"Keine Macht den Drogen" mit Jennifer
Die Anzahl an Drogentoten steigt in Deutschland seit den letzten 15 Jahren stetig.In dieser Folge trifft Philipp Jennifer, eine alleinerziehende Mutter zweier Kinder. In ihrer Jugend gerät Jennifer über ihr soziales Umfeld zunächst ans Kiffen, mit der Zeit sucht sie aber nach einem stärkeren Rausch und bleibt letztlich an Crystal Meth hängen - eine synthetische Droge mit extrem hohen Suchtpotenzial, Jennifer ist von Tag eins an abhängig.
An dem Tief- und Wendepunkt ihres Lebens, von dem sie uns in dieser Folge erzählt, findet sich Jennifer erst mit 29 Jahren. Heute ist sie seit knapp 11 Jahren clean. Das hat sie "nach einem krönenden Abschied" und mit vier Tagen Schlaf vom einen auf den anderen Tag geschafft. Auch während ihrer Schwangerschaften hat Jennifer nicht konsumiert.
Davor und danach befand sie sich aber in einer Drogensucht, wie sie im Buche steht - ihr ganzer Alltag dreht sich um den nächsten Rausch - und dann ist da noch das Jugendamt, das die vernachlässigten Kinder nach einem besonders schweren Zwischenfall in Obhut nimmt. Jennifer existiert zwischen Entgiftung und Rückfall.
Zu dem Zeitpunkt, wo sie für sich selbst erkennt, dass sie körperlich und seelisch völlig am Ende ist, kontaktiert sie das Jugendamt und nimmt dessen Hilfsangebote in Anspruch, die sie zuvor so oft abgelehnt hat. Sie bekommt einen Platz in einer Einrichtung für süchtige Mütter mit ihren Kindern. Hier verhilft man ihr über drei Jahre hinweg, zurück in klare Strukturen zu finden. Jennifer berichtet sehr positiv von der Einrichtung und hat sich einige der dort gesetzten Regeln bis heute beibehalten.
Im Rückblick macht sich Jennifer große Vorwürfe, dass sie ihre Kinder während der Sucht so vernachlässigt hat und auf der anderen Seite glaubt sie, dass es sie ohne ihre Kinder noch viel schlimmer hätte treffen können, weil die ihr zumindest einen letzen Funken Restverantwortung abverlangt haben.
Jennifers Folge ruft dazu auf, unser Schicksal in die Hand zu nehmen und diese Erkenntnis hält sie auch für den einzig wahren Weg aus der Sucht. Jennifers Geschichte gibt dazu vor allem eins: Mut.
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wants to
be here, and I think that
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world, the friendly,
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what problem?
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what in the moment
will
be?
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say that crystal maps
and handling,
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much,
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morning
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have.
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a moment
in it happened,
so
we
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no work in that
crisis.
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missed it.
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diarrhea have
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hallowed, I would say
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what you
said, I
know
that.
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ordered
my cross and also
in my
opinion, that
I'm not.
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and
the
spirit of
teachers, the
market and
platinum, and the better.
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the brain and the auspices
in the moment
control
that
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not
immune when you
were told that
she was an evergreen,
which therapy, the health, and
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not social missions,
the watch video, and all this
and myself, that's what we're doing.
coming
in,
so we don't try to
do it, we can
also
be
in.
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I would say
in the cross,
I think
that when all these kids
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was glad
and
that's were in this
room, but I
also
would say
in contact with that sugar,
feel like
this one.
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water is normal.
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market
is
what
normal
and
new markets
make,
they
are.
And so, so what does
it mean?
I think it is cliche, but
what is all that?
Can't
we
join in the streets?
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in substance,
And I claim
that we have
to do it, but all in the
market, that's why you can't do it.
That's
what
a
stroke is.
have
and then
there are speed consumers
that
are coca,
yeah, and then
we
have to do it.
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I have done.
