Prove To Yourself That You Are Worthy of Love With These Simple Strategies!

1h 25m
Relationship coach Jillian Turecki reveals the nine hard truths about love and why most people sabotage relationships before they begin, sharing her own experience with abuse and how to stop choosing broken people to fix. Learn the three relationship killers, signs of true investment, and why love alone never sustains partnerships in this transformative conversation about building authentic connections.

Listen and follow along

Transcript

Hey, my friend, welcome back to another episode of the School of Greatness.

I'm excited for this episode because so many people struggle around relationships.

I have been one of those individuals.

For most of my life, I struggled.

And I think I was in five or six kind of long-term relationships from, you know, my late teens to my late 30s.

So for 20 years, I was in multiple long-term relationships.

And I just, man, I struggled.

And I thought I figured it out after every breakup what to do and that it wasn't my fault and it was someone else's problem.

And man, was I wrong?

And it took me a lot of sadness, a lot of suffering, a lot of pain, a lot of harsh lessons through all these different relationships on what I needed to start shifting to attract.

harmonious love, to attract someone who was the right match for me, and really to become the person who was the right match for myself.

So it was not even actually about finding someone else who was right for me first.

It was really about me becoming the person I needed to be in order to create healthy boundaries, in order to speak my truth, and in order to feel safe.

And then from that space, I feel like I really attracted an incredible person who understood me, who accepted me.

and who saw me.

But I wasn't even seeing myself in all my deficiencies until I started to do a lot of the work.

And today I'm sitting down with a powerful relationship coach and author, Jillian Turecki, for a conversation about love, relationships, and personal growth.

And she's got a new book out called It Begins With You.

And in this episode, we dive deep into the incredible takeaways from her book, as well as her life experiences, because Jillian brings unique insights from both her professional expertise and personal journey, which is something that I love.

including her experience with divorce and healing her relationship with her father that caused her a lot of pain in intimate relationships with men.

We dive deep into the difference between lust and love and why you can't convince someone to love you and how to develop the self-awareness needed for healthy relationships.

This was something I wish I had 20 years ago because it would have saved me a lot of pain and a lot of stress.

But we all learn lessons exactly when we need to learn them.

So unfortunately, I didn't have this podcast 20 years ago or this content wasn't out there for me.

So if you're here and you're going through a breakup or you just went through a breakup, or you struggled in relationships, then I want you to know you are in the exact place you need to be.

This is a synchronicity, and a sign, and a signal from the universe that you are in the right place.

And I want you to get out of bed and paper and take some notes.

She's also going to talk about the critical importance of speaking your truth in relationships, even when it feels uncomfortable and risky.

And man, do I wish I had this power

for two decades?

I was not able to speak my truth, and it was a massive cause of a lot of breakdowns then she's going to talk about the essential truths that can transform how we approach love and connection so if you've ever struggled in relationships and you want to build stronger ones this year and beyond this episode will give you the tools and the wisdom to create lasting change.

And I am so excited for you to dive in.

If this is your first time here, please click the follow button on Apple Podcast right now or Spotify and leave us a review.

When you follow and you leave a review, it really helps us to spread these messages for free to more people in the world who might be struggling or want personal growth.

So click the follow button, leave a review, and just go ahead and copy and paste the link to this episode and share it with one or two friends.

Send it in a WhatsApp group chat, post it on social media, share it with a friend of yours that you want to see continue to thrive in their relationships now and in the future.

If there's someone you care about deeply, send this to them.

And I'm excited to dive into this episode.

But also, big announcement: if you haven't heard yet, my new book, Make Money Easy, Create Financial Freedom and Live a Richer Life, is coming out very soon.

I'd love for you to order it, pre-order right now.

The link will be in the description below on Apple, Spotify, or wherever you're listening to this.

Just click on that link.

It'll take you right to Amazon.

Would love for you to get a copy of my book because one of the biggest problems that people have in relationships is around money.

So if you want to create a harmonious relationship with money and have better, healthier conversations with money with the people you're with, friends, family, and intimate partners, this book will give you the tools and the teaching you need to feel financially free and harmonious in your relationship with money.

Make sure to check it out.

It's called Make Money Easy, Create Financial Freedom, and Live a Richer Life.

Without further ado, let's dive into this episode right now.

Hi, we're all modern.

We have the best of modern furniture and decor.

Plus, our fast and free shipping lets you upgrade your space for fall with ease.

Shop now at allmodern.com.

That's modern made simple.

Golddealer.com provides one of the nation's largest inventories of gold, silver, platinum, palladium, and rhodium bullion, and our website offers live buy and sell prices.

We specialize in precious metal IRA accounts, charge no setup or shipping fees, and provide one of the best storage programs in the business.

GoldDealer.com also provides a free audio quote line that is updated twice each day and a gold newsletter that is published every week.

Did you know Tide has been upgraded to provide an even better clean and cold water?

Tide is specifically designed to fight any stain you throw at it, even in cold.

Butter?

Yep.

Chocolate ice cream?

Sure thing.

Barbecue sauce?

Tide's got you covered.

You don't need to use warm water.

Additionally, Tide pods let you confidently fight tough stains with new coldzyme technology.

Just remember, if it's got to be clean, it's got to be tide.

Welcome back, everyone at the School of Greatness.

Very excited about our guests.

We have the inspiring Gillian Tareki in the house.

So good to have you back and congrats on the new book.

It begins with you, the nine hard truths about love that will change your life.

You've got an amazing podcast as well.

This book is coming out very soon.

And you have been on just a tear over the last couple of years of helping people figure out about relationships and love.

And it seems like the world is struggling more than ever to find harmony between people.

There's a lot of divisiveness in the world in general.

But two people coming together, it just seems like it's really challenging to find peace within love.

Yes.

And I'm curious, I saw something that you talked about recently about why it's really hard to create a relationship with someone who's not invested in you.

And I'm curious, what are the signs that you can tell whether someone is invested in you or not?

And why can you not build a relationship with someone who's not showing you these signs of investment?

Okay, so when someone is invested in you, like if you're starting to see someone, they actually are interested in you as a person.

They want to know your story.

They want to know the things that make you happy.

They want to know the things that make you sad.

And they are carving out space in their life for you

versus someone who's always busy,

not really interested in getting to know you on a deeper level, not really wanting to know your story, not wanting to, not making time to spend time with you.

You know, time is such a precious, precious, precious resource for all of us.

And most of the time, you know, like if we're not making time for someone, we're not that interested.

You know, I guess sometimes it's that they, you know, someone really is busy, but anything that you really want,

anything that you really want to know, anything that you really want to acquire, anything that you want to

build something with, you're going to make the time.

So it's investing time, it's investing energy, and someone really wanting to know you.

They're asking questions.

They want to know about your childhood.

They want to know about your hobbies.

They want, it's not just, oh, let me vet you to see if you're the right person for me.

It's like, I'm actually very interested in you.

And

that's, I mean, that's attraction.

And when we're attracted to someone, we want to do that.

And then when we start to develop an emotional bond with someone, we want to know even more.

And

there are some people who are just

not investing at the level that you are.

You know, they're not putting in.

So another part of this is, so I was speaking a little bit more to like the beginning stages.

But then when things get,

it's like, okay, you're in a relationship you're quote unquote in a relationship.

You're not taking the time to

work on what needs to be worked on inside of yourself and in the relationship to make the relationship wonderful.

And because it really, a relationship is something that is built and it's, it's only as healthy as the two people are behaving in it.

So you can't, I think that one of the biggest

myths out there is, well, a relationship should just be easy.

And I think that it's, it's, well, there's a fine line.

You have to know where, where you draw the line when something is just too hard.

Yes.

But easy?

First of all, if relationships were just easy, we would be really bored.

We need a little friction.

We need friction to grow.

We need friction to learn more about ourselves and to learn more about the other person.

And so there are people who don't understand

lots of people, many, many people, because we're not really taught this unless we're modeled this by our parents, that

your relationship is really dependent on what you put into it.

It really is.

And so if someone is not investing,

they're not putting in the work to make it great, like they're not going out of their way to be a great partner.

They're not going out of their way to meet your needs.

They're not going out of their way to communicate what their needs are.

And, you know, maybe that person just thinks, well, I can be in the relationship and just coast.

And that's very frustrating for someone whose

understanding of relationship is, no, we got to put the work in.

And so you have one person who thinks a relationship should be easy, another person whose belief system includes, no, a relationship is what we make of it.

And then you got a recipe for a clash, you know?

And so you can't build it with someone like that.

You mentioned something that, you know,

and a lot of people put their best foot forward in the beginning stages of dating, but then they'll start behaving differently, you know, two years after the honeymoon phase or something.

And you said something about

having, you know, a relationship is only as strong as two healthy people in it or how healthy the individuals are in it.

Is that correct?

How healthy they're behaving in it.

Yeah, absolutely.

Why do people start behaving poorly after they're in a relationship?

Let's see.

Let's take the whole hour, you know, right?

Well, so.

And why do people stay in the relationship once their partner starts consistently behaving poorly?

Oh, wow.

We got these are two big subjects.

Okay.

So here's a reality to life and love.

When we start seeing someone and we're attracted to them, and they're attracted to us and we're excited about them.

