Unveiling My Journey: From ICU Nurse to Content Creator | Money Birdette DSH #784

Feel better now, or when you were a nurse overall?

I'm not saying I don't have any purpose.

I put my time in, I did 13 years.

Probably give me a lot of judgment about my choice to be an OnlyFans model or kind of go into the adult pouring industry.

My life is way better now.

I make more money now, I'm not less stressed, I have a lot more freedom.

And as I worked as a nurse, it was just paycheck to paycheck, especially if you're in a hospital.

Because when you're around death and you're around certain things, you're like manifesting that into your life too.

All right guys, got money burdette here.

Welcome.

Thank you.

Love the outfit.

Thank you.

It's pretty unique.

What's going on there?

All those dots?

It's actually for a photo shoot that I'm shooting tomorrow.

So I thought it was just cute and I put it on my little outfits in it.

Nice.

Photo shoot for your OF?

For Instagram, this is just like a OF.

Not OF photo shoot trip.

This is more like Instagram photo shoot trip.

Okay, okay.

You've been doing OF since 18.

2018 yeah that's early that is early what i think maybe 20

probably literally like right as the site went public damn so you had that foresight to just see because i feel like it got a lot of hate at first oh yeah it was like a secret thing yeah like a lot of photographers and models we just use it as extra content it was called only it's only fans it's not only porn which people have that stigma with now but in the beginning it was just extra content and like talking to your fans so that's all it was in the beginning for me and then how did it it evolve to where you're at now?

Like what year did you start kind of taking steps?

Well like I said I was a neonatal ICU nurse for 13 years.

So when I was a nurse

I respected my profession and just sold like extra content and photo shoot pictures, things like that.

So then about

right before COVID, I would say I left and I was making enough money to kind of just go out on my own.

So it was quick, the transition?

That was a few years.

I think 2018 to what, 2020, like two years maybe?

Okay, to start making good money.

Yeah, I was making, I mean, a lot more money than as a nurse.

Really?

Oh, yeah.

I thought nurses make good money.

Well, six figures, right?

I think in New York, um, I probably made over 100K.

Holy crap, yeah.

As a nurse, yeah, it's pretty good, right?

Yeah, but it's, it's pretty good, but after taxes and after all the deductions, and it's okay, but for like a single woman to live on that kind of a salary, that's kind of why I did the OnlyFans thing.

Yeah, 100K in New York, apartments alone is probably like 5K a month, right?

Well, mine now is probably about 4K.

Yeah, so 4K plus food and then expenses.

Car, everything.

It was just working to pay your bills.

Yeah, you have nothing left to invest or save in, pretty much.

So that makes sense while you got into it.

Yeah.

And what did your friends and family think of it?

Well, my parents, my mom now knows, but my father still doesn't.

Still?

Yeah.

Well, he's going to know now after this.

I doubt it.

Really?

Yeah.

This gets millions of views.

They're just not internet people.

Whoa.

I had an issue recently because I did go on a podcast and I spoke about it and somebody looked them up on Facebook and sent my mom a bunch of porn on her Facebook wall.

So that's how she found out?

Mm-hmm.

Damn.

So she probably told your dad.

No.

No?

She didn't want to hurt him.

Oh, wow.

She was cool about it, though.

Like, we spoke.

I said to her, I'm turning 40.

This is what I want to do at this age.

I just want to have fun.

I'm not married.

I don't have kids.

Like, I'm just living my life on my own terms.

Wow.

You're turning 40?

Yeah.

I thought you were in your young 30s.

No, I'm a lot older.

That's impressive.

Good genetics.

Thanks.

Damn.

Was not having kids like something you wanted to just do?

No, I wanted to have kids.

Like, I feel like, as a woman, you're kind of told, you're going to meet somebody, you're going to have kids, you're going to live this dream, but it doesn't happen for everybody.

And it's okay.

And yeah, I wish I would have had kids.

I wish I would have been a mom.

I would probably have a very different life right now, but I didn't.

So I'm a little unhinged now at this age, and I'm kind of just like having fun.

I feel that.

Also, people wait on the East Coast.

Yeah.

No,

it's hard to date on the East Coast.

You think so?

Yeah, everything's really expensive.

Going out's expensive.

Going anywhere, doing anything.

So it's kind of hard to meet people in that sense.

That's true.

You're dropping hundreds on a date in New York.

Oh, God.

Anytime I leave my apartment, it's like a $400 day.

Jeez.

Yeah.

God damn.

Even an Uber to New York is $100 each way.

