New Path

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Speaker 1 nothing much happens.

Speaker 1 You feel good,

Speaker 1 and then you fall asleep.

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Speaker 1 of listening to a bedtime story to wind down and fall asleep, it works by giving your brain a small job to do. Your brain needs a bit of gentle engagement to move out of default mode.

Speaker 1 and into task positive mode where sleep is possible. All you need to do is listen.

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Speaker 1 and I'll go a little slower the second time through.

Speaker 1 If you wake later in the night, don't hesitate to turn an episode back on.

Speaker 1 Our story tonight is called New Path

Speaker 1 and it's a story about a late summer stroll

Speaker 1 through high grasses and shaded glens.

Speaker 1 It's also about cone flowers and crushed stone,

Speaker 1 lifting the hair from the back of your neck to feel the breeze,

Speaker 1 an eagle's nest lined with moss,

Speaker 1 a cool creek to wash your hands in,

Speaker 1 and feeling welcomed and at home in the wild.

Speaker 1 So lights out,

Speaker 1 devices down.

Speaker 1 Find your favorite sleeping position and snuggle into it.

Speaker 1 The day is over now.

Speaker 1 Whatever happened

Speaker 1 is what happened.

Speaker 1 And now we are here

Speaker 1 with nothing to do but rest.

Speaker 1 Draw a deep breath in through your nose

Speaker 1 and sigh it out.

Speaker 1 Nice. Again, breathe in

Speaker 1 and let it go.

Speaker 1 Good.

Speaker 1 New path.

Speaker 1 I wasn't sure I had the energy today.

Speaker 1 We were at the tail end of summer,

Speaker 1 and the heat was wearing me down.

Speaker 1 The wide open sky,

Speaker 1 as beautiful and blue as she was,

Speaker 1 felt overexposed and bleached out.

Speaker 1 And I almost ended my walk as soon as I'd started it.

Speaker 1 But then I saw a post at the corner,

Speaker 1 the one across from the coffee cart on the south side of town,

Speaker 1 a post with a small sign beside a gravel path,

Speaker 1 and my curiosity got the better of me.

Speaker 1 What does that sign say?

Speaker 1 Where does that path go?

Speaker 1 A million adventures have started this way.

Speaker 1 So I turned my weary feet toward it

Speaker 1 and shaded my eyes with my hand to read.

Speaker 1 It was just a marker

Speaker 1 with an arrow pointing down the trail.

Speaker 1 Garden Path One, it said.

Speaker 1 Well,

Speaker 1 that begged the question:

Speaker 1 What would I find at Garden Path II?

Speaker 1 And off I went

Speaker 1 down a small hill,

Speaker 1 and curving to the left,

Speaker 1 I followed along

Speaker 1 at a slow, ambling pace.

Speaker 1 I kept to one edge of the path

Speaker 1 where there was a bit of shade from a line of long, slim trunked red bud trees.

Speaker 1 Their heart-shaped leaves were still deep green,

Speaker 1 and I wanted to come back in a month to see them then

Speaker 1 on a breezy crisp day

Speaker 1 when the cicadas had quieted down

Speaker 1 and the air smelled of dry grass.

Speaker 1 All around me were wild growing switchgrass

Speaker 1 and purple cone flowers.

Speaker 1 The milkweed had begun to dry and crack open

Speaker 1 And the thin flowers of the coreopsis waved in the wind

Speaker 1 That was barely there

Speaker 1 Every so often I came upon another post

Speaker 1 Marking garden paths two,

Speaker 1 three,

Speaker 1 and four.

Speaker 1 I liked that they called what grew wild

Speaker 1 and native to the soil a garden

Speaker 1 and that while the signs didn't give much in the way of information

Speaker 1 they did reassure me

Speaker 1 that I was going the right way.

Speaker 1 I was still on the path.

Speaker 1 The path curved now to the right

Speaker 1 and climbed slowly up toward a line of thick woods.

Speaker 1 I always like this moment.

Speaker 1 Not that it's one you get every day.

Speaker 1 Out on a walk somewhere you haven't been before,

Speaker 1 when you can't,

Speaker 1 from where you stand,

Speaker 1 quite make out

Speaker 1 where the path is taking you.

Speaker 1 What lies ahead.

Speaker 1 Was I headed into the woods?

