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Speaker 1 Our story tonight is called Cloud Club,
Speaker 1 and it's a story about an afternoon spent stretched out under the open sky. It's also about the friends you've known since you were young.
Speaker 1 A polka-dotted blanket, memories of games played, strawberries and wax paper, mint
Speaker 1 and quiet times in the soft summer air.
Speaker 1 Okay,
Speaker 1 lights out.
Speaker 1 Snuggle down.
Speaker 1 Let everything relax.
Speaker 1 Know that you did enough to day.
Speaker 1 You did.
Speaker 1 And now the world needs nothing from you but your rest.
Speaker 1 Draw a deep breath in through your nose
Speaker 1 and sigh from your mouth.
Speaker 1
Nice. Do it again.
Breathe in
Speaker 1 and let it out with sound.
Speaker 1 Good.
Speaker 1 Cloud Club.
Speaker 1 I was laying out the blanket
Speaker 1 when I stopped to look up
Speaker 1 and noticed a cloud that reminded me of an elephant.
Speaker 1 A rounded, giant shape
Speaker 1 that must have stretched stories tall.
Speaker 1 I watched as it seemed to unfurl its trunk,
Speaker 1 which then broke away
Speaker 1 and became something like a paintbrush
Speaker 1 with a long tapered tip.
Speaker 1 My eyes drifted to the horizon
Speaker 1 where the tops of trees filtered sunlight
Speaker 1 and swayed with the breeze.
Speaker 1 It was an excellent day for Cloud Club.
Speaker 1 I'd forgotten about the blanket.
Speaker 1 It hung limply from one hand.
Speaker 1 I reached down to get a better grip on it,
Speaker 1 then stood tall and flung it out in front of me.
Speaker 1 I did it a few times,
Speaker 1 noticing stray blades of dry grass from our last day out.
Speaker 1 They bounced on the polka-dotted cotton fabric as I tossed it.
Speaker 1 And I remembered a game we used to play in kindergarten.
Speaker 1 All of us kinder in a circle,
Speaker 1 gripping a giant parachute,
Speaker 1 while the teacher tossed balls and bean bags onto the fabric.
Speaker 1 We bounced and shook it,
Speaker 1 pretending they were popcorn kernels, popping in a giant pan.
Speaker 1 My favorite part
Speaker 1 came after all the popcorn had bounced away.
Speaker 1 We'd raise the chute overhead on a signal,
Speaker 1 then turn in place
Speaker 1 and tuck ourselves underneath,
Speaker 1 pulling the edges down tight.
Speaker 1 The fabric puffed into a dome
Speaker 1 and slowly drifted down,
Speaker 1 covering us completely.
Speaker 1 For those five or so seconds,
Speaker 1 it felt like being in another world.
Speaker 1 The light was colored, in my memory,
Speaker 1 a bright orange
Speaker 1 as it shone through the nylon.
Speaker 1 The pressure of the air,
Speaker 1 the sudden hush
Speaker 1 as we watched it billow and fall,
Speaker 1 made for a few magical moments in the middle of gym class.
Speaker 1 I smiled at the gift of that memory
Speaker 1 as I settled the blanket onto the grass.
Speaker 1 Especially since the other two members of Cloud Club
Speaker 1 had stood on either side of me when we'd played that game.
Speaker 1 That's how long we'd been friends.
Speaker 1 I dropped down onto the blanket
Speaker 1 and stretched out onto my stomach,
Speaker 1 letting my feet slip out of my sandals.
Speaker 1 I laid one cheek against the cotton
Speaker 1 and closed my eyes.
Speaker 1 I could feel the blades of grass underneath,
Speaker 1 and with each deep breath,
Speaker 1 felt my belly press into the earth
Speaker 1 and lift away on the exhale.
Speaker 1 The air was thick with the scent of grass and trees,
Speaker 1 not sweet like flowers,
Speaker 1 but full of a vibrant chlorophyll smell
Speaker 1 that radiated from everything growing nearby.
Speaker 1 Whenever Cloud Club meets,
Speaker 1 which is not as regularly as we'd like,
Speaker 1 but as often as we're able,
Speaker 1 there are three jobs,
Speaker 1 three
Speaker 1 duties, if you will, and we rotate rotate through them each time.
Speaker 1 The first duty, which fell to me today,
Speaker 1 was spot finder.
Speaker 1 We needed a place
Speaker 1 to lay out a blanket and watch the clouds roll by.
Speaker 1 It wasn't exactly a rule that the spot had to be new every time,
Speaker 1 but we all enjoyed it more when it was.