Two.

Like from Brooklyn to Manhattan.

It's crazy.

I noticed that because I just stayed in Jersey City.

It was like $120.

I was like, what?

It's like two miles.

Crazy.

That's crazy, right?

Yeah, Vegas is no traffic out here.

It's great.

I love it.

You might have to move out here.

No.

No state tax, yeah.

I know.

I do like Vegas, though.

It's like, it was hot.

Oh, yeah.

The heat's brutal.

Brutal.

LA's nice, but you're not that safe.

You know?

You know, you're getting robbed out there.

But yeah, New York.

New York's in my top three.

I love New York.

Being a New Yorker and being there for so long, it's kind of hard to live anywhere else.

The food is

really fucking good.

That's what I miss.

I was looking at Uber Eats the app, and I'm like, oh, my gosh, bagel and pizza and pasta out there.

They're the best bagels.

The bagels out here are disgusting.

Yeah.

I can't even eat them.

I gave them up.

I gave up pizza too.

Did you?

Yeah.

The pizza in Brooklyn's really good.

If you ever go back, LMB's, Smomoni Gardens.

So I'll try it out.

You have to.

I haven't tried Broken Pizza.

You ever do food content in your videos?

Not really.

Some people have some food fetishes.

Food fetishes?

Not really.

You probably get some weird requests, though.

I do get rid of requests.

Do you do them or no?

Yeah, I have to pay.

Okay.

I'll do like a custom, whatever, kind of, almost whatever, as long as it's nothing like racist, because there's a lot of people that are racist.

They have, yeah, like weird race play, or I say no.

I'm very honest with fans.

Like, if it's out of my comfort zone, it's not something I'm going to do.

Stuff like that.

But they'll ask for, like, today, literally, somebody messaged me and asked me to send him a custom video of me saying that I want to suck his dad off.

Whoa.

That was a custom.

That's an interesting one.

A little dad fetish.

I was like, yeah, I'll do it.

I'll send you an audio or a video of that.

That's fine.

Holy crap.

What if he posts it, though?

I don't care.

Like, people know what I do.

We sell a fantasy online.

You know, it's not something that's like real.

Yeah.

And even if it was, who cares?

Maybe it's that's hot.

What's the most you've been offered for something?

For a custom?

Yeah.

I kind of set my own prices.

Like, it depends on what they say and how crazy it is and how uncomfortable it makes me.

But usually at least $500 for like a couple minutes custom video or picture.

Your hourly rates like 5K an hour, probably.

What do you mean by rate?

Like if you're charging 500 bucks for a five minute video.

Yeah, but but we're not getting that many customs so it's not like it's like a super fan yeah yeah that makes sense yeah damn and now you're doing like video content too right boy girl stuff boy girl stuff yeah do you like that and i just actually signed um

i did the paper like not paperwork but i just spoke with browsers so i might do a scene or two with browsers damn so you're going full out then YOLO.

Wow.

What's going to be the category of theme of the video?

Oh, I don't know.

Like, I'm just in their system officially.

Like, if they get a if i get a booking maybe i'll fly out and do it it depends but i'm i'm able to say what i want to do what i don't want to do what i'm comfortable with yeah but for someone like you you're making more off of i'd be surprised if it's more for like promo i'm everything i do is for like promotional purposes so i would rather be on their site like i think they get like 300 million views a day

what they own pornhub browsers owns pornhub oh i didn't know that and i think reality kings possibly don't like quote me on that but yes so they're so if if you do like a feature that's that's a lot of views Holy crap.

Then you could funnel them into your LF.

Yeah.

Damn.

Because you don't get paid a lot.

It's not like the amount of money you make on OnlyFans a day is probably way more than a scene.

So I think a lot of the porn stars do both, but it definitely drives them to their OnlyFans pages now.

That makes sense.

It's kind of like just being on YouTube to funnel views into your other paid things.

That's cool.

Have you been banned off social media?

So I lost my whole brand two years ago.

I never got it back.

So I rebuilt this page probably in the last two years.

Why'd you get banned?

They didn't tell you?

No.

Every popular business?

My whole brand was Flower Bomb.

So I had a page and I used to rescue animals.

So I posted a rescue bird and I think somebody flipped out.

They thought I was posting it for clout and then both my pages went down.

What?

Yeah.

So it wasn't even OF stuff you got?

No.

That's crazy.

Yeah.

And Instagram never gave my page back.

They're weird with the animal rescues.

I got an animal rescuer coming on next week.

