"Keine Macht den Drogen" mit Jennifer

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Die Anzahl an Drogentoten steigt in Deutschland seit den letzten 15 Jahren stetig.In dieser Folge trifft Philipp Jennifer, eine alleinerziehende Mutter zweier Kinder. In ihrer Jugend gerät Jennifer über ihr soziales Umfeld zunächst ans Kiffen, mit der Zeit sucht sie aber nach einem stärkeren Rausch und bleibt letztlich an Crystal Meth hängen - eine synthetische Droge mit extrem hohen Suchtpotenzial, Jennifer ist von Tag eins an abhängig.

An dem Tief- und Wendepunkt ihres Lebens, von dem sie uns in dieser Folge erzählt, findet sich Jennifer erst mit 29 Jahren. Heute ist sie seit knapp 11 Jahren clean. Das hat sie "nach einem krönenden Abschied" und mit vier Tagen Schlaf vom einen auf den anderen Tag geschafft. Auch während ihrer Schwangerschaften hat Jennifer nicht konsumiert.

Davor und danach befand sie sich aber in einer Drogensucht, wie sie im Buche steht - ihr ganzer Alltag dreht sich um den nächsten Rausch - und dann ist da noch das Jugendamt, das die vernachlässigten Kinder nach einem besonders schweren Zwischenfall in Obhut nimmt. Jennifer existiert zwischen Entgiftung und Rückfall.

Zu dem Zeitpunkt, wo sie für sich selbst erkennt, dass sie körperlich und seelisch völlig am Ende ist, kontaktiert sie das Jugendamt und nimmt dessen Hilfsangebote in Anspruch, die sie zuvor so oft abgelehnt hat. Sie bekommt einen Platz in einer Einrichtung für süchtige Mütter mit ihren Kindern. Hier verhilft man ihr über drei Jahre hinweg, zurück in klare Strukturen zu finden. Jennifer berichtet sehr positiv von der Einrichtung und hat sich einige der dort gesetzten Regeln bis heute beibehalten.

Im Rückblick macht sich Jennifer große Vorwürfe, dass sie ihre Kinder während der Sucht so vernachlässigt hat und auf der anderen Seite glaubt sie, dass es sie ohne ihre Kinder noch viel schlimmer hätte treffen können, weil die ihr zumindest einen letzen Funken Restverantwortung abverlangt haben.

Jennifers Folge ruft dazu auf, unser Schicksal in die Hand zu nehmen und diese Erkenntnis hält sie auch für den einzig wahren Weg aus der Sucht. Jennifers Geschichte gibt dazu vor allem eins: Mut.

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be here, and I think that

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world, the friendly,

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what problem?

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what in the moment

will

be?

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say that crystal maps

and handling,

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much,

and not

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financial

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morning

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have.

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a moment

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diarrhea have

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hallowed, I would say

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said, I

know

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ordered

my cross and also

in my

opinion, that

I'm not.

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and

the

spirit of

teachers, the

market and

platinum, and the better.

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the brain and the auspices

in the moment

control

that

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not

immune when you

were told that

she was an evergreen,

which therapy, the health, and

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not social missions,

the watch video, and all this

and myself, that's what we're doing.

coming

in,

so we don't try to

do it, we can

also

be

in.

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I would say

in the cross,

I think

that when all these kids

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was glad

and

that's were in this

room, but I

also

would say

in contact with that sugar,

feel like

this one.

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water is normal.

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market

is

what

normal

and

new markets

make,

they

are.

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it mean?

I think it is cliche, but

what is all that?

Can't

we

join in the streets?

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in substance,

And I claim

that we have

to do it, but all in the

market, that's why you can't do it.

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what

a

stroke is.

have

and then

there are speed consumers

that

are coca,

yeah, and then

we

have to do it.

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I have done.

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we have.

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So, that

market is a bit

and

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Organization

also

And that's relatively important and nothing.

What is the plant?

What is the moment?

I think,

and

when I

say it, and her

library is

not planted.

And then

you can see that.

So

the

truth is that

there are.

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not

what

is that?

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that's kind of

what it is.

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thing with a side clean and then

thanks to Wida Ann.

While

you're talking about the groups, you can.

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a

more important thing that we have,

and the blue

is

not so hard.

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that's why

it's cradles, that

can be

formed

or consumption.

It's a very relatively good personality.

So, yes, for

new contacts,

but the future

can

be

a fruit,

and

that comes out

with

the money.

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can

language, but I have also

come to

meet you and

you can't.

English and

that

we are

forgetting

in

Sana.

I think that

when we

are in august

not

a

little bit

and that

in July 2009,

the situation

also.

I

had a business consummate, I

think,

so

I think

what I would

say is that it is the world,

the winner,

and

this

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So,

not the wall, or

trend, the world,

the world,

new state, and

the other thing.

That's why I said that kind of

thing, and I wonder with the kids, and then

I'll

make

partnering, and

then we

were.

And

there we go to my Engels, and

my

relative cleaner, I had told you, what is

it?

And you have

to

see and

experiment and do what

we can.

and then I think

that

from what

we have.