Speaker 1 Or would it skirt the tree line

Speaker 1 and take me into a neighborhood

Speaker 1 or even a dead end

Speaker 1 where I'd have nothing to do

Speaker 1 but turn about

Speaker 1 and retrace my steps.

Speaker 1 I could feel the heat on the back of my neck as I made my way up the rise.

Speaker 1 My hair had come loose,

Speaker 1 and I caught it up,

Speaker 1 twisting it into a knot

Speaker 1 and clipping it in place on top of my head.

Speaker 1 The sudden coolness on my shoulders felt good.

Speaker 1 A boost

Speaker 1 to make it the last few paces to the top.

Speaker 1 Another post and sign.

Speaker 1 Another arrow.

Speaker 1 Forest one.

Speaker 1 Ah.

Speaker 1 So I was headed in

Speaker 1 under a canopy of a million leaves,

Speaker 1 where the sound of chirping bugs suddenly disappeared

Speaker 1 And I only heard my footsteps

Speaker 1 now on wood chips

Speaker 1 rather than crushed stone.

Speaker 1 The smell of cedar and pine rushed at me

Speaker 1 And I thought of all the sap and needles,

Speaker 1 cones and seed pods, quietly working through this shady network,

Speaker 1 dispersing

Speaker 1 and protecting genes and chromosomes,

Speaker 1 drinking from the soil

Speaker 1 and waving in the wind.

Speaker 1 Had I truly

Speaker 1 nearly missed taking this walk?

Speaker 1 My steps weren't draining my cup.

Speaker 1 They were filling it.

Speaker 1 I looked for bird nests in the branches.

Speaker 1 They were hard to spot,

Speaker 1 camouflaged by leaves.

Speaker 1 And it reminded me of an eagle's nest I'd seen on the beach a few weeks before.

Speaker 1 There was a stand of birch trees up on the cliff,

Speaker 1 pale and papery,

Speaker 1 above a lonely stretch of sand.

Speaker 1 And in one

Speaker 1 was a nest as big around as my kitchen table.

Speaker 1 I gaped at it,

Speaker 1 then

Speaker 1 even more agog,

Speaker 1 spotted the eagle

Speaker 1 talons wrapped powerfully around a long branch

Speaker 1 surveying the shoreline

Speaker 1 my dread that areas like this

Speaker 1 could weigh up to a ton

Speaker 1 that they were built with branches as big around as a forearm

Speaker 1 and were lined with moss and corn stalks.

Speaker 1 If I were an eagle,

Speaker 1 that would be the coziest place I could imagine.

Speaker 1 After a few minutes,

Speaker 1 the eagle had tipped from the branch,

Speaker 1 spreading his wings to catch the updraft and soaring away.

Speaker 1 I wondered if that felt like riding down a hill on your bicycle.

Speaker 1 The rush of air around you

Speaker 1 on a clear head.

Speaker 1 In the dark of the woods,

Speaker 1 the white sign on the post stood out.

Speaker 1 And I could see a patch of waving high grass

Speaker 1 through the tree trunks as I came closer.

Speaker 1 The patch was a wide, open field.

Speaker 1 And suddenly I wanted to be right in the middle of it.

Speaker 1 I raced down the path into the meadow.

Speaker 1 and opened my arms,

Speaker 1 spinning in circles,

Speaker 1 and drinking in the joy I felt

Speaker 1 just being there.

Speaker 1 How had nearly the whole summer gone by

Speaker 1 without me finding myself

Speaker 1 out in a field

Speaker 1 ringed by trees,

Speaker 1 breathing in

Speaker 1 the sweet,

Speaker 1 sun-dried, weedy smell.

Speaker 1 The sun was tilting toward the horizon,

Speaker 1 and a shaft of light cut through the crown of trees

Speaker 1 to light up a single corner of the field.

Speaker 1 The path came close to it,

Speaker 1 but never quite

Speaker 1 crossed into it.

Speaker 1 And I loved the perspective it gave me

Speaker 1 as I walked in the shade.

Speaker 1 The tall foxtail barley was ripe.

Speaker 1 The green of the stems

Speaker 1 had been replaced with a golden shade,

Speaker 1 shot through with a bit of silver,

Speaker 1 and the light struck it

Speaker 1 like in an art-house movie.

