New Path
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Speaker 1 This process
Speaker 1 of listening to a bedtime story to wind down and fall asleep. It works by giving your brain a small job to do.
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Speaker 1 and into task positive mode where sleep is possible. All you need to do is listen.
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Speaker 1 Our story tonight is called New Path.
Speaker 1 And it's a story about a late summer stroll through high grasses and shaded glens.
Speaker 1 It's also about cone flowers and crushed stone,
Speaker 1 lifting the hair from the back of your neck to feel the breeze,
Speaker 1 an eagle's nest lined with moss,
Speaker 1 a cool creek to wash your hands in,
Speaker 1 and feeling welcomed and at home in the wild.
Speaker 1 So lights out,
Speaker 1 devices down. down.
Speaker 1 Find your favorite sleeping position and snuggle into it.
Speaker 1 The day is over now.
Speaker 1 Whatever happened
Speaker 1 is what happened.
Speaker 1 And now we are here
Speaker 1 with nothing to do but rest.
Speaker 1 Draw a deep breath in through your nose
Speaker 1 and sigh it out. out.
Speaker 1 Nice. Again, breathe in
Speaker 1 and let it go.
Speaker 1 Good.
Speaker 1 New path.
Speaker 1 I wasn't sure I had the energy today.
Speaker 1 We were at the tail end of summer,
Speaker 1 and the heat was wearing me down.
Speaker 1 The wide open sky,
Speaker 1 as beautiful and blue as she was,
Speaker 1 felt overexposed and bleached out.
Speaker 1 And I almost ended my walk as soon as I'd started it.
Speaker 1 But then I saw a post at the corner,
Speaker 1 the one across from the coffee cart on the south side of town,
Speaker 1 a post with a small sign beside a gravel path,
Speaker 1 and my curiosity got the better of me.
Speaker 1 What does that sign say?
Speaker 1 Where does that path go?
Speaker 1 A million adventures have started this way.
Speaker 1 So I turned my weary feet toward it
Speaker 1 and shaded my eyes with my hand to read.
Speaker 1 It was just a marker
Speaker 1 with an arrow pointing down the trail.
Speaker 1 Garden Path One, it said.
Speaker 1 Well,
Speaker 1 that begged the question,
Speaker 1 what would I find at Garden Path 2?
Speaker 1 And off I went.
Speaker 1 Down a small hill,
Speaker 1 and curving to the left,
Speaker 1 I followed along
Speaker 1 at a slow, ambling pace.
Speaker 1 I kept to one edge of the path
Speaker 1 where there was a bit of shade from a line of long,
Speaker 1 slim-trunked red-bud trees.
Speaker 1 Their heart-shaped leaves were still deep green,
Speaker 1 and I wanted to come back in a month to see them then
Speaker 1 on a breezy, crisp day
Speaker 1 when the cicadas had quieted down,
Speaker 1 and the air smelled of dry grass.
Speaker 1 All around me were wild, growing switchgrass,
Speaker 1 and purple cone flowers.
Speaker 1 The milkweed had begun to dry and crack open,
Speaker 1 and the thin flowers of the coriopsis waved in the wind
Speaker 1 that was barely there.
Speaker 1 Every so often I came upon another post,
Speaker 1 marking garden paths two,
Speaker 1 three,
Speaker 1 and four.
Speaker 1 I liked that they called what grew wild
Speaker 1 and native to the soil, a garden,
Speaker 1 and that while the signs didn't give much in the way of information,
Speaker 1 they did reassure me
Speaker 1 that I was going the right way.
Speaker 1 I was still on the path.
Speaker 1 The path curved now to the right
Speaker 1 and climbed slowly up toward a line of thick woods.
Speaker 1 I always like this moment.
Speaker 1 Not that it's one you get every day.
Speaker 1 Out on a walk somewhere you haven't been before.
Speaker 1 When you can't,
Speaker 1 from where you stand,
Speaker 1 quite make out where the path is taking you.
Speaker 1 What lies ahead.
Speaker 1 Was I headed into the woods?
Speaker 1 Or would it skirt the tree line
Speaker 1 and take me into a neighborhood
Speaker 1 or even a dead end
Speaker 1 where I'd have nothing to do
Speaker 1 but turn about
Speaker 1 and retrace my steps.
