Episode 685: Glen Helzer and the Children of Thunder (Part 1)

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I am Ash. And I'm Alayna.
And this is Small Bed. Small Bed.
Small Bed, honey. how are you um i'm not great with the state of the world yeah it's pretty bullshit out there um one thing we just want to make pretty clear is uh fuck ice yeah um so if you work at ice you have to be a fucking demon yeah it's's pretty awful.
And I hope if you're in Los Angeles, you're safe and you're okay. And we know that you're not rioting.
You're protesting as is your constitutional right. So, you know, keep at it.
Be safe. Hold American flags.
Hold American flags for the optics. You know, I saw somebody on TikTok say that and I thought that was pretty smart.
I've been seeing a few people say that now. So that it's not, you know, they can't twist it.
And be careful. Be very careful.
Look out if you see people like in trouble, try to help them. Yeah.
But like really be safe and I'm sorry that this is happening to you guys and that you're being, you know, retaliated against. That's fucked up.
There is, I know there's, you know, there's other protests going on. So everybody be safe and, you know, fight the good fight.
Fight it. But stay safe.
Yeah. Because this is really fucked up.
It's a very, very scary time to be alive. It really, is and uh uh we didn't vote for this so no the fuck we just want to i mean i'm pretty sure that was pretty clear but i think it's important to say it outright in these here streets because there's some people who are not saying it outright and that makes me say yeah no we deaf what's happening there we Defo dido did not vote for that.
Definitely not. And again, know your rights, which I know in this, you know, time and space, they're not exactly being listened to at this point.
But when it comes to ICE and all that stuff, know your rights. Know what they can and can't do.
You don't have to sign anything. Yeah.
But I know that it's getting harder to do that even because they're really just overstepping things. But yeah, we just wanted to start out by saying that, that fuck ice and we don't, we don't agree with any of this.
And this is stolen land anyway. So, so really, yeah.
You have a right to be here just as much as we do.

And everybody has a right to a dignified and, you know, humane path to citizenship if that is the path they would like to take.

And like Dutchie said, I don't fucking care about the piece of paper.

Dutchie on TikTok is.

I love Dutchie.

I love Dutchie on TikTok.

And I agree.

Like that's, you know, so take care of your community members stay strong everybody we'll get through this we will we'll get on the other side and again i don't know when this comes out um 42 years from now so so hopefully this will be out after the next presidential election. Exactly.
But I but I hopefully like you know that this is something we've been feeling as it's happening and we would love to you know say it earlier than this on the podcast. It won't always be like this.
Yeah it won't always be like this. June 30th is when this will come out so it'll be quite some time after this all started so I'm sure you're like hey what? But we felt like this.
But it's in the moment right now. It's June 13th right now.
So we are feeling it as it's happening. Yes.
And, you know, check out my social media if you want to see how I feel. Same.
I'm back. So, yeah, we just had to say something.
We thought it was really important. But besides that, what has been going on? With yeah no with the guy little old me oh my god so much um it was my birthday it was your birthday yeah it was fun

i just vibed i love that yeah i turned 29 i was like what do you really do yeah you know i've i

used to be like it's my birthday it's my fucking birthday yeah i used to be really intense about it but as you i feel like as you get older it becomes like you just want to have chill birthdays yeah it's just a day i hung out with my little sister and her fiance who's adorable i love her fiance i love my little sister i love them too you had a walk so you couldn't be there i did i had the um boston children's hospitalource walk. How was that? It was actually great.
You raised some money? Yeah. You raised some money.
I do nodded. We got to see people that helped my daughter survive something awful.
That's pretty great. That was pretty great.
You said thanks? Yeah, we got to say thanks. Thanks a billion.
And the girls were involved in it. We always take them on the walk so they can be part of everything.
It's so crazy. That happened when she was four.
Yeah. And like now she's just a fucking adult.
Yeah. It's wild.
It's insane. It's so crazy.
And like thriving. I know.
Like hell yeah. Drew and I were talking about that the other day and I was like, it's crazy because she remembers a lot of it.
Oh yeah, she does. Which is like nuts because she was four but obviously it was so traumatic yeah but i'm just like the fact that she came out of that unscathed is yeah wild she's thriving now yeah and we got and while we were there we got to see Lil Funk Lil Funk which are the like official dance troupe of the Boston Celtics I love that they're like these little kids and I think it's um I think it's in Everett Massachusetts it's like like funk phenomenon or something and they have all different age groups and they are some of the best dancers i have ever seen in my life they're all age groups but lil funk is like the little kids and they kill it like it is watching them is unlike anything you will experience cute.
But yeah, they're all amazing. They had the adult

