Watching the Dallas Cowboys on Death Row (PTFO Peabody Award Finalist)

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All right, so, hi, this is Pablo, by the way.

This is not an ad.

This is me actually trying to explain why it is that the episode you've clicked on today is going to be the episode you're going to hear.

And the reason that I'm bringing you today's episode is not because when we ran it in November, it resulted in a Peabody nomination and all that, you know, very gratifying good stuff.

The reason I'm bringing you this episode today is because the story of Charles Flores, the subject of this episode, just became a lot more urgent.

Yesterday, May 12th, 2025, the Texas Attorney General's Office sent a letter to the trial court in the case of Charles Flores requesting that the judge set an imminent execution date for Charles.

His lawyer is going to file an opposition statement.

But what she advises us is that it is quite likely that the legal fight of Charles Flores, the man you're about to meet here, has reached its end.

And so we're going to advise you here and then at the end of the episode to please visit freetharlesflores.com

because my hope is that when you listen to his story, you'll know exactly why it is that we wanted to make sure that you heard it.

So much of living under a death sentence is

the unknown.

You know, we're sent here.

We were convicted and sentenced to death and sent to death row

to have our lives taken from us, to be executed, you know,

to be legally murdered.

And

that's pretty heavy, man.

Dave Fleming, time is of the essence with this episode in lots of very real ways.

Thank you for being here.

My pleasure, as always.

This one started, as many great things do, with a website I had never heard about.

It started with me coming across a website, a database, where you can read the final last statements of every prisoner that's been executed by the state of Texas.

Me being me, I went down that rabbit hole, started reading them.

It is a gut-wrenching, awful, exhausting experience.

The very basic premise of there's a publicly available website that records the last things that every executed prisoner on death row in the state of Texas says.

You're mesmerized, right?

You can't stop scrolling.

This is William Prince Davis, prisoner number 614.

He was executed on September 4th, 1999.

His last statement was, quote, I just thank the Lord for all that he has done for me.

That is all.

That is all I have to say, Warden.

Oh, and I would just like to say, in closing, what about those cowboys?

What's staggering is that that guy, the guy you just quoted, William Prince Davis, is not alone.

No, no, there's a shockingly large amount of death row prisoners who use that final opportunity to shout out their favorite sports teams.

John Burks, inmate number 949, his last statement says, Quote, The Raiders are going all the way, y'all.

Y'all pray for me and it's going to be all right.

That's it.

And it's time to roll up out of here.

It's going down.

Let's get it over with.

That's it.

June 14th, 2000.

And so this is obviously the most remarkable proof of the power of sports that I'd ever encountered.

Just that alone, this very basic fact.

You're about to die, killed by the state, and you want everybody to know that the last thing you cared about was the Dallas Cowboys.

I think your initial reaction was the same as mine, which is just sports means too much.

This is crazy.

Why wouldn't you talk about the victim or your families or regrets or anything like that?

You're going to shout out the Cowboys?

It's like, what does sports really mean to people?

Right.

And also, therefore, what's it even like to love sports on death row?

How do they even have access to sports?

How can they be Cowboys fans and Raiders fans?

Are they arguing about Dak Prescott?

Right.

Are they playing fantasy football?

Is there trash talk?

Is that dangerous?

And so with these curiosities in mind and with me immediately,

immediately just saying, okay, this is assigned.

Who do you decide to reach out to?

There are websites, there are databases where they will connect you to be a pen pal to people in prison, especially to people on death row who are exceptionally isolated, usually.

You get to look at their bio, sort of what their crime was, when they were put in prison, what are their interests.

And, you know, I came across a guy who had potential.

He was a lifelong Cowboys fan, grew up in Fort Worth.

His dad was in the Air Force.

They had a family ritual of going to church every Sunday and then coming home and sitting down in front of the TV to watch the Cowboys.

You know, you just kind of knew right away.

It was like, okay, this guy is a legit sports fan.

But how does one arrange an interview, Phlegm, with somebody on death row?

We correspond back and forth over several weeks.

I would say say about half a dozen emails in.

This guy just said,

well, if you're so interested in talking, why don't you just come to Texas and we'll talk in person?

And so the prison warden okays this.

The inmate in question okays it.

