Spring Recital
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Speaker 1 welcome to bedtime stories for everyone
Speaker 1 in which
Speaker 1 nothing much happens
Speaker 1 you feel good
Speaker 1 and then you fall asleep
Speaker 1 i'm katherine nicolai i write and read all the stories you'll hear on nothing much happens
Speaker 1 audio engineering is by Bob Wittersheim.
Speaker 1 We give to a different charity each week. And this week we are giving to the 15 out of 10 foundation, helping shelter dogs with medical needs find forever homes.
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Speaker 1 and knowing that for about a dime a day, you are supporting our show and helping us to continue creating. Learn more at the link in our show notes or at nothingmuchhappens.com.
Speaker 1 Now,
Speaker 1 here is how this technique works. We need to give your mind something to focus on.
Speaker 1
Nothing too exciting. Nothing that will keep you up.
Hence the title of this show, we're letting you know right from the get-go. Nothing much happening here.
Speaker 1 But just the steady sound of my voice and the soft shape of the tale I've written for you.
Speaker 1 It will be like a lullaby,
Speaker 1 easing your brain out of default mode.
Speaker 1 and into task positive mode,
Speaker 1 where sleep is natural and accessible.
Speaker 1 I'll tell the story twice, and I'll go a little slower the second time through.
Speaker 1 If you wake again later in the night, turn an episode back on,
Speaker 1 and you'll drift off, often within seconds.
Speaker 1 Our story tonight. is called Spring Recital, and it's a story about a piano waiting in the spotlight at the auditorium.
Speaker 1 It's also about lesson books and rows of family and friends listening with pride, obos and biolas,
Speaker 1 a deep breath before the music begins, and the adventure of finding the things you love and that make you who you are.
Speaker 1 Okay,
Speaker 1 snuggle down,
Speaker 1 Get into the most comfortable position you can.
Speaker 1 And let your whole body relax.
Speaker 1 Whatever happened today,
Speaker 1 it's what happened today.
Speaker 1 And now
Speaker 1 you are here.
Speaker 1 Soften your jaw,
Speaker 1 your shoulders.
Speaker 1 Feel everything releasing.
Speaker 1 Draw a deep breath in through your nose
Speaker 1 and sigh from your mouth.
Speaker 1 Nice.
Speaker 1 One more. Fill up
Speaker 1 and let it go.
Speaker 1 Good.
Speaker 1 Spring recital
Speaker 1 He was ready.
Speaker 1 He'd been practicing for weeks and already played every day.
Speaker 1 But these pieces were special,
Speaker 1 and the recital meant a lot to him.
Speaker 1 He'd started playing a few years ago when we came across a used piano at our neighborhood yard sale,
Speaker 1 it was a beautiful upright that had been played lovingly by its previous owner for many decades.
Speaker 1 When she passed away, her husband felt it needed a new owner to keep it in tune and feel the kind touch of a player's fingers.
Speaker 1 When he saw how my little boy looked at the piano,
Speaker 1 how he quietly stood beside it
Speaker 1 and raised the fall board
Speaker 1 and rested his thumb on Middle C,
Speaker 1 the gentleman leaned over and told me that it was ours,
Speaker 1 no payment needed.
Speaker 1 The man had been at each of my son's recitals ever since.
Speaker 1 We'd adopted each other as extended family members and he'd even become a regular at our Thanksgiving dinners.
Speaker 1 He'd been checking in with us this week knowing the recital was today
Speaker 1 to see how the practicing was coming
Speaker 1 if nerves were rattled or calm.
Speaker 1 I think there are always a few butterflies in his stomach when he performs.
Speaker 1 But playing had made him feel confident in general.
Speaker 1 Part of growing up is
Speaker 1 finding out what you love and excel at,
Speaker 1 what slots your brain and heart fit into,
Speaker 1 and music in general,
Speaker 1 and piano specifically,
Speaker 1 had been a big piece of his puzzle.
Speaker 1 He was a quiet kid.
Speaker 1 Noisy, busy places could overwhelm him.
Speaker 1 It was the same with me, so I understood how good it could feel
Speaker 1 to find something that was quiet, unless you asked it to make noise. noise.
Speaker 1 Something you could take at your own pace
Speaker 1 and step away from when you needed a break.
Speaker 1 His brain was good at understanding patterns
Speaker 1 and when he loved something he loved it completely.
Speaker 1 So it was no surprise.
Speaker 1 that he'd become an astute and creative musician.
Speaker 1 He astounded me with his understanding of melody and key changes.
Speaker 1 His ear could find things that mine never could
Speaker 1 and he picked up new pieces at an astonishing rate.