ones perform too and they

were out of this world

amazing. So that's really

fun. So if you get to a Celtics game, you'll probably

see Lil Funk. Oh, and I'm going to be at so

many more next year, right? Hell yeah.

Yay. I don't have season tickets yet.

What else did, oh, since

we've talked to you, we went to the Jack's Mannequin

show. That was so much fun.
That was a lot of fun. We got to hang out with andrew we got to see andrew that was lovely got to go on the side stage yeah that was really fun we got to watch the end of the show from backstage i've never felt cooler in my life yeah it was a lot of fun that was a huge experience that was big wants to come back on the show up yeah he's gonna come back so we'll do another show with soon, I think, actually.
Yeah, a month or so. We got some cool stuff coming up.
Yeah, we do. So, you know, I guess without further ado, we should get into this wild case.
Yeah, it's yours. This is an interesting like title.
Yeah, I would say so. Like title.
is part one because um there's a lot of information going to be thrown at you um it's glenn helzer and the children of thunder the children of thunder yeah like that sounds very ominous is it a cult um i guess you'll have to see okay uh but if this is going to be a two-parter. Two-parter.
Two. And this takes place in 2000, actually.
Oh. So not like crazy old.
I mean, that is old. Sort of.
That is pretty old. That's 25 fucking years ago.
To me, that's 10 years ago. So I don't understand.
To me as well. I don't get that.
I talked to somebody who was born in 2002 the other day, and I was like, what the fuck? Yeah, I can't. Even though I'm not that far away from it.
Yeah. Something about 90.
I know, I was going to say, you're really not that far away from it. I'm not, but like 96 and 2002 feel like completely different things entirely.
Yeah, no, I get that. You know? And I'm just old.
I'm just an old soul. I hang out with you guys all the time.
There's a Red Sox prospect that got brought up recently from like the minors.

Yeah.

So his name is Roman Anthony.

And John found out the other day, and it very much upset him in his core, that Roman Anthony was born in 2004.

Yeah.

He's 18.

He was about, no no he's not 18 he's 20 he just turned 21 i think i got you sorry i was reading i graduated in 2004 that was 20 years ago it said the 18 year old was drafted in the second round in 2022 but still he's what so what is he 2020 he, 2020? He's like 21, essentially. Fucking insane.
But what's even worse is he was like five months old when the Red Sox won the World Series. Weren't you there? So when the Red Sox won the World Series, he was a five-month-old who was then going to be one of their hottest prospects 20 years later.
That's wild. Which is like a very like, I just can't wrap my brain around that.
Yeah, that's crazy. It just really, I was like, whoa.
Every time they come through, especially on the Red Sox for some reason, they're just so young that I'm like, you are babies and I don't know what to do. I mean, 20, 21 is young.
That's baby. We started this when I was 21.
Yeah, wow. I might have been 22, but I was like around that age.
That's crazy. That's bonkers.
I know, I'm a fucking whole different human now. Herman.
Herman. Aren't we all? So speaking, so that all goes to say that this took place in 2000.
Yeah, sorry, we really digressed there. It's been a long week, okay? You know what, though? I think people are enjoying that we're digressing lately because they're saying it feels like old morbid.
I have seen a lot of people say it feels like old morbid lately. Yeah, is it because we're digressing? I think it is because we're just like going for...
I don't know. I feel...
There's a reason. The way I was just...
The way I was just gonna like be so for real with y'all. We have to keep going.
We have to keep going. I feel fancy free, you know? Almost.
I feel like we're back to the roots. So on the evening of July 30th, 2000, Nancy Hall called her elderly parents, Ivan and Annette Steinman, to check in with them.