His attorney okays it.

And then all that's left is for us to be like, do we really want to send one of our correspondents to a Supermax prison?

Yes.

And the next thing I know, I'm on a plane to Texas.

And so I do need to establish just who it is exactly that we sent you to go and visit with, because the inmate in question is somebody that we had to collectively and exhaustively research and figure out why exactly this man had been sentenced to death by the state of Texas.

So who is he?

What is his name?

His name is Charles Flores.

In 1999, at the age of 29, he was sentenced to death for his role in a burglary in the town of Farmers Branch, Texas, which is near Irving, which is actually where the cowboys, their whole facility is

their headquarters.

During this burglary, a 64-year-old woman named Betty Black was killed.

And Charles was then convicted for being an accomplice to that murder, which was part of the burglary.

He was then sentenced to death row, where he has been for the last 25 years.

And the default in Texas is solitary confinement for death row prisoners for up to 23 hours a day.

And I do think we just got to clarify this this because he's in solitary in a Supermax prison, has been for a quarter century now, but he was an accomplice to a murder, not the actual killer, we're saying.

He was not the gunman and was never accused of being the gunman.

There is no DNA evidence linking him to the crime whatsoever.

Charles has always maintained his innocence and he's actually provided an alibi for the night of the burglary and the murder.

But that's not even the craziest part of this whole story.

The craziest part is that the actual gunman, Richard Childs,

he pled guilty immediately.

He served 17 years of a 35-year sentence.

And as we speak right now, he is free and out of prison.

He's a free man.

He was actually released in 2016 right about the same time that Charles got his execution date from the state of Texas.

Charles Flores got that execution date because of something in Texas that I want to briefly explain here, which is called the law of parties,

which is to say if you are an accomplice to a murder, you are going to be sentenced, treated as if you are also a murderer.

Right.

If you are part of a felony, it's like everybody pulled the trigger.

So this is where a show that otherwise enjoys diving deep into the worlds of, say, athlete-branded weed or celebrity family feud for instance should probably explain the bizarre details of why charles flores was not executed as scheduled on june 2nd 2016

and why the texas court of criminal appeals finally granted him that stay of execution just six days before that date Because all of this has to do with the eyewitness testimony that led to the capital murder conviction of Charles Flores in the first place.

You see, the eyewitness in question was the victim's neighbor.

And what she reported seeing on the night of the burglary was a car with two men driving up to the house across the street.

The driver, she easily identified as the aforementioned and eventually admitted gunman, Richard Childs, a white dude with long dark hair.

As for the passenger, what this neighbor recalled was that he was also white with long dark hair.

So tell me what what is it that you remember about the incident that day?

Off in, thank you for that.

And first thing I remember is when I looked out the window

and I saw a car pull up into the driveway.

I remember it was a VW bug

and I remember seeing two guys get out and I remember looking at the

passenger

as he got out and remembering his dark hair,

but basically the same as the drivers.

But Charles Flores, a local drug dealer who was one of the police's main suspects,

absolutely did not look like that.

As you'll see.

In fact, this neighbor failed to pick Flores out of a lineup.

And what happened next was something that I didn't even know was a real thing until I started studying this case,

which was that the neighbor then submitted to a long-standing practice that has been around since the 1950s, known as forensic hypnosis.

Have you ever seen a documentary film like on TV, like the

with the Animal Kingdom show?

What we're going to do is

when we get you into a deep state of hypnosis, we're going to take you to a theater.

It's going to be your own private theater.

And basically what it is, you're going to be seeing the documentary.

And you're going to be seeing the the film of the events that occurred on that day, on that morning.

Okay.

Forensic hypnosis is basically what it sounds like.

Police investigators hypnotize victims and witnesses so that they can relax, ostensibly, and then recall traumatic events with an even greater clarity.

Relax.

This sensation that you're peeling on the bodily feet.

I want you to imagine it now shooting up through your ankle, namely this hazard of your legs.

Feeling one more relaxed.

I want you to imagine the stress, the ceilings

moving in and out of your leg,

your calves,

just separating the muscles and all the damage.

According to a 2020 Dallas Morning News investigation, police in Texas had used hypnosis in this way nearly 1800 times over the past 40 years.

So this woman comes out of hypnosis.