She rescued some chickens and now they're trying to send her to prison.

They're so weird, like, because I also work with a lot of the, because originally my OnlyFans, one of my pages was to donate a certain amount of money I made to cat rescues, because I have four cats.

You're a cat girl.

I have three rescue cats.

And I work with Puppy Kitty NYC and Little Wanderers.

So I used to donate money to them or drive their pets

and, you know, I fostered.

So, but I'm a little busy right now.

I can't foster.

Yeah.

Yeah, fostering is tempting, but it is pretty time-intensive.

It is.

I mean, it's like.

And you're traveling a lot, probably.

Yeah, these animals are traumatized a lot of times.

Like, they'll come from a kill shelter

in a Brooklyn.

They have those for cats?

What?

I pulled a cat from the kill shelter.

She had like an hour to live and somebody posted her on Instagram.

So I went and I picked her up.

Whoa.

So you could schedule a pickup at a kill shelter?

No, I had to call and make sure they knew that I wanted to come get her.

And then I fostered her and then I think she was too traumatized and I loved her so I kept her.

Wow.

Beautiful story.

So you're not a dog girl?

I feel like it's not fair for me to have dogs in the apartment.

Yeah.

So cats.

Yeah.

If I had a house, I'd probably have dogs and cats and chickens and everything.

I'll run you 20 mil in New York to have a house.

Oh, God.

I know.

I just had Ryan Serhan on.

I mean, the stuff he sells is crazy.

Like, crazy the profit.

Oh, my God.

Just for like a 2,000-square-foot penthouse, like 10 mil.

We just shot at this amazing penthouse in New York.

It was, I think it was like 39 million.

And it's just sitting there.

That's a lot.

Whose was it?

I don't know.

Oh, you shot a scene there?

No, like, just shot photos.

Oh.

Somebody knew somebody that owned it and they let let us shoot in it.

Wow.

Yeah.

That's cool.

You had a stalker.

Yeah.

How'd that happen?

So I went on a podcast recently and just like you asked me if my parents knew, I kinda said that I didn't tell my parents yet.

And at the time, Instagram, when you get verified, they put your first and last name.

So I didn't pay somebody to change my first and last name into just money birdette.

You know what I mean?

It's a lot of money.

So he went and looked my parents up on Facebook

and was sending pictures to my mom on her facebook wall and facebook wouldn't remove them

damn so you got doxed yeah holy crap yeah did you change your name i did it's vanity now okay so before i had your real first and last government name and they went and looked up every single person in my family and just kept writing to them my brother like saying horrible things damn and then i reported to the police actually

And then the police came and he got so scared.

He took it all down.

Really?

Yeah.

Did you find out who it was?

I don't know who it was, but I kind of just posted about it to scare him because it's like cyber stalking.

It was stressful for me.

Obviously, I had to tell my parents something that they didn't want to know.

I had to hurt my family.

And then he actually said he wanted to kill himself because he was so scared that the cops were going to come get him.

Hmm.

Yeah.

That is weird.

There's someone who's like, why would you post that?

Yeah, there's some hateful people.

What was the point of doing that to hurt my mom?

and to hurt me.

Yeah.

Stranger, you know?

There's a lot of people that hate just OF in general.

we get a lot of hate we do tons yeah do you just block them i don't care like i just it's a projection of how you feel about yourself because i because if you if you're in a good mental state and you're in a happy place i would never comment on someone's page or do something like that you have to like really hate yourself to go do that or maybe you hate women maybe you can't get women that's just what i attribute it to it's weird do you feel better now or when you were a nurse overall

i feel like i had purpose as a nurse i feel like i have no I'm not saying I don't have any purpose.

I put my time in.

I did 13 years.

I was like, like I said, I was a neonatal ICU nurse.

So a lot of people probably give me a lot of judgment about my choice to be an OnlyFans model or kind of go into adult porn industry.

But my life is way better now.

I make more money now.

I'm not less stressed.

I have a lot more freedom.

And as I worked as a nurse, it was just paycheck to paycheck.

I was literally like, you know, stressed out every day.

I was having sleeping issues.

You deal with a lot of emotional stress in a high, stressful environment like that as a nurse.

Absolutely.

You're taking that home with you.

You're probably witnessing deaths and trauma.

I witnessed a few babies dying.

Oh my gosh.

That's true.

It was hard.

I still think about them a lot.

Holy crap.

We'll go to funeral.

Yeah, that energy doesn't leave you when you see shit like that.