Speaker 1 This year he had more than his own selections to practice.
Speaker 1 This year he'd be accompanying several other students,
Speaker 1 helping them shine as they played their cellos and clarinets.
Speaker 1 I know he took pride in this extra bit of responsibility.
Speaker 1 And if you were nervous about anything, it was for their songs, not his own solo.
Speaker 1 I was thinking of all of this.
Speaker 1 As I pulled up to the back door of the community center.
Speaker 1 He had his lesson books and scores in a bag at his feet.
Speaker 1 And as he sat in the passenger seat beside me, he played an imaginary keyboard on his knees.
Speaker 1 His eyes were open, but unfocused.
Speaker 1 And I knew he was sitting in the performance hall in his mind.
Speaker 1 After a moment, he lifted his hands off the invisible keys and turned his face to me.
Speaker 1 He looked excited, confident,
Speaker 1 and it was such a joy to see those twin sparks in his eyes.
Speaker 1 He gathered up his books,
Speaker 1 took a big breath,
Speaker 1 and opened the car door.
Speaker 1 I waited till he made it inside the building
Speaker 1 and went to find a parking spot.
Speaker 1 When, a little later, I made my way through the front doors of the center and into the auditorium, I saw a small contingent of family and friends already taking up a row of seats and joined them.
Speaker 1 A friend who had given us our piano was sitting beside my own father.
Speaker 1 The two of them had become good friends over the years and were chatting away as they read through the recital program.
Speaker 1 I waved at a few neighbors and parents of other students that I knew.
Speaker 1 The room was perfect for music and theater,
Speaker 1 with high ceilings and a dais of glossy hardwood.
Speaker 1 The seats had come out of the old movie theater,
Speaker 1 but were re-upholstered and comfortable, the kind that flipped up when you stood, with generous armrests and number tags on the edge of the seat.
Speaker 1 As I settled in and picked up a program,
Speaker 1 I remembered the recitals I'd been part of in my own childhood.
Speaker 1 Chilly gymnasiums or stuffy cafeterias with the tables pushed back against the walls,
Speaker 1 folding chairs and too much overhead lighting.
Speaker 1 Standing on a riser with the other altos
Speaker 1 and looking at the lines of the basketball court
Speaker 1 painted on the floor.
Speaker 1 Still, Still,
Speaker 1 they had been thrilling moments for my young heart, and I was thrilled now.
Speaker 1 The auditorium filled up, and the lights dimmed.
Speaker 1 Voices hushed,
Speaker 1 and the shine on the lid of the grand piano that stood center stage
Speaker 1 seemed to glow brighter.
Speaker 1 The first few performances were from this season's first-year students.
Speaker 1 I couldn't believe how small they were,
Speaker 1 their feet swinging from the piano bench as they played their simple but sweet songs.
Speaker 1 Had my own son been that small
Speaker 1 just a few years ago?
Speaker 1 The crowd applauded with affection and indulgence for each piece.
Speaker 1 Then came students with slightly more complicated pieces.
Speaker 1 And even when there were a few wrong notes, we all smiled out at them.
Speaker 1 Proud even
Speaker 1 when they weren't our own children. Because really, they all were.
Speaker 1 A small group of string players stepped onto the stage and my sweet son took his place
Speaker 1 at the piano behind them.
Speaker 1 He'd explained to me that
Speaker 1 when he accompanied others,
Speaker 1 he was there to fill out the sound,
Speaker 1 not to shine.
Speaker 1 He kept the rhythm.
Speaker 1 He grounded the sounds.
Speaker 1 I loved that he understood the value in playing that role.
Speaker 1 I don't know that I would have had the maturity for that when I was his age.
Speaker 1 I watched an oboist
Speaker 1 look to him to begin her piece.
Speaker 1 How he lifted his shoulders to show that he was about to play the first chord.
Speaker 1 Finally, the last group of students began to play.
Speaker 1 These arrangements were more complicated, and I found myself closing my eyes,
Speaker 1 following the notes as they rose and fell in my ears.
Speaker 1 He wasn't the last to play.
Speaker 1 There were still more studied performers who would go after him.
Speaker 1 But when he sat down for his solo,
Speaker 1 it certainly felt like the peak moment of the evening to me.
Speaker 1 I'd heard this piece played from every room in my house,
Speaker 1 when I'd been making dinner or folding laundry,
Speaker 1 when I'd been in the backyard filling the bird feeders,
Speaker 1 and several times when I'd been awoken by it on a Saturday morning.
Speaker 1 But it sounded especially wonderful tonight.