They draw a composite sketch.

It looks like the guy who actually pulled the trigger and admitted pulling the trigger.

Skinny, white, long hair.

Charles is heavyset, Hispanic, and he had a buzz cut at the time.

But Charles Flores, again, was one of the main suspects.

And over the following year, as this case proceeded, something else happened.

His actual mugshot got plastered in newspapers all across the state.

So it wasn't until 13 months later in a court when the woman said, oh yeah, there he is.

That's who she pointed out as being at the scene of the crime.

And so the thing that spared Charles Flores in 2016, six days before that scheduled execution date, and after more than a decade, by the way, of exhaustive appeals here.

was a groundbreaking new law, a Texas statute passed in 2013, known as the Junk Science Law.

Now, in recent decades, as you might imagine, the credibility of forensic hypnosis has been called into serious scientific question.

Evidence has shown that police hypnosis often distorts witness memories and leads to false convictions, and 27 other states at last count

have banned the practice for this reason.

And yet, while Charles Flores did get granted that stay of execution, as well as a new evidentiary hearing in 2018, relief still

was ultimately denied.

Prosecutors claimed that the eyewitness testimony in question wouldn't have mattered anyway, because they had other evidence placing him at the scene of the crime.

And the Innocence Project subsequently filed multiple amicus briefs in support of Flores.

His lawyers, meanwhile, requested that the case be tried federally before the Supreme Court.

And that request, as of January 2021, was denied as well.

So, from a purely legal perspective,

this is where the story of Charles Flores stops.

But for us, of course,

it's where our story begins.

He was into some bad stuff, and he admits that.

What we're saying is, it's very clear that at the very least, he doesn't deserve to to be on death row or in solitary confinement for 23 hours a day for a quarter century.

All of which is to say that the case of Charles Flores is this case that is a larger window onto capital punishment as an institution in the United States still today.

But I also recognize that it wasn't exactly the easiest assignment for a reporter to receive.

Yeah, I had to go to the Polunski unit in Livingston, Texas, which is a notorious prison, always ranked as one of the most dangerous, worst prisons in the world.

There are all kinds of hoops that you have to go through, right?

You have to submit to a background check.

You have to agree to all these restrictions.

You are allowed exactly one hour of rolling cameras.

You have to submit a list of every piece of equipment down to pen and paper.

So

I was kind of freaking the f out and wondering why I couldn't go to the family feud or smoke celebrity weed.

Like, how did I get this assignment?

So, the Polenski unit in Livingston, Texas, where you're visiting Charles Flores.

How does one get into prison?

Where this really got real for me was when right before we arrived they reminded us nobody can wear white and that's because that's what the death row inmates wear they're required to wear white and so you step in and the first thing that happens in this guard shack you get a big boy search not a tsa

no this is a this is a thorough search i look to my right and i just happened to see the open closet where they keep all the guns hundreds of guns and shotguns, in case something happens at the prison.

You make it through that.

You're still not in the prison yet.

You come out and you are now between the fences.

And it's perfectly aligned with the gun towers

because they need to have a clean shot if someone makes it through that fence.

What is the noise that you're hearing?

It's the people inside screaming at each other, yelling everything under the sun.

That's really when you're like, man, is it too late to turn back?

And then

the strangest thing happened.

The room that they took us to to interview Charles

is where families go.

And so you turn after this giant steel door closes and you're like, what am I doing?

You turn, you go into the room and the walls are painted with cartoon characters.

And I'm staring at Cookie Monster, my little Little Pony, SpongeBob SquarePants.

And I'm like, wow, we really are down a rabbit hole.

And so as you're waiting there, where Charles Flores' family would have waited,

what are you expecting?

I'm starting to get into my thoughts, right?

And it's starting to spiral.

And then Charles comes in.

Hello, hello.

Can you hear me?

Testing, testing.

One, two, three.

Can you hear me?

Sound good?

Okay.

Okay.

And we sort of make eye contact.

We kind of say hello through the glass.

I've taken pictures in the past, and it's usually better to put the phone down like this so you don't see that phone like pastor your ear.

Uh-huh.

So if you want, you can just let them both hang down.

Okay.

You guys want me to let the phones hang or leave them here?