But I think

I span that one

stag, that

okay,

that's positive, I think it's auxiliary.

And then

comprobly, and then

we'll see.

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would be a function of end.

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the same thing.

So we have

a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of

an

easy way to do it.

So

that's what

we

had.

I was

stark, I was

wondering,

is

that

the situation

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Yeah.

That's why I was the designer work is that

automatic angle is

a

very important

expertise.

And

we

have auspices where the students also influence

it.

Yeah, I think

materials

have

a crystal math and heroin

of a

water.

Why the crystal map

also works on the hat?

So this

is

the

barn.

So

this is the most important

and darn

these fuel amount, amount, amount.

Egypt, what costs, ego, whatever, whatever.

And the club is

I think this is

a lot of clamor

potential of

the Jennifer

consummate and absolutely.

Crystal method also

is a title

with their home

potential.

Jennifer Schilderung is

a bahn, so the

consummate

crystal method is a stakeholder

could

consume a massive

dopamine that

belongs to

this.

This uber message dopamine also

feels consummate and consumers.

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that is

also

a downfall that uber dopamine

and the dopamine

and that Ubermuli, and also

the consummate

and that now.

Langfristich can realize

the nerve

and so on,

in

which

cognitive difficulties

are emotional instability.

that

we have.

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rogue

hi now, and

that's a huge risk for

you.

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the builder of crystalline,

that is.

Jennifer Sach Zelst das is the answer from Enden.

Here, Stuttgart

in the world.

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also

a

process.

Yeah, that's a

process.

But what

are we doing?

And so

this period

and education.

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the women of Turkey, is

the next

niche.

And

yeah,

and he was

in the comments,

and I

was a decline,

the greatest

decline,

and

the content

was

all about.

consumes or

that

we

can

do that.

And I can't

say nine.

And

there are gifts to make

the youth,

but

when

you

say

all this, what is

the fundamental consumer?

So, people

that negative

and what,

The

criminality

was criminal and the organization for the Russian people.

Yeah, yeah.

I feel like cloud.

So, all of that

perfumes and

what

computers

will be cloudy

and

also

that

the room

criminal, but also

not only

familiarity for an

crystal method is

remote.

So, I mean,

I had

to

find that

papa,

that's why

we

have to do

that.

They bring the

kindergarten and

kindergarten.

Then

it's better and that

we have to be

able to

kind of

drink and

also

I think

it's

a good thing to consume and

say,

and we have a kind of

gang,

you have the above.

That is also

critical of the screen.

We have to take

a new news, and we had nothing

to do with

it, or had not been clinging to the

clinging, but the kind of name, or the kindergarten,

then perfect, a rancher in and that man

with a pagan, or

something.

But

I think that's the thing.

Had a study that

That's what I'm saying.

I think

that

was more than

about this

thing, but

it's

all subordinate to essentially,

that we

can't say

what

kind of announcements are.

When

you say

in this case, you can see that it is a very important thing.

I knew

that we were talking about

it, that when the festival

hat, or

the

family festival, then

also

for

the moment,

as I

said in a war,

where we

were, and the Bobby, what

was

my

consummation, is that

the

niche

a line, we have

to

go

that

field.

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that is not

your

west.

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gosh.

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what

is that

and I wait

and

have a business decoupled and

decline

not midag, and

cooking, and my single, and then

from Hammer,

and from Storm Klingen, and from Lautenbrün from the Klein, and

of the work,

and

the traveler politically and the young

hand that I

also have gold, the right power, the clinical

street, and

that

my wonderful,

and

that

we can make English claims

and that is a mere metaphorical work and

the same thing.

thing.

And we

have

the

best.

I mean, it's not another

thing.

And

then you can't do it.

So, we have no tag warmth.

But we

can't be

able to do it.

But another type of

issue.

But

in the moment, what the Kinnew

can

see,

so that

is better for the miracle, or we have to go full.

So, if you

have declined to

make it

That

I

can also

do.

That's what

I

mean by

the same thing.

But it does not

seem to be a gift, that's not the same thing.

Okay, but

I wonder if you

have

to do it.

And we

are

then

going to

be here.

We

are

talking about

you can't do it.

But

that's why we have a natural tax

field.

And we

have

to

say that.

That

controls

and cooking ops that

we

have.

And so

we can see that

English.

That kind of

thing

for

us.

So

that, what is

formula?

So, when

functions and the former.

When you

start and then

the documentation of Kindweg.

When the clinic is

kindergarten, and the commonwealth.

So, I had

to

do it.

And she

was

not

to

press

and then

we

have to do it for you.

But that

comes

with

it.

Yeah, that's what

we

do.

That

works, that

we function,

and

that's

a mix

that we get

that

sooner,

so

before

these

things

happen,

what

we

do, but

the kindergarten

is

not and what

clone or

then we have partnerships

that is then in

the

event

is

not a current and I

think

kindergarten,

but you have to

be

there, and that one

we have to

have,

and this morning.

And I think that

we have

to

combine all the work.

When we are partnership, the consumer,

I think,

it's reinforced about

guns

alliance, guns, guns, motors allegedly, and not

when

it's emotional, or financial, and

suggestion, because

it's important

to

get

about the reality.

