INTRODUCING: Killer Minds

From the moment he was born on November 12th, 1934, Charles Manson's life was driven by deception.

His birth certificate listed Kathleen and William Manson as his parents.

But for years, Charles had no idea that William wasn't his father.

That honor most likely belonged to a con artist named Colonel Scott.

Colonel was Scott's given first name, but if people assumed he was in the Army, he didn't bother correcting them.

That's how he caught Kathleen Maddox's attention at a dance club in Ironton, Ohio.

He was 23.

She was just 15.

Kathleen was charmed by the older man she assumed was a military officer.

So when she discovered she was pregnant sometime in the spring of 1934, Kathleen had no reason to doubt the colonel when he said he was being called away on duty.

He promised he'd be back as soon as he could, but she never heard from him again.

After a few months, Kathleen finally realized she'd been duped, and now she needed to find someone to help raise her soon-to-be newborn baby.

That's when William Manson, who worked for a dry cleaning business, entered the picture.

It's not really clear how the two of them met, but by the time Charles was born on November 12th, 1934, Kathleen and William were married.

However, it doesn't seem either of them was all that interested in parenting.

William wasn't around much, and neither was Kathleen.

Most days, she dropped Charles off with her mom so she could go out drinking with her brother.

Let's discuss the impact of Charles's early childhood.

Kathleen was a minor, so her judgment, reasoning, impulsiveness, decision-making, even emotional regulation is impaired because she did not have a fully developed frontal lobe.

This also affects her ability to cope appropriately with the demands of being a new mother, not to mention any postpartum effects she may have had.

And given that Charles's father conned his mother, she may have some conscious or unconscious resentment that she projected onto Charles as a result.

Her seemingly desperate and impulsive decision to marry William appears to be driven by more societal pressures on unwed mothers back then, not necessarily a marriage that was built on love.

And Charles later learning that William is not his biological father will more likely than not affect his sense of self-worth, his identity, and his trust.

Kathleen abandoning Charles to go drinking indicates she may have an alcohol use disorder.

And I also wonder if she drank while she was pregnant.

That could have caused a prenatal injury.

And if so, would warrant further exploration to understand Charles's development.

Then there's the layer of Kathleen and William's disinterest in being parents.

The effects of emotionally absent parents on children is well documented.

Those children tend to have more difficulty with trust, with self-esteem, and forming healthy relationships.

And when you compound that with the abandonment and that William wasn't his biological father, that is pretty profound.

Nurturance is critical for a child's development.

And if their immediate caregivers aren't providing that or reinforcing a healthy development, that child is at risk of exhibiting poor emotional regulation later on.

They have an increase in academic struggles, behavioral deficits, and developmental delays.

So even if Charles' grandmother was a nurturing guardian, what kind of impact does it have on a child when they can tell their their parents aren't that interested in raising them?

It's a really good question.

Well, statistically, if a child has emotionally absent parents, but they have at least one constant loving and nurturing presence, like a grandmother, for example, they are more likely to be resilient and overcome those statistical odds that I'd mentioned.

And that's why there's so many adult children of emotionally absent parents who are high functioning.

They are breaking generational cycles, and they have learned to have healthy attachments as adults.

Of course, this all depends on a number of factors, such as when that nurturing presence entered their life, how long they remained in their life, how available they were to them, as well as other things.

But the fact remains that children will recognize that their parents are emotionally absent at some point, and there is a likelihood that there will be some resentment or anger.

With all this going on, it didn't take Kathleen and William long to realize they weren't right for each other.

Within two and a half years, they were divorced.

After that, Kathleen turned to petty crime to get by.

And on August 1st, 1939, when Charles was almost five, she was arrested after an unsuccessful robbery.

Kathleen spent the next few years behind bars while young Charles was given to his aunt, uncle, and cousin who lived near the West Virginia prison where she was incarcerated.

And this is what I meant about those other variables that affect resiliency.

If his grandmother was a constant source of nurturance and affection, then taking him away from her and passing him around through different relatives like that really does reduce his ability to gain that resiliency.

And it was a strict household on top of that, and Charles was frequently punished for breaking the rules.

And he didn't have it much easier at school.

He was small for his age and prone to mischief.

That meant he drew the attention of bullies and received discipline from his teachers.

It was a lot for a young boy to handle on his own, so when Kathleen was released from prison in 1942, eight-year-old Charles was over the moon.

But after a short period of good behavior from both of them, things went south.

Kathleen had a hard time staying on the straight and narrow, and Charles took his cues from her.

He stopped going to school and started stealing from local shops.

By the time Kathleen finally decided to get her life on track in 1943, she couldn't control her son anymore.

In 1947, when Charles was 12, she sent him to a reform school in Terre Haute, Indiana, called the Jibot School for Boys.

Predictably, things didn't go well.

Within 10 months, Charles had run away multiple times.

He alternated between going back to his family and living on his own, stealing to get by.

When he inevitably got caught, he was sent to even stricter institutions.

In 1949, at 13 years old, Charles found himself at a place called the Indiana Boys' School.

And that's when his life became a living hell.

It wasn't like things had been easy until this point, but at the Indiana Boys School, things took a tragically dark turn.

According to Charles, he was sexually assaulted by some of his fellow students, and to make a horrifying situation even worse, it was apparently encouraged by a staff member.

Oh, wow.

There's a lot to unpack here.

So until this point, Charles has had no real stability or security in his life starting from a very young age.

Not to mention the many broken attachments he's had until this point.

His mother was seemingly grooming him into a career criminal and then once again abandoned him, this time to a reform school, because she could no longer control what she herself had actually helped to create.

Now at this boy's school, he continues to lack any control over his life.

And once again, the adults that should be protecting him aren't and instead are encouraging crimes against him.

And this, I believe, greatly impacted his ability to empathize with others or rather his lack of ability to do that and why he only forms attachments to others if he has something to gain from them.

And those attachments will remain superficial.

He is learning more versatile ways to be a criminal.

And more importantly, this really shapes who he is to become.

His lack of control is going to be overcompensated by a need to always be in control of everyone and everything around him, which we will definitely be getting into in detail as you take us through his story.

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