I feel like you got to get in and get out of the medical field, especially if you're in a hospital, because when you're around death and you're around certain things, you're like manifesting that into your life too.

So I feel like you put in a certain amount of time, do what you do, do your purpose, and maybe get out and do what you got to do.

100%.

There's energy healers that die young, super young.

Because you're also taking on a lot of energy and a lot of different things there.

Like, there's people that are very stressed, so you're also feeling a lot of people's anxiety.

Yep.

That's why hospital setting, I always feel like shit when I go like the ER or whatever.

I just feel like so much negative energy everywhere.

Yeah.

It's not a fun setting, man.

I don't think I'm actually going to have my kid in a hospital.

No?

No.

Be close to a hospital, though.

I'm going to do either.

You think so?

Yeah.

I was thinking either home or there's like these natural wellness wellness centers.

So as a NICU nurse, I've seen horror stories about home births.

Oh, shit.

Because if you are not, it's nothing against it, like the wellness thing and having like doulas.

And like, I've seen people that didn't understand, like, be close to a hospital.

Because if something goes wrong and you're not near a hospital, there's a problem, you know?

And I've seen babies have issues.

Damn.

Okay.

That's good to know, though.

So be like a birthing center right outside of a hospital because then there's medical professionals.

There's people.

I think it's safer to do like that.

Okay, I'll do that.

I just want it to be as natural as possible, honestly.

Yeah, and the thing that concerns me is a lot of the hospitals are pushing these vaccines on babies.

I don't know if you saw that when you were there.

Well, I know that I don't know the law here, but in New York, you get hepatitis B before you leave.

Yeah, well, that one I don't mind, but there's now 40 vaccines by the time you're age one that they're giving.

Yeah, so like in the hospital, when you're born, you get erythromycin in your eyes, and then you get by four hours of life, you get erythromycinocytes, um, vitamin K shot.

Every baby gets one.

Okay, Okay.

State of New York.

Do you think that's needed, though?

I don't think it's needed.

I don't think it's necessary.

I don't think all vaccines are necessary.

I understand the point of them.

And I think that everyone should have a choice.

Yeah.

I do.

I'm on the same page.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I think it should be more of a choice.

Because I heard they cause a scene if you deny that.

Well, I worked in an Orthodox Jewish hospital.

So it's very different.

And a lot of hospitals have ethics committees.

So you can say no to certain things.

It is your choice.

Yeah, I just think 40 before they're one is just absurd.

Yeah, the details.

Like, there's certain vaccines you get at certain months.

So just do your research.

100%.

Yeah.

Have you gotten any surgeries?

I had my breast done.

Okay.

I had a lift.

I'm very honest.

A lot of people think I've had like a BBL or my body done.

I kind of don't.

I'm kind of scared to get surgeries, just maybe because I've worked in the hospital and I've seen...

good and bad side of things.

So hospitals and me, I'm very like, I have anxiety.

So I really don't don't want to go through like, I feel pressured to get a BBL or different things, which I do feel pressured in the industry.

Yeah.

Most girls probably got it, right?

A lot of girls.

Yeah.

It's a very invasive procedure, and I think a lot of people don't understand it.

Super invasive, and sometimes it goes really wrong, too.

Yeah.

Even the breast ones, I heard sometimes they pop or break.

Yeah.

Did you get the water one?

I have saline, not I have silicone and it's like under the muscle.

Okay, under the muscle.

I kind of, as I get older, I think it's like when you're younger and you're really like, maybe a little bit more insecure.

it's everyone's judgment but I kind of regret a lot of my things like surgeries I regret my tattoos and now whoa

how many tattoos you got I have a whole sleeve holy crack and you regret all of them or just some of them regret them I think it was a time in my life where I wanted something because I felt so restricted as a nurse I wasn't allowed not that you weren't allowed but you were looked down on at that time to have long nails have loud makeup, have the tattoos.

So when I left my profession, I kind of just like rebelled and I wanted all these things, maybe didn't think it through.

And I kind of don't have, I wish today that I didn't have the sleeve and have my tattoos.

Wow.

Yeah.

Whole sleeve.

What kind of tattoos are on there?

It's kind of like,

and I also feel like

it's beautiful work.

Yeah, it's really well done.

The faces look good.

Yeah.

So I don't mind it.

I don't hate it.

I just kind of was like, maybe I should have done something that was more meaning.

Yeah.

Well, these days you could get them removed, though, right?

I'm not doing that.

You're not doing that?

It hurts, I bet.

