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Our story tonight is called Dandelions and Mayapples, and it’s a story about a trip down to the creek on a spring afternoon. It’s also about a bench on the bank where the sound of the water echoes, rhododendrons and stone steps, and giving yourself the grace to ebb and flow.
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Welcome to bedtime stories for everyone.
In which
nothing much happens.
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And then you fall asleep.
I'm Catherine Nikolai.
I write and read
all the stories you hear on Nothing Much Happens.
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And our wishes for you are always deep rest and sweet dreams.
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I'm going to tell you a story.
And it has just enough in it to catch your busy mind
and hold it still for a bit
so that you can peacefully fall asleep.
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don't hesitate to start the story over
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our story tonight is called dandelions and mayapples
And it's a story about a trip down to the creek on a spring afternoon.
It's also about a bench on the bank where the sound of the water echoes,
rhododendrons and stone steps,
and giving yourself grace to ebb and flow.
Now, switch off your light,
snuggle down into your favorite sleeping position,
and let your whole body soften.
You are being held by the earth right now.
And you are safe.
And I am here to watch over until you wake.
Take a deep breath in through your nose
and let it out with a soft sigh.
One more, please, in
and out.
Good
dandelions
and may apples
a week or two ago.
I'd spotted them down by the creek,
their yellow heads visible among the bright green new grass,
even from a ways away.
On the day I'd seen them,
it had snowed again.
Just a flurry of flakes
that seemed to melt
before they made it all the way to the ground.
But among the budding trees and for Scythia branches,
it had felt like a prank, a cruel joke,
after warm days in which
we'd all cautiously started to believe
that winter was finally over.
And I guess it was.
Not just because
the sun had come out the very next day,
and the warmth and sweet air along with it.
But because nature and the seasons,
just like most everything else,
don't go in a straight line.
Just because spring had pivoted on her heel for a moment,
I didn't mean anything wasn't as it should be.
Spring has a bit of winter in her, after all.
I think of this a lot,
of how nature spirals,
pivots,
retreats, and begins again,
and how often we forget
that we are meant to do the same.
How we would never look at the sky or
at a formation of rock and earth and think,
well, that's not right.
It just is.
And so am I.
And so are you.
So when the clouds had finished dropping their last snowflakes,
at least for a while,
and the sun was out again,
I peered through the window in my room at the top of the house
and spied the dandelions
still yellow
and blooming beside the creek.
I have a lovely view from this window,
and it was changing, seemingly, by the minute
as the trees budded and flowers emerged.
I pushed it up by the sash,
and the air that rolled in was warm and fresh-smelling.
What was I doing up here?
I asked myself.
I could be
out there.
So I raced down the stairs
until I was at the back door,
stepping into my shoes
and onto the patio.
I hadn't planted anything yet,
besides one small pot of pansies
that stood beside the door,
and I stopped to admire them.
Purple and yellow and white with green leaves.
I picked up the watering can
where I had left it a day or two ago
and gave them a quick drink.
On the patio stones were long black marks,
and I remembered watching a deer from my window
scraping her hooves along the stones.
I imagined her using them as I used an emery board on my nails.
I was glad the doe had gotten some self-care Sunday,
I thought with a chuckle.
Beyond the edge of the patio
were stairs made of flat stones wedged into the earth,
and I stepped onto them cautiously.
They felt solid and secure.
But I hadn't climbed them since last autumn.
So I I went slowly,
checking that each one
was without wiggle as I went.
When we'd first moved in,
these steps weren't even visible from the house,
and I could only guess how old they were.
It had been such a treat to find
when we were exploring the yard that first summer.
We'd cleared out some brush
and cut away an invasive vine
to find
what had felt like a secret garden.
Beyond the steps was another surprise.
A bench,
cast iron, and still with a few flakes of white paint clinging to its seat and back.
I remembered finding it that day
and going to sit on it.
It was in the shade of a giant maple
and near enough the creek to enjoy the sound
But far back enough that when she overran her banks each spring
Your toes wouldn't get wet
Sitting there I'd been struck with the thought
Of someone sitting in the exact same spot
Many
many years before
Having their picture taken,
shading their eyes
against the bright glint of the sunshine,
and smiling at the camera.
Had I just stepped into someone else's memory,
or was it just a fanciful thought
born of the romance of the spot
and the warm air.
I hadn't known, but hoped that
somewhere up in my attic,
I'd one day find an old box
with the photo I'd just imagined waiting inside it.
The sound of the creek pulled me over,
and I peered down into it.
it.
Clear water flowed over stones,
and a sandy bottom scored with ripples.
Upstream, the creek curved, and the water rushed and ran.
And I walked closer, wanting to bottle the sound of it,
and to carry it around with me in my pocket.
I stood there for a bit,
just watching it flow,
thinking about
how the stones in the creek bed
were sometimes exposed
when the water was low,
and how you could use them as a bridge to step across.
But now they were submerged,
and though I knew they didn't, I imagined them
sighing as the cool water flowed over them.
I kept walking,
following the creek upstream.
The trees were only just budding out.
So even in the deeper woods,
the light was bright.
Along with the dandelions growing from every patch of green were daffodils,
some
all yellow,
and others with a yellow cup of petals inside
and an outer ring of bright white petals around them.
On the far side of the creek
was a rhododendron with long, shiny leaves.
It was a giant ranging along the water for yards
and up toward the thick branch of a beech tree almost as far.
It must have been planted a hundred years ago to grow this big,
and around its roots were dozens of maya apples.
I recognized them by their shape.
They were tiny,
only five or six inches tall,
but shaped like little umbrellas.
As they grew over the summer, the umbrellas would open up,
and their leaves would stand out rather than droop down.