Speaker 1 We often met in the village park on the east side of downtown.
Speaker 1 There were lots of good cloud-watching spots.
Speaker 1 In the autumn, we'd head out to the orchards
Speaker 1 where we could smell fresh apples while we reclined.
Speaker 1 Once we'd borrowed my sister's apartment
Speaker 1 just for the access to her rooftop,
Speaker 1 though it turned out too hot,
Speaker 1 and we gave up the clouds for ice cream after 20 minutes.
Speaker 1 Another time, we tried the center of the cross-country track
Speaker 1 while the team was away at a meet.
Speaker 1 That had been interesting.
Speaker 1 But my favorite spots were always the ones furthest from buildings and people,
Speaker 1 where the only sounds were birdsong and cicadas.
Speaker 1 Today we were in a quiet park mostly used by birders,
Speaker 1 a few trails, some benches,
Speaker 1 and a wide stretch of soft sloped land
Speaker 1 ringed by trees.
Speaker 1 The grass was lush,
Speaker 1 and there wasn't another blanket of friends in sight.
Speaker 1 The other two cloud club roles were just as vital
Speaker 1 snack provider and drink chooser.
Speaker 1 Snacks ranged from chips and crackers,
Speaker 1 hummus and crudetes,
Speaker 1 to cookies and rice crispy squares.
Speaker 1 And once, during a chilly December meeting
Speaker 1 that hadn't lasted long but still felt magical in the snow,
Speaker 1 there was a tray of gingerbread.
Speaker 1 We often drank iced tea
Speaker 1 in a range of flavors
Speaker 1 or ginger ale
Speaker 1 chilled to the perfect temperature.
Speaker 1 I wondered what we were in for today
Speaker 1 as I rolled onto my back,
Speaker 1 listening to the dry rustle of the grass beneath me.
Speaker 1 I tucked my hands behind my head,
Speaker 1 crossed one ankle over the other,
Speaker 1 and had just drawn a deep breath
Speaker 1 when I heard one of my friends call out from the path,
Speaker 1 You better not be starting without us.
Speaker 1 My exhale turned into a laugh.
Speaker 1 I propped up on my elbows and saw the other two cloud club members making their way across the meadow.
Speaker 1 I've barely looked at any clouds, I swear, I called back.
Speaker 1 They smiled as they plopped their bags and themselves down beside me.
Speaker 1 Good spot, said one.
Speaker 1 Good spot, agreed the other.
Speaker 1 I sat up, criss cross applesauce,
Speaker 1 just like we learned in kindergarten,
Speaker 1 and waited to be handed a snack and a drink.
Speaker 1 What an absolute joy, I thought,
Speaker 1 to have friends like these.
Speaker 1 People who know you well,
Speaker 1 who you can be quiet
Speaker 1 and unmasked with,
Speaker 1 who feed you,
Speaker 1 water you, enjoy life beside you,
Speaker 1 and don't need much else beyond your company.
Speaker 1 From a basket came the rustle of wax paper,
Speaker 1 and I smelled strawberries.
Speaker 1 Our snack provider had gone with a classic today,
Speaker 1 clearly tuned in to the kindergarten memories
Speaker 1 that had been floating through my own head all day.
Speaker 1 She handed me a good old peanut butter and jelly sandwich,
Speaker 1 soft bread,
Speaker 1 cut on the diagonal,
Speaker 1 wrapped in wax paper
Speaker 1 with a napkin.
Speaker 1 On the other corner of the blanket, and decidedly fancier,
Speaker 1 drinks were made
Speaker 1 with tonic water, lemon slices, and fresh mint.
Speaker 1 Once everything had been passed around,
Speaker 1 we raised our cups and tapped the rims together.
Speaker 1 We would eat and sip and chat a bit
Speaker 1 and stretch out with our heads together and bodies fanned outward
Speaker 1 like a three-pointed star
Speaker 1 to watch the clouds.
Speaker 1 I might mention that there's a name for this hobby, nephology.
Speaker 1 They kindly indulge my need
Speaker 1 to drop fun facts into our outings.
Speaker 1 Eventually, one of us might fall asleep,
Speaker 1 and the afternoon would drift past
Speaker 1 as we recharged together.
Speaker 1 I know we see shapes and clouds
Speaker 1 because our brains are built to search for patterns and meaning.
Speaker 1 But we'd learned to let them
Speaker 1 slide by,
Speaker 1 liminal and unexplained.
Speaker 1 we were content
Speaker 1 just to witness them.
