New Path
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Our story tonight is called New Path.
And it's a story about a late summer stroll through high grasses and shaded glens.
It's also about cone flowers and crushed stone,
lifting the hair from the back of your neck to feel the breeze,
an eagle's nest lined with moss,
a cool creek to wash your hands in,
and feeling welcomed and at home in the wild.
So lights out,
devices down.
down.
Find your favorite sleeping position and snuggle into it.
The day is over now.
Whatever happened
is what happened.
And now we are here
with nothing to do but rest.
Draw a deep breath in through your nose
and sigh it out.
out.
Nice.
Again, breathe in
and let it go.
Good.
New path.
I wasn't sure I had the energy today.
We were at the tail end of summer,
and the heat was wearing me down.
The wide open sky,
as beautiful and blue as she was,
felt overexposed and bleached out.
And I almost ended my walk as soon as I'd started it.
But then I saw a post at the corner,
the one across from the coffee cart on the south side of town,
a post with a small sign beside a gravel path,
and my curiosity got the better of me.
What does that sign say?
Where does that path go?
A million adventures have started this way.
So I turned my weary feet toward it
and shaded my eyes with my hand to read.
It was just a marker
with an arrow pointing down the trail.
Garden Path One, it said.
Well,
that begged the question,
what would I find at Garden Path 2?
And off I went.
Down a small hill,
and curving to the left,
I followed along
at a slow, ambling pace.
I kept to one edge of the path
where there was a bit of shade from a line of long,
slim-trunked red-bud trees.
Their heart-shaped leaves were still deep green,
and I wanted to come back in a month to see them then
on a breezy, crisp day
when the cicadas had quieted down,
and the air smelled of dry grass.
All around me were wild, growing switchgrass,
and purple cone flowers.
The milkweed had begun to dry and crack open,
and the thin flowers of the coriopsis waved in the wind
that was barely there.
Every so often I came upon another post,
marking garden paths two,
three,
and four.
I liked that they called what grew wild
and native to the soil, a garden,
and that while the signs didn't give much in the way of information,
they did reassure me
that I was going the right way.
I was still on the path.
The path curved now to the right
and climbed slowly up toward a line of thick woods.
I always like this moment.
Not that it's one you get every day.
Out on a walk somewhere you haven't been before.
When you can't,
from where you stand,
quite make out where the path is taking you.
What lies ahead.
Was I headed into the woods?
Or would it skirt the tree line
and take me into a neighborhood
or even a dead end
where I'd have nothing to do
but turn about
and retrace my steps.
I could feel the heat on the back of my neck as I made my way up the rise.
My hair had come loose,
and I caught it up,
twisting it into a knot
and clipping it in place on top of my head.
The sudden coolness on my shoulders felt good.
A boost
to make it the last few paces to the top.
Another post and sign.
Another arrow.
Forest one.
Ah,
so I was headed in
under a canopy of a million leaves
where the sound of chirping bugs suddenly disappeared
and I only heard my footsteps
now on wood chips
rather than crushed stone.
The smell of cedar and pine rushed at me
and I thought of all the sap and needles,
cones and seed pods quietly working through
this shady network,
dispersing
and protecting genes and chromosomes,
drinking from the soil
and waving in the wind.
Had I truly
nearly missed taking this walk?
My steps weren't draining my cup.
They were filling it.
I looked for bird nests in the branches.
They were hard to spot,
camouflaged by leaves.
And it reminded me of an eagle's nest I'd seen on the beach a few weeks before.
There was a stand of birch trees up on the cliff,
pale and papery,
above a lonely stretch of sand
And in one
was a nest as big around as my kitchen table.
I gaped at it,
then,
even more agog,
spotted the eagle,
talons wrapped powerfully
around a long branch,
surveying the shoreline.
I dread that Aries like this
could weigh up to a ton
that they were built with branches as big around as a forearm,
and were lined with moss and corn
If I were an eagle,
that would be the coziest place I could imagine.
After a few minutes, the eagle had tipped from the branch,
spreading his wings to catch the updraft and soaring away.