It hurts yeah damn yeah there is a stigma like you know the vibes tattoo you know the

there's a stigma with tots though especially the girl right yeah you probably get looked at in certain ways yeah I think so

I also feel like appearances are a lot like we judge a lot so by how you look you are getting judged oh yeah subconsciously you can't even like deny it you're just judging people as soon as you see them I would get judged as a nurse sometimes like by certain things I know my

appearance.

Yeah.

Oh, because you were looking a certain way.

I had tattoos, yeah, and different things like that.

Damn.

And they were like, I want a new nurse.

Sometimes they would ask if I had kids, and then they say they didn't want me taking care of their kids because I didn't have kids.

Damn.

I had that a few times.

Wow, I never heard of that one.

Childist.

I don't know.

I said, well, I've been a nurse for 13 years.

I think I know a thing or two, but you know.

Yeah, I don't think that should matter.

I think experience should matter.

It doesn't matter because what if I couldn't have kids medically, you know?

So

I always, like I say, a lot of people say to me, well, you're never going to have kids kids or find a man, what you do.

I wanted that.

I did that, that lifestyle for so many years.

I was in my 30s.

I was almost by 40.

I didn't have that reality for me.

So I say, like, okay, I want to have fun.

I want to have sex.

I want to travel.

I want to make money and I want to live my life and, you know, just have a little bit of fun.

And it's safe fun.

The industry is pretty safe.

What do you mean by that?

Like, like STD testing and stuff.

Oh, okay.

You got to get tested all the time.

Oh, yeah.

For scenes, we have a two-week period of time after you get tested tested to have a scene.

Damn, two weeks.

Yeah, seven to 14 days.

Interesting.

Do you meet up with fans?

No.

It's not something that I feel safe doing, and it's not something that turns me on.

Yeah.

You know?

Those are like the most few videos I'm pouring off.

Are they?

Fan videos?

Do you think they're real?

Most of them are not real.

That's what I mean.

I feel like, well, there's one thing.

I'm not a liar with my fans.

I like to be super honest.

So they'll ask me something, and I'm just brutally honest.

Like, that's a New Yorker.

This is not an an uber hookup no i didn't the pizza guy or if it is like you'll know it's a scene and it'll be a porn star we're making this like experience for you and this like fantasy but no i didn't go

but i did my waiter once whoa from the versace mansion what yeah how did he pull that off i don't know it's just really attracted to him and we we we decided to like in the Versace mansion and filmed it.

Damn.

And like a year or two later, he ended up on OnlyFans Let Me Sell It.

Whoa.

Yeah.

So that turned into you pimping him out instead of the other way around we're still friends he's cool and then we've also went on like a trip to mexico and it was just like like a little whirlwind romance wow yeah so even though he wasn't making millions you were still money doesn't matter to me like if i like you if i have chemistry with you i have chemistry with you wow so you could a broke eye right now if

you never know when you're gonna meet somebody that you like it's did you ever feel that like you just meet someone and you're like i don't there's something there and like I can't get you out of my head.

Maybe, maybe I wouldn't marry you, but there's chemistry there, and I wanted to explore it in that kind of sense.

I feel that on a friendship level, yeah, I have certain friends that are completely broke, but I also am really good with boundaries, so like I won't give them, or I won't take business advice from them.

Yeah, you know, I stopped lending money to friends, too.

Hell yeah, yeah, never do that.

I've never gotten it back.

I've never gotten it back ever.

Could be like

my best friend at the time, too.

That's what I tell my friends.

I said, Are you ready to ruin our relationship over this money?

Because either I'm going to just give you a donation and don't ever ask me again again because I'll give my family money, but you know, I don't want us to have an issue with a friendship because then I feel like you took advantage of me.

Yep.

I don't give family money.

Strict line on that.

It's hard.

I think if my brother needed it or my, well, my parents, I definitely helped them out.

Yeah.

Yeah, I was fortunate.

My parents were self-made millionaires, so they don't ask me for money, but I understand that if yours are struggling.

They definitely live like my dad worked two full-time jobs.

Like I had a great, everyone always assumes that like as OnlyFans girls maybe don't have dads or great family.

Like I have the most amazing father and the most amazing mother.

I really do.

Daddy issues is definitely a stigma.

Yeah, so I don't have daddy issues and a lot of us don't.

I think people in the porn industry, like from being in the industry for a few months, I've realized that there's tons of married people.

There's tons of people that are in healthy relationships with each other that just explore a different type of sexuality and lifestyle.