We want to seduce them.

And this isn't necessary, sure, there are the people out there who are manipulative and they're going to do all these games and they're wearing a thick mask.

And then when the mask comes off, they're a real son of a

and they're really, really mean.

Those people exist and they're incredibly toxic.

But let's just talk about all the rest of us, right?

So

we put our best foot forward because

we're trying to, we're marketing.

We're in sales and marketing.

It's like, how can i present myself to be the best person i can be and a lot of times unless it's someone very manipulative a lot of times the person who we are in the beginning is actually who we are when we are unburdened by

stress monotony you know negative moods like sometimes it really is like our highest self in the beginning and sometimes it's just like okay maybe you're not being as authentic as you need to be.

So we do that in the beginning because we want to, it's, it's marketing and sales, and we're trying to seduce.

We want to close the deal.

We want to close the deal.

And everyone is doing it whether they're conscious of it or not.

It's not that there's no place for that, because it's, that's going to happen because oftentimes, because we're attracted to someone, we're also really excited, right?

And we're happy.

But it's also important to have really important conversations of,

hey,

this is something that I struggle with.

Whether it be like, you know, I get really anxious sometimes or

sometimes, and I'm working on it, but sometimes I can get depressed.

And this is what's going on when I am depressed.

This is the support system that I have.

But I want you to know that this is something that.

sometimes rears its head.

Like the more real we can be with people in the beginning, the better.

So I think I answered the first question, didn't I?

Yeah.

But what happens is that, well, let me go a little further, the masks come off and then we get comfortable.

And it's almost like our partner becomes like a family member.

And we think, oh, they'll love me anyway.

I mean, here's the thing.

It's a paradox.

On the one hand, you want your partner to see you at your worst and still love you.

And you want to see them at their worst and be like, you know what?

If this is your worst, I love you.

On the other hand,

there is great value in continuing to be polite

and to be kind and to really do your best to put your best foot forward every day for yourself and for your partner.

But it's an unrealist expectation that you're always going to be that because we're human beings and we're complicated and we have negative emotions and sadness and anger.

These are all part of life.

But where are you living emotionally?

That's really what's important.

What are you bringing consistently to the table?

It's the consistency.

Why do people stay in relationships if they're not being treated well?

Is that

what you asked?

Yeah.

So, you know, if a behavior is good in the beginning of a relationship, hopefully,

and you get into it.

because the person is kind and caring and thoughtful and curious and investing time and all these signs that you talked about, but then whatever, six months, six years later, their behaviors start to change.

And they're not living up to that standard from the beginning.

Why do people stay when a standard drops significantly in relationships?

Let's talk about six months in.

Sometimes these red flags, and I put that in quotation marks, do only come up about six months in.

And it's very difficult because six months in, if you really like someone, the attachment is there.

You're already entangled.

Yeah, and it's hard to disconnect.

It's really hard to disconnect.

And people,

it can be very disorienting.

We get, and then we have, you know, even three months of bliss, three to six months of bliss.

We, we now are

part, we're living out a dream.

We're living out a fantasy of what this could be.

And how amazing it's been.

And amazing it's been.

And now I don't have to go out into the dating world.

And now I can actually build this.

And so it's devastating in its own way, in its own right, when six months in all of a sudden this person is really nothing like who you thought they were you know devastating it's actually devastating but you got to be really strong

and if it's

it's one thing if it's like oh

they're in a bad mood maybe they're a little bit cranky or maybe you notice something that's a little red flaggy then you sit down with them you don't just say i'm out you sit down with them and say this is something that concerned me can we talk about it and then it's it's in that conversation or their willingness to have that conversation that really you're getting to see if

they are someone who you can build with and you are someone who is ready to build because it's all in that conversation because there's going to be things that are going to come up because one of the biggest mistakes that people make that

I think everyone, if they're honest with themselves, have been guilty of this is

Many of us on an unconscious level have a blueprint of the kind of relationship we want and the the blueprint of the kind of partner we want.

And so we meet someone, they're amazing, we're attracted to them, and we unconsciously project our ideal,

the ideal of what we think a partner should be onto this person.

And we put them up on a pedestal.

And

then, and this is a little, this is, I'm deviating a little bit why we stay in relationships where we're mistreated.

I want to get back to that.

But this is, then we get to know each other and things get real.

And we think,

and again, not an unconscious, it's usually an unconscious thought.

We think, this person is not as perfect as I thought they were.

What happens to the person who's on the pedestal?

Whenever you're on a pedestal, you are inevitably going to become the fallen hero because you're going to fall off the pedestal.

And then things start to get real and they start to nitpick.

And you're not living up to my expectations.

And a lot of people break up at that moment.

Why?

All because they had unrealistic expectations about love and about people and about partnership.

And that's something that they have to resolve within themselves.

Because

the transition from the honeymoon phase to the more committed stage of the relationship, things get really real.

And when things get really real, that's when you have to.

That's when the mirror is in front of you and you're seeing, oh, all those things that I was working on.

Why is this coming up now, right?

It's like, okay, this stuff is coming up right now now because you're still human and there's still things coming up and you're going to see it in them.

The beauty is, can you talk about it?

And the beauty is also how judgmental are you?

Because there's people, there are some people who are just, their expectations are too high and they're too, they have no tolerance for imperfection.

And they're not perfect.

No one is.

They have the expectation for someone else to live up to, but they're not living up to half that standard.

Exactly.

Because they have, again, this unconscious blueprint of someone is supposed to be perfect and bring and make up for the imperfection that lives inside of me.

Yeah.

Man.

Without calling me out on my imperfections.

And the thing is, you think, oh, that's a toxic person.

No, this lives inside of us, all of us at some point in our lives.

Because we've been conditioned by this idea of romanticism and the perfect person.

And I'm going to meet this person who's going to make up for all, you know,

they're going to love me exactly for who I am, and they're going to come in and they're going to heal me.

Again, we know, most people know intellectually that that's not how it goes, but we do.

We think this, we romanticize as the one.

We all long for someone who's going to love us almost in the way that a parent has loved us, and then our flaws are going to be irrelevant and they're going to be flawless.

So, getting back to why do we, why do people stay in relationships where they're mistreated?

Well, I mean,

self-worth,

not feeling like they deserve more, more

naivete, not understanding that that's actually not how

you're supposed to be treated.

You're supposed to be treated with kindness and respect always.

Sure, you might have arguments and it gets a little bit heated, but there should always be a baseline of kindness and respect and politeness, honestly.

So, yeah.

But people stay because also they saw maybe their parents in something unhealthy.

They don't think that they don't see their worth enough to be treated well.

And they keep seeing in the person the potential of who they were.

You know, this person was so amazing and now they're not.

And so they're so attached to that.

And then they think, you know, real low self-esteem will have a person asking themselves, what did I do to bring this out in this person?

Blaming themselves.

Blaming themselves.

Interesting.

Yeah.

When were you the lowest self-worth in a relationship in your past?

Oh,

many, many years ago, many years ago, over 20 years ago, I was in a relationship with someone who was very abusive.

I've never been in a relationship that has been abusive since.

I mean, definitely I've been in relationships, I've been in beautiful relationships, and I've been in relationships where maybe, where definitely I was not treated at the level that I want to be treated, but that we have to differentiate that from straight up abuse.

Not every time you're not, you know, maybe you want to be treated better.

That's not the same thing as abuse.

So, my lowest self-worth was when I was in that relationship.

How long were you in that

of that abuse happening?

Yeah, the first three months, or the first couple of months, were great.

And I was very naive.

It was just, and I, it was all attraction and lust.

There was nothing, I wasn't, my radar was not up for character.

My radar, like, even I remember asking my friend who knew him,

what do you think?

She was like,

I think that he might be really complicated with women.

And I was going to answer.

Challenge, acceptance.

You're like, I love it.

I'm going to solve this.

I'm going to solve this.

I'm going to be different.

It's going to be different with me.

Like, yeah.

Why do women?

Why do some women

love to take on a challenge with a man that they're starting to date when they see a man that maybe has some charm or has some good qualities, qualities, but also has a lot of complexities.

Yes.

A lot of brokenness, a lot of

poor behaviors, a lot of wounds.

Why do some women say, I'm excited to take on this challenge and fix him or solve this problem and be the one to essentially rescue him?

Why do some women take that on?

I think it's more I'm going to be the one who inspires him to change.

And so therefore...

You can't change anyone, though.

No, of course not.

But why do some women do that?

Because

it's depicted in films.

I mean,

how many movies are there out there where there's like the bad boy and he changes?

He softens.

But is that movie?

He becomes a better man.

Or is that something like chemically inside of us?

Well, it's also...

What if you didn't watch any movies ever growing up and you never saw that?

Would you still have that?

I believe most of us

is.

There's a lot of conditioning that is happening.

There's also childhood, you know, maybe for that woman, that father was very emotionally unavailable.

And so she's able to then be with someone who's never going to be able to meet her needs.

It also depends on who the broken man is.

If the broken man is

very masculine seeming,

He's not truly so there's a there's a misconception

a false masculinity.

So maybe he's big and muscular.

Maybe he's tough.