That is what
we have.
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So, that
market is a bit
and
Yeah, definitive.
Organization
also
And that's relatively important and nothing.
What is the plant?
What is the moment?
I think,
and
when I
say it, and her
library is
not planted.
And then
you can see that.
So
the
truth is that
there are.
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not
what
is that?
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that's kind of
what it is.
But this is not a blue, so not the same
thing with a side clean and then
thanks to Wida Ann.
While
you're talking about the groups, you can.
There is
a
more important thing that we have,
and the blue
is
not so hard.
And
that's why
it's cradles, that
can be
formed
or consumption.
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So, yes, for
new contacts,
but the future
can
be
a fruit,
and
that comes out
with
the money.
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can
language, but I have also
come to
meet you and
you can't.
English and
that
we are
forgetting
in
Sana.
I think that
when we
are in august
not
a
little bit
and that
in July 2009,
the situation
also.
I
had a business consummate, I
think,
so
I think
what I would
say is that it is the world,
the winner,
and
this
Yeah, but this is why.
So,
not the wall, or
trend, the world,
the world,
new state, and
the other thing.
That's why I said that kind of
thing, and I wonder with the kids, and then
I'll
make
partnering, and
then we
were.
And
there we go to my Engels, and
my
relative cleaner, I had told you, what is
it?
And you have
to
see and
experiment and do what
we can.
and then I think
that
from what
we have.
But I think
I span that one
stag, that
okay,
that's positive, I think it's auxiliary.
And then
comprobly, and then
we'll see.
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would be a function of end.
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the same thing.
So we have
a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of
an
easy way to do it.
So
that's what
we
had.
I was
stark, I was
wondering,
is
that
the situation
And I glaze also that also.
Yeah.
That's why I was the designer work is that
automatic angle is
a
very important
expertise.
And
we
have auspices where the students also influence
it.
Yeah, I think
materials
have
a crystal math and heroin
of a
water.
Why the crystal map
also works on the hat?
So this
is
the
barn.
So
this is the most important
and darn
these fuel amount, amount, amount.
Egypt, what costs, ego, whatever, whatever.
And the club is
I think this is
a lot of clamor
potential of
the Jennifer
consummate and absolutely.
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is a title
with their home
potential.
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a bahn, so the
consummate
crystal method is a stakeholder
could
consume a massive
dopamine that
belongs to
this.
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feels consummate and consumers.
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that is
also
a downfall that uber dopamine
and the dopamine
and that Ubermuli, and also
the consummate
and that now.
Langfristich can realize
the nerve
and so on,
in
which
cognitive difficulties
are emotional instability.
that
we have.
The
rogue
hi now, and
that's a huge risk for
you.
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the builder of crystalline,
that is.
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Here, Stuttgart
in the world.
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also
a
process.
Yeah, that's a
process.
But what
are we doing?
And so
this period
and education.
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Can't be
the women of Turkey, is
the next
niche.
And
yeah,
and he was
in the comments,
and I
was a decline,
the greatest
decline,
and
the content
was
all about.
consumes or
that
we
can
do that.
And I can't
say nine.
And
there are gifts to make
the youth,
but
when
you
say
all this, what is
the fundamental consumer?
So, people
that negative
and what,
The
criminality
was criminal and the organization for the Russian people.
Yeah, yeah.
I feel like cloud.
So, all of that
perfumes and
what
computers
will be cloudy
and
also
that
the room
criminal, but also
not only
familiarity for an
crystal method is
remote.
So, I mean,
I had
to
find that
papa,
that's why
we
have to do
that.
They bring the
kindergarten and
kindergarten.
Then
it's better and that
we have to be
able to
kind of
drink and
also
I think
it's
a good thing to consume and
say,
and we have a kind of
gang,
you have the above.
That is also
critical of the screen.