Speaker 1 I could feel the heat on the back of my neck as I made my way up the rise.
Speaker 1 My hair had come loose,
Speaker 1 and I caught it up,
Speaker 1 twisting it into a knot
Speaker 1 and clipping it in place on top of my head.
Speaker 1 The sudden coolness on my shoulders felt good.
Speaker 1 A boost
Speaker 1 to make it the last few paces to the top.
Speaker 1 Another post and sign.
Speaker 1 Another arrow.
Speaker 1 Forest one.
Speaker 1 Ah,
Speaker 1 so I was headed in
Speaker 1 under a canopy of a million leaves
Speaker 1 where the sound of chirping bugs suddenly disappeared
Speaker 1 and I only heard my footsteps
Speaker 1 now on wood chips
Speaker 1 rather than crushed stone.
Speaker 1 The smell of cedar and pine rushed at me
Speaker 1 and I thought of all the sap and needles,
Speaker 1 cones and seed pods quietly working through
Speaker 1 this shady network,
Speaker 1 dispersing
Speaker 1 and protecting genes and chromosomes,
Speaker 1 drinking from the soil
Speaker 1 and waving in the wind.
Speaker 1 Had I truly
Speaker 1 nearly missed taking this walk?
Speaker 1 My steps weren't draining my cup.
Speaker 1 They were filling it.
Speaker 1 I looked for bird nests in the branches.
Speaker 1 They were hard to spot,
Speaker 1 camouflaged by leaves.
Speaker 1 And it reminded me of an eagle's nest I'd seen on the beach a few weeks before.
Speaker 1 There was a stand of birch trees up on the cliff,
Speaker 1 pale and papery,
Speaker 1 above a lonely stretch of sand
Speaker 1 And in one
Speaker 1 was a nest as big around as my kitchen table.
Speaker 1 I gaped at it,
Speaker 1 then,
Speaker 1 even more agog,
Speaker 1 spotted the eagle,
Speaker 1 talons wrapped powerfully
Speaker 1 around a long branch,
Speaker 1 surveying the shoreline.
Speaker 1 I dread that Aries like this
Speaker 1 could weigh up to a ton
Speaker 1 that they were built with branches as big around as a forearm,
Speaker 1 and were lined with moss and corn
Speaker 1 If I were an eagle,
Speaker 1 that would be the coziest place I could imagine.
Speaker 1 After a few minutes, the eagle had tipped from the branch,
Speaker 1 spreading his wings to catch the updraft and soaring away.
Speaker 1 I wondered if that felt like riding down a hill on your bicycle.
Speaker 1 The rush of air around you on a clear head.
Speaker 1 In the dark of the woods,
Speaker 1 the white sign on the post stood out
Speaker 1 and I could see a patch of waving high grass
Speaker 1 through the tree trunks as I came closer.
Speaker 1 The patch was a wide, open field.
Speaker 1 And suddenly I wanted to be right in the middle of it.
Speaker 1 I raced down the path, into the meadow,
Speaker 1 and opened my arms,
Speaker 1 spinning in circles,
Speaker 1 and drinking in the joy I felt just being there.
Speaker 1 How had nearly the whole summer gone by
Speaker 1 without me finding myself
Speaker 1 out in a field,
Speaker 1 ringed by trees,
Speaker 1 breathing in
Speaker 1 the sweet,
Speaker 1 sun-dried, weedy smell.
Speaker 1 The sun was tilting toward the horizon,
Speaker 1 and a shaft of light cut through the crown of trees
Speaker 1 to light up a single corner of the field.
Speaker 1 The path came close to it,
Speaker 1 but never quite
Speaker 1 crossed into it
Speaker 1 And I loved the perspective it it gave me
Speaker 1 as I walked in the shade.
Speaker 1 The tall foxtail barley was ripe.
Speaker 1 The green of the stems
Speaker 1 had been replaced with a golden shade,
Speaker 1 shot through with a bit of silver,
Speaker 1 and the light struck it
Speaker 1 like in an art-house movie.
Speaker 1 Garden, forest,
Speaker 1 field.
Speaker 1 What else can a person need?
Speaker 1 When I heard the trickle,
Speaker 1 I smiled.