He's got tattoos maybe he's well maybe he's just the guy who she thinks that if anyone's gonna mess with me he's going to protect me

and so she's drawn to that but what she does not realize yet is that someone who's broken and disconnected from themselves is absolutely nowhere close to who he is as a man

And it will never actually protect her.

In fact, he will take from her rather than give to her.

He'll give false sense of protection in the outside world, but intimately he'll take from her.

Yeah, he'll take her.

He won't be safe.

The broken, anyone who's broken is anyone who's broken, regardless of gender, how you identify it,

you're not safe.

You have to,

you gotta heal some stuff within you.

You don't have to be perfect.

But yeah, so the broken man, I mean, it's like that phenomena of women who fall in love with

men in jail who've committed horrific crimes.

There's an amazing book, and

I'm embarrassed that the author is escaping me, but I will name the title and it's The Women Who Love Too Much.

They get into these relationships with men who are deeply, deeply, deeply traumatized, men who are

essentially

everything exists on a spectrum, right?

So getting into a relationship and thinking, I will be the inspiration of his,

for his change, I will fix him, that man could be just like maybe a little bit messed up.

And then there's women who get into relationships and they are just like, I'm going to be a rehabilitation center.

But men do that too, you know.

Of course, yeah.

Men do that too.

But what is that within a woman who wants to rehabilitate a man and get into a relationship with a broken man?

What is that?

If you're trying to stay on top of your routine, whether that's workouts, skincare, sleep, or just making it through a busy day, hydration is where it all starts.

The right electrolyte powder can help make all the difference, like Dripdrop.

Dripdrop is a doctor-developed, proven fast hydration that uses a precise ratio of sodium electrites and glucose for rapid fluid absorption.

Dripdrop delivers three times the electrolytes and half the sugar versus the leading sports drink.

It's a breakthrough hydration formula that's backed by science, which is why it's trusted by firefighters, medical professionals, and over 90% of top pro and college sports teams.

Plus, there are so many fun flavors to choose from.

16 original formula flavors plus eight zero sugar options as well.

Personally, I'm a big fan of the lemon flavor and the orange.

It's so good.

And right now, Drip Drop is offering podcast listeners 20% off your first order.

Go to dripdrop.com and use promo code GREATNESS.

That's dripdrop.com.

Promo code GREATNES for 20% off.

Stock up now before the heat hits hard.

Dripdrop.com and use promo code GREATNESSNOW.

Sometimes it feels like staying healthy is a full-time job.

Getting enough exercise, relaxation, water, and nutrients nutrients every day, plus balancing all of life's other responsibilities is a constant challenge.

That's why Nature's Bounty has been a total game changer for me.

It's the life hack we've all been needing.

Nature's Bounty has a bounty of solutions to supplement your health and wellness.

Their new Superfoods Plus energy packs, nutrients from a blend of 23 fruits and veggies into just one capsule a day.

Plus, it has B vitamins from organic quinoa that helps promote cellular energy.

And since I started supplementing my day with nature's bounty, superfoods plus energy, I've noticed how easy it is to optimize your energy and get the nutrients your body needs, all in one simple capsule.

It's a straightforward way to support your daily routine and free up time for what matters most to you.

And if you're looking to relax your mood, their anxiety and stress relief tablets feature clinically studied ashwagandha KSM66 designed to support occasional stress and anxiety.

Nature's Bounty, it's in your nature.

Learn more at naturesbounty.com.

These statements have not been evaluated by the Food and Drug Administration.

These products are not intended to diagnose, treat, cure, or prevent any disease.

Why drop a fortune on basics when you don't have to?

Quince has the good stuff.

High-quality fabrics, classic fits, and lightweight layers for warm weather, all at prices that make sense.

Closet staples like cozy cashmere and cotton sweaters from just $50 and comfortable lightweight pants that somehow work for both weekend hangs and dressed-up dinners.

The best part, everything with Quince is half the cost of similar brands.

By working directly with top artisans and cutting out the middlemen, Quince gives you luxury pieces without the markup.

And it goes beyond their clothes.

Quince also has incredible home and bedding options.

Martha and I have the European Linen Duvet cover set from Quince.

And let me tell you, this duvet set is so soft and high quality, we highly recommend it.

Keep it classic and cool with long-lasting staples from Quince.

Go to quince.com/slash Lewis for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns.

That's q-u-in-ce-e.com/slash l-e-w-i-s to get free shipping and 365-day returns.

Quince.com slash Lewis.

That.

Well, it starts with, it usually starts with childhood.

Maybe their father was an addict.

Maybe they saw their mom doing that.

Maybe they don't see their worth.

And so they figure out a way to be needed in a man's life.

This man will need me.

Yes, and so he'll never leave me.

Instead of we really want to enter relationships wanting to be loved, but

some of us get into relationships thinking we're not,

we don't have enough value to be loved, but if they need me, then I will never be left.

And so if she gets in and she's fixing him, then he'll form a dependency on her and then

he will never leave.

This is, and this sounds crazy, but in many ways, this plays out.

It's very subtle.

So I'm very committed to helping people.

You don't, you don't want a project, you want a partner, and you have to get in touch with your net, because there's lots of men who want to rescue the broken bird.

You know, a lot of men who want to be the hero

because he doesn't see his worth.

But he's like, if I can rescue this person,

then she or he will form a dependency on me.

The challenges with that.

There's so many challenges with that.

I mean, I speak from my own experience.

The challenge with that, what I've experienced in the past,

is that

it has never worked where, you know, a person I've been with, when I've tried to pour into them as much as I can, they've never been able to kind of overcome their level of self-worth or whatever it might be.

Yes.

And so you're always going to be let down to thinking, oh, I can help this person grow.

You might see a little little bump, but the more you pull her in, they have to want it so bad.

They have to want to improve and heal and change and transform personally.

If you're pouring into them and they barely do a little bit, but then they go back and they stay back, you're going to be exhausted.

You're going to be emotionally exhausted.

And then you're going to be resentful, which is what I've experienced.

It's like,

I'm pouring in this person.

They don't want it.

half of the I'm half the problem.

You know, I'm the one who's choosing this.

You might be the bigger problem.

Exactly.

As opposed to choosing someone who's a partner, not a project, right?

Yes.

It's a big difference having a partner in your life

where it's high engagement, low attachment.

You go into it highly engaged and investing all those things you said at the beginning, like invested, curious, caring, thoughtful,

all those different things and being your best self.

and pouring into someone, investing them, but being very low attachment to if this is going to work out.

Like you want it to, but if their behaviors are all wrong, if our values are all off, if it's

certain things are completely off, you can't be high attachment to how it's supposed to turn out, which is the hardest thing when you're investing in someone.

Very, very hard.

We have so many expectations.

So what you're describing is what so many people do, which is,

I will change this person.

You cannot change a person.

You have some options.

You either completely accept them as they are

and realize and maybe realize that

you yourself are not as evolved as you think you are.

And you accept that maybe they are growing, but they're growing at a different pace.

Yeah.

And they're not growing the way you want them to grow, right?

You got to accept it.

Yes.

Or don't be with them.

Or just don't be with them.

It really, it's very important.

If you can't.

It's very important that we grow, but at the same time, we're also always changing.

So there's also another conundrum that people face in long-term relationships is,

oh my God, you're different.

Oh my God, you changed.

That can make someone feel really out of control and feel like, oh my God, are you not going to love me anymore?

Are you the same person?

There's

the,

you mentioned the word attachment.

As human beings, we get attached.

And we get attached to outcomes and we have expectations.

And the road to less suffering is to have very little expectations and very little attachment to the outcome and to really live and let live but that's very difficult for us humans you know and so going back to you know maybe i'm half the problem no if you're getting it if you're in a relationship and you are so fixated on your partner being someone who they are not, you are the problem, not them.

Because they can just get into a relationship with someone who's not fixated on changing them and they will have a better relationship.

Right.

It's true.

If someone has a low self-worth, we're mentioning like the cases of women who love too much.

If there's a woman, extreme case that finds a broken man in prison, you know, or sees like, oh, a case of this man who like murdered people or whatever they did.

and then starts writing them love letters and then starts visiting them and then starts getting in a relationship, which has happened many times,

and starts a relationship with a man in prison at their lowest most wounded place essentially right if you could guess on a scale of one to ten of a self-worth scale

10 being those women who make those decisions have high level of self-worth 10 or one low level of self-worth where would most of those women be in that scale range of choosing to be in it with a man who is the most broken man essentially they can find and let's let's add something to that which is and let's even remove remove the prison part.

Sure, anything in life.

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, let's just say because of his quote unquote brokenness,

he could never, ever love her the way that she needs to be loved.

He cannot meet any of her needs.

He's selfish.

He's self-involved.

He's unable to be there for her, to support her, to make her feel safe, to make her feel loved.

Pretty dull.

Yeah.

And I think it's,

she does not see that she's actually worth being given to.

She doesn't understand that love is a two-way street.

She

is so

in the hamster wheel of trying to be enough for the other person.

And she's trying to be enough for someone who's actually not even on her level in many ways.

So it's pretty, it's pretty low.

There's a spectrum.

It depends like, you know, is he, how bad is he, you know, what, but, but it's, it's, it's pretty low.

I mean, because here's the thing.

She doesn't, it's, it's also a self-respect thing.