We have to take
a new news, and we had nothing
to do with
it, or had not been clinging to the
clinging, but the kind of name, or the kindergarten,
then perfect, a rancher in and that man
with a pagan, or
something.
But
I think that's the thing.
Had a study that
That's what I'm saying.
I think
that
was more than
about this
thing, but
it's
all subordinate to essentially,
that we
can't say
what
kind of announcements are.
When
you say
in this case, you can see that it is a very important thing.
I knew
that we were talking about
it, that when the festival
hat, or
the
family festival, then
also
for
the moment,
as I
said in a war,
where we
were, and the Bobby, what
was
my
consummation, is that
the
niche
a line, we have
to
go
that
field.
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that is not
your
west.
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gosh.
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what
is that
and I wait
and
have a business decoupled and
decline
not midag, and
cooking, and my single, and then
from Hammer,
and from Storm Klingen, and from Lautenbrün from the Klein, and
of the work,
and
the traveler politically and the young
hand that I
also have gold, the right power, the clinical
street, and
that
my wonderful,
and
that
we can make English claims
and that is a mere metaphorical work and
the same thing.
thing.
And we
have
the
best.
I mean, it's not another
thing.
And
then you can't do it.
So, we have no tag warmth.
But we
can't be
able to do it.
But another type of
issue.
But
in the moment, what the Kinnew
can
see,
so that
is better for the miracle, or we have to go full.
So, if you
have declined to
make it
That
I
can also
do.
That's what
I
mean by
the same thing.
But it does not
seem to be a gift, that's not the same thing.
Okay, but
I wonder if you
have
to do it.
And we
are
then
going to
be here.
We
are
talking about
you can't do it.
But
that's why we have a natural tax
field.
And we
have
to
say that.
That
controls
and cooking ops that
we
have.
And so
we can see that
English.
That kind of
thing
for
us.
So
that, what is
formula?
So, when
functions and the former.
When you
start and then
the documentation of Kindweg.
When the clinic is
kindergarten, and the commonwealth.
So, I had
to
do it.
And she
was
not
to
press
and then
we
have to do it for you.
But that
comes
with
it.
Yeah, that's what
we
do.
That
works, that
we function,
and
that's
a mix
that we get
that
sooner,
so
before
these
things
happen,
what
we
do, but
the kindergarten
is
not and what
clone or
then we have partnerships
that is then in
the
event
is
not a current and I
think
kindergarten,
but you have to
be
there, and that one
we have to
have,
and this morning.
And I think that
we have
to
combine all the work.
When we are partnership, the consumer,
I think,
it's reinforced about
guns
alliance, guns, guns, motors allegedly, and not
when
it's emotional, or financial, and
suggestion, because
it's important
to
get
about the reality.
And
that
when this factor
is
then
full of reflection, and
that is
in the right
place.
So we
can
do all of the cops when you
moment.
That's why
I
think
it's
all
about
it.
Another thing
that we have
to do
is
better
and were also,
and that is motor time, and we
are
also
here, and that total
group,
and the wicked
wisdom
that is.
These
women
reclaim,
and Alice Forgem,
And this morning,
you must
miss, and here is your firearm, the Pakistani coffee, and no
one,
and that.
And then,
in the wisdom of the
energy, that also.
have.
That was my favorite.
Has to be
upset.
We were upset.
Yeah,
before my mother had done
contacts with
it and he had
to go to
this morning, when he was my mama,
not my
crystal,
and what my
banks were, and
that
all that,
and
that
market
and
the hinge, and I
trained.
So,
I think we also
have
a great stir with Diana, the light, and the
machine list.
Yeah,
we are
also in Super Kerberlich, we would say,
I think
we also have
the normalizer,
the director of the German ministers,
and I think
we have
to
say that Marmanam, who has nothing to bear,
and that we all
have, and we
come to school, and decline,
and then
decline,
and
then
Franklin
I mean, that also spanned the normal limb, but all
the normal is that.