Eventually,
they would grow small, green, lemon-shaped fruits, which were edible but
didn't have much flavor.
Luckily,
wildlife, turtles, and others liked them just fine.
And they would make for good meals when the time was right.
On my way back toward home, toward the stone steps and the patio,
I reached out and touched trees along the path.
I bent down near the stream and let my fingers trail through the cold water.
The dandelions were all yellow.
None None had turned to fluff yet,
ready for a wish to be made.
But mine had already been granted.
The static in my head had quieted,
replaced by the sound of the creek.
I was calm
and happy
and restored.
Dandelions
and Mayapples.
A week or two ago,
I'd spotted them down by the creek,
their yellow heads visible
among the bright green new grass,
even from a ways away.
On the day I'd seen them,
it had had snowed again.
Just a flurry of flakes
that seemed to melt
before they made it all the way to the ground.
But among the budding trees and forsythia branches,
it had felt like a prank,
a cruel joke after warm days,
in which we'd all cautiously started to believe
that winter was fully over.
And I guess it was
not
just because the sun had come out the very next day,
and the warmth and sweet air along with it.
But because nature and the seasons,
just like most everything else,
don't go in a straight line.
Just because spring had pivoted on her heel for a moment,
I didn't mean anything wasn't as it should be.
Spring has a bit of winter in her, after all.
I think of this a lot,
of how nature spirals,
pivots,
retreats, and begins again,
and how often we forget that we are meant to do the same.
How we would never look at the sky or
at a formation of rock and earth and think,
Well, that's not right.
It just is.
And so am I.
And so are you.
So when the clouds had finished dropping
their last snowflakes for a while at least,
and the sun was out again.
I peered through the window
in my room at the top of the house,
and spied the dandelions,
still yellow
and blooming beside the creek.
I have a lovely view from my window,
and it was changing seemingly by the minute
as the trees budded
and flowers emerged.
I pushed it up by the sash,
and the air that rolled in
was warm and fresh-smelling.
What was I doing up here?
I asked myself.
I could be
out there.
So I raced down the stairs
until I was at the back door,
stepping into my shoes
and onto the patio.
I hadn't planted anything yet,
besides one small pot of pansies
that stood beside the door,
and I stopped to admire them.
Purple and yellow and white
with green leaves.
I picked up the watering can where I had left it
a day or two ago
and gave them a quick drink
on the patio stones
were long black marks
and I remembered watching a deer from my window
scraping her hooves along the stones
I imagined her using them as I used an emery board on my nails.
Glad the doe had gotten her own self-care Sunday,
I thought with a chuckle.
Beyond the edge of the patio
were stairs made of flat stones,
wedged into the earth,
and I stepped onto them cautiously.
They felt solid and secure.
But I hadn't climbed them since last autumn.
So I went slowly,
checking that each one
was without wiggle as I went.
When we'd first moved in,
these steps weren't even visible from the house.
And I could only guess how old they were.
It had been such a treat
to find them
when we were exploring the yard
that first summer.
We'd cleared out some brush
and cut away an invasive vine
to find
what had felt like a secret garden.
Beyond the steps was another surprise.
A bench,
cast iron,
and still with a few flakes of white paint clinging to its seat and back.
I remembered finding it that day
and going to sit on it.
It was in the shade of a giant maple
and near enough the creek
to enjoy the sound.
But far back enough
that when she overran her banks each spring
your toes wouldn't get wet
sitting there i'd been struck with the thought
of someone else sitting in the exact same spot
many many years before
having their picture taken
shading their eyes
against the bright glint of the sunshine
And smiling at the camera
Had I just stepped into someone else's memory?
Or was it just a fanciful thought
Born of the romance of the spot
and the warm air.
I hadn't known,
but hoped that somewhere
up in my attic,
I'd one day find an old box with the photo I'd just imagined waiting inside it.
The sound of the creak pulled me over,
and I peered down into it.
Clear water flowed over stones,
and a sandy bottom scored with ripples.
Upstream, the creek curved,
and the water rushed and ran.
And I walked closer,
wanting to bottle the sound of it,
and to carry it around with me in my pocket.
I stood there for a bit,
just watching it flow,
thinking about how the stones in the creek bed
were sometimes exposed when the water was low
and how you could use them as a bridge to step across.
But now they were submerged.
Though I know they didn't,
I imagined them sighing
as the cool water flowed over them.
I kept walking, following the creek upstream.
The trees were only just budding out.
So even in the deeper woods, the light was bright.
Along with the dandelions growing from every patch of green,
were daffodils,
some
all yellow,
and others
with a yellow cup of petals inside,
and an outer ring of bright white petals around them.
On the far side of the creek was a rhododendron
with long shiny leaves.
It was a giant
ranging along the water water for yards
and up toward the thick branch of a beech tree nearly as far.
It must have been planted a hundred years ago
to grow this big
and around its roots were dozens
of may apples
I recognized them by their shape.
They were tiny,
only five or six inches tall,
but shaped like little umbrellas.
As they grew over the summer,
the umbrellas would open up
and their leaves would stand out
rather than droop down.
Eventually,
they would grow small, green,
lemon-shaped fruits,
which were edible,
but didn't have much flavor.
Luckily,
wildlife, turtles and others,
liked them just fine,
and they would make for good meals when the time was right.
On my way back toward home,
toward the stone steps and the patio,
I reached out and touched touched trees along the path.
I bent down near the stream
and let my fingers
trail through the cold water.
The dandelions were all yellow.
None had turned to fluff yet,
ready for a wish
to be made.
But mine had already been granted.
The static in my head had quieted,
replaced by the sound of the creek.
I was calm
and happy
and restored.
sweet dreams.