And Charles kind of saves me because it's clear that he wants to talk football.

I looked at the Cowboys schedule before before we came over here and i did i noticed okay they played the texans is it like week i think it's 11.

okay week 11 week 11.

yes charles grew up big you can tell that from the from the the clips that we're watching was an offensive and defensive lineman in middle school And the first thing he wants to talk about is the Cowboys-Texans game on Monday night, of course.

So the way death row is,

the population is it's

there's more guys from the big cities, the big counties.

So there are more guys from Dallas and Houston than anywhere else.

So that makes for a lot more fans of both teams, right?

So on that day,

Football is the sport.

We wake up

thinking about it.

You know,

when the weekend starts, that's what we're talking about.

And especially like a big game like that, a big rivalry, because I don't know, man.

It's just, it seems like that because the Texans have been up and down a lot of times.

They seem to play the role of

the little brother.

You know what I'm saying?

And so they want to get, they want to beat the Cowboys.

You know, if they don't beat nobody else, they want to beat the Cowboys.

And I've been telling the guys, the Texan fans, I'm like, you know, on that day, we're not going to be friends.

We're going to be rivals.

You know, this cell, smaller than this studio, 9 by 12.

It's probably

three of these booths wide.

Right.

One on this side and one on this side.

So it's about nine foot.

Some of the death row cells are actually as small as 60 square feet.

And they are in there 23 hours a day without exception.

And the doors, they have this mesh where windows are supposed to be.

Okay.

We have two three foot, I think it's four inches,

openings

in the door.

And so we can stand at the door and we can talk.

You know, it's not like normal conversational tones, but when we when we talk loud, we can hear each other.

And of course, everybody's hollering.

And when

you know the kickoff starts and they make a big play or, you know, big tackle or something like that, people people are hollering and yeah interacting so yeah it's really great he described the two vertical windows thin windows um with the mesh screen on yeah those grates those vertical grates right at the front of his cell and basically they have to go there and sort of put an eye between the grate to see the community television that by the way just showed up a couple of years ago there are seven cells on the ground floor in this section and then there's seven cells on on two row right on the second story we call it one row and two row okay and

in that area there's a tv it's a 35 inch tv and it's from my cell

it's probably from here to that back wall

and

one two three four

Four cells for the most part are able to watch it on one row by standing at the door.

So you stand at the door and you

look through

the great, yes, the great, the great.

And so, so, yeah, you know, when when um

when it's fourth and three or fourth and ten, third and ten, you know, believe me, you're up at the great and you're looking through that little diamond to make sure you can see, you know, who okay, but that's four hours.

You're you're standing.

So, some people stand, other

people will make a makeshift chair.

How?

Okay, so like for me, I have quite a bit of legal documentation, legal paperwork, and I just have it in mesh nylon mesh bags.

And I've made a chair that's about this big.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

And so I strategically put it at the door and

I sit on it.

I'll sit on it.

But like I told you, when it's when the kickoff is going to happen or something, you know, you get up and you get close to the grate so you can you can see what's going on.

So yeah.

The fact that it's his legal papers that he's using to help him with his sports fandom.

It's, it's, it's perfect.

It is quaint in a way.

Yeah.

In a way that almost makes me wonder.

So

we're in a Super Max prison.

Where is the talking?

Where is the conflict?

Where is all that?

I don't want to overstep or anything like that, but I basically, my question was,

trash talk could be dangerous, can it in a prison?

I mean, it's like, I'm not going to trash talk anybody.

And he had a really interesting explanation for that.

I could remember last season in the playoffs, you know, we thought the Cowboys were going to do good.

And then Green Bay showed up and

they didn't do good.

Musgrave ends up.

Touchdown.

touchdown, Luke, Musgrave,

and a dagger,

a dagger right through the heart of the cowboy.

So, believe me, the Texan fans were letting us have it.

They were letting us have it, and they were talking trash, and they were laughing at us.

And, you know,

they kept showing Dak,

and he was like a deer in the headlight.

I'm just so mad I could cuss.

It just is like the same thing keeps happening.

Jackson keeps Stanley in front of him.

Touchdown.

And believe me, the next week, when the Texans lost against the Ravens, I gave them the blues.

Is that scary?