So, the most
completely new learning,
or the
normal thing, is
also
structured.
I had a
a wider sinner, but that regional meditation and
my situation
and marketing,
that
free
point and even
that works for
you.
But that
works so
and the
plan so strictly and for
strict wars
and
not so much.
So
we
have
12 meters, even in the air,
point 12 gaps.
And
that means
that it's not a good thing.
And
we contact the
zone in that side, there is a biomass that
is not going to be a problem.
So that's a suspension of the market.
And then my mother had contacted my
heart, that
music
in the water,
and also
with him to
win a lot of
library,
and
aspirations,
and then what
we have to do is to do it.
And what is the
seal or dengue,
or what is the
trip in the world?
I
think
And
as
you said, I think, and then
this
is
a man who
can
begin to
share my plants,
and
we can work, and have
psychological
and the social
asthma of the ganza
and
the body.
I keep
asthma and show and last and
that is also
intensive.
So, and then
we have
to
do it in the right.
I would try.
Wow.
Ain't
nobody, so the
most important thing.
And then the merchants are okay, I
think, in the
middle of the day, and
in the neuronal, but I think
my plant and the
line, but
the function
that the
people
partners, but a monotonyologist, and
that's
what we're doing, and I'm
not sure
if it's
a lein in Eigen won't be able to do it.
bring and
young,
and
it is a very important thing to press, so I
stabilize the clinical.
I would
say, or not,
so
we
have
Yeah, the immerse.
But
we
have automatic
and we have to do it.
And when
Tivani Mategi and Ruberson
Schultz,
yeah.
Yeah.
Gita wick vertas besamet that side, or tutorial.
Or
my angst and we
are all right.
Mark,
I
think it's
also
good,
Is that a theme that
we have and
this was
read?
What?
Or we
And then we
have automatically
that
we have
all
of them.
This good,
and
the process
is all
about
ministry
and
good action, and my
laser, and
what is nice with them that
is
so
good.
But then it's another
clinical,
also
the Asten Schuyler
and the
Bindung English
and the
problem with
my friend
that all
these
people.
Dash Glaucus,
that
we have
seen
what?
So, that's what it is,
but
in the group,
what does Deutsche Cod and
Landmarks and
Strich
does
work and
I forgive
you and
that reality is
nothing.
I can't only say
what
I'm saying.
I
think
that's what I mean.
That also
what I think.
So that is when you
first
have a good license.
And
the house
and
finish.
Do you have a side moment?
Wow.
Nah, so Zulangstroke,
or
not.
So, I work, I have to say, these
moments
and what.
So,
I
feel like when you
go, or the anonymous,
or the
film,
I had seen it, so I think
I
was going to say, and that's why I
work
have a lot of people.
So,
not
only
in such a way that
it was
absolutely.
But I wish for myself, I can't also
do it for all grunts.
the English.
Yeah, I have
to
say, and I forget
more about the nichters out
there, and we have the club and
so mega geography.
This is so
horn.
Gibbs was to
mention the
eventual podcast.
Then
forbelt so many
gangsters, but they
finished for
this.
Yeah, he was
a little bit also
and
then the aspect is a level,
it's
not.
Yeah, that is and
we
can and we we have
and that last night,
and these
all
are not aware of the same thing.
Yeah, no.
I
must
say, and the ast is when the health of these moments, so these moments
would
be what this moment in the auser
and
the music is.
And that strife.
That stimulus, that's why you're not
going to be
able to
have this moment.
We
are
three
kids and I and also my family and
we could
done
it.
I
learned
the
cigarette and the sound
sold.
So,
thank you for
it.
Thank you.
What English
does Jennifer
say?
What absolutely nothing can
was the damage,
and
also in kindergarten,
that is
homorphic, and stakeholders, and
then these wigs that is
not a good and the wig in the road that
is so absolute class, and there you go,
and we have
to do
finishes and
the moment and I
see and
a new state.
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