The Moth Podcast: A Blue Bonus

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Speaker 2 Welcome to the Moth Podcast. I'm Mark Solinger coming at you with a special bonus episode.
We're feeling a little blue today because we learned the Blue Man Group just ended its New York run.

Speaker 2 And no, I do not apologize for the pun.

Speaker 2 The Blue Man Group is still going with shows in Boston, Las Vegas, and Berlin, but its New York closing reminded us of one of our favorite stories from our archive.

Speaker 2 And we thought we'd share it with you. Oh, and if you're not familiar with the Blue Man Group, well, just listen to the story.

Speaker 2 John Grady told this at a Moth mainstage that we produced in collaboration with Blue Man Group, with musical interludes performed by Blue Men, and held at Astor Place Theatre, the now former New York City home of Blue Man.

Speaker 2 The theme of the night was, appropriately enough, tangled up in blue. Here's John, live at the moth.

Speaker 3 So I spent eight years of my life here in New York City performing with Blue Man Group.

Speaker 3 Thank you. I know.
No, it's like,

Speaker 3 seriously, dream job. I mean, serious.
I mean, where else do you get to learn, you know, to be a precision expert drummer, to learn to throw and catch with, you know, laser-like focus and,

Speaker 3 you know, and also to

Speaker 3 communicate non-verbally with two other blue men on stage and with the audience because that's what it is. We don't speak, we don't talk.

Speaker 3 But it was a great job to have. I mean, it's my first time moving to New York City, my first off-Broadway show, and I'm like so excited.
The show is just addicting to do.

Speaker 3 Once you do your first show, you're just like, I can't wait for the next one, and the next one, the next one, and then the next one.

Speaker 3 Then a week goes by, and then a month goes by, and then a year goes by, and you celebrate your first anniversary.

Speaker 3 And then you're like, two years in, and a few more years, and a few more years have gone by. And somehow it has become a job.

Speaker 3 I know. It's like I'm just trying to keep it fresh and alive after

Speaker 3 show number 2473 or something, whatever. And you just, I'm finding myself trying to fight complacency because you become so adept at doing all the skills that it's just not really a challenge.

Speaker 3 And I find myself walking through the show thinking things like,

Speaker 3 did I order food between shows?

Speaker 3 Did I remember to Ti-Vo Sopranos?

Speaker 3 And like that. So now I'm trying to find and rediscover that thing, that original thing that really connected me with the show, and I find myself trying to recreate those early days.

Speaker 3 For those of you who haven't seen the show, it's primarily about the audience, about connectedness and community.

Speaker 3 The audience has gathered for the evening for this happening, for this crazy, wild,

Speaker 3 interactive piece of theater led by these three silent bald and blue characters. One part of the show is we bring up a volunteer

Speaker 3 and we refer to her as our feast guest, which not important for you to know, but just because we sit behind a table and we eventually get to dining with her.

Speaker 3 But we also take her through a bunch of tasks and we're getting to know her and the audience as well by manipulating things and moving things around and opening them.

Speaker 3 And she comes to represent the audience in a way

Speaker 3 because we're going to be up there making

Speaker 3 not fun of her, but making fun with her. But I mean the audience empathizes with her because they're going to be in on some of the jokes that she's not.

Speaker 3 I mean they'll definitely, they'll feel like, oh my god, I'm so glad that was you up there and not me. You were amazing.
You were wonderful.

Speaker 3 Now, when I go to choose a feast guest, it's my job each night.

Speaker 3 I look for someone who's sort of open and willing, just a willing participant, someone who I think best represents the spirit of the show.

Speaker 3 Like if I was going to choose someone from the audience here to be a feast guest, it would be like

Speaker 3 this one right here, just very shiny, available. Yes, it's just that we just make a quick connection like,

Speaker 2 good.

Speaker 3 So I know we're good to go. It's like that.

Speaker 3 So I'm stepping out into the audience for the first time in the show to go pick out a feast guest. In the first few rows, people are wearing ponchos because the show is just a mess.
It's just a play.

Speaker 3 It's just a playground for you, and it just can be messy. So we want to make sure the audience is covered and protected.

Speaker 3 So I step out there and I'm having, it's probably show number 2474, just a little less committed to and present than 2473. I don't know.