It's also seeing, it's a self-acceptance thing.

And when someone is with someone who is so broken that they are just not treating them well, not meeting their needs, what's happening in the low self-worth is that she is feeling a disconnect from herself.

100%.

She's so divorced from herself and her own needs.

She's so divorced from her body.

So she's divorced from

the signs that her body is giving her that everything is all wrong.

And she lives inside her head.

This is, and we're saying she, but this could be really anyone.

She lives inside her head.

And all she's fixated on is being enough for this other person or being, or

making sure that this person never leaves them.

That's pretty low.

Again, there's a spectrum to this, but it's pretty low.

Something that's coming up for me right now as we're talking about this is even just reflecting on my own life, is that

I believe our self-worth is connected to

our sense of wholeness and our healing journey.

Yeah.

Because I can.

I can reflect back and see my level of self-worth, even though I had a false sense of confidence in a lot of areas, but my true inner self-worth was a lot lower than I projected.

Yes.

And my behaviors matched my lower sense of self-worth when there was a trigger and I didn't know how to emotionally regulate my nervous system.

And as I've learned how to create more wholeness internally, my level of self-worth has continued to increase and my level of detachment, like being fully engaged in something I'm committed to or value.

but being less attached to the outcome has been able to expand.

That range has been able to expand more yes and it goes back to what you said earlier it's like you know two healthy people coming together or two people working on increasing their level of inner health yeah I want yes because there's so much here that I want to that I want to touch on but again to recap that yeah I believe that like when we feel more whole

our sense of self-worth will increase and we feel more whole when we start to heal.

Yes, and we're going to go into a deep dive into that.

But first, I want to say something.

This idea that like you have to be two fully whole healed people to come together to form a healthy relationship is not true.

And it's actually, we cannot, we can't continue to spread that.

You want to be healing.

Healing.

You want to be a work in progress.

You want to be self-aware.

You want to be working on your stuff.

And you want to do that with someone who wants to do that with you too.

But most people are not committed to the healing journey.

They might say, No, they're not.

I'm committed to the healing journey.

And they're not, absolutely.

So your actions, like where in your calendar are you putting in time to heal?

Oh, absolutely.

Show me the actions, whether it's a, it doesn't have to be therapy, but like, what are the actions you're committed to on a consistent basis?

And what are the results you're gaining?

Are you able to reflect on that journey?

Yeah.

And sometimes what that is, is literally like,

what am I doing in the relationship

to

communicate more?

Yes, and that takes courage.

Yeah, it takes so much courage.

It's not just what am I doing in the therapy office.

What am I doing when I'm sitting on the couch with my loved one, with my partner, and,

you know, they're having a hard day and I don't really feel like listening to it.

I'm tired.

I'm not in the mood.

Am I going to kind of lose presence and not pay attention when they're having a hard day because I'm not in the mood?

Or am I going to take a deep breath and show up for my partner, even though I'm not in the mood?

That's healing.

Because in those moments, you're overcoming and you're breaking patterns that you did in the past that did not help your relationship.

And you are being a better person.

inside of the relationship.

That's healing.

And you learn and you actually gain a stronger sense of self when you do things that are good for you and good for your relationship.

When you do things that challenge you,

rather than, you know, it's like

the road less traveled, the easy route, you're never going to build your sense of wholeness and your self-esteem.

You have to do things that challenge you.

It's one of the things I talk about in the book.

It's like that, you have to do some things that challenge you.

And so it's in those seemingly very insignificant moments in a relationship where you're like, oh, I can go this way, which is just like

what I've always done, or I can go this way even though I'm not in the mood.

I'm going to make the choice to go this way.

And you feel better about yourself because you've transcended something in yourself.

And then that's healing, that healing is happening there.

So this idea that some people definitely need a timeout and they need to do work on themselves.

I know you did that.

I mean, lots of people have to do that.

I've done that.

Plenty of people have said, you are not ready to be in a relationship.

You are not ready.

But other people, it's like, okay, you're ready enough.

And the rest, you're going to have to do when you're with the person because you learn, because

we, how can we build our sense of self-esteem and self-worth and self-acceptance if we're not bouncing off the reflection of other people and how they see us?

We know we don't exist in a vacuum.

So people often ask me, well, how do you know you're ready?

How do you know you've healed enough?

How do you know you're ready for a relationship?

Well, I mean, there's a lot of, when you, well, number one, when you realize that there is no the one,

you choose who the one will be.

And you're going to have to make that choice many times throughout your relationship.

Because if you're thinking 10, 20, 30, the rest of your life with someone,

You could love them and you can have a great relationship, but you think there's not going to be days where you actually have to choose love?

Of course.

You're ready for a relationship when you realize there is just no one who's perfect and you are going to have to decide.

You have to know what is tolerable versus what is intolerable because there's going to be, you have to have a lot of tolerance because we are complex.

We can be highly annoying.

We can be highly weird.

We've got our stuff.

We've got neuroses.

We've got our stuff.

What are your deal breakers?

What's absolutely intolerable?

And can you tolerate the rest?

The people who have really the most

impressive, beautiful, long-lasting relationships, they are not judgmental.

They're not tolerating garbage from the other person.

Disrespect.

No, no, no, no.

But they're just not judgmental of all the other stuff.

But most people are judgmental in general.

So how do you become less judgmental as a human being?

Not everyone is.

I mean, well, you start with being less judgmental of yourself.

The people who are hardest on themselves tend to be the hardest on others.

And then, yeah, so so you have to check it.

You have to have a lot of tolerance.

You have to keep,

it all begins with self-awareness, your awareness of yourself.

Like, oh, am I doing that thing again?

But yes, as you heal, do you feel more whole?

Absolutely.

Do we ever feel 100% whole?

I don't know.

I think that there's, we have so many different parts to ourselves.

The goal is to be less fragmented, but I don't know if we're ever going to be 100% healed.

But yes, as we heal, we feel more centered.

Another word for that is more integrated, more whole, all of that.

And

we want to,

everyone is kind of drawn to a similar level of consciousness.

So if you really are more integrated, you know, you've got your stuff and you've got your wounds, but you're generally you're more integrated person, like you're connected to your heart because most people live inside their heads.

And it's really quite rare these days to find someone who lives more inside their hearts and is truly emotionally available.

I think we have a little bit of an epidemic of people in here and emotionally unavailable.

And I'm seeing that a lot in people who are dating.

It's like, no one's emotionally available.

It's like, yeah, we're really struggling.

What's a sign of someone being not emotionally available?

There are some people, this is taking it full circle to your first question about investment.

There are some people who are going to be emotionally unavailable to you because they're actually not that into you.

They might be attracted to you.

They may want to have sex with you.

They might think that you're like, you know, cute, lovely, fun, convenient.

But they're not emotionally available to you because they don't feel emotionally bonded to you.

So they're actually not that interested.

Then there are people who have real psychological and emotional barriers to closeness and to openness.

They live in here.

They're psychoanalyzing everything.

They have a lot of walls up.

Maybe they were.

have a lot of relationship trauma.

They were hurt in the past.

So the walls are up and you know, they want to be discerning, but really they're just, no one can really get through to them

you know some people they they grew up in a home where they didn't talk a lot about emotions and so that's very difficult for them but there's a difference between someone who's really present with your emotions and maybe is difficulty emoting themselves but they're trying like you give them that feedback and they're trying that's very different than someone who's just not emotionally reachable and you just you can never go deep with them and every time you want like you know you're with someone who's either not into or emotionally unavailable when

you're seeing them for a few weeks and you're like okay I want to take this a little bit deeper I want to talk about deeper stuff I want to share I want to be vulnerable they're not vulnerable they're not willing to be vulnerable with you and they're not particularly receptive to your vulnerability what would you say are three tools then that

all relationships should be investing and developing in order to have more success in their relationship.

What relationship should be investing in or the people in it?

The people in it, what tools should the people in it be investing in to set up their relationship for more success?

Okay, that's a great question.

Success meaning peace, harmony, joy, fulfillment, adventure, all the things that they want in the relationship.

That's a great question.

Three tools that each individual should be investing in to have more success.

Learning how to communicate better.

So that might mean just buying some books on communication.

But you got to practice it.

You got to practice it and practice it.

Every tool needs to be put to use.

So none of these things are going to, you know, so you have to practice, you have to learn the communication skills and put them into practice.

And what is better communication in your mind?

Better listening starts always with being a better listener.

Talking less, listening more.

Always.

Number two, understanding that we don't just communicate with our words.

We communicate with our body language.

We communicate non-verbally all the time.

So being attuned to really paying attention to what's going on with your partner, even when they're not directly telling you.

I'd put that in number one still.

Oh, you put that in number one.

Communication in all forms.

In all forms.

What you're saying, what you're not saying.

Yeah, all that.

Energy, all that.

Yeah, yeah.

You know, you want to be a great partner.

Master your partner.

You want to be a great person in a relationship?

Master your partner.

Know their emotional highs and lows.

Know their triggers.

Know if they're menstruating.

Know when, you know, that time of the month is and what that means to them emotionally know become a master of your partner and to people who are doing that and what that means is you are so

a master not a master over them but you are they are um

like they are a piece of art that you have really that you understand like the back of your hand.

You dissected it.