Speaker 1 Garden,

Speaker 1 forest,

Speaker 1 field.

Speaker 1 What else could a person need?

Speaker 1 When I heard the trickle,

Speaker 1 I smiled.

Speaker 1 Of course,

Speaker 1 a bit of water, please.

Speaker 1 That would be the wax seal

Speaker 1 on this perfect walk.

Speaker 1 A thin creek,

Speaker 1 just wide enough to be crossed in two strides,

Speaker 1 wound through the meadow.

Speaker 1 The sound was like rain on cobblestones,

Speaker 1 but so quiet I could barely hear it

Speaker 1 over the rippling grasses.

Speaker 1 I followed the water,

Speaker 1 watching where it washed over rocks and roots,

Speaker 1 and where the last post was driven into the ground,

Speaker 1 pointing me back to Garden Path One

Speaker 1 Back to where I started.

Speaker 1 I squatted down beside it.

Speaker 1 I slipped my ring from my finger, went into my pocket,

Speaker 1 and plunged both hands into the water.

Speaker 1 I'd read somewhere

Speaker 1 that you can cool yourself quickly

Speaker 1 by running cold water over your wrists

Speaker 1 since the veins there are close to the surface

Speaker 1 they can carry the coolness into your body

Speaker 1 I didn't know if there was any truth to it

Speaker 1 but it felt

Speaker 1 absolutely heavenly

Speaker 1 I washed my hands in the running water,

Speaker 1 gliding them over one another,

Speaker 1 washing water up my forearms

Speaker 1 and pressing my cool palms against the back of my neck.

Speaker 1 A few drops ran down my back, and I shivered

Speaker 1 and chuckled to myself.

Speaker 1 We marvel sometimes

Speaker 1 at how perfectly the world suits us.

Speaker 1 How the design on the moth's wings

Speaker 1 matches exactly

Speaker 1 some flower in its rainforest.

Speaker 1 How webs of life

Speaker 1 fit like puzzle pieces in their environments and among each other.

Speaker 1 how an hour with trees and grass and water

Speaker 1 can reset the human heart.

Speaker 1 But of course it does.

Speaker 1 We've all grown up together here.

Speaker 1 We are family.

Speaker 1 New path.

Speaker 1 I wasn't sure

Speaker 1 I had the energy today.

Speaker 1 We were at the tail end of summer,

Speaker 1 and the heat was wearing me down.

Speaker 1 The wide open sky,

Speaker 1 as beautiful and blue as she was,

Speaker 1 felt overexposed and bleached out,

Speaker 1 and I almost ended my walk

Speaker 1 as soon as I'd started it.

Speaker 1 But then

Speaker 1 I saw a post

Speaker 1 at the corner,

Speaker 1 the one across from the coffee cart

Speaker 1 on the south side of town

Speaker 1 a post with a small sign beside a gravel path

Speaker 1 and my curiosity got the better of me

Speaker 1 what does that sign say

Speaker 1 where does that path go

Speaker 1 a million adventures have started this way.

Speaker 1 So I turned my weary feet toward it

Speaker 1 and shaded my eyes

Speaker 1 with my hand to read.

Speaker 1 It was just a marker

Speaker 1 with an arrow pointing down the trail,

Speaker 1 Garden Path One,

Speaker 1 it said

Speaker 1 well

Speaker 1 That begged the question

Speaker 1 What would I find

Speaker 1 at garden path two

Speaker 1 And off I went

Speaker 1 down a small hill

Speaker 1 and curving to the left,

Speaker 1 I followed along

Speaker 1 at a slow,

Speaker 1 ambling pace.

Speaker 1 I kept to one edge of the path

Speaker 1 where there was a bit of shade

Speaker 1 from a line of young,

Speaker 1 slim-trunked

Speaker 1 red-bud trees

Speaker 1 Their heart-shaped leaves

Speaker 1 were still deep green

Speaker 1 And I wanted to come back in a month

Speaker 1 To see them then

Speaker 1 on a breezy cool day

Speaker 1 when the cicadas

Speaker 1 had quieted down

Speaker 1 and the air smelled of dry grass,

Speaker 1 all around me

Speaker 1 were wild-growing switchgrass

Speaker 1 and purple cone flowers.