Speaker 1 Cloud Club
Speaker 1 I was laying out the blanket
Speaker 1 when I stopped to look up
Speaker 1 and noticed a cloud
Speaker 1 that reminded me
Speaker 1 of an elephant, elephant,
Speaker 1 a rounded,
Speaker 1 giant shape
Speaker 1 that must have stretched
Speaker 1 stories tall.
Speaker 1 I watched as it seemed to unfurl its trunk,
Speaker 1 which then broke away
Speaker 1 and became something
Speaker 1 like a paintbrush
Speaker 1 with a long, tapered tip.
Speaker 1 My eyes drifted to the horizon,
Speaker 1 where the tops of trees filtered sunlight
Speaker 1 and swayed with the breeze.
Speaker 1 It was an excellent day
Speaker 1 for Cloud Club.
Speaker 1 I'd forgotten all about the blanket.
Speaker 1 It hung limply from one hand.
Speaker 1 I reached down to get a better grip on it,
Speaker 1 then stood tall
Speaker 1 and flung it out in front of me.
Speaker 1 I did it a few times,
Speaker 1 noticing stray blades of dry grass
Speaker 1 from our last stay out.
Speaker 1 They bounced on the polka dotted cotton fabric
Speaker 1 as I tossed it
Speaker 1 and I remembered a game
Speaker 1 we used to play
Speaker 1 in kindergarten.
Speaker 1 All of us kinder in a circle,
Speaker 1 gripping a giant parachute,
Speaker 1 while the teacher tossed balls
Speaker 1 and bean bags onto the fabric.
Speaker 1 We bounced and shook it,
Speaker 1 pretending they were popcorn kernels,
Speaker 1 popping in a giant pan.
Speaker 1 My favorite part
Speaker 1 came
Speaker 1 after all the popcorn had bounced away.
Speaker 1 We'd raise the chute
Speaker 1 overhead on a signal,
Speaker 1 then turn in place
Speaker 1 to tuck ourselves underneath,
Speaker 1 pulling the edges down tight.
Speaker 1 The fabric puffed into a dome,
Speaker 1 then slowly drifted down,
Speaker 1 covering us completely.
Speaker 1 And for those five or so seconds
Speaker 1 it felt like being in another world.
Speaker 1 The light was colored
Speaker 1 in my memory
Speaker 1 a bright orange
Speaker 1 as it shone through the nylon,
Speaker 1 the pressure of the air,
Speaker 1 the sudden hush
Speaker 1 as we watched it billow and fall
Speaker 1 made for a few magical moments in the middle of gym class.
Speaker 1 I smiled at the gift of that memory
Speaker 1 as I settled the blanket
Speaker 1 onto onto the grass,
Speaker 1 especially since
Speaker 1 the other two members of Cloud Club
Speaker 1 had stood on either side of me
Speaker 1 when we played that game.
Speaker 1 That's how long
Speaker 1 we'd been friends.
Speaker 1 I dropped down
Speaker 1 onto the blanket
Speaker 1 and stretched out
Speaker 1 onto my stomach,
Speaker 1 letting my feet slip out of my sandals.
Speaker 1 I laid one cheek against the cotton and closed my eyes.
Speaker 1 I could feel the blades of grass underneath,
Speaker 1 and with each deep breath,
Speaker 1 felt my belly
Speaker 1 press into the earth
Speaker 1 and lift away on the exhale.
Speaker 1 The air was thick with the scent of grass and trees,
Speaker 1 not sweet like flowers,
Speaker 1 but full of a vibrant chlorophyll smell
Speaker 1 that radiated from everything growing nearby.
Speaker 1 Whenever Cloud Club meets,
Speaker 1 not as regularly as we'd like,
Speaker 1 but as often as we're able.
Speaker 1 There are three jobs
Speaker 1 three duties, if you will
Speaker 1 And we rotate through them each time
Speaker 1 The first duty
Speaker 1 which fell to me today
Speaker 1 was Spot Finder
Speaker 1 We needed a place to lay out a blanket
Speaker 1 and watch the clouds roll by.
Speaker 1 It wasn't exactly a rule
Speaker 1 that the spot had to be somewhere new every time
Speaker 1 but we all enjoyed it more when it was.
Speaker 1 We often met in the village park
Speaker 1 on the east end
Speaker 1 of downtown.
Speaker 1 There were lots of good cloud watching spots
Speaker 1 And in the autumn
Speaker 1 we'd head out to the orchards
Speaker 1 Where we could smell fresh apples
Speaker 1 while we reclined.