Yeah, you paid attention.

So you're so attuned to your partner that when they're not, when they're sad, sad, you know it.

When they're happy, you know it.

When they're communicating to you nonverbally, like, hey, everything okay here?

Like, you know them.

You know what they love.

You know what they hate.

You know what makes them happy.

You know what makes them miserable.

If you don't know these things about your partner, you know what their needs are.

You know exactly what they need to feel loved.

You know what they need to feel safe.

You know what they need to feel important.

People get into relationships and they don't study each other and know each other.

They don't.

I mean, the amount of times that I've worked with couples where they didn't know what the other person needed.

And yes, there is,

again, paradox.

We have to say what it is that we need.

We can't expect mind to.

But we also have to be interested in what the other person needs.

We have to be curious.

And what's the third?

Too many people finish their workday feeling frustrated, drained, and unfulfilled.

The good news is that's not how it's supposed to be, and it's a problem that can be solved.

Patrick Lencioni, author of the classic book, The Five Dysfunctions of a Team, has created a new assessment that more than a million people have already used to identify what he calls your working geniuses.

It helps you identify the kind of work that gives you joy and energy.

And just as importantly, it also allows you to pinpoint the work that often drains you of joy and energy.

The whole greatness team over here took the assessment, and it's super quick and easy.

We are so eager to look through all of our results.

So, go to workinggenius.com right now and take the assessment, which takes just 12 minutes.

You'll immediately receive a report that gives you a new and profound insights that will transform the way you work, whether you're a CEO, a newly hired employee, a podcast host like me, a volunteer in your church, or even a stay-at-home parent.

Again, take the assessment at workinggenius.com.

You just realized your business needs needs to hire someone yesterday.

How can you find amazing candidates fast?

Easy.

Just use Indeed.

Stop struggling to get your job post seen on other job sites because, with Indeed's sponsored jobs, your post jumps to the top of the page for your relevant candidates so you can stand out and reach the people that you want faster.

There are no monthly subscriptions, no long-term contracts, and you only pay for results.

According to Indeed data, sponsored jobs posted directly on Indeed have 45% more applications than non-sponsored jobs.

There's no need to wait any longer.

Speed up your hiring right now with Indeed.

And listeners of this show will get a $75 sponsored job credit to get your jobs more visibility at indeed.com/slash greatness.

Just go to Indeed.com/slash greatness right now and support our show by saying you heard about Indeed on this podcast.

Indeed.com/slash greatness.

Terms and conditions apply.

Hiring, Indeed, is all you need.

Okay, so the third tool is: so, those are the communication, so learning communication.

It could be therapy, it could be couples work, you know, and maybe it's not, maybe it's not the classic traditional couples work.

Maybe you do some, I don't know, a tantra workshop together, you know, anything that's going to bond you in some way.

So, I think tools where you're doing some couples work together, maybe it's doing a workshop together, maybe it's doing a trip together, maybe it's anything that's going to deepen your bond and take it to another level.

Really, really, really important.

I mean, here's the thing.

I'm hearing these three things, these three tools that are going to set up a relationship for success.

But someone watching or listening might say, I don't have any time to do any of that.

I've got, you know, it's a career.

He's got his career.

We've got kids.

We've got responsibilities.

We're exhausted.

How can I learn to communicate better?

How can I learn when I don't have the time for myself?

How can I learn to master the other person when they've changed so much over the last five, 10 years?

Yeah, so you have to keep mastering them.

And how can I, you know, we don't have time to do couples therapy or workshops or things like that.

This just seems like too hard.

Uh-huh.

Well, then you'll get, you get what you tolerate in life.

Then you'll, then your relationship will be maybe good.

If you want it, great.

These are the things you got to do.

It's really your choice.

It's your choice.

Our lives are based on the decisions that we make.

Our relationship, no one,

we're not guaranteed the relationship that we want.

No one owes you a great relationship.

It's based on the choices that we make.

You can be a great person who's also beautiful.

You could be the perfect catch.

You're not owed the relationship.

You have to make the right choices to make a relationship strong and wonderful.

And you think of that as too much work.

I don't know.

I'd be curious to know

how they approach the rest of their lives if they think that way.

You know what's a lot of work?

Staying up at night arguing.

Exhausting.

Yeah, you know what's a lot of work waking up in the morning anxious and feeling so disconnected from your partner.

You know what's a lot of work trying to change your partner?

You know it's a lot of work trying to be enough for your partner constantly because they don't ever acknowledge you.

To me,

that's exhausting.

The other stuff, fun.

You're single.

I am.

And you're a relationship coach.

Yes.

Teacher, educator, coach.

Yeah.

You've been in some beautiful relationships, some challenging relationships.

What is your biggest fear at this age of your life being a single woman and a relationship coach?

And what do you, I guess, what's your hope for your relationship in your future?

I don't have a scarcity mindset.

I have in the past.

I don't anymore.

It's like the older I get, the less fearful I become with scarcity.

Scarcity around like, are there enough good men out there?

Is there anyone for me?

Is there, you you know?

Yeah, I just don't really think about it.

Okay.

It's really weird.

And that's why I like to help women like not put so much energy into,

I want you to want a relationship.

I believe in relationships.

I believe in partnership.

I think overall we live longer if we're in a good relationship.

But man, is your life going to be cut short if you're in a bad relationship?

So I think, you know,

but I, but this, but I really, really think that people need to,

you can want a relationship and still love your life, not in a relationship.

And I think that's very, very important.

The challenging thing is when you're single for a long enough time and you've got an amazing life and you've experienced a bad relationship in the past.

He's like, you don't want anyone in.

It's like, why would you want a relationship when you can do anything you want at any time and life is freaking

an adventure daily?

Yes.

And you have the things you like the way you like it.

Yes.

No one telling you what to do.

No one making any special requests.

You don't have to deal with anything outside of your world.

Yes.

it can get very tempting to want to stay single for a long time then you can be careful because no one will lie to you more than yourself so be careful that you're not lying to yourself when you're like you know i would like a relationship but then you go into oh but it's that story oh it's going to be too difficult it's going to be so stressful as long as you know You can say, I'm loving my life right now.

I really don't need a relationship, or I just need little affairs here and there, like little adventures here and there.

Just don't lie to yourself.

If it's, you know what, someone coming in is just going to be exhausting and blah, blah, blah.

And that's because you've associated relationships with pain because of your past, then you're tethered to an old story.

that's actually controlling you and you are not really the the conductor of your own life in that regard.

But if it's truly authentic, then stay single.

What's the vision that you have for yourself in a future relationship?

What are the values that you want

in a relationship?

What's the vision and the lifestyle that you want to create in that?

I'll get to that in a moment, but you first said, like, what's my biggest fear?

I think it's the same thing.

Like, I was a yoga teacher for many years.

And so

I got hit on a lot, you know?

Yeah, yeah.

And as a teacher?

As a teacher.

Yeah.

Yeah.

As a teacher.

Not in a class, but teaching the class.

Yeah, it was just there were crushes developed, right?

Which is normal because I'm sort of like in a position, like, you know, but, but again, the pedestal, I've been put on many, many pedestals, which when I was younger, I enjoyed because I thought that's great.

Yeah.

When I became wiser.

A man should worship me and put me on a pedestal.

Exactly.

But when you become wiser, you realize

if you're on a pedestal, you are

not being seen for who you are.

You're being seen for who they want you to be.

And so,

you know, oh, she's a yogi.

She's a teacher.

She's got the glasses.

I mean, it's the whole thing.

It's like she's got, she's grounded, she has her together.

And like, yes, of course, like all those things are true.

And I'm also flawed.

And I've got trauma.

And like, I'm like really quirky and, and, and, and, and, you know?

So I guess my biggest fear as a relationship coach is a really amazing man being, I don't want, being intimidated or thinking like, oh, she's a relationship coach.

Like, what's that going to be?

Like, because who I am in a, like, I don't wear a relationship coach hat in my relationships you're more messed up in a relationship no i'm not more no yeah exactly i'm really messed up i'm just jillian right i'm jillian the partner jillian the girlfriend jillian the lover like i'm just not

i i don't analyze the people who i'm in a relationship with at all

so i don't i don't i don't want to well you assess them oh for sure you're making sure they're like not toxic in their behavior totally i don't but i don't want to be like i want to be in a relationship with someone who has a few things to teach me and not the other way around.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So that's my fear.

So the kind of relationship that I want values, I mean, but I want to see you getting into a relationship with a guy who can't add value to the relationship.

Oh my God, never.

So here's something that I was saying yesterday and that

I think will speak to the value part, which is

in the past, like in my ex-marriage,

a lot of what inspired the writing of this book,

there was a few incidents, but one that really is like etched in my brain that I go into detail in the book where

there was his tendency would be to kind of shut down and kind of

shut down.

Avoid.

Avoid and shut down and just kind of like not tell me what was bothering him.

So instead I had to guess it and that was very much like my father.

And

because of that, there were just and it would sometimes happen to a degree where it was really not nice.

Really not nice.

In the marriage.

No, before the marriage.

This was before.

But why get married when you started to see this before?

Because 90% of our relationship was great.

10% was very problematic.

The 10% that was problematic was really big.

And I was too afraid to look at it.