Speaker 1 The milkweed had begun to dry

Speaker 1 and crack open,

Speaker 1 and the thin flowers of the coriopsis waved in the wind

Speaker 1 that was barely there.

Speaker 1 Every so often

Speaker 1 I came upon

Speaker 1 another post

Speaker 1 marking garden paths two,

Speaker 1 three,

Speaker 1 and four.

Speaker 1 I liked that they called what grew wild and native to the soil

Speaker 1 a garden

Speaker 1 and

Speaker 1 that

Speaker 1 while the signs didn't give much

Speaker 1 in the way of

Speaker 1 information,

Speaker 1 they did reassure me

Speaker 1 that I was going the right way.

Speaker 1 I was still on the path.

Speaker 1 It curved now to the right

Speaker 1 and climbed slowly up

Speaker 1 toward a line of thick woods.

Speaker 1 I always like this moment.

Speaker 1 Not that it's one you get every day.

Speaker 1 Out on a walk somewhere you haven't been before

Speaker 1 when you can't,

Speaker 1 from where you stand,

Speaker 1 quite make out

Speaker 1 where the path is taking you,

Speaker 1 what lies ahead.

Speaker 1 Was I headed into the woods,

Speaker 1 or would it skirt the tree line

Speaker 1 and take me into a neighborhood,

Speaker 1 or even

Speaker 1 a dead end,

Speaker 1 where I'd have nothing to do

Speaker 1 but turn about

Speaker 1 and retrace my steps.

Speaker 1 I could feel the heat on the back of my neck

Speaker 1 as I made my way

Speaker 1 up the rise.

Speaker 1 My hair had come loose,

Speaker 1 and I caught it up,

Speaker 1 twisting it into a knot,

Speaker 1 unclipping it in place

Speaker 1 on top of my head.

Speaker 1 The sudden coolness on my shoulders felt good.

Speaker 1 A boost

Speaker 1 to make it the last few paces to the top.

Speaker 1 Another post and sign,

Speaker 1 another arrow,

Speaker 1 forest one

Speaker 1 So

Speaker 1 I was headed in

Speaker 1 under a canopy

Speaker 1 of a million leaves

Speaker 1 Where the sound of chirping bugs

Speaker 1 suddenly disappeared

Speaker 1 and I only heard my footsteps

Speaker 1 now on wood chips

Speaker 1 rather than crushed stone

Speaker 1 the smell of cedar

Speaker 1 and pine

Speaker 1 rushed at me

Speaker 1 and I thought of all the sap and needles,

Speaker 1 cones and seed pods,

Speaker 1 quietly working

Speaker 1 through this

Speaker 1 shady network,

Speaker 1 dispersing

Speaker 1 and protecting genes

Speaker 1 and chromosomes,

Speaker 1 drinking from the soil

Speaker 1 and waving in the wind.

Speaker 1 Had I truly

Speaker 1 nearly missed taking this walk?

Speaker 1 My steps weren't draining my cup,

Speaker 1 they were filling it.

Speaker 1 I looked for birds' nests in the branches.

Speaker 1 They were hard to spot,

Speaker 1 camouflaged by leaves,

Speaker 1 and it reminded me of an eagle's nest

Speaker 1 I'd seen on the beach

Speaker 1 a few weeks before.

Speaker 1 There was a stand of birch trees

Speaker 1 up on a cliff

Speaker 1 Pale and papery

Speaker 1 Above a lonely stretch of sand

Speaker 1 And in one

Speaker 1 was a nest

Speaker 1 as big around

Speaker 1 as my kitchen table.

Speaker 1 I'd gaped at it,

Speaker 1 then

Speaker 1 even more agog

Speaker 1 Spotted the Eagle

Speaker 1 talons wrapped powerfully

Speaker 1 around a long branch,

Speaker 1 surveying the shoreline.

Speaker 1 I'd read that Aries like this one

Speaker 1 could weigh

Speaker 1 up to a ton,

Speaker 1 that they were built with branches

Speaker 1 as big around as a forearm

Speaker 1 and were lined with moss

Speaker 1 and corn stalks.

Speaker 1 If I were an eagle,

Speaker 1 that would be the coziest place I could imagine.

Speaker 1 After a few minutes

Speaker 1 the eagle had tipped from the branch,

Speaker 1 spreading his wings

Speaker 1 to catch the updraft

Speaker 1 and soaring away.