I wondered if that felt like riding down a hill on your bicycle.
The rush of air around you on a clear head.
In the dark of the woods,
the white sign on the post stood out
and I could see a patch of waving high grass
through the tree trunks as I came closer.
The patch was a wide, open field.
And suddenly I wanted to be right in the middle of it.
I raced down the path, into the meadow,
and opened my arms,
spinning in circles,
and drinking in the joy I felt just being there.
How had nearly the whole summer gone by
without me finding myself
out in a field,
ringed by trees,
breathing in
the sweet,
sun-dried, weedy smell.
The sun was tilting toward the horizon,
and a shaft of light cut through the crown of trees
to light up a single corner of the field.
The path came close to it,
but never quite
crossed into it
And I loved the perspective it it gave me
as I walked in the shade.
The tall foxtail barley was ripe.
The green of the stems
had been replaced with a golden shade,
shot through with a bit of silver,
and the light struck it
like in an art-house movie.
Garden, forest,
field.
What else can a person need?
When I heard the trickle,
I smiled.
Of course.
A bit of water, please.
That would be the wax seal
on this perfect walk.
A thin creek,
just wide enough to be crossed in two strides,
wound through the meadow.
The sound was like rain on cobblestones,
but so quiet I could barely hear it
over the rippling grasses.
I followed followed the water,
watching where it washed over rocks and roots,
and where the last post was driven into the ground,
pointing me back to garden path one,
back to where I started.
I squatted down beside it.
I slipped my ring from my finger and into my pocket
and plunged both hands into the water.
I'd read somewhere
that you can cool yourself quickly
by running cold water over your wrists
since the veins there are close to the surface
they can carry the coolness into your body.
I didn't know if there was any truth to it,
but it felt
absolutely heavenly.
I washed my hands in the running water,
gliding them over one another,
washing water up my forearms, and pressing my cool palms against the back of my neck.
A few drops ran down my back, and I shivered
and chuckled to myself.
We marvel sometimes
at how perfectly the world suits us,
how the design on the moth's wings
matches exactly
some flower in its rainforest,
how webs of life
fit like puzzle pieces
in their environments and among each other,
how an hour with trees and grass and water
can reset
the human heart.
But of course it does.
We've all grown up together here.
We are family.
New path.
I wasn't sure I had the energy today.
We were at the tail end of summer,
and the heat was wearing me down.
The wide open sky,
as beautiful and blue as she was,
felt overexposed
and bleached out,
and I almost ended my walk
as soon as I'd started it.
But then
I saw a post at the corner,
the one across from the coffee cart
on the south side of town,
a post with a small sign beside a gravel path
And my curiosity
got the better of me
What does that sign say?
Where does that path go?
A million adventures have started this way
So I turned my weary feet toward it
and shaded my eyes
with my hand to read.
It was just a marker
with an arrow pointing down the trail.
Garden Path One,
it said.
Well
that begged the question
What would I find
at Garden Path Two?
And off I went
Down a small hill
and curving to the left
I followed along
at a slow,
ambling pace.
I kept to one edge of the path
where there was a bit of shade
from a line of young, slim-trunked
red-bud trees.
Their heart-shaped leaves were still deep green,
and I wanted to come back in a month
to see them then
on a breezy, cool day
when the cicadas
had quieted down
and the air smelled of dry grass.
All around me
were wild growing switchgrass
and purple cone flowers.
The milkweed had begun to dry
and crack open,
and the thin flowers of the coriopsis waved in the wind
that was barely there.
Every so often
I came upon another post
marking garden paths two,
three,
and four.
I liked that they called what grew wild and native
to the soil
a garden,
and
that
while the signs didn't give much
in the way of information,
they did reassure me
that I was going the right way.
I was still on the path.
It curved now to the right
and climbed slowly up
toward a line of thick woods.
I always like this moment.
Not that it's one you get every day.
out on a walk somewhere you haven't been before
when you can't
from where you stand
quite make out
where the path is taking you
what lies ahead
was I headed into the woods
Or would it skirt the tree line
and take me into a neighborhood
or even
a dead end
where I'd have nothing to do
but turn about
and retrace my steps.