You know, she'd done that regularly for years. Nancy's mother answered the phone that night, but rather than chatting, as she usually did during these calls, Annette seemed as though she was in a rush and didn't really have a lot of time to talk.
After a few minutes of chatting, Annette told her daughter that she'd have to hang up and would call her back later, since they were expecting company and they'd just arrived. Okay.

So Ivan and Annette Steinman met while Ivan was serving in the Coast Guard during World War II and they fell in love immediately. To the outside world, they seemed like a little bit of like an unusual match.
Just because Ivan was really quiet and reserved and he didn't have a lot of like big displays of emotion. And Annette was outgoing, very gregarious, very active, like, total opposites attract kind of situation.
That's the thing. I was just going to say opposites attract.
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Nancy said of her parents, Mom was the stronger one. They made a good team.
Nancy's sister Judy also said this. She said they were each half of a whole, very in tune with each other.
They loved each other very much. Oh, that's precious, and I bet it's going to ruin me later.
Now, the couple married in 1945, and soon after, Annette gave birth to two daughters, Nancy and Judy. In many ways, the family was the picture-perfect 1950s American family.
They got along well,

and both parents were actively involved

in their daughter's lives.

Judy later recalled,

our parents were always interested in our lives.

They made sure we did our homework,

they watched over us,

and cared how we did.

Ivan and Annette strived to give their daughters

everything they could possibly need or want,

despite their very meager means and limited income. They were the kind of parents who like, kids come first, we either get or we don't.
So good parents. Exactly.
Now, in fact, Ivan, a professional carpenter, built the family home in California himself with help from his wife and the children. Iconic.
Yeah. Nancy said, we were so poor in the beginning, mom and dad had to take old nails from boards, straighten them, and use them in the new construction.
Oh, wow. Yeah.
That's terrifying. Despite the stresses of a working class life, Nancy and Judy have nothing but fond memories with their parents, especially like little outings.
They took like family camping trips. They would take every summer and they would go fishing on like fishing trips with their dad a lot.
That's really cute. Now when carpentry became too much of a physical strain, Ivan found work in the credit card division of Chevron, which is a national energy company with multiple business products and platforms.
Yeah. I've heard of Chevron.
You know, the job was stressful and it, you know, there were long hours, but it was pretty financially rewarding and it allowed them to buy a home in a relatively upscale city of Concord, about 30 miles outside of San Francisco. Oh, I thought you were going to say Mass.
No. And once both girls had moved out of the house, Annette also found a job with Chevron and they were earning a good living.
Nice. All Ivan and Annette's hard work definitely paid off because by the time they retired, they had invested very wisely and had managed to save a decent amount of money, thanks in part because of a young savvy financial advisor with Morgan Stanley.
This savings and wise investment allowed Ivan and Annette to enjoy their retirement years, going on trips, fishing together, not a lot of financial stress. They just kind of could like live that easy life.
Living it up. Yeah, it was really an ideal retirement.