Speaker 1 Of course.
Speaker 1 A bit of water, please.
Speaker 1 That would be the wax seal
Speaker 1 on this perfect walk.
Speaker 1 A thin creek,
Speaker 1 just wide enough to be crossed in two strides,
Speaker 1 wound through the meadow.
Speaker 1 The sound was like rain on cobblestones,
Speaker 1 but so quiet I could barely hear it
Speaker 1 over the rippling grasses.
Speaker 1 I followed followed the water,
Speaker 1 watching where it washed over rocks and roots,
Speaker 1 and where the last post was driven into the ground,
Speaker 1 pointing me back to garden path one,
Speaker 1 back to where I started.
Speaker 1 I squatted down beside it.
Speaker 1 I slipped my ring from my finger and into my pocket
Speaker 1 and plunged both hands into the water.
Speaker 1 I'd read somewhere
Speaker 1 that you can cool yourself quickly
Speaker 1 by running cold water over your wrists
Speaker 1 since the veins there are close to the surface
Speaker 1 they can carry the coolness into your body.
Speaker 1 I didn't know if there was any truth to it,
Speaker 1 but it felt
Speaker 1 absolutely heavenly.
Speaker 1 I washed my hands in the running water,
Speaker 1 gliding them over one another,
Speaker 1 washing water up my forearms, and pressing my cool palms against the back of my neck.
Speaker 1 A few drops ran down my back, and I shivered
Speaker 1 and chuckled to myself.
Speaker 1 We marvel sometimes
Speaker 1 at how perfectly the world suits us,
Speaker 1 how the design on the moth's wings
Speaker 1 matches exactly
Speaker 1 some flower in its rainforest,
Speaker 1 how webs of life
Speaker 1 fit like puzzle pieces
Speaker 1 in their environments and among each other,
Speaker 1 how an hour with trees and grass and water
Speaker 1 can reset
Speaker 1 the human heart.
Speaker 1 But of course it does.
Speaker 1 We've all grown up together here.
Speaker 1 We are family.
Speaker 1 New path.
Speaker 1 I wasn't sure I had the energy today.
Speaker 1 We were at the tail end of summer,
Speaker 1 and the heat was wearing me down.
Speaker 1 The wide open sky,
Speaker 1 as beautiful and blue as she was,
Speaker 1 felt overexposed
Speaker 1 and bleached out,
Speaker 1 and I almost ended my walk
Speaker 1 as soon as I'd started it.
Speaker 1 But then
Speaker 1 I saw a post at the corner,
Speaker 1 the one across from the coffee cart
Speaker 1 on the south side of town,
Speaker 1 a post with a small sign beside a gravel path
Speaker 1 And my curiosity
Speaker 1 got the better of me
Speaker 1 What does that sign say?
Speaker 1 Where does that path go?
Speaker 1 A million adventures have started this way
Speaker 1 So I turned my weary feet toward it
Speaker 1 and shaded my eyes
Speaker 1 with my hand to read.
Speaker 1 It was just a marker
Speaker 1 with an arrow pointing down the trail.
Speaker 1 Garden Path One,
Speaker 1 it said.
Speaker 1 Well
Speaker 1 that begged the question
Speaker 1 What would I find
Speaker 1 at Garden Path Two?
Speaker 1 And off I went
Speaker 1 Down a small hill
Speaker 1 and curving to the left
Speaker 1 I followed along
Speaker 1 at a slow,
Speaker 1 ambling pace.
Speaker 1 I kept to one edge of the path
Speaker 1 where there was a bit of shade
Speaker 1 from a line of young, slim-trunked
Speaker 1 red-bud trees.
Speaker 1 Their heart-shaped leaves were still deep green,
Speaker 1 and I wanted to come back in a month
Speaker 1 to see them then
Speaker 1 on a breezy, cool day
Speaker 1 when the cicadas
Speaker 1 had quieted down
Speaker 1 and the air smelled of dry grass.
Speaker 1 All around me
Speaker 1 were wild growing switchgrass
Speaker 1 and purple cone flowers.
Speaker 1 The milkweed had begun to dry
Speaker 1 and crack open,
Speaker 1 and the thin flowers of the coriopsis waved in the wind
Speaker 1 that was barely there.