I mean, you're talking trash with,

you could be talking trash with some, some pretty bad dudes, right?

That's the thing about the death pen.

It's so difficult is that

we're not the worst thing that we've ever done.

Are you the worst thing that you've ever done?

Because I know you've done something that you, when you think about your cringe, we all have.

Every human being that's alive has done something like that.

So

that's what they're here for, but that's not the person that I know.

I'm not that person, right?

And and so for the most part, you know, guys, guys are guys are pretty, pretty,

pretty calm, you know, pretty, pretty low-key.

And so there's not a lot of friction on their throne.

Now, general population, it's different.

And

when there's a bunch of guys together, and then it gets personal.

Because someone somebody, you know, somebody starts talking trash and they put it out, but they can't take it in.

And then they get angry.

And then once you get angry, well, then you'll say something that you shouldn't say and they'll start fighting.

So, yeah, there is that element, but I think that's, that's out there in the free world, too.

No, the perspective that Charles is offering here about how death row is not exactly what you'd presume it to be, it is sort of juxtaposed against.

The way that he, as a Cowboys fan, is exactly what I presumed him to be.

Guy who's still complaining about Dak Prescott.

Right?

It was kind of like, it was like he's

just a classic Cowboys fan, almost more so, almost more pure.

It raises other questions to me about, like, okay, the rituals of Charles Flores and his fellow Cowboys and football fans on death row, game day.

What's that like?

It's kind of like what we were just talking about.

It's like every other fan, right?

There's a whole ritual.

So we get up, you know, I'll get up about eight o'clock.

And because it's a big day we'll make uh a feast and we make stuff uh out of out of the items that we can buy at the commissary and so it might be nachos or it might be uh tacos or a special like super bowl or something we'll do enchiladas And is that something you guys are like, okay, what are we going to eat?

Yes, okay.

Yes, because this has to be planned.

We go to commissary two times a month.

Okay.

So you got to buy the stuff a month before to make sure you have everything that you're going to need on that day if it's enchiladas are you cooking those in your in your cell everything that's made is um pre-cooked so you buy items uh

beef tips and gravy uh-huh uh summer sausages are are also used

uh chicken chili And all these things are pre-cooked.

So they come in little like

plastics pouches.

And it's an intricate process we have to put all these things in and cleaned out plastic chip bags and we heat them up

what we cook in is a hot pot it's which essentially looks like um

uh water an electric water kettle which heats up the water right yeah so everything is heated up in water in a plastic bag

And the trick is

knowing how to mix everything and warm it up together

to make the enchilada this good.

Okay.

So I've been here.

I've been here for a while and yeah,

I can cook pretty good.

That's why I'm fat.

He's as proud of the food and the tailgate, right, as any Georgia Bulldog fan, as any LSU tailgater.

Oh, it's the pride of someone with a chili recipe they are bragging about on a Sunday morning.

Right.

That's an incredible thing to to be on death row and it's like, oh my God, there's no difference.

It's right up there in the most predictable brags by any NFL fan along with, check out how my fantasy team is doing.

Oh, we went there.

How did you guys even draft players though?

Or how do you, is it all through the window?

Mostly it was week to week.

So depending on the matchups, you would make a new lineup.

You understand?

Okay.

You know, Tom Brady's playing whoever, so you're starting Tom Brady.

And And if it's a two-quarterback league, you know,

whoever else it might be, you know, Aaron Rodgers, right?

Right.

And then, and so

Ezekiel Elliott has a good matchup.

So you're going to start him.

And then, you know, you're mixing and matching.

You're mixing and matching.

Okay.

And so there wasn't no need

to get together and have a draft.

But what you would have to do is turn in your team because

there's a commissioner that's running it.

And he's the the one that's going to get the get each team and then he's going to create what we call master sheets.

So there's a deadline.

You got to turn him in by Friday at noon.

We'd slide the stuff out from the cells to the day rooms.

And then those guys would get the stuff and give it to another day room.

And then that guy would tell the commissioner, hey man, I've got these teams out here.

