when when you know she she was in Zambia fundraising was second nature to her.

And it's certainly something that we do see throughout the entirety of this case as more and more fundraisers start to emerge.

In Sophie's memoir, she talks a lot about the challenges she encountered trying to adopt her daughters C and M.

In particular, she talks about the social worker who attempted to stop the adoptions and her ultimate victory in adopting the girls.

But once again, you'd think she was all on her own in this fight.

Now, in reality, many of the fundraisers that we found from this time relate to the adoptions of C and M.

Sophie links to the fundraising pages on her own blog, her friend posts an appeal to her followers, and Sophie's sister Sam even ran a half marathon to help raise funds.

And throughout this, there's a depiction of Sophie as being up against the quote corrupt adoption system of Zambia.

It's important to note that Sophie began the adoption process prior to Zambia joining the Hague Convention, which puts

into place kind of stricter standards around inner-country adoptions.

But prior to the Hague Convention, here are just a few things that needed to be in place and requirements.

So the first is that the child has to be fostered for three months.

The second is that the adopting parent has to be 25 years old and at least 21 years old older than the child.

Another criteria is demonstrating adequate finances.

So think if you're a missionary, right?

That could be a little hard.

Finally, there has to be an acceptable home study.

So the other thing that was really interesting to note from the guidelines are that, and it says, prospective adoptive parents should be aware that not all children in orphanages or children's homes are adoptable.

In many countries, Birth parents place their children temporarily in an orphanage or children's home due to financial or other hardship, intending that the child returns home when it becomes possible.

In such cases, the birth parents have rarely relinquished their parental rights or consented to their children's adoption.

And I make note of this because in the memoir, Sophie talks about needing to wait for paperwork.

And there were twin girls that she thought that she was going to be able to adopt, but lo and behold, they didn't have the file

and the file got lost.

And Sophie goes into kind of this tailspin of questioning the Zambian social workers and administrators, the veracity of their claim, and also pondered at some point if they, you know, if the file was really lost or if they just were trying to bribe her for more money.

So from what it sounds like is in this case, it could have been that, yeah, there wasn't paperwork to actually determine whether or not their true orphan status.

It could have been a situation where the parents had put the child in a children's home temporarily in the hopes of taking them back.

So I just think it's important, especially when we think of orphanages, we think of 100% total abandonment.

But in this case, really, I think it points to the fact that it's more of what we understand perhaps as a foster care system.

Yeah, and that checks out based on like the mission statements from these particular organizations where CNM seemingly were adopted from is they have a ton of programming to help mothers get back on their feet or to help parents get back on their feet so that they're able to keep families united.

So it seems like that is definitely a key focus to these organizations.

According to Sophie's memoir, C was surrendered by her grandmother.

So we don't know what the intentions of the birth parents were at that time, and we are unable to confirm any of the details of how C and M came to the crisis nursery.

From what we've been able to confirm, it seems M was being fostered by Sophie for a period of time while Sophie was battling the courts in Zambia to officially adopt her.

During this back and forth, M's younger sister, C, was born and brought to a crisis orphanage.

And based on these confirmed details, Mariah has a pretty educated guess on what happened next.

I think Sophie posed to these adoption agencies.

At the time that M's adoption was approved, Sophie was now over the age of 25, was exactly 25, and I think because she was 21 years older than C,

was able to say, can I adopt these two sisters to keep them together?

That is my working theory, not able to confirm.

We did reach out to officials with the, like,

the ministry who oversees adoption in Zambia currently, but we did not hear back for comment.

So.

I think that's a really solid theory.

And I think, too,

you know, something that really tracks throughout the rest of this story, and indeed that is a very strong parallel with other stories that we cover on this show is that

we underestimate what a completely relentless person can accomplish right like if you are so singularly focused on something um the way she even self-described you know was on these on these adopt on making these adoptions go through but she gives a very interesting um

summary of how it happened, but she said

this case was an incredibly unique situation due to my age and to the Zambian adoption laws requiring a prospective adoptive parent to be 25 years old and 21 years older than the child being adopted.

After eight unfavorable court hearings and an agonizing battle of four years, with an absolute determination to uphold proper ethics while fighting for the best interests of my daughter, on May 7th, 2015, the law was legally bypassed.

Tell us adoption was finalized.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Just like, just illegally and ethically, we buy a lot of people.

I just waited until I was 25.

Right.

I was like, that's just an interesting

way to summarize it.

Now, look, maybe it just seems like we are nosy weirdos who have too much time on our hands to pick apart someone's self-published memoir.

But the dissonance between Sophie's account of her time in Zambia and these other artifacts we unearthed is at the root of Sophie's picture of herself as a mother.

Sophie's entire world appears to be built on omissions and half-truths constructed to make her an unimpeachable savior.

And reading her work gave me a too familiar disorienting feeling, a feeling of never quite having my feet on the ground.

Because the medical deception in these cases may pose the biggest threat, but it never occurs in a vacuum.

And the ability to build a narrative where you are the lone savior with anyone who questions you as the enemy is something Sophie appears to have been honing during this formative time, setting the stage for everything that was yet to come.

Next time, we dig into what life was like for CNM once they were in Seattle.

I thought the whole situation was strange in that she has a very sick kid and She has to go to all of these doctor's appointments and she doesn't have any money, but her daughter is in the most one of the most expensive sports.

Nobody Should Believe Me is written, hosted, and executive produced by me, Andrea Dumbaugh.

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Story editing by Nicole Hill.

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