Speaker 1 I didn't worry that he might lose his place.
Speaker 1 So what if he did?
Speaker 1 I just enjoyed the notes and melodies.
Speaker 1 When the final chord sounded,
Speaker 1 there was a beat of silence
Speaker 1 in the large room,
Speaker 1 and I looked down the line of our friends and family to see a dozen faces beaming back at me.
Speaker 1 We began to clap.
Speaker 1 Spring Recital.
Speaker 1 He was ready.
Speaker 1 He'd been practicing for weeks
Speaker 1 and already played every day.
Speaker 1 But these pieces were special.
Speaker 1 The recital meant a lot to him.
Speaker 1 He'd started playing a few years ago
Speaker 1 when we came across a used piano at our neighborhood yard sale.
Speaker 1 It was a beautiful upright
Speaker 1 that had been played lovingly
Speaker 1 by its previous owner
Speaker 1 for many decades.
Speaker 1 When she passed away,
Speaker 1 her husband felt it needed a new owner to keep it in tune
Speaker 1 and feel the kind touch of a player's fingers.
Speaker 1 When he saw how my little boy
Speaker 1 looked at the piano,
Speaker 1 how he quietly stood beside it
Speaker 1 and raised the fall board
Speaker 1 and rested his thumb on Middle C.
Speaker 1 The gentleman leaned over
Speaker 1 and told me
Speaker 1 that it was ours,
Speaker 1 No payment needed.
Speaker 1 That man had been at each of my son's recitals ever since.
Speaker 1 We'd adopted each other
Speaker 1 as extended family members.
Speaker 1 He'd even become a regular at our Thanksgiving dinners.
Speaker 1 And he'd been checking in with us this week,
Speaker 1 knowing the recital was today
Speaker 1 to see
Speaker 1 how the practicing was going,
Speaker 1 if nerves were rattled or calm.
Speaker 1 I think there are always a few butterflies in his stomach when he performs.
Speaker 1 But
Speaker 1 playing had made him more confident in general.
Speaker 1 Part of growing up is finding out what you love
Speaker 1 and excel at
Speaker 1 and which slots your brain and heart fit into
Speaker 1 and music in general
Speaker 1 and piano specifically
Speaker 1 had been a big piece of his puzzle.
Speaker 1 He was a quiet kid.
Speaker 1 Noisy, busy places could overwhelm him.
Speaker 1 It was the same with me.
Speaker 1 So I understood how good it could feel
Speaker 1 to find something that was quiet
Speaker 1 unless you asked it to make noise.
Speaker 1 Something you could take at your own pace
Speaker 1 and step away from when you needed a break.
Speaker 1 His brain was good
Speaker 1 at understanding patterns.
Speaker 1 And when he loved something,
Speaker 1 he loved it completely.
Speaker 1 So it was no surprise that he'd become an astute and creative musician.
Speaker 1 He astounded me
Speaker 1 with his understanding of melody and key changes.
Speaker 1 His ear could find things
Speaker 1 that mine never could.
Speaker 1 He picked up new pieces
Speaker 1 at an astonishing rate.
Speaker 1 This year he had more than his own selections to practice.
Speaker 1 This year he'd be accompanying several other students,
Speaker 1 helping them shine as they played their cellos and clarinets.
Speaker 1 I know he took pride in this extra bit of responsibility.
Speaker 1 And if he was nervous about anything,
Speaker 1 it was for their songs,
Speaker 1 not his own solo.
Speaker 1 I was thinking of all of this
Speaker 1 as I pulled up to the back door of the community center.
Speaker 1 He had his lesson books and scores
Speaker 1 in a bag at his feet,
Speaker 1 and as he sat in the passenger seat beside me,
Speaker 1 he played an imaginary keyboard on his knees.
Speaker 1 His eyes were open, but unfocused.
Speaker 1 And I knew he was sitting in the performance hall in his mind.
Speaker 1 After a moment,
Speaker 1 he lifted his hands off of the invisible keys
Speaker 1 and turned his face to me.
Speaker 1 He looked excited,
Speaker 1 but confident,
Speaker 1 and it was such a joy to see those twin sparks in his eyes.
Speaker 1 He gathered up his books,
Speaker 1 took a big breath,
Speaker 1 and opened the car door.
Speaker 1 I waited till he made it inside the building
Speaker 1 and went to find a parking spot.
Speaker 1 When,
Speaker 1 a little later,
Speaker 1 I made my way
Speaker 1 through the front doors of the center
Speaker 1 and into the auditorium.