And then

he would make his way out there with with what we call a fishing line and it's essentially like a long string that he'll he'll slide to the day room and he pull him back in

and then the same way he would pass out the the master sheets you know and it's the same thing i have never felt worse about forgetting to check my lineup that is what it takes to play fantasy football on death row i always thought that fishing thing was in movies that that part right right it's real it's real and they're not using it for anything nefarious They're using it to submit their fantasy football lineup.

Yeah, the nefarious part is that they're playing apparently in a two-quarterback league.

Just like, what are you guys doing?

I've been here literally 25 years.

Before

there was no TV.

So it was all sports talk radio.

And it was mostly AM.

And when you'd get the station, you would hope it stays in.

And so

that's where we would get

our

sports update.

Because when you play fantasy football, if you don't know what's going on, you're just donating.

You're just don't, you know what I'm saying?

You just might as well just give your money away.

You know, we would have to wait on the newspaper.

You got to wait on the newspaper to get the stats because, you know, you don't have the stats.

You know, nowadays, I know that as soon as the games are played, the stats are online.

Right, right.

But man, no, man, you know, people would be waiting for the newspaper.

And then the commissioner, he would add it up because everything has to be official, right?

Everybody's agreed that he.

I have so many more questions about just like what's the scoring system, like waiver wire.

Like it's easy to get lost again in this familiar minutiae of what it's like to just be a football fan.

Right.

And just enjoying this conversation, one fantasy football player to another.

And you sort of get lost in that.

You forget where you are.

And then there's this gut punch.

But what happened to your league?

Slowly but surely, the guys that have played, the guys that played, they've just been pushed out of existence.

They've been executed.

They're gone.

You know, and that's just a reality of

being on death row.

That's a reality of being sentenced to death.

It gets to the point where him saying the most obvious thing that we all knew heading in is now the thing that is most jarring.

The conversation kind of lured us into, oh, we're all the same.

This is all the same.

It's like, no, we're not.

His has one very dreadful, awful difference.

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So, give me the scouting report on Charles Flores, the football player.

You know, one of the things in our early emails that we exchanged was this memory he had of springing the game-winning touchdown with a great block when he was in eighth grade.

And he mentioned that writing about that little detail of his football career still gave him chills 40 years later.

The other detail that he added that I loved was he wore 79 in honor of Harvey Martin, the cowboy great.

And so his family then, this is a football family we're describing.

We were fans.

We used to watch at home.

Of course, we watched when I was little.

It was a ritual.

Go to church, come home, gather around the TV, root on the cowboys.

I was real close with my family.

I might have lived separate, but, you know, on the weekend, I'm going to mom and dad's house, just being with them, and we would watch football all the time.

That deep connection to the Cowboys, it sort of

continued once Charles was put on death row.

That was one of the main things that we would talk about.

The Cowboys, this, the Cowboys, that.

They continued to watch the football games at home.

And so it was the same thing.

Back then, I would

wake up early

and I would start a letter.

And a lot of times I would leave it.

I would say half of what I wanted to say and then the game would be going.

And then after the game, I would have comments.

And oftentimes I would be writing my mom and my dad, and they would be writing me at the same time.

And I remember that I was writing them, you know, at four o'clock.

And then I would see that mom.

started this letter at four o'clock.

And so that was like the secret synchronicity of it all, right?

And yeah, man, you know, it was special.

There's nothing like that.

So, so, like I said, I think, I think

fandom

is part of family, too, because it's part of that bond that we have.

Talking to your family about the cowboys through letter writing is such a,

it's just a sad.

It's a sad thing to do for a quarter century and counting Phlegm.

It gets sadder because he's been there so long now.

Both his parents, that ritual is gone now because both of his parents have passed away.

And as you listen to Charles, you understand that with his parents gone, that's just made sports all the more important to Charles and his survival on death row.

So much of living under a death sentence is

the unknown.

You know, we're sent here.

We were convicted and sentenced to death and sent to death row

to have our lives taken from us, to be executed, you know,

to be legally murdered.

And

that's pretty heavy, man.

You hang your hopes on appeal courts and on

things that

might

happen that will allow you to have a reversal in your conviction or your sentence and maybe get out of this situation.

So, so, you know, that's that's pretty stressful.

And

some guys can't take it, you know.

Some guys lose their mind.

I had a friend of mine, his name, we called him Big G, he was from Oak Cliff in Dallas, and we called him Big G for a reason.