Yeah, more of an open concept.

Kind of works for them.

And maybe...

Maybe that'll work for me.

I'm kind of open to it now, which I wasn't.

I was a very jealous person.

So you were monogamous for a while.

Yes.

Very jealous yeah there's a lot of uh sex clubs out here

for swingers i've never been have you been to someone like that

i don't know if i could watch the guy i love have sex with someone else that's my problem too i don't think i could do it i don't think i could do it yeah even like in the industry like there's collabs that i'll do that i'll have chemistry with and collabs that i'll maybe not have chemistry with so it's like i don't really want i want it i want to have an experience with you and maybe like this is going to be a really great intense scene but i also don't want to bring another person into it it because i know it's going to affect the maybe the chemistry of the scene it just depends on who right you know it's energetic right yeah it's an intimate experience it is still an intimate experience however people look at it that's why i'm kind of like i'm blessed and lucky in the sense where i think coming into the industry i was lucky where i had following first and maybe i had a presence on only fans so people are willing to collaborate with me but i think in the porn industry maybe a lot of girls and a lot of guys too aren't that lucky yeah yeah you're collaborating with some huge names right jason love yeah How was that?

That was cool.

That hurt, right?

That hurt.

I'm not going to lie.

Because I went from not having sex for,

I could probably count in the last five years before I started collabing, how many people I've had sex with in five years on one hand.

Wow.

Yes.

I was not like,

I just,

like I said, I just never really like, it wasn't, I don't really have the one-night stands.

I wasn't really like, I was a monogamous person.

And then in December, I kind of just decided, like, let me loosen up, you know?

Literally.

Let me loosen up.

I'm not getting any younger.

I want to enjoy my sex life and I want to have, you know, some fun right now.

Damn.

And you started off with him.

I know.

I wasn't ready.

What a way to start.

You must have fucking bled or ripped.

No.

That's like a foot, right?

No.

They're professional.

Like, they know how to read the room.

Like, they know how to read body language.

Like, they kind of know if, like, they're hurting you, and it's not like they want to have this.

terrible experience for you.

Like, these are professionals, like, honestly, and they're all really nice people.

That makes sense.

Was that before Lena or after?

That was right after, a little while after.

Oh, so he was at the peak of his career.

Yeah.

Yeah, he was hot from that one.

That was really cool.

He's really cool.

He likes cats, so I like him.

Oh, yeah.

That's surprising.

I know he could hoop, too.

I got a ball with him one day.

Yeah, he has cats.

He's cool.

Yeah, that collab was probably the most well-done executed collab I've seen in your industry.

Yeah.

Lena and him.

Yeah, the marketing on that was phenomenal.

Like a lot of people think OnlyFans are poor and like we're stupid, but a lot of us are not.

We're very, very smart.

We know how to use social media and social media marketing absolutely look at kazumi you don't make 10 mil on accident by being dumb no she's very smart yeah she bought all the meme page shout outs i get i see them on instagram all the time like oh this girl ended up in the icu from having sex with jason love or something yeah i saw that i'm like wow that's definitely fake but oh yeah i see it every day though so it's working if they're paying for shout outs every single day you're right there's an roi on that yeah i think that the majority of people don't realize that that's fake oh it is yeah

i believed it the first time i saw it though then i'm like wait it's been like a year and and I'm still seeing it.

I remember when I used to, a lot of people don't realize the press is like you'll do a press kit yourself.

Yeah.

Putting your own press out about yourself.

Exactly.

I had no idea.

Yar release.

Yeah, those are all bullshit.

It's written by the person.

Would you ever go on Plug Talk?

So I'm not really into girls.

Like, I really don't like Boy Girl Girl.

I've never done a Boy Girl Girl scene.

So I'm doing my first one.

Okay.

But it's with somebody I'm comfortable with and I've filmed them already and I like the way that they film.

So I feel comfortable enough to do that.

So I wouldn't probably be able to go on Plug Talk and do that without meeting them first and knowing them and kind of having a vibe.

I'm big on vibes.

Yeah.

I can arrange that meeting.

But I might.

I mean, like, I can if I want to, but I'm just kind of like

putting one foot in right now into the industry where I am a little bit.

Like, I just want to see what happens because it is a little overwhelming.

Yeah.

In the porn side of it, it's not just OnlyFans anymore.

This is like I'm meeting a lot of big names, big porn stars.

I get very nervous.

Yeah.

Johnny Sins?

I wish.

Johnny Sins.

Film with me.

Sterling Cooper?