Like it looked like it was like their reward for an entire life dedicated to their family and hard work. Yeah.
Essentially. Like they were that couple that you're like, hell yeah.
Good on ya. Now on the afternoon of July 30th, Ivan and Annette spent the afternoon at Coco's Restaurant in downtown Concord, sharing a few drinks and a lunch later with friends.
At one point, Ivan mentioned that they'd recently had a tech from the cable company out to work on something at the house. And he felt the man had taken a very long time to do what was, as far as Ivan could tell, a pretty straightforward task.
Uh-oh. At hearing that, his friend Harry had joked and was like, oh, maybe the guy's case in your house.
He could be. The four friends finished their lunch a little before 3 p.m., and Ivan and Annette arrived home 10 or 15 minutes later.
A few hours later, just before 8 p.m., Nancy called to check in. Yeah.
But her mother had cut the conversation short because they were having people over that evening. The Steinman family had always been close, and Nancy was not accustomed to having days pass without hearing from her mother or father.
Oh, no. When four or five days passed and she hadn't heard from either of them and couldn't get them on the phone, she decided to drive over to the house to check on them.
And when she arrived at the house, she immediately knew something was wrong. The couple's minivan wasn't in the driveway, which indicated they weren't home.
Oh, that's weird. And on the doorstep, Nancy found a pile of the previous day's newspapers, delivered but never brought in the house.
Inside, things were even more concerning. Upstairs, Nancy found one of Ivan and Annette's cats locked in the bathroom without food or water.
After spending some time looking around the house, she found the other cat locked outside in the backyard. Nancy and her sister had always had pets when they grew up, and they had inherited from their parents a big love and appreciation and respect for animals.
Yeah. So it was impossible for this to have happened on purpose.
Yeah. Neither of them would have locked those cats in a bathroom or outside, much less without food or water.
That's so sad. They never would have done that to their animals.
No. Elsewhere in the house, there were other signs that something was amiss.
It looked like they had gone through their personal papers in a hurry and hadn't put the house back together after doing that. Okay.
Like, it was just a mess. And most distressing of all, and I understand why this really lit the alarm bells, Nancy found her father's wristwatch on the floor in the living room.
Oh, that is chilling. It was, like, just underneath the couch.
Nope, I fucking hate that. I think I would immediately cry.
Oh, it is chilling. Yeah.
So very concerned about all this, she called the police and reported her parents missing. Investigators came a short time later and performed a thorough search of the house.
But as far as anyone could tell, the only things missing were Ivan and Annette. Although it's always concerning when an elderly couple disappears for days, there was little to indicate they'd gone missing as a result of foul play.
Like not, there was stuff, but like not a lot for them to go on, know like blood or anything that's the thing they didn't find any kind of glass shattered or obviously there is signs that something is amiss here the wristwatch yes the wristwatch being the biggest one in the cats and the cats they never would have done that like that to me would have been like really a problem bizarre yeah um also a canvas of the neighborhood didn't produce any new or alarming details from neighbors.