He was like 6'5, about 300 pounds.

It looked like he could play offensive tackle for the Cowboys.

Great guy.

One day he told me, He says, Man,

he says, What if we got it wrong?

He says, What if the crazy dudes are normal because they can't cope?

And we're the crazy people because

we are able to adapt and accept this insanity.

And you know, I've never forgot that because that would be a normal, a normal reaction would be to go

lose your damn mind that they're going to kill you and that you're going to sit around for 10 or 15 years until they do it.

And so, sports for me, especially football,

it takes me out of this place.

When the game is on, I'm at the stadium.

I'm not in this place.

I'm not here.

I'm not under that death sentence.

I'm not worried about, oh man, are they going to set me in execution there?

Or, oh, man, are they going to deny my appeals?

You know, and because that's real.

That's real there.

You're being locked up.

You know, this notion of sports as an escape.

I don't know of a more vivid

manifestation of that promise than what Charles is describing there.

The way I interpreted what he was saying was he lives in a way where 24 hours a day, seven days a week, someone's trying to kill him.

That's the white noise of his life.

He doesn't know when it's going to happen,

but that's the stress that he lives under.

And so the line about how maybe the crazy ones are the ones who continue to live on death row and the sane ones are the ones who check out by committing suicide.

I mean,

if there's a better way to explain the insanity and the pressure that they live under,

I haven't read it.

No, and there is this one statistic that I do want to just read to you for the record because at least eight death row prisoners at Polonski, where Charles Flores is, where his Fantasy Football League is, at least eight of those inmates have committed suicide in the last 20 years.

It's just amazing that one day two of these prisoners were talking and they were like, Maybe we're the crazy ones because we've adapted to live like this, right?

Because we can smile while talking about our favorite sports, yeah, we can survive in this situation.

It's it's uh it's stunning.

All of this reminds me now of why we got into this story in the first place, right?

This website, this database of last words said by people who are about to be executed.

Yeah, that was the whole point of this exercise, right?

Is to find out why someone would love sports that much that they would include it in their last words.

And before even leaving on this assignment, I shared this database with an anthropologist in Chicago.

Her name is Dr.

Shannon Lee Doughty, and she is an expert in death rituals.

And I just wanted to get her opinion on it.

And I really, at this point, asked her in almost a flippant way about get a load of these death row inmates who are using their last words for sports shout outs.

She immediately connected it to this

concept called social death.

There was a historian of African-American history called Orlando Patterson, and he came up with this fascinating powerful idea called social death and he argued that slaves and and certain other kinds of people

inmates of concentration camps they experience social death where their body is alive but they're so cut off violently from meaningful social connections and relationships and meaningful groups that they experience social death.

What's really interesting to me about this example is that they're trying to overcome the social death and maybe they're succeeding by saying, no, I belong to a group.

And they take that moment right before they're executed to reassert themselves as socially alive.

And I think that's fascinating and powerful.

It's empowering to them to do that.

What did Charles have to say about that in specific?

I wanted to go get Charles' opinion and his thoughts on his own last words.

Yes.

But But it turns out he and his attorney, you know, they don't want him to be seen as somebody who is contemplating being executed.

They don't want to concede that he's going to have to give his last words at all.

This is where you should know that Charles Flores has exhausted all of his known legal avenues for petitions and appeals.

His attorney, Gretchen Sween, told us, quote, in order to bring new claims, we would need new evidence sufficient to convince a court to reopen the case.

An exceedingly high burden, end quote.

But there is another change that I think is worth you knowing about.

Because on September 1st, 2023, the Texas state legislature enacted a new bill, a bill that Governor Greg Abbott, by the way, had vetoed in 2021.

But Texas Senate Bill No.

338, citing citing an alarming amount of unreliable eyewitness identification testimony, officially prohibits any future testimony gleaned from forensic hypnosis as admissible evidence in a criminal trial, which is a dramatic but not retroactive change.

Meaning, it does not help Charles Flores,

who is waiting as we speak for a new execution date, a date that could be announced at any moment now.

All of which is why I was also wondering how this unthinkable degree of uncertainty, of injustice,

might logically impact the patience of a long-suffering Cowboys fan when it comes to the thing he loves the most.