Speaker 1 Every so often
Speaker 1 I came upon another post
Speaker 1 marking garden paths two,
Speaker 1 three,
Speaker 1 and four.
Speaker 1 I liked that they called what grew wild and native
Speaker 1 to the soil
Speaker 1 a garden,
Speaker 1 and
Speaker 1 that
Speaker 1 while the signs didn't give much
Speaker 1 in the way of information,
Speaker 1 they did reassure me
Speaker 1 that I was going the right way.
Speaker 1 I was still on the path.
Speaker 1 It curved now to the right
Speaker 1 and climbed slowly up
Speaker 1 toward a line of thick woods.
Speaker 1 I always like this moment.
Speaker 1 Not that it's one you get every day.
Speaker 1 out on a walk somewhere you haven't been before
Speaker 1 when you can't
Speaker 1 from where you stand
Speaker 1 quite make out
Speaker 1 where the path is taking you
Speaker 1 what lies ahead
Speaker 1 was I headed into the woods
Speaker 1 Or would it skirt the tree line
Speaker 1 and take me into a neighborhood
Speaker 1 or even
Speaker 1 a dead end
Speaker 1 where I'd have nothing to do
Speaker 1 but turn about
Speaker 1 and retrace my steps.
Speaker 1 I could feel the heat on the back of my neck
Speaker 1 as I made my way
Speaker 1 up the rise.
Speaker 1 My hair had come loose,
Speaker 1 and I caught it up,
Speaker 1 twisting it into a knot,
Speaker 1 unclipping it in place
Speaker 1 on top of my head.
Speaker 1 The sudden coolness on my shoulders felt good.
Speaker 1 A boost
Speaker 1 to make it the last few paces to the top.
Speaker 1 Another post and sign.
Speaker 1 Another arrow.
Speaker 1 Forest one.
Speaker 1 So
Speaker 1 I was headed in
Speaker 1 under a canopy
Speaker 1 of a million leaves
Speaker 1 Where the sound of chirping bugs
Speaker 1 suddenly disappeared
Speaker 1 And I only heard my footsteps
Speaker 1 now on wood chips
Speaker 1 rather than crushed stone.
Speaker 1 The smell of cedar
Speaker 1 and pine
Speaker 1 rushed at me,
Speaker 1 and I thought of all the sap
Speaker 1 and needles,
Speaker 1 cones and seed pods
Speaker 1 quietly working
Speaker 1 through this
Speaker 1 shady network,
Speaker 1 dispersing
Speaker 1 and protecting genes
Speaker 1 and chromosomes,
Speaker 1 drinking from the soil
Speaker 1 and waving in the wind.
Speaker 1 Had I truly
Speaker 1 nearly missed taking this walk?
Speaker 1 My steps weren't draining my cup.
Speaker 1 They were filling it.
Speaker 1 I looked for birds' nests
Speaker 1 in the branches.
Speaker 1 They were hard to spot,
Speaker 1 camouflaged by leaves
Speaker 1 And it reminded me of an eagle's nest
Speaker 1 I'd seen on the beach
Speaker 1 a few weeks before.
Speaker 1 There was a stand of birch trees
Speaker 1 up on a cliff,
Speaker 1 pale and papery
Speaker 1 above a lonely stretch of sand
Speaker 1 and in one
Speaker 1 was a nest
Speaker 1 as big around
Speaker 1 as my kitchen table.
Speaker 1 I gaped at it
Speaker 1 then
Speaker 1 even more agog,
Speaker 1 spotted the eagle
Speaker 1 talons wrapped powerfully
Speaker 1 around a long branch,
Speaker 1 surveying the shoreline.
Speaker 1 I'd read that Aries like this one
Speaker 1 could weigh
Speaker 1 up to a ton,
Speaker 1 that they were built with branches
Speaker 1 as big around as a forearm
Speaker 1 and were lined with moss
Speaker 1 and corn stalks.
Speaker 1 If I were an eagle,
Speaker 1 that would be the coziest place
Speaker 1 I could imagine.