Speaker 3 When suddenly, bing, chong, bang, I see the shiny, happy person sitting over in the poncho section and she literally just pulls me in on her vortex.

Speaker 3 Like, wow, I can't remember the last time that I saw someone who was so

Speaker 3 willing, so available, just so open. And I was like, okay, fine, you're the feast guest.
Make my job easy. Great.
So now I'm going out to the audience to have a little more fun.

Speaker 3 The other two blue men come up to me and they tell me, it's time

Speaker 3 for you to let us know who the feast guest is. And this is all nonverbal.
And I say, well, check it out. Shiny happy person right here.
They're like, great, shiny, happy person. Bring her on up.

Speaker 3 So these two guys run up onto the stage. The band kicks into their sort of theme that's going to start our procession up the aisle to the stage.

Speaker 2 Brackum, brackem, bomb, chow, bow, bow, bow.

Speaker 3 I reach down, I grab her hand, and she's just beaming at me. And she just clings on to my arm.
She leans into me. She's so excited.
She has no idea what to expect.

Speaker 3 And I reach down and I pull off her poncho

Speaker 3 and she has one arm.

Speaker 3 Which is not a big deal, right?

Speaker 3 I mean,

Speaker 3 even though in this piece we're going to be grabbing things and manipulating them and moving them and opening them and, oh God, we're going to be up there making fun with her, not of her.

Speaker 3 And now I'm beginning to panic and I look up on stage and the other two blue men are staring down at me in horror going, what did you do? I don't know.

Speaker 3 I don't know.

Speaker 3 And now I'm running the entire piece frantically through my mind because I know it forwards and backwards and I am going to accommodate it for her.

Speaker 3 I am going to make, so I could probably skip that part or again instead of her doing that.

Speaker 3 actually we'll just need to do that part out. Actually, he probably doesn't have to do that for her.
You could probably just skip that part and leave that part out.

Speaker 3 Actually, if we're going to skip that part and skip that part, why don't we just put her back down on her scene? Just skip the fucking whole thing.

Speaker 3 And at this point of the show, we're supposed to be sort of afraid, you know, that we're bringing someone, an audience member, into our space for the first time. And we are terrified.

Speaker 3 I mean, we are sitting behind the table in a row and our knees are knocking together, you know, and there is this awkward silence coming from the audience that I have never experienced before.

Speaker 3 But she is loving it. She is having the time of her life.
So I bring out the first object, which is this electric candle, and I put it on the table and has a little switch on it.

Speaker 3 And she leans over and switches it on. That's okay.
Okay, we're good.

Speaker 2 Pretty good there.

Speaker 3 Next blue man next to me, he pulls out a desk lamp and he puts it on and he stretches it out.

Speaker 3 And she reaches over to click it. Click, click, click, click, click.
The switch doesn't go on. And what is about to unfold in my brain? And I'm trying to communicate with him, screaming, going

Speaker 3 no

Speaker 3 because the joke of the piece is it's attached to a clapper light so he goes and pops the light on

Speaker 3 which usually elicits a laughter from the audience but not this time

Speaker 3 Dead silence because it was like he was saying, well, if you had two hands, you could turn on the light.

Speaker 3 Oh, dear God, help us.

Speaker 3 Last Blue Man brings out a box of Twinkies for us to dine on. For those of you who have seen the show, that'll make sense.
He passes them out. And the Twinkie for the Blue Man is

Speaker 3 a very curious object, the way it's shaped and sculpted, the way the light hits it, and the way it sort of reflects off its golden, cakey shell.

Speaker 3 And if this is something that's meant to be consumed, why would you put it in this package? And if it's... Is there an opening to this package? And I mean, how would you open it?

Speaker 3 And this is something that we play with. And oh my God, how is she going to open this package?

Speaker 3 But I look over without missing a beat, she's already taken the Twinkie, taken the package, put it under her, what's left of her arm right here, and just goes, pops it open, puts it on her plate

Speaker 3 with such speed and dexterity, I had to see it again. So I hand her mine, she goes, pops it open, puts it on my plate.

Speaker 3 And I look at the other two guys who are still struggling with theirs, and I pick it up, I'm like, check it out.

Speaker 3 They are completely blown away. They reach out.
He gets his to hers. She pops it up and gets nothing.
He gets it, pops it over. And now we're good.