And

that

when this factor

is

then

full of reflection, and

that is

in the right

place.

So we

can

do all of the cops when you

moment.

That's why

I

think

it's

all

about

it.

Another thing

that we have

to do

is

better

and were also,

and that is motor time, and we

are

also

here, and that total

group,

and the wicked

wisdom

that is.

These

women

reclaim,

and Alice Forgem,

And this morning,

you must

miss, and here is your firearm, the Pakistani coffee, and no

one,

and that.

And then,

in the wisdom of the

energy, that also.

have.

That was my favorite.

Has to be

upset.

We were upset.

Yeah,

before my mother had done

contacts with

it and he had

to go to

this morning, when he was my mama,

not my

crystal,

and what my

banks were, and

that

all that,

and

that

market

and

the hinge, and I

trained.

So,

I think we also

have

a great stir with Diana, the light, and the

machine list.

Yeah,

we are

also in Super Kerberlich, we would say,

I think

we also have

the normalizer,

the director of the German ministers,

and I think

we have

to

say that Marmanam, who has nothing to bear,

and that we all

have, and we

come to school, and decline,

and then

decline,

and

then

Franklin

I mean, that also spanned the normal limb, but all

the normal is that.

So, the most

completely new learning,

or the

normal thing, is

also

structured.

I had a

a wider sinner, but that regional meditation and

my situation

and marketing,

that

free

point and even

that works for

you.

But that

works so

and the

plan so strictly and for

strict wars

and

not so much.

So

we

have

12 meters, even in the air,

point 12 gaps.

And

that means

that it's not a good thing.

And

we contact the

zone in that side, there is a biomass that

is not going to be a problem.

So that's a suspension of the market.

And then my mother had contacted my

heart, that

music

in the water,

and also

with him to

win a lot of

library,

and

aspirations,

and then what

we have to do is to do it.

And what is the

seal or dengue,

or what is the

trip in the world?

I

think

And

as

you said, I think, and then

this

is

a man who

can

begin to

share my plants,

and

we can work, and have

psychological

and the social

asthma of the ganza

and

the body.

I keep

asthma and show and last and

that is also

intensive.

So, and then

we have

to

do it in the right.

I would try.

Wow.

Ain't

nobody, so the

most important thing.

And then the merchants are okay, I

think, in the

middle of the day, and

in the neuronal, but I think

my plant and the

line, but

the function

that the

people

partners, but a monotonyologist, and

that's

what we're doing, and I'm

not sure

if it's

a lein in Eigen won't be able to do it.

bring and

young,

and

it is a very important thing to press, so I

stabilize the clinical.

I would

say, or not,

so

we

have

Yeah, the immerse.

But

we

have automatic

and we have to do it.

And when

Tivani Mategi and Ruberson

Schultz,

yeah.

Yeah.

Gita wick vertas besamet that side, or tutorial.

Or

my angst and we

are all right.

Mark,

I

think it's

also

good,

Is that a theme that

we have and

this was

read?

What?

Or we

And then we

have automatically

that

we have

all

of them.

This good,

and

the process

is all

about

ministry

and

good action, and my

laser, and

what is nice with them that

is

so

good.

But then it's another

clinical,

also

the Asten Schuyler

and the

Bindung English

and the

problem with

my friend

that all

these

people.

Dash Glaucus,

that

we have

seen

what?

So, that's what it is,

but

in the group,

what does Deutsche Cod and

Landmarks and

Strich

does

work and

I forgive

you and

that reality is

nothing.

I can't only say

what

I'm saying.

I

think

that's what I mean.

That also

what I think.

So that is when you

first

have a good license.

And

the house

and

finish.

Do you have a side moment?

Wow.

Nah, so Zulangstroke,

or

not.

So, I work, I have to say, these

moments

and what.

So,

I

feel like when you

go, or the anonymous,

or the

film,

I had seen it, so I think

I

was going to say, and that's why I

work

have a lot of people.

So,

not

only

in such a way that

it was

absolutely.

But I wish for myself, I can't also

do it for all grunts.

the English.

Yeah, I have

to

say, and I forget

more about the nichters out

there, and we have the club and

so mega geography.

This is so

horn.

Gibbs was to

mention the

eventual podcast.

Then

forbelt so many

gangsters, but they

finished for

this.

Yeah, he was

a little bit also

and

then the aspect is a level,

it's

not.

Yeah, that is and

we

can and we we have

and that last night,

and these

all

are not aware of the same thing.

Yeah, no.

I

must

say, and the ast is when the health of these moments, so these moments

would

be what this moment in the auser

and

the music is.

And that strife.

That stimulus, that's why you're not

going to be

able to

have this moment.

We

are

three

kids and I and also my family and

we could

done

it.

I

learned

the

cigarette and the sound

sold.

So,

thank you for

it.

Thank you.

What English

does Jennifer

say?

What absolutely nothing can

was the damage,

and

also in kindergarten,

that is

homorphic, and stakeholders, and

then these wigs that is

not a good and the wig in the road that

is so absolute class, and there you go,

and we have

to do

finishes and

the moment and I

see and

a new state.

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