I don't know who he is.

You don't know him?

I used to not watch porn, though.

I don't really know.

Before this, I didn't know anyone.

I think maybe Jason Love was the only name I knew.

Wow.

Yeah, with the guys, it's harder, though.

Yeah.

To make a name for yourself.

Like, I can only name three guys.

Yeah.

I know a couple girls, but I really didn't until now.

I'm like, oh, that's who that is?

Oh, I've seen that person in a porn.

I've watched them, but I didn't know who they were in their name.

Yeah, I haven't seen the rankings in a while, but I know Lana Rhodes was number one for a bit.

Is she still number one?

I have no idea.

Yeah, I know porn humble.

I don't know how they base the rankings, though.

Yeah, I don't know.

Could be views or something.

Yeah.

A lot of the top ones are retiring now, though.

Like who?

Riley Reed.

Oh, she's retiring?

I think so, right?

Unless she does OF.

I think they all still have an OF.

Like, I think forever, they will still have the OF.

Like, might be a level of retirement, but that's kind of like passive income.

Right.

You can always recycle that content and sell your own content forever.

So, like, fans will come on there and say, hey, I want to buy something from four or five years ago.

And then you can upsell because it's a private message.

They want to see something.

That makes sense.

You know?

Yeah, because I know Lana

retired, but yeah, she has the OF.

Yeah.

Mia Khalifa retired didn't show it.

Long time ago.

Long time ago.

Yeah, she gets some heat.

I don't know why.

I always see people talking shit about her.

I don't know why.

I don't know.

A lot of women get a lot of heat, and a lot of men get praised for it.

It's so different.

Women and men in double standards.

You knew that coming in, though, right?

Yeah, of course.

You were prepared for it.

Some girls can't take the heat.

They just feel.

You have to.

It's hard.

You have to be like very, you have to put a wall up and say, I don't care what people say about me.

And it's hard for a lot of people.

Do you still want a long-term relationship, though?

I definitely want a long-term relationship.

Like, I'm open to it, but I'm also very content being alone.

And, like, I really love myself and love my alone time.

That's impressive.

Because a lot of women do not think that way.

No.

They like having someone there with them, you know?

Well, I've come from, I've spoken about like abusive relationships and domestic abuse.

Yeah.

So I've kind of put up a wall around myself like emotionally, I think.

And it's hard for me to let that down with a lot of people, especially like physically, emotionally, mentally.

It's just draining sometimes in relationships.

The relationships that I've been in haven't been positive.

So that's where I'm very content being alone because I'm in my head a lot and I feel very safe.

Yeah, that makes sense.

You might need an ayahuasca journey to get over the.

No, I'm

you're going to be like, wow, you're crazy.

I'm so like against ayahuasca and against psychedelics and mind-altering experiences.

Really?

Why?

I want to be in my own mental space and get to that space mentally.

Like I feel high when I'm sober, if that makes sense.

So you don't like drinking?

You like being in control?

The only thing I do is drink and I like to be in control.

Once in a while I drink.

I'm a happy drunk.

Okay.

I like to drink, but I don't really like to be on like

mind-altering things.

Yeah, at my age now, I can respect that.

My mom dated someone, and I used to call him a pussy because he never got drunk or did any drugs.

And when I was in high school, this loser, I was like talking shit about him.

But no, now that I'm older, I don't even like most drugs and alcohol, to be honest.

I think most drugs aren't for everyone.

There's some people that be able to handle it differently than someone else, or maybe you're mentally strong, or maybe you're looking for a certain type of experience on it.

And I understand that.

I understand that a lot of people do that to find something.

But I could tell you something that my most unstable friends

do drugs, do shrimp.

They're always looking for this like enlightenment.

And I'm like, you are so mentally unstable.

But so why are you on these things?

You know, I could see that.

Yeah.

Even weed, I can't even.

I've never smoked.

What?

In New York?

Never.

That is mind-blowing to me.

Everyone smokes out there.

I just don't want it.

I don't damn.

No cigarettes.

Wow.

My mom suffered a stroke from smoking.

Oh, shit.

So I'm very like against cigarettes, but no, I cannot stand cigarette cigarette smell and i can't stand weed wow because a lot of people get high before sex they do

i don't mind it like you can do whatever you want

smoke it's it's your life your body but i just don't choose to do it

yeah wow good for you man

only drink only tequila only one type of like yeah tequila is hard to beat i can't even drink i like to drink when i shoot because i get very like nervous whoa even before photo shoots a little bit so you're drinking on the job i drank i had a little tequila earlier because i did a photo shoot before I came here.