Speaker 1 I saw a small contingent
Speaker 1 of family and friends
Speaker 1 already taking up a row of seats
Speaker 1 and joined them.
Speaker 1 Our friend, who had given us our piano,
Speaker 1 was sitting beside my own father.
Speaker 1 The two of them had become good friends over the years
Speaker 1 and were chatting away
Speaker 1 as they read through the recital program.
Speaker 1 I waved at a few neighbors and parents of other students that I knew.
Speaker 1 The room was perfect for music and theater,
Speaker 1 with high ceilings
Speaker 1 and a dais of glossy hardwood.
Speaker 1 The seats had come out of an old movie theater,
Speaker 1 but were reupholstered and comfortable
Speaker 1 the kind that flipped up when you stood
Speaker 1 with generous armrests
Speaker 1 and number tags on the edge of the seat.
Speaker 1 As I settled in
Speaker 1 and picked up a program,
Speaker 1 I remembered the recitals
Speaker 1 I'd been part of in my own childhood.
Speaker 1 chilly gymnasiums
Speaker 1 or stuffy cafeterias
Speaker 1 with the tables pushed back against the walls,
Speaker 1 folding chairs and too much overhead lighting,
Speaker 1 standing on a riser
Speaker 1 with the other altos,
Speaker 1 looking at the lines of the basketball court
Speaker 1 painted on the floor.
Speaker 1 Still,
Speaker 1 they had been thrilling moments
Speaker 1 for my young heart,
Speaker 1 and I was thrilled now
Speaker 1 for those who would perform for us to night.
Speaker 1 The auditorium filled up
Speaker 1 and the lights dimmed.
Speaker 1 Voices hushed
Speaker 1 and the shine on the lid of the grand piano
Speaker 1 that stood center stage
Speaker 1 seemed to glow brighter.
Speaker 1 The first few performances
Speaker 1 were from this season's first-year students,
Speaker 1 and I couldn't believe how small they seemed.
Speaker 1 Their feet
Speaker 1 swinging from the piano bench
Speaker 1 as they played their simple but sweet songs
Speaker 1 Had my own son been that small
Speaker 1 just a few years ago
Speaker 1 The crowd applauded with affection and indulgence
Speaker 1 for each piece
Speaker 1 Then came students with slightly more complicated pieces
Speaker 1 And even
Speaker 1 when there were a few wrong notes,
Speaker 1 we all smiled out at them,
Speaker 1 proud,
Speaker 1 even when they weren't our own children,
Speaker 1 because really
Speaker 1 they all were.
Speaker 1 A small group of string players
Speaker 1 stepped onto the stage
Speaker 1 and my son took his place
Speaker 1 at the piano behind them.
Speaker 1 He'd explained to me
Speaker 1 that when he accompanied others,
Speaker 1 he was there to fill out the sound,
Speaker 1 not to shine.
Speaker 1 He kept the rhythm.
Speaker 1 He grounded the sounds.
Speaker 1 I loved that
Speaker 1 he understood the value in playing that role.
Speaker 1 I don't know that I would have had the maturity for that
Speaker 1 when I was his age.
Speaker 1 I watched an oboeist
Speaker 1 look to him
Speaker 1 to begin her piece.
Speaker 1 How he lifted his shoulders
Speaker 1 to show that he was about to play
Speaker 1 the first chord.
Speaker 1 Finally,
Speaker 1 the last group of students began to play.
Speaker 1 Their arrangements were more complex,
Speaker 1 and I found myself closing my eyes,
Speaker 1 following the notes
Speaker 1 as they rose and fell in my ears.
Speaker 1 He wasn't the last to play.
Speaker 1 There were still more studied performers
Speaker 1 who would go after him.
Speaker 1 But when he sat down for his solo,
Speaker 1 it certainly felt like the peak moment of the evening to me.
Speaker 1 I'd heard this piece played
Speaker 1 from every room in the house
Speaker 1 when I'd been making dinner or folding laundry.
Speaker 1 When I'd been in the backyard filling the bird feeders,
Speaker 1 and several times when I'd been awoken by it
Speaker 1 on a Saturday morning.
Speaker 1 But it sounded especially wonderful tonight.
Speaker 1 I didn't worry that
Speaker 1 he might lose his place.
Speaker 1 So what if he did?
Speaker 1 I just enjoyed the notes and melodies.
Speaker 1 When the final chord sounded,
Speaker 1 there was a beat of silence in the large room.
Speaker 1 And I looked down the line
Speaker 1 of our friends and family
Speaker 1 to see a dozen faces beaming back at me,
Speaker 1 we began to clap.
Speaker 1 Sweet dreams