Yeah, I learned a lot.

Hence why I'm here, right?

Yeah.

If you can't tell me.

When you're upset with me or you're going through a hard time or you're just upset, you can't communicate on that base level.

You don't have a shot with me.

I don't care how perfect it is for six months.

You're gone.

High engagement, low attachment.

Yeah, yeah.

You cannot do that.

You can do it for two seconds and then immediately take responsibility because the shutting down and not and not being able to simply tell me what you're feeling is just not.

Well, it goes back to one of the three skills you talked about, the tools, learning how to communicate better.

And it's maybe someone's tendency is to be like, I need some space for a minute.

Like, I need to, I don't know what to say, but I'm going to be back in a few hours and we can talk about it.

Like, I'm totally cool with that.

Hey, I'm shutting down because it's a trigger and I don't want to talk about it right now, but I'll come back and talk about it later.

That's emotional intelligence.

That's totally fine.

That's totally fine.

You're communicating with me.

You're in touch with what's going on in your body.

You don't want to say anything that you would regret.

You need some alone time to just regroup.

I'm perfectly reassured that you're going to come back, that you're not running away.

All good.

What a lot of women do, and also some men do will be like, no, we need to talk about it right now.

And they protest, you can't do that.

You can't do that.

No, no, no, that's a recipe.

You can't do that.

So that's something that you have to find.

If that's, if that's, that, for example, is causing you a lot of anxiety.

You have to, you have to respect that because that's actually really good.

That's someone taking care of themselves and the relationship as well.

Yeah.

I need some space for a moment or I need an hour.

But I love you.

I'm just triggered right now.

I don't want to say something that I'm going to regret.

I'm not shutting down, I promise.

I just need to like, I I need a couple, we need a couple hours and then we will talk about it.

Then that person who maybe is feeling like, oh my God, anxious, then they have to self-soothe.

Then they have to call a friend.

They have to call a family member.

This is really uncomfortable.

Please remind me that everything is okay.

I need to breathe.

I maybe have to go for a walk.

I have to do something for me.

Remember me, you, you have a life.

that actually has nothing to do.

You have a life outside of this partnership.

Go tend to it.

Go tend to to it.

It's going to be really uncomfortable and it's going to, especially for the anxious person, it's going to be extremely counterintuitive, but you got to go do that because you have to keep reminding yourself that you are a whole person without this person and that they actually just communicated.

They didn't do it, you know, they didn't just disappear, which by the way would make anyone anxious.

That's very high risk.

relationship behavior.

But it's also high risk relationship behavior to not allow the space when someone has been very reassuring to you.

So you have to go then take care of yourself, work on a project, get your mind on something that is not just about the love and the partnership and something that reminds you in that moment of who you are and what your purpose is and the things that are meaningful to you.

This is not easy.

That's why the more wounded we are, the harder the work it is going to be in a relationship.

It just is.

But I don't want that to discourage you.

I want it to just encourage you to do it and encourage you to choose partners who are not, who are going to be in it with you

and to stop choosing the partner who's always rejecting you and who's just not right for you.

That's driving you deeper and deeper into your own pathology and making you miserable.

Yeah.

Who you choose matters.

It's like more than half the battle.

It's probably the most important decision you'll make ever in your life is the person you want to partner with long term.

Absolutely, who you spend your life with, because the person who you spend your life with is going to have the greatest impact on your overall well-being.

They just are.

You can't, I mean, you become in many ways, you're two people, but you also in many ways become one.

Yeah, it becomes your mental, emotional, physical, spiritual, and sexual environment.

Absolutely.

It's who you spend the most time with.

And that environment is going to dictate your level of happiness in a lot of ways.

Yes, but but then but then you also have to you know realize no one's responsible.

Like your partner can make you smile and they should, you know, often your partner can make you laugh and I think they should often.

And they can make you feel good a lot of the time and they should.

But

you knew there was a but

no one can fulfill you.

No one single human being can fulfill you.

Fulfillment comes from various sources and various people who we interact with, but not, they can't actually fill that emptiness inside of you.

Do you think love is enough?

No.

Love is not enough.

Because of love, because people rarely end their relationships because of a lack of love.

They end because they don't feel seen.

They end because they feel misunderstood.

They end because of resentment.

Lots of people break up and say, I love this person, but I can't seem to make it work out with them.

Love is not enough because eventually the clouds will come in and

it will cover the sun of love.

And what we are left with is, you know, can we communicate?

Can we relate to each other?

Can we understand each other?

Can we collaborate?

Can we repair?

I think that love is often the fuel.

that makes us want to do all of that.

But again,

sometimes you're not feeling so in love with your partner.

And it often has nothing to do with them.

We make the mistake that if I'm not feeling head over heels in this moment, that it's something in them when really it's you.

You're stressed out, you're feeling disconnected from yourself, you haven't gotten enough sleep, you're not eating well.

It's you.

And self-the ultimate form of self-awareness, relationally speaking, is

I understand

that when I'm feeling off, the way that I see the world

and the people in it,

which includes my partner, is going to be a little bit skewed.

Let me go reorient myself and get centered so that I can actually

see people as they are.

Create your own fulfillment first.

And I think that

it's a never-ending journey, don't you think?

100%.

I mean, even just this last week, I've been traveling.

I had a big event a month ago, and then I've been on the road for like a whole month.

I've barely been in LA and I've been traveling multiple trips every week and every weekend I've been gone.

And I was feeling even just last night, I was just like, man, I feel a little off.

You know, I feel like I've gained some weight in the last month.

I've been eating poorly.

I haven't been in my routine.

I haven't been able to work out the way I like to.

Like, it's just been like sleeping in all these different beds.

It's like, it's disoriented.

Yeah, it's you're off.

You're off.

And even when I feel like I, you know, and maybe because I feel like I have a high standard for myself with my routine and my nutrition and my sleep and my environment,

um,

I'm still fine.

I'm still doing good, but it's like I can feel it even being off for like a month, right?

Um, and trying to get back to that environment, that space that brings me fulfillment.

And it doesn't mean I'm not fulfilled.

I'm fulfilled, but it's just like I can feel it.

Yeah.

You're a little off, right?

Yeah, you're a little unhappy.

Yeah, I mean, yeah.

You're like suffering a little bit.

Yeah, yeah, not bad.

I mean, I don't hold on.

I don't hold on to suffering.

And I build back quickly to, man, I have a beautiful, blessed life.

I'm grateful for everything.

Yes, great.

But I could feel emotionally and physically like, oh, I just feel a little off.

Yeah.

Yeah.

But I know what that's like being off all the time.

Yeah.

And having, you know, and feeling wounded consistently and feeling like, and then making poor decisions because of my lack of self-worth.

And then reacting out of fear or anger or resentment versus centered wholeness and all these human things.

Yes.

And it compounds over time.

It does.

And it can really impact a relationship in a negative way if two people are living in that space.

Even if one person is living in that space.

Yeah, it's very, it's stress.

Let me tell you something.

It's

to get back to your tools, figure out a way to manage your stress.

That's very, very important.

Look, sometimes very stressful things happen in life.

Like there are legit circumstances that are very difficult, like deaths and stuff, and illness and and money problems.

But more times than not,

it's not what's the stress, it's how we're reacting to the stress.

And people think that once their lives become less stressful, that their relationships would get better.

When the truth is, once you start reacting to your stress differently, then your relationship will get better.

Yeah, it's your ability to tolerate more of the things

that are uncomfortable, but not tolerating poor behavior of someone in a relationship.

Yeah, that's very different.

That's very different.

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah.

What would you say then?

Do you think are the three biggest killers of a relationship?

Like the three things that when you're coaching or working with people that, oh, this relationship is done unless they decide to change these three things.

Resentment.

Resentment.

Resentment, you know, which leads them to contempt.

Resentment is really bad.

And resentment comes because people, there's a couple of reasons.

Either they're not speaking the truth, they're not telling the truth.

And or

their expectations are out of control.

Like, I expect my partner to just know how I'm feeling rather than for me to express what I'm feeling.

They should just know if they really loved me.

No, that's the worst thing.

That's the worst.

So resentment is a killer.

Stress is a a killer.

It's not a little bit of stress.

It's the, like you said, the consistently feeling off, stressed, overwhelmed, and not doing anything about it.

Stress changes the way that you see things.

It changes your biology.

It changes everything.

And so stress destroys relationships.

So resentment, stress,

the other killers of relationship.

I mean, taking each other for granted.

Forgetting that your partner is

a gift, not a given.

The law of familiarity sets in

and we stop getting curious.

And we think, oh, I don't have to put in the work.

I don't have to show, I don't have to show my appreciation.

And so that is a huge killer.

Because then people, we feel that, right?

We don't feel special anymore.

We don't feel seen.

We don't feel understood.

It's a horrible feeling to feel like we're being taken for granted.

Like you don't, you don't, you don't see the spark in me anymore.

You know, you're not, you're not grateful for me.

You're not appreciative of me.

Imagine never buying gas again.

Just plug in your car like you plug in your phone.

That's the power of driving electric.

It's not just good for the planet.

It's actually more convenient and more affordable.

I've actually been driving a Tesla for a couple of years now and I love it.

I I can charge it overnight in my garage.