Damn.

It's like my fun, like my social life is me shooting and traveling.

I'm very, very introverted and my friends make fun of me.

I don't leave my house.

So this kind of a trip for me is like my social life.

So I like to have fun, let loose.

Photo shoot for me is very fun.

Interesting.

It's like partying for me.

Instead of going to a club, I'll do a photo shoot.

Because I'd say most people in your space are not introverts.

No.

It depends who I'm around too.

Like, you know, you read the room, read someone's energy.

Yeah.

But I'd say the girls are very energetic, you know, extroverted for the most part.

Oh, I have to be.

I put on a, I say a lot of us put on a, like a persona, like I'm Money Birdette on the internet, but in real life, I don't walk around like that.

I don't look like made up, like a doll, 24-7 in lingerie.

I'm not like walking around giving dick rates.

I'm a real person, you know?

How did the name come about?

Money burdenette.

Money burdette.

Yeah.

So there's a famous lingerie brand called Honey Birdette.

Uh-huh.

And it's super expensive and classy.

Got it.

So I just really liked it and it was available.

Wow, I never heard of that brand.

Why is it so expensive, you think?

It's like a $400 lingerie set.

Holy shit.

I love it.

And you're ripping those up, right?

Ripping?

No, no.

Oh, okay.

No, those are like expensive.

But a lot of the models, shooting them.

$400.

Must be some organic material or something.

It's just high quality, high-end, and you feel like expensive and

you feel great in it.

Damn.

You got a sex dungeon in your apartment, don't you?

No, I wish.

I have a plant room.

A plant room?

I collect rare plants.

Rare plants.

Yeah, like my whole entire walls are covered.

I let the vines grow.

Whoa.

I'll sell you pretty cool.

That's actually really cool.

Yeah, I'm more into that.

I love plants.

I love.

No, I literally, like, some of my fans will buy me rare plants, like $150 leaf.

I'll grow it from a cutting.

Damn, that's actually awesome.

Yeah.

So you're big on nature?

Big on plants.

You need that in New York because there's no nature.

Literally.

It's like, I'm obsessed with plants.

That's cool.

I do poison ivy scenes.

Whoa.

Yeah, in my plant room.

How does that work?

I have like a cosplay as poison ivy, and sometimes I'll do a scene.

So you literally prick yourself?

No, no, Poison Ivy, the cosplay.

Oh, I thought you meant the Poison Ivy, like the thing that scratches you up.

Okay.

No, no, no.

I dress up as her, as a cosplay.

Got it, got it.

That is awesome.

Yeah, I can't wait to see that root.

I'm starting gardening right now with my fiancé.

Yeah,

we're super into it.

I'm so into it.

It's so amazing.

I love plants.

I can talk to you all day about plants.

Love it.

I'm always repotting my friends' plants.

I'll go to their house and like, oh, this is why your plant's dying.

You need this, you need that.

You need this soil, this fungus, you need this bacteria.

Damn.

yeah i have an interesting theory on plants actually so like sometimes someone weird will walk in the house and the plant will die in a few days i think they can sense energy yeah they definitely can they can actually tell your color what you're wearing in front of them they've done so many studies like there's like it looks like neurons and they can tell when you're standing in front of them or talking to them.

Whoa.

And they communicate, I think, through like frequencies with animals.

So sometimes I feel like if my animal's bothering a plant, I'm like, maybe the plant needs water or something.

Wow.

So they're very intelligent right now.

Very intelligent.

That's crazy.

Yeah.

Because before it was thought they didn't have a consciousness or anything.

No.

Times are changing.

Sometimes I'll wake up in my house and I'll feel like, why do I need to go

in there and water this plant?

Like

something, maybe on some subconscious level or yeah.

Damn, you are connected with your plants.

I love that.

I love that.

Yeah.

Where can people find you and you got anything else coming up?

People can find me on Instagram, Money Burdette.

My OnlyFans is Money Burdette.

My Twitter is Money Burdette.

I was able to to find it across the board.

Nice.

We'll link it below.

Yeah.

Cool.

Check her out, guys, if you're interested in a dick review.

No, I'm just kidding.

Check her out, though.

We'll link it below.

I love them.

They're fun.

She'll be brutally honest if you send one, so be careful.

As long as you want me to be.

Okay.

Nice.

I don't want to hurt her feelings.

We'll check it out, guys, and we will see you tomorrow.

Peace.