Speaker 1 Once we borrowed my sister's apartment
Speaker 1 just for access to her rooftop,
Speaker 1 though it turned out to be too hot,
Speaker 1 and we gave up the clouds for ice cream after twenty minutes.
Speaker 1 Another time
Speaker 1 we tried the center of the cross-country track
Speaker 1 while the team was away at a meet.
Speaker 1 That had been interesting.
Speaker 1 But my favorite spots were always the ones furthest from buildings and people,
Speaker 1 where the only sounds were birdsong and cicadas.
Speaker 1 Today we were in a quiet park,
Speaker 1 mostly used by birders,
Speaker 1 a few trails,
Speaker 1 some benches,
Speaker 1 and a wide stretch of soft sloped land ringed by trees.
Speaker 1 The grass was lush,
Speaker 1 and there wasn't another blanket of friends in
Speaker 1 The other two Cloud Club roles
Speaker 1 were just as vital as Spot Finder.
Speaker 1 They were snack provider
Speaker 1 and drink chooser.
Speaker 1 Snacks ranged from chips and crackers,
Speaker 1 hummus and crude detés,
Speaker 1 to cookies
Speaker 1 and rice crispy squares.
Speaker 1 And once,
Speaker 1 during a chilly December meeting that hadn't lasted long,
Speaker 1 but still felt magical in the snow,
Speaker 1 there was a tray of gingerbread.
Speaker 1 We most often drank iced tea in a range of flavors,
Speaker 1 or ginger ale chilled to the perfect temperature.
Speaker 1 I wondered what we were in for today
Speaker 1 as I rolled on to my back,
Speaker 1 listening to the dry rustle
Speaker 1 of the grass beneath me.
Speaker 1 I tucked my hands behind my head
Speaker 1 crossed one ankle over the other
Speaker 1 and had just drawn a deep breath
Speaker 1 when I heard one of my friends call out from the path
Speaker 1 You better not be starting without us
Speaker 1 My exhale turned into a laugh.
Speaker 1 I propped up on my elbows
Speaker 1 and saw the other two cloud club members making their way across the meadow.
Speaker 1 I've barely looked at any clouds, I swear, I called back.
Speaker 1 They smiled as they plopped their bags
Speaker 1 and themselves
Speaker 1 down beside me.
Speaker 1 Good spot, said one.
Speaker 1 Good spot, agreed the other.
Speaker 1 I sat up,
Speaker 1 criss-cross applesauce,
Speaker 1 just like we learned in kindergarten,
Speaker 1 and waited to be handed a snack and a drink.
Speaker 1 What an absolute joy, I thought,
Speaker 1 to have friends like these.
Speaker 1 People who know you well,
Speaker 1 who you can be quiet
Speaker 1 and unmasked with,
Speaker 1 who feed you, water you,
Speaker 1 enjoy life beside beside you,
Speaker 1 and don't need much else
Speaker 1 beyond your company.
Speaker 1 From a basket
Speaker 1 came the rustle of wax paper,
Speaker 1 and I smelled strawberries.
Speaker 1 Our snack provider had gone with a classic to day,
Speaker 1 clearly tuned in to the kindergarten memories
Speaker 1 that had been floating through my own head.
Speaker 1 She handed me a good old peanut butter and jelly sandwich,
Speaker 1 soft bread,
Speaker 1 cut on the diagonal,
Speaker 1 wrapped in wax paper and a napkin.
Speaker 1 At the other corner of the blanket,
Speaker 1 and decidedly fancier,
Speaker 1 drinks were being made with tonic water,
Speaker 1 lemon slices,
Speaker 1 and fresh mint.
Speaker 1 Once everything had been passed around,
Speaker 1 we raised our cups
Speaker 1 and tapped the rims together.
Speaker 1 We would eat and sip and chat a bit,
Speaker 1 then stretch out with our heads together and our bodies fanned outward
Speaker 1 like a three-pointed star
Speaker 1 and watch the clouds.
Speaker 1 I might mention that there's a name for this hobby,
Speaker 1 nephology.
Speaker 1 They kindly indulged my need
Speaker 1 to drop fun facts into our outings.
Speaker 1 Eventually
Speaker 1 one of us might fall asleep
Speaker 1 and the afternoon would drift past
Speaker 1 as we recharged together.
Speaker 1 I know we see shapes in clouds
Speaker 1 because our brains are built
Speaker 1 to search for patterns and meaning.
Speaker 1 But we'd learned to let them
Speaker 1 just slide by,
Speaker 1 liminal
Speaker 1 and unexplained.
Speaker 1 We were content
Speaker 1 just to witness them
Speaker 1 Sweet dreams