Speaker 1 After a few minutes,
Speaker 1 the eagle had tipped from the branch,
Speaker 1 spreading his wings
Speaker 1 to catch the updraft
Speaker 1 and soaring away
Speaker 1 I wondered if that felt like riding downhill
Speaker 1 on your bicycle
Speaker 1 The rush of air around you
Speaker 1 And a clear head
Speaker 1 In the dark of the woods
Speaker 1 The white sign on the post
Speaker 1 stood out,
Speaker 1 and I could see a patch
Speaker 1 of waving high grass
Speaker 1 through the tree trunks
Speaker 1 as I came closer.
Speaker 1 The patch was a wide open field.
Speaker 1 And suddenly
Speaker 1 I wanted to be right in the middle of it.
Speaker 1 I raced down the path
Speaker 1 into the meadow
Speaker 1 and opened my arms,
Speaker 1 spinning in circles,
Speaker 1 and and drinking in the joy I felt
Speaker 1 just being there
Speaker 1 How had nearly the whole summer gone by
Speaker 1 without me finding myself
Speaker 1 out in a field
Speaker 1 ringed by trees
Speaker 1 Breathing in
Speaker 1 the sweet,
Speaker 1 sun-dried,
Speaker 1 weedy smell.
Speaker 1 The sun was tilting toward the horizon,
Speaker 1 and a shaft of light
Speaker 1 cut through the crown of trees
Speaker 1 to light up a single corner of the field.
Speaker 1 The path came close to it,
Speaker 1 but never quite crossed into it.
Speaker 1 And I loved the perspective it gave me
Speaker 1 as I walked in the shade.
Speaker 1 The tall foxtail barley
Speaker 1 was ripe.
Speaker 1 The green of the stems
Speaker 1 had been replaced with a golden shade,
Speaker 1 shot through
Speaker 1 with a bit of silver,
Speaker 1 and the light struck it
Speaker 1 like in an art house movie.
Speaker 1 Garden,
Speaker 1 forest,
Speaker 1 field.
Speaker 1 What else could a person need?
Speaker 1 When I heard the trickle,
Speaker 1 I smiled.
Speaker 1 Of course,
Speaker 1 a bit of water, please.
Speaker 1 That would be the wax seal
Speaker 1 on this perfect walk,
Speaker 1 a thin creek,
Speaker 1 just wide enough to be crossed
Speaker 1 in two strides,
Speaker 1 wound through the meadow.
Speaker 1 The sound was like rain on cobblestones,
Speaker 1 but so quiet
Speaker 1 I could barely hear it
Speaker 1 over the rippling grasses.
Speaker 1 I followed the water,
Speaker 1 watching where it washed
Speaker 1 over rocks and roots,
Speaker 1 and where the last post
Speaker 1 was driven into the ground,
Speaker 1 pointing me back
Speaker 1 to Garden Path One
Speaker 1 Back to where I started.
Speaker 1 I squatted down beside it.
Speaker 1 I slipped my ring from my finger
Speaker 1 and into my pocket
Speaker 1 and plunged both hands
Speaker 1 into the water.
Speaker 1 I'd read somewhere that you can cool yourself quickly
Speaker 1 by running cold water over your wrists,
Speaker 1 since the veins there
Speaker 1 are close to the surface
Speaker 1 and they carry the coolness
Speaker 1 into your body.
Speaker 1 I didn't know if there was any truth to it,
Speaker 1 but it felt absolutely heavenly.
Speaker 1 I washed my hands in the running water,
Speaker 1 gliding them over one another,
Speaker 1 washing the water
Speaker 1 up my forearms
Speaker 1 and pressing my cool palms
Speaker 1 against the back of my neck.
Speaker 1 A few drops
Speaker 1 ran down my back,
Speaker 1 and I shivered
Speaker 1 and chuckled to myself
Speaker 1 we marvel sometimes
Speaker 1 at how perfectly the world suits us
Speaker 1 how the design on the moth's wings
Speaker 1 matches exactly
Speaker 1 some flower in its rainforest
Speaker 1 How webs of life
Speaker 1 fit like puzzle pieces
Speaker 1 in their environments and among each other.
Speaker 1 How an hour with trees and grass and water
Speaker 1 can reset the human heart.
Speaker 1 But
Speaker 1 of course it does.
Speaker 1 We've all grown up together here.
Speaker 1 We are family.
Speaker 1 Sweet dreams.