I could feel the heat on the back of my neck
as I made my way
up the rise.
My hair had come loose,
and I caught it up,
twisting it into a knot,
unclipping it in place
on top of my head.
The sudden coolness on my shoulders felt good.
A boost
to make it the last few paces to the top.
Another post and sign.
Another arrow.
Forest one.
So
I was headed in
under a canopy
of a million leaves
Where the sound of chirping bugs
suddenly disappeared
And I only heard my footsteps
now on wood chips
rather than crushed stone.
The smell of cedar
and pine
rushed at me,
and I thought of all the sap
and needles,
cones and seed pods
quietly working
through this
shady network,
dispersing
and protecting genes
and chromosomes,
drinking from the soil
and waving in the wind.
Had I truly
nearly missed taking this walk?
My steps weren't draining my cup.
They were filling it.
I looked for birds' nests
in the branches.
They were hard to spot,
camouflaged by leaves
And it reminded me of an eagle's nest
I'd seen on the beach
a few weeks before.
There was a stand of birch trees
up on a cliff,
pale and papery
above a lonely stretch of sand
and in one
was a nest
as big around
as my kitchen table.
I gaped at it
then
even more agog,
spotted the eagle
talons wrapped powerfully
around a long branch,
surveying the shoreline.
I'd read that Aries like this one
could weigh
up to a ton,
that they were built with branches
as big around as a forearm
and were lined with moss
and corn stalks.
If I were an eagle,
that would be the coziest place
I could imagine.
After a few minutes,
the eagle had tipped from the branch,
spreading his wings
to catch the updraft
and soaring away
I wondered if that felt like riding downhill
on your bicycle
The rush of air around you
And a clear head
In the dark of the woods
The white sign on the post
stood out,
and I could see a patch
of waving high grass
through the tree trunks
as I came closer.
The patch was a wide open field.
And suddenly
I wanted to be right in the middle of it.
I raced down the path
into the meadow
and opened my arms,
spinning in circles,
and and drinking in the joy I felt
just being there
How had nearly the whole summer gone by
without me finding myself
out in a field
ringed by trees
Breathing in
the sweet,
sun-dried,
weedy smell.
The sun was tilting toward the horizon,
and a shaft of light
cut through the crown of trees
to light up a single corner of the field.
The path came close to it,
but never quite crossed into it.
And I loved the perspective it gave me
as I walked in the shade.
The tall foxtail barley
was ripe.
The green of the stems
had been replaced with a golden shade,
shot through
with a bit of silver,
and the light struck it
like in an art house movie.
Garden,
forest,
field.
What else could a person need?
When I heard the trickle,
I smiled.
Of course,
a bit of water, please.
That would be the wax seal
on this perfect walk,
a thin creek,
just wide enough to be crossed
in two strides,
wound through the meadow.
The sound was like rain on cobblestones,
but so quiet
I could barely hear it
over the rippling grasses.
I followed the water,
watching where it washed
over rocks and roots,
and where the last post
was driven into the ground,
pointing me back
to Garden Path One
Back to where I started.
I squatted down beside it.
I slipped my ring from my finger
and into my pocket
and plunged both hands
into the water.
I'd read somewhere that you can cool yourself quickly
by running cold water over your wrists,
since the veins there
are close to the surface
and they carry the coolness
into your body.
I didn't know if there was any truth to it,
but it felt absolutely heavenly.
I washed my hands in the running water,
gliding them over one another,
washing the water
up my forearms
and pressing my cool palms
against the back of my neck.
A few drops
ran down my back,
and I shivered
and chuckled to myself
we marvel sometimes
at how perfectly the world suits us
how the design on the moth's wings
matches exactly
some flower in its rainforest
How webs of life
fit like puzzle pieces
in their environments and among each other.
How an hour with trees and grass and water
can reset the human heart.
But
of course it does.
We've all grown up together here.
We are family.
Sweet dreams.