There's a saying, there's always next year.

Yes.

But for you,

the future's uncertain.

Yes.

There isn't always next year, I guess.

I've thought, I've thought about that.

I'm like, man, will I ever see the Cowboys winner of the Super Bowl?

Because that's my thing.

Dallas, the champions again.

Final score, Dallas 27, Pittsburgh 17.

I think that we might have to wait till Patrick Mahomes goes to another team or something.

Okay, nobody beat him.

Do you have a prediction?

Yeah, yeah, this is their year.

No matter what.

Every year is their year.

And one of these years, they're going to get it done.

Yeah.

So if you predict it every year, eventually you'll be right.

Well, you got to believe, bro.

You got to believe, huh?

You got to believe.

And so, given that mix that you just heard of totally sincere hope, of longing, cut with a resigned familiarity bordering on sarcasm, we did want to find out more about how Charles Flores viewed the opportunity more broadly to have his last words memorialized for all time on that database, even if he very understandably did not want to personally preview his own final communication

on Earth.

One of the first things that you and I talked about was

the trend of inmates

shouting out their teams with their last words.

Um, and it seemed like that was something you

could understand, right?

Because of the connection to sports.

That situation, I don't think nobody will ever understand it until you are there and experiencing that.

But I've tried to think about it, and I've tried to say, Well, man, why would somebody say that?

And I think it is that.

I think it's it might be a last

grab at, hey, I'm still part of, if nothing else, I'm still part of this family.

I'm still relevant in the fact that

even with as I'm being ushered out of this life, this reality, I'm still a cowboy fan.

And I'm going to declare it at the very end with, you know, reminding the world of what tribe I was from.

I'm still human.

Even though you're taking my life like an animal, I'm still human.

I have a soul.

And that's deep, man.

That's profound.

I mean, Charles, again, gives just the most incredible

answer.

It's the sort of thing you just want to sit with

for a while.

Yep.

You know, unfortunately, we had reached the end of our hour and they were very strict about it.

I got a 10-minute warning.

And so here we are just sort of...

The clock again.

ticking on this.

Yes, exactly.

And now we're packing up and he has to wait for a guard then to recuff him, hand back the wireless mic, and take him back to his 23 hours of isolation.

And so we can't talk anymore, but Charles is sitting there watching us pack up.

And that was as close as we all came to getting emotional and even crying because the look on Charles' face, and I know he was trying to hide this, was just a look of like, you guys get to leave.

He's imagining that we get to leave.

The look on his face is easily one of the saddest things that I've ever experienced on this job in 30 years.

And it got to the point where I couldn't look at him anymore

because you just feel so helpless and you just feel so much empathy for this other human being and the situation that he's in.

In the strangest place, under the worst conditions, through sports, we've kind of bridged this disconnect.

And trying to face that moment again, I went back and listened to the tapes.

And I realized that as my mic is cut, Charles is still live.

And so you can hear him.

Were you listening?

No.

Oh, you weren't.

You should have been listening.

Oh, I'm doing tape awareness.

I'll get ready for tomorrow.

He's talking to the guard that comes to escort him back, and he's wondering how the interview went and talking about the cowboys.

They're actually from East.

So one of them

is a Cleveland Brown fan.

But I was telling them what he did.

I'm like, man, look.

Yeah, yeah, you know, you know, like, man, look.

This is Texan territory.

Yeah.

And you can hear him physically exchanging our microphone for the clinking and clacking of the handcuffs.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

A little accentorized.

Okay, good deal.

And then I will let Sam Zane know.

Okay, yeah, let him know.

So come pick up the news star.

There you go.

And that is another really sort of profound moment:

it's over.

We all have to go back to our normal lives.

Dave Fleming, thank you for taking this trip, accepting this assignment, and

reporting this story.

Pablo, it was my pleasure, and I'm glad we went.

Since we taped this episode, Dave Fleming, you should know, has continued to trade emails with Charles Flores, his new pen pal.

And Charles, for his part, wants the PTFO audience to know that he has now made peace with the fact that this year is not the year, officially, for his Dallas Cowboys.

And that more information on his case can be found at freecharlesflores.com.

This has been Pablo Torre finds out a Metalark Media Production, and I'll talk to you next time.