And when I'm on the go, I hit a fast charger and I'm back on the road in no time.

No gas stops, no oil changes, just smooth, quiet, reliable drives.

EVs are built for real life with daily range that lets you go wherever you need to go without worry.

And the savings?

Up to $2,000 a year just by skipping the gas pump.

And with over 100 new and used EV models available right now, there's truly something for every lifestyle and budget.

The way forward is electric.

Learn more at electricforall.org.

There's saving for retirement, and then there's living in it.

At Fidelity, we can help you make that transition and plan for whatever comes next.

With a free personalized income plan, you can view and manage your cash flow across accounts.

Plus, you'll get investing insights to help you make your savings last.

Ready to take on retirement?

Get started at fidelity.com/slash income planning.

Expenses charged by your investments and other costs and fees associated with trading or transacting in your account apply.

Fidelity Brokerage Services member nysc sipc

yeah it's the

the expectation that someone's supposed to do something without appreciating it for me is something that i resent yeah of course yeah i'm sure and it's just like oh well you're my boyfriend or you're my partner you're supposed to do this yes so i'm not even going to acknowledge anything good about it yeah you know whether you're paying for something or showing up in this way or doing these things whatever it is and not just saying a simple thank you yeah just showing you know putting your arm around them and just like hugging them and like when they do something nice for you, just showing the sign of appreciation, right?

And you don't have to say thank you all day long to someone, like you're, but it's the lack of that is the loudest thing for me.

I, I would have to agree with that, you know, and I think that this goes, this ties into, because I know it's maybe a weird word for people to hear, but it's, it's also polite.

It's having manners.

And I think people, when they've been together for a while or even not, they lose their manners with their partner.

And like, you should still have your manners.

100%.

100%.

Yeah.

Please and thank you.

Yeah, they're a gift, not a given.

I like that a lot.

So the killer of relationship, resentment, stress, and taking someone for granted.

Taking each other for granted, yeah.

Yeah.

Why do certain people, when they're starting a relationship and the other person, man, they're really showing up.

They're doing all the things you talked about.

They're really investing.

They're showing they care.

They're not ghosting them.

They're getting back to them within a reasonable time and texting them.

They're, you know, saying, hey, let's do more of these things.

They're going to hang out with their friends and willing to be with their family early on and really showing up for the other person.

And they're showing all the signs of like, man, this is a quality, healthy human being.

Why does someone might be attracted to that for a while, but then start to sabotage it?

Then start to say, this is maybe too good to be true.

Or

they start getting angry at the person or trying to pick a fight or or trying to test them in some way.

Why do, I don't want to say women are the only ones that do this, but this is my experience.

Yeah, no, why do some women try to, or some men try to like, um, they're too good

and start to sabotage and start to like pick fights and start to get mean and start to disrespect them?

Why do people do that in the beginning stage of a relationship?

Well, there's, there's, there's different reasons.

So some people will start to sabotage because

the relationship is progressing to a more emotionally intimate stage, and it's they're scared.

They're just very scared to get close to someone.

They're afraid that they're not going to be enough.

They're afraid they're going to be left.

They're afraid they're going to, maybe

they have very low self-worth and they think this person's going to see me for who I am and they're not going to like it and they're going to leave me.

Everyone fears the loss of love.

And so the sabotage is: let me, let me, let me end this or let me provoke them to end it

so that so that I don't have to look like the bad guy or I don't have to I don't have to get my feelings hurt

a lot of women

will

test

particularly their male partners they do this same-sex relationships yeah yeah but particularly their male partners

They'll test to see, do you really love me?

Why do women do that?

I don't think men do that as much.

Yeah.

I don't want to generalize it, but I think it's different.

Is it different from like a young girl in childhood like testing their parents or what is that?

No, I think so for women, it's, are you safe?

It's really what most women are really looking for, particularly,

are you safe?

So in other words, like,

are you just going to drop me when you see that I'm not perfect?

Because there's a lot of cultural, particularly in this country, it's not in all countries, but there's a a lot of

societal pressure on women to be perfect,

to look perfect, to act perfect, to not rock the boat.

And so

if you see that actually,

like,

if you see my crazy, if you see that I'm flawed,

and this is unconscious, women aren't doing this consciously.

I'm trying to help them to see that it's conscious and to not do that because it's not, it's not polite.

We shouldn't be doing it, right?

It's just not healthy.

But we do that because on an unconscious level, because we want to see, like, are you still going to love me?

Are you still going to protect me when I'm not perfect?

Why don't men do that as much?

Well, men don't have the pressure that women do to be perfect.

Oh, no.

Men have a different level of pressure.

Perfect in different ways.

Yeah, they're expected to make six figures and be a certain height and all that.

It's like, and make me laugh every day and be, you know, emotionally intelligent.

Well, that's that's like emotionally intelligent.

That's new, yeah.

That's I mean, the level of pressure I feel like is you have to be sensitive, you can't be a man, you have to be sensitive more than what you're used to, you know, all those different things.

Trust me, I'm a different level of perspective.

Trust me, every day I'm telling women, like, stop that.

I mean, I'm a big advocate for men.

I love men.

Men also feel like they're not enough, you know, a hundred percent constantly, a hundred percent.

This is more new, the emotional intelligence thing.

Um,

that really is a new thing.

I think that

you know, we're talking about something that's more historical.

And men will test women all the time, but in different ways.

They won't sabotage it.

They won't try to sabotage it right away.

Ah, yeah, they will.

Okay.

Men do that.

But you, why don't you share?

Because men do test women all the time.

Why don't you share one way that men test women?

I don't think I've tried to test Martha with anything

without it being, just being very direct.

Yes.

And just communicating.

but in the past when you were not as hostile I don't think I tested any let me I'm sure I did yeah

I didn't test anything yes but because I'm still thinking about a woman I dated that after three months she started just like sabotaging it

and I was like what is going on like nothing just happened you're trying to get angry but that's also just her of course yeah right yeah yeah what is that within women that they're getting into a relationship sometimes and things are good and then they just want to start

I don't know attacking the guy they're with or just nothing happened, but all of a sudden it's like, okay, I'm going to push you and press you and see.

Yeah, and see, and see if you're strong enough to be, yeah.

Well, okay, so some women will.

And the whole, you know, if he can't love me, I'm my worst.

He doesn't deserve me.

I'm my best thing.

I'm like, yes.

Does that mean you just get BDWatch, you're worst the whole time?

I'm not defending the behavior.

The behavior sucks.

I'm just trying to explain the psychology behind it.

Right.

And so unconsciously, it's, are you strong enough?

is there an out of control rageful monster inside of you that I need to know about

so so I could be a monster out of control but you have to be strong enough to take it not defending the behavior

but that's it's crazy to me it's crazy but biologically what's happening is safety safety safety safety safety safety safety safety safety safety safety I know not good behavior not defend you have to be strong enough to handle it but then I need you to be emotionally sensitive enough and and have such an extreme range of safety for me.

It's absurd.

It's like without me having to actually find safety within myself and also without understanding that like, so we all need to feel safe in our relationship, but we can't provide safety for the person who we are in.

Well, no, we can, but we can't if we don't, if we're not integrated.

No matter how much safety we create for someone, if they don't feel safe or integrated, they're still going to feel unsafe.

Okay, so here's, so, yes, that, but also, I do believe that it is our responsibility in a relationship to provide safety for our partners.

Sure, 100%.

There's a limit, right?

We can't just keep providing safety for someone who doesn't feel safe inside themselves.

You can't call someone every hour and say.

But you can't ask for safety from the person who's not integrated in some, who's not connected to his or her own body.

Yeah.

They don't have it.

Right.

So like you're trying to find safety from the person who has no control over their emotions at all.

It's never going to happen.

It's not going to work.

So work on yourself emotionally

and

choose a partner who's doing the same.

Exactly.

It goes back to two people who are working on a healthy journey.

Yeah.

Individually.

Individually and together.

And together.

I think I mentioned this the last time we talked where, you know, I've been in, I don't know, five kind of longer term relationships, you know, from whatever, 18 to for 20 years, I was in like five different long-term relationships.

And

they all ended in therapy, right?

But I wanted to do the therapy.

Oh, interesting.

Each partner didn't want to do therapy.

It's usually the other way.

It's usually the reverse.

I go, every woman wouldn't be begging for their man to go to therapy.

Like, what is this?

And then I realized after the fifth time, I was like, well, I'm the common denominator.

I'm choosing these women who don't want to do this work.

So something is off with me by attracting and choosing these type of women.

Absolutely.

Staying in these relationships, trying to make them work and all these different things.

Also, you're not a quitter, right?

That's a big part.

Is that a big part of it?

I'm like, an athlete.

It's like, I'm going to make it work.

I'm going to do whatever it takes.

I'm going to show you I'm here.

I'm committed.

I'm saved.

Whatever it is.

Yeah.

And so one of the things that I, I guess, going back to your other question, which like, how do you test someone in a relationship, right?

I wouldn't say it was a test.

It was more like, I'm just going to be completely honest about what I want.

And you can either take it or leave it.

And so

I guess it was a test.

And then we're testing each other a little bit all the time.