Speaker 1 I wondered if that felt like riding downhill

Speaker 1 on your bicycle,

Speaker 1 the rush of air around you,

Speaker 1 and a clear head

Speaker 1 In the dark of the woods

Speaker 1 the white sign on the post

Speaker 1 stood out

Speaker 1 And I could see a patch

Speaker 1 of waving high grass

Speaker 1 through the tree trunks

Speaker 1 as I came closer.

Speaker 1 the patch was a wide, open

Speaker 1 field.

Speaker 1 And suddenly

Speaker 1 I wanted to be right in the middle of it.

Speaker 1 I raced down the path

Speaker 1 into the meadow

Speaker 1 and opened my arms,

Speaker 1 spinning in circles,

Speaker 1 and drinking in the joy I felt

Speaker 1 just being there.

Speaker 1 How had nearly the whole summer gone by

Speaker 1 without me finding myself

Speaker 1 out in a field,

Speaker 1 ringed by trees,

Speaker 1 breathing in

Speaker 1 the sweet,

Speaker 1 sun-dried,

Speaker 1 weedy smell.

Speaker 1 The sun was tilting toward the horizon,

Speaker 1 and a shaft of light

Speaker 1 cut through the crown of trees

Speaker 1 to light up a single corner of the field.

Speaker 1 The path came close to it,

Speaker 1 but never quite crossed into it.

Speaker 1 And I loved the perspective it gave me

Speaker 1 as I walked in the shade.

Speaker 1 The tall foxtail barley

Speaker 1 was ripe.

Speaker 1 The green of the stems

Speaker 1 had been replaced with a golden shade,

Speaker 1 shot through

Speaker 1 with a bit of silver,

Speaker 1 and the light struck it

Speaker 1 like in an art house movie.

Speaker 1 Garden,

Speaker 1 forest,

Speaker 1 field.

Speaker 1 What else could a person need?

Speaker 1 When I heard the trickle,

Speaker 1 I smiled.

Speaker 1 Of course,

Speaker 1 a bit of water, please.

Speaker 1 That would be the wax seal

Speaker 1 on this perfect walk.

Speaker 1 A thin creek,

Speaker 1 just wide enough to be crossed

Speaker 1 in two strides,

Speaker 1 wound through the meadow.

Speaker 1 The sound was like rain on cobblestones,

Speaker 1 but so quiet

Speaker 1 I could barely hear it

Speaker 1 over the rippling grasses.

Speaker 1 I followed the water,

Speaker 1 watching where it washed

Speaker 1 over rocks and roots,

Speaker 1 and where the last post

Speaker 1 was driven into the ground,

Speaker 1 pointing me back

Speaker 1 to garden path one,

Speaker 1 back to where I started.

Speaker 1 I squatted down beside it.

Speaker 1 I slipped my ring from my finger

Speaker 1 and into my pocket

Speaker 1 and plunged both hands

Speaker 1 into the water.

Speaker 1 I'd read somewhere that you can cool yourself quickly

Speaker 1 by running cold water

Speaker 1 over your wrists

Speaker 1 since the veins there

Speaker 1 are close to the surface,

Speaker 1 and they carry the coolness

Speaker 1 into your body.

Speaker 1 I didn't know if there was any truth to it,

Speaker 1 but it felt absolutely heavenly.

Speaker 1 I washed my

Speaker 1 in the running water,

Speaker 1 gliding them over one another,

Speaker 1 washing the water

Speaker 1 up my forearms,

Speaker 1 and pressing my cool palms

Speaker 1 against the back of my neck.

Speaker 1 A few drops ran down my back

Speaker 1 and I shivered

Speaker 1 and chuckled to myself.

Speaker 1 We marvel sometimes

Speaker 1 at how perfectly the world suits us,

Speaker 1 how the design on the moth's wings

Speaker 1 matches exactly

Speaker 1 some flower in its rainforest,

Speaker 1 how webs of life

Speaker 1 fit like puzzle pieces

Speaker 1 in their environments and among each other.

Speaker 1 How an hour with trees and grass and water

Speaker 1 can reset the human heart.

Speaker 1 But

Speaker 1 of course, it does.

Speaker 1 We've all grown up together here.

Speaker 1 We are family.

Speaker 1 Sweet dreams.