Speaker 3 And that thing, that thing that is starting to happen that can only happen in a live performance where the event on stage is starting to mirror what's happening with the audience's experience.

Speaker 3 And it exists somewhere in between and creates this biofeedback loop of event and experience and experience and event and event and experience and experience and event.

Speaker 3 And now we are with the audience and they are with us. And the two blue men beside me reach down and pick up their forks because they're going to dig into this Twinkie.

Speaker 3 And that's when I feel her shut down beside me.

Speaker 3 I literally feel her heartlight go out.

Speaker 3 And I look out of the corner of my eye and she's staring down at the knife and the fork.

Speaker 3 And I see panic in her eyes. And I reach over

Speaker 3 and I just grab my fork and I just gesture to her.

Speaker 3 Just the fork, right?

Speaker 3 And she just beams back at me and says, yeah, that's that's all we need. And the two other blue men follow suit.
Yeah, I'm exactly what, yeah, what he said.

Speaker 3 And we dig in, and it's all good. I'm feeding her, she's feeding me.
We're all cross-feeding each other. There's a big flirt fest, and the piece just crescendos and explodes in this huge celebration.

Speaker 3 And the audience bursts into this enormous applause for her, really, because

Speaker 3 she was beautiful, she was amazing, and she was the catalyst for this whole thing to happen. And she brought that element back that I had completely forgotten about.

Speaker 3 She brought this innocence, this childlike innocence, that ability to remain present and be honest and fearless and not try to manufacture anything

Speaker 3 again.

Speaker 3 And we send her back into the audience. And they've completely changed.
And the space has completely changed. Tiny Astor Place Theater has become as large and as opulent as the Bolshoy.

Speaker 3 And we go back behind our PVC pipe instruments to play our first piece of music, and each tone that we're paddling out is just echoing into the darkness, like launching a flare into a cavernous cave.

Speaker 3 Foom,

Speaker 3 pop,

Speaker 3 foom,

Speaker 3 pop,

Speaker 3 foom, foom.

Speaker 3 Pop, pop.

Speaker 2 And I just start to cry.

Speaker 3 And I look over at the other two guys, and they are crying because we were just raw and

Speaker 3 exhausted, but even more so, we were exhilarated that we made it through this experience together.

Speaker 3 And afterwards, I went up and met up with her in the lobby, and I thanked her for being such an amazing participant in the show and for making it such an incredible experience for everyone involved, and for making the show for me alive again.

Speaker 3 Thank you.

Speaker 2 That was John Grady. John has performed on The Moth Mainstate, and his stories have aired on The Moth Radio Hour, on CBC Radio's DNTO, and KCRW's The Business.

Speaker 2 His multiple award-winning solo show, Fear Factor, Canine Edition, has played to sold-out audiences across the U.S. and Canada.

Speaker 2 To see some fun blue man antics from that very blue night when John Grady told his story, just go to the extras page for this episode on themoth.org.

Speaker 2 We've linked a clip where the blue men speak to the host of the night, and I hope you're hearing the quotes around the word speak. That's it for this short and sweet bonus episode.

Speaker 2 From all of us here at The Moth, we are wishing the Blue Men well.

Speaker 2 If you'd like to pitch us your own story, whether it's blue, red, or whatever color you'd like, Remember you can always do that directly on themoth.org. We hope to hear from you.

Speaker 2 And thanks for listening.

Speaker 2 Mark Sullinger is the podcast producer of The Moth, the co-creator of the audio drama Archive81, and the science fiction concept album Generation Crossing.

Speaker 2 He's a lover of museums, baking bread, and he's also someone who feels very strange reading his own bio. John Grady's story was directed by Catherine Burns.

Speaker 2 This episode of The Moth Podcast was produced by Sarah Austin Janess, Sarah Jane Johnson, and me, Mark Sollinger.

Speaker 2 The rest of the Moth leadership team includes Sarah Haberman, Christina Norman, Jennifer Hickson, Kate Tellers, Marina Cluche, Suzanne Rust, Leanne Gulley, and Patricia Oreña.

Speaker 2 The Moth podcast is presented by Odyssey. Special thanks to their executive producer, Leah Rhys-Dennis.
All Moth stories are true, as remembered, by their storytellers.

Speaker 2 For more about our podcast, information on pitching your own story, and everything else, go to our website, themoth.org.

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