But early on in the relationship with Martha, as we were just dating and weren't committed yet, I said, the next relationship I get committed to with someone is someone that's willing to go to couples therapy at the start.

At the start.

Not because something's wrong, but because I want to create, make sure we have shared values, a shared vision, and shared agreements.

and make sure we have alignment.

And if we don't, why are we going to spend two years and then start talking about that when things start going going bad.

Listen, couples therapy is a lot more productive and effective when you go preventatively than when you go when things are already messed up.

And we go to the gym, you know,

preventatively as well to stay in shape, to stay healthy.

Yeah.

And that makes us feel better than going when we're sick.

Absolutely.

It's a lot harder to repair when you're sick.

Absolutely.

It takes a lot longer to get healthy than when you're healthy or healthy enough.

And you continue to prevent and stay healthy by actively pursuing it.

Absolutely.

And why do we think if the relation,

if our intimate partner that we choose

and want to stay with for a long time is the most important we will ever make in our life and we don't choose to

preventively or invest in the health of that relationship, we're setting ourselves up for a disaster.

I agree.

You know.

And I was like, I'm going to be, I don't care if you think I'm crazy, if you don't, you know, and I'm not saying everyone needs to do this.

Yes.

But I spent 20 years, five different relationships that I suffered in, you know, not the whole time, but there was suffering.

There was sadness.

There was exhaustion.

It was, and I'm sure for my partners too, you know, it was a lot.

We weren't right.

Yeah.

There wasn't, there was good times, but it was also like, man, it was a lot, a lot of energy wasted.

And I'm not here to blame them.

It's like, I take responsibility.

Yeah.

But it's like, man, I look back and I wonder what could I have done with my life in terms of with more peace, with more harmony, with choosing differently.

And them as well.

You know, what could have they done?

What could have we done?

And

it wasn't like I had like bad intentions and it wasn't because I wasn't willing to do the work.

It was just, I guess I wasn't ready or wasn't healing yet to be able to choose and have the courage to communicate.

That's what I think it is, like learning the communication skills.

I was a good listener, but I lacked the courage to upset someone with my my truth.

Yes.

And so I,

when I would start to tell them my truth and like, here's what I want, and they would start to react emotionally.

You were very afraid of the reaction.

Well, okay, how do I make you happy?

Yes.

And part of actually, for men, part of

them finding more strength within themselves is not to be so afraid.

of his partner's reaction,

you know, and just to stay grounded

in that conversation.

But that's why I think you shouldn't, you know, be sexually intimate until you get to see more of the person.

Because when you're chemically bonded early

and that rush or that high or that drug feeling is in your nervous system and all you want to do is get back to that, it's really hard to disrupt that.

once you've experienced it.

I know.

And that is where I think a lot of people get themselves tied up in a web that they cannot get get out of, or it's much harder.

And so, if we can wait longer, which is the hardest thing to do right now, if you can wait longer before you enter a relationship, which is so hard to do, especially if you're having fun and you're connecting, you're going these magical adventures together.

It's been so long and you've been single and you haven't connected with someone so long.

It's very hard.

You have sexual needs.

I get it.

I'm telling you, it is

one of the best things I ever did.

You should talk about that more often so that other people can.

Well, I tell my guy friends this is like we were uh you know and they they like it blows their mind to realize how long that you waited yeah it they like this not possible because they're probably they're following well what is it what if it's bad it's like well you know then

you know i go back to the whole i don't know if esther perell originally said this but it's like you need to be thinking of could i have 10 000 meals with this person without having sex with them yeah If I wasn't having sex with this person, could I have 10,000 shared meals with them?

You have to like them.

You have to to like them.

Yeah.

You have to like them.

Friendship is a very important part of our long-term relationship.

You have to respect them without sex.

Yes.

Most people use sex as the tool to repair and get back to feeling good again.

I know.

And then they go back on a cycle over and over.

It happens all the time.

It's exhausting.

It is exhausting.

Absolutely.

Look, I agree with you wholeheartedly.

I mean, there's a lot of people who think, well, you know, how do I know if we're not having sex?

But look.

And it doesn't mean it's going to work out.

There's no guarantees.

That's the whole thing.

I'm just trying to say to set yourself up.

I felt like I was able to be more creative.

This was my testing.

If you're asking, like, how did I test someone?

Yes.

But it wasn't about testing.

It was more just like, I'm going to be.

You weren't testing her.

You were testing the waters.

You were testing to see like if this is a right match.

And it was, how can I remove chemical distraction so that I can have ultimate courage with my voice?

and say my truth 100% and see how this person reacts or responds in front of me.

And based on that response, I'm not chemically bonded to where I can say, oh, that's interesting.

This person is acting hysterical right now.

And if they're hysterical, there's history that they have not tended to.

Yes.

And they have not healed their history because they're hysterical for me just saying, these are my values.

This is my vision.

This is what I'm up to in my life.

And if you're freaking out over that.

Okay.

That's a non-starter.

It's a non-starter.

Yeah, we're not the right fit.

Yeah.

Absolutely.

I'm glad we got to have some friendship and fond and connect, but we didn't chemically bond.

And therefore, I'm not confused of saying, well, can I make this work because the sex is amazing?

Well, just let that slide.

You know, and that has been, that was a massive,

it created so much more peace in my decision making.

And to say,

and Martha is incredible.

And she was like, yes, I'm willing to go to couples therapy at the beginning.

Yes, I'm working on myself and I have my own friends and my family and my own fulfillment.

I don't need you to make me feel better.

Yes.

And yes, I'm doing, you know, it's like, it made me feel safer to have the courage to speak up and

another way i tested was

telling her all about my stuff in the past early on like here's the relationships i've done here's the things i've done that i'm not proud of here's the thing like how early on did you i mean maybe like i mean well some stuff within the first like night of meeting her oh really it's like because the conversation allowed for the space yeah it was a very bonding conversation it was a very like you know we had some i was like okay she's opening this conversation let me go a little farther but within the first month you know and we spent a lot of time together and

i think it was just like i'd rather know quickly if we want to continue to hang out why spend six months together before i open up why not just share within the first few weeks and if she's scared of my past i can't change my past well that you just said something very important because um

one of the things that is

a non-negotiable that I tell people is

they have to be okay okay with your past.

If they have any issue with it, whatever it was, like they're not your, they're not for you.

Cause you can't change the past.

It's over.

So if they're going to have a hangup over something that you did in the past,

if you have a hangup over something that they did in the past and clear it, then maybe they're just not the right fit.

They're not the right fit.

Yeah.

They're not the right fit.

They're not.

You can't hold someone against their past.

No, no.

You can't hold their past against someone.

Yeah, I guess what it is.

Yeah.

And it's like

all of it.

You can't hold it against them.

You have to be able to accept the person for everything they've been through, where they're at now.

Yeah.

Otherwise, don't be with them.

I say it all.

And people are like, well, people need to grow.

It's like, yes, well, that's sort of inevitable, but you need to really accept them for who they are now, not their potential.

And there's not things that I like about her past.

You know what I mean?

You have to love everything that's happening.

And she probably doesn't like or love the things that I've done, you know.

But you accept it.

You say, but you also say, oh, that's also made you who you are today.

And you're more loving and compassionate and willing to grow because of this stuff.

Absolutely.

You know, vice versa.

Absolutely.

Yeah, if you can't accept a person's past, it's going to be very challenging.

I have a brand new book called Make Money Easy.

And if you are looking to create more financial freedom in your life, you want abundance in your life and you want to stop making money hard in your life, but you want to make it easier, you want to make it flow, you want to feel abundant, then make sure to go to makemoneyeasybook.com right now and get yourself a copy.

I really think this is going to help you transform your relationship with money this moment moving forward.

We have some big guests and content coming up.

Make sure you're following and stay tuned to the next episode on the school of greatness.

I hope you enjoyed today's episode and it inspired you on your journey towards greatness.

Make sure to check out the show notes in the description for a full rundown of today's episode with all the important links.

And if you want weekly exclusive bonus episodes with me personally, as well as ad-free listening, then make sure to subscribe to our Greatness Plus channel exclusively on Apple Podcasts.

Share this with a friend on social media and leave us a review on Apple Podcasts as well.

Let me know what you enjoyed about this episode in that review.

I really love hearing feedback from you and it helps us figure out how we can support and serve you moving forward.

And I want to remind you of no one has told you lately that you are loved, you are worthy, and you matter.

And now it's time to go out there and do something great.

We're all modern.

We have the best of modern furniture and decor all in one place.

So you can update your space for fall with ease.

Every design is hand-vetted for quality by our team of experts.

Plus, Our fast and free shipping lets you upgrade your home in days, not weeks.

So whether you're looking to simplify your living room or get your dining room host ready, you can find every style of modern furniture and decor, all made for real life.

That's Modern Made Simple.

Shop now at allmodern.com.

Prices keep going up these days.

It feels like being on an elevator that only goes up.

Going up.

But not at Metro.

We're pushing the down button.

Going down.

We've lowered prices.

Get one line of 5G data for $40.

Period.

That's 20% lower.

And you get a free Samsung 5G phone when you bring your number.

Only at Metro.

Five-year guarantee on eligible plans, exclusions, supplies.

See website for details.

Not available if that Metro with T-Mobile in the past six months.

Tax supplies.