So again, there's really nothing to go on.

Not in my neighborhood.

There was, however, I know, that's why it's really good to have like a very active and nosy neighborhood.

Yes.

There was, however, one statement from a neighbor that seemed to confirm what Nancy's mother had told her over the phone when they last spoke.

According to the neighbor across the street on the night of July 30th, she happened to be looking out her window and saw two men she described as looking like Mormon missionaries walking up to the Steinman house a little before 8 p.m. Thinking nothing of it, why would you? The neighbor shifted her attention elsewhere and didn't think about it until the detectives brought it up.
Because again, you wouldn't think twice about that. And usually Mormon missionaries, I think, are like younger.
Yeah. Like teens, early 20s kind of people.
They're dressed nicely. Yeah.
So while detectives in Concord are struggling to make any progress on the disappearance of Ivan and Annette Steinman, And detectives 50 miles away in Marin County were about to embark upon a very similarly strange and baffling case as well. On the morning of August 3rd, the Marin County Sheriff's Office received a call from a Woodacre residence talking about gunshots in the house across the street.
Oh, shit. When deputies arrived at the house, they were directed to a small studio apartment located just behind the house.
Inside the apartment, they found the bodies of 45-year-old Jennifer Valerin and her 54-year-old boyfriend, James Gamble. Oh, wow.
Both were nude, Jennifer still in bed, and James on the floor beside the bed. And both had been shot to death with a 9mm handgun.
Damn. A quick look around the apartment indicated that the murders had not been committed during a robbery.
There was no signs of struggle. It didn't appear anything of noteworthy was taken.
It also didn't appear like the killer had gone through anybody's belongings. Also, the apartment would have been a less than ideal target for a robbery as well because it was surrounded by larger homes, presumably owned by people much wealthier.
Yeah. And it was also tucked away from the road behind the main house.
Huh. That meant whoever had killed Jennifer and James would have had to know the studio apartment was even there in the first place.
This was particularly telling since the apartment was actually that of Jennifer's daughter's daughter selena oh who was out of town when the murders were committed curious now unfortunately for investigators the scene was virtually devoid of evidence or leads they had the shell casings from the nine millimeter used in the murder but otherwise the killer left nothing okay a canvas of the neighborhood was also pretty discouraging uh The neighbor who called in the report told detectives they'd heard six to eight shots around 5 a.m., followed by a short time later, the sound of a car speeding away from the apartment. But they only heard those things.
They didn't see anything. The murders came as a shock to the residents of Woodacre, not only because Jennifer and Jim were well-known locally, but also because Jennifer was somewhat well-known nationally.
Oh. She was the one-time wife of blues musician Elvin Bishop.
Oh. In a press conference the following day, Undersheriff Dennis Finnegan told reporters the couple didn't appear to have any enemies.
And, in fact, they seemed to be kind of beloved members of the community. Finnegan said, we're still working on a motive.
It doesn't appear to be a robbery or a random type of thing. No.
Now, the case took an even more troubling turn the following day when investigators couldn't reach Jennifer's daughter, Selena. Uh-oh.
From interviews with Selena's friends and co-workers, they learned that her mother had been staying at Selena's apartment while she was away on a camping trip in Yosemite. Okay.
But no one had heard from her since she'd left a week earlier. According to her friends, this is completely out of character for her to not return.
Captain Tom McMans told a report of this. Now, the Marin County Sheriff's Office put out a missing person alert for Selena Bishop and began speaking to her friends to learn more about her life.
Like, what's going on here? By all accounts, Selena Bishop was a kind, sweet, and somewhat naive young woman without a single enemy to speak of. Raised by her mother since her parents were divorced.
I think they divorced when she was like 10 years old. They had a super strong bond.
Aww. And now in adulthood, they had a close relationship as like friends now.
Yeah. You know, you get to go into that.
According to those close to her, Selena had recently found work as a server in a local restaurant, and that provided her the income to move out to her own apartment, which was the studio where the bodies of Jennifer and Jim were found. Around that time,

Selena had also begun dating someone new, a man friends that had heard her refer to only as Jordan.

Hmm.

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According to one of Jennifer's closest friends, Selena's mother was super desperate to meet this Jordan, obviously. Yeah.
It's her daughter and they they're very close. Right.
But Selena was, like, reluctant to introduce them.

Apparently, it had only been a few months since they had started dating.

She wasn't sure.

But not content with that response. I'm like, a few months, 25 years ago, was, like, years in today's world of dating.

It's true.

But her mother, Jennifer, was not content with that response.

So she started stopping by her daughter's apartment on a dance, just hoping to catch him there. Queen.
And be like, oh, here I am. I guess we'll just meet.
Oh, gee. Yeah.
I love that. And honestly, it paid off because eventually she stopped by and was introduced to Jordan.
Nice. I don't know who your daughter's dated.
I get it. Yeah, of course.
It's unclear what it was precisely about Jordan that left Jennifer so unimpressed. A gut feeling.
But it was clear to friends that she had been expecting something different. Oh, okay.
And it turned out her impression of him didn't get any better in the days that followed their introduction. According to Jennifer's friend, Selena's mother had developed some concerns about this guy after learning some more stuff about him.
Jordan had told Selena he was still married, but he was going to get a divorce, which is like, uh-oh. He claimed he was about to inherit a large sum of money.
Fake. And he didn't want his soon-to-be ex-wife to know about that money, so she would get half of it.
Messed up. So he asked Selena to open an account in her name where they could hide the money.
Baby, no.

And she agreed. No.
No. When someone asked you to do that shit.
No. But you're listening to this

episode. If somebody ever asks you to do that, no.
Run. It's a no.
Leave. When they learned about

the bank account Selena opened on her boyfriend's behalf, investigators became concerned that what

they had been investigating as a missing person case might actually be something far more nefarious. Those suspicions only grew when after talking to some of Selina's coworkers, they learned that it was Jordan who had told them Selina was going away to Yosemite.
Oh, no. Yeah.
One of them said, so McMahon said, supposedly he is the last person who may have seen Selena Bishop, and we want to know when and where that was. Yeah.
The main problem investigators faced was, while they had a first name for Selena's boyfriend, no one seemed to know or had ever heard his last name. And Jordan is a pretty common name.
Yeah. What they did know, though, was that Selena had a pager that she frequently used, and it had been found among her things at work.
Okay. The pager was turned over to investigators who began combing through the numbers associated with incoming calls.
To their surprise, none of the phone numbers were listed under anyone by the name of Jordan. So he's using a fake name.
But there was a number that appeared frequently on the list and it was someone named

Glenn Taylor Helzer.

Not Jordan.

When detectives did a background check

on Helzer,

they found no criminal record

or anything else

that would be considered a red flag.

Okay.

But there was something

that did jump out to investigators.

Helzer lived with his brother Justin

who had recently purchased

and registered

a 9mm handgun.

I knew it. The same caliber used in the shooting of Jennifer and James.
Knew it. Now, when investigators started digging into the backgrounds of Taylor and Justin Helzer, nothing about the two guys fit the pattern of a criminal, much less a murderer.
Glenn Taylor Helzer was born July 26, 1970, to Jerry and Karma Helzer in Lansing, Michigan. He's a Cancer.
Not long after Taylor's birth, they moved to a town, the town of Pacheco, California, in Contra Costa County, where their second son, Justin, was born, the last of the three Helzer children. Wait, he's a Leo.
Sorry. Just kidding.
From the moment he entered the world, Taylor was the center of his parents' life. Taylor was incredibly bright, very charming.
He had this, like, natural leadership quality about him. It very much drew people into him.
Leo. As devout members of the Mormon church, Jerry and Karma were proud of, more proud of their eldest son's engagement with the faith.
The Mormon church, you say? Yeah, I don't know if you caught that. Ding, ding, ding.
But they really liked that he was so involved in the Mormon faith and that he could quote large parts of scripture by the time he was 12 years old. Cool.
Neat. Right-o.
Yeah. Taylor's cousin, Charney Hoffman, said, we lived with them for some time when I was young.
I absolutely loved him. He was very influential in my life and lots of other people's lives.
Taylor was very accepting, regardless of the fact that that's not always the case with people who are very religious. Justin Helzer was two years younger than his brother, and almost 180 degrees his opposite.
So Taylor was outgoing, had that way of drawing people in. Justin was very shy, often aloof, especially when it came to people he didn't know.
That's not to suggest that he was like a dick or like unkind at all or like off-putting in any way. He was just very quiet, very reserved.
And he didn't have like any of the confidence that it seemed Taylor just exuded. Okay.
When people would recall Justin, they almost always described him as living in his brother's rather large shadow. That's really sad.
Yeah. Author Robert Scott wrote, Whereas Taylor seemed to have countless friends in school, both male and female, Justin had almost none.
He was painfully shy around girls and tried not to stick out in class. Now, when the boys were teens, they went to live with Karma's father.
So their grandfather, Doyle Sorensen, a man whose Mormon faith was far more rigid than Karma's. Doyle Sorensen is a storybook character.
In fact, even some of the most fundamentalist Mormon followers considered his beliefs to be on the fringes of the faith. Really? Particularly with regard on hearing the word of God.
On one occasion, Doyle claimed, for some reason, the optics of this just made me giggle a little bit. Tell me everything.
I just have to say. Tell me.
Doyle claimed that he'd seen Jesus Christ on his front lawn. No, that's funny.
I just like, why is he on the front lawn? That's funny. That's like, that's just what I got to ask.
If I wake up and see Jesus Christ on my front lawn, I'm going to go take a cold shower. That's what I'm saying.
Like, damn. Like, you got, like, you got to find some kind of levity here.
You got to pinch yourself. And seeing Jesus Christ on the front lawn is definitely a point of levity for me.
Did you ask him the night before?

Like, what?

Well, this is what's even crazier.

So, it wasn't just a vision.

It was Jesus.

This was not a vision.

He saw him as a real corporal being on his front lawn.

And what's even wilder is, like, he didn't just bop in and bop out.

Jesus.

Yeah, several hours he stood on that front lawn.

JC is JC. He's just chilling.
Jesus christ is just chilling just chilling and then he disappeared okay like like poof or like just like walked that i don't know i don't know that i can't i can't you don't know how jc goes i can't speak to that but uh he he was hanging out on the front lawn for a couple hours and he goeth and he goeth. He did cometh and he did goeth.

Now, obviously, like, we can be like,

oh, my God, that's funny that he saw Jesus Christ on his front lawn one day.

But then it becomes not funny when he has young,

impressionable minds that are going to be probably terrified and believe this.

Can you imagine if Papa walked in a room and told us Jesus Christ was on the front lawn? I'd be like, well, it's time to call someone. Well, I don't know what we do here.
What do you do? I don't know what the answer to that is. You got to go to the hospital.
Like, okay. No, you got to go to the hospital.
Neat. Neat.
Neat. but to the young and impressionable taylor doyle became a significant influence yeah because remember he's he's well-versed in mormon um faith shenanigans so he and he he can speak the scripture from memory he can oh yeah he can do like so he's in this like taylor's really like so this guy is now influencing him on a daily basis it's his grandpa yeah um he admired his grandfather's commitment to their faith and his spirituality which that's okay sure like you can admire someone's like you know if you're in that absolutely um and he even admired it when it was dismissed or questioned by others, which, you know, that's fine.

Okay.

And that said, according to Robert Scott, the rigidity of their faith and the high standards set by his grandfather were also a very deep source of anxiety for Taylor.

Oh.

That was the dark part of this. It's fine to admire someone who, if you have faith or you have spirituality and someone, you know, has even more, you can see it's okay to admire them for that.
Yeah. It's when it becomes a source of anxiety that you have these standards set for you that you can't possibly reach, especially as a kid or a teen.
So Scott wrote, Taylor had problems living up to these Mormon ideals. He felt guilty after what he considered sinning, especially if he masturbated.
Consumed with guilt, he tried committing suicide at one point. Oh, God.
That's a quote. That's awful.
Although it would be many more years before Taylor was formally diagnosed with a mental illness, it was around this time that some members of his family and community did start to notice some strange behavior. So psychiatrist Dr.
Douglas Tucker wrote in an assessment, Taylor as early as 14 was experiencing ideas that were unusual and inappropriate. He was receiving audible messages by the age of 14.
Taylor was told he had a gift of revelation, but he didn't know if the messages he was receiving were from God or Satan. That's a lot for a kid to handle.
Yeah, that's very sad. That's a lot to put on a kid.
when he was receiving were from God or Satan. Oh.
That's a lot for a kid to handle, dude. Yeah, that's very sad.
That's a lot to put on a kid. When he was 17 and still ineligible to enlist, Taylor joined the National Guard.
It's unclear whether this was achieved with the permission of his parents or as a result of poor processing on the part of the Guard. Mm.
But either way, he was accepted into the National Guard and sent to Texas for his initial training period. As is often the case with young people who have been raised in pretty sheltered communities, the transition from a strict Mormon community to a largely secular and adult world of the National Guard was a bit of a culture shock.
Yeah, sure. Taken aback by all the swearing, drinking, and sexual activity among his fellow recruits,

Taylor initially tried to preach to them in the hope that his words might convert some of them,

or at least help them see the folly of their ways.

That's sweet.

Some found his words interesting, you know, like, let's just see what he has to say.

Sure.

But most of them were just like, you're being a little bit zealous here.

Like, let's tone it down. You're being the narc.
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Now, once he finished his training with the National Guard and returned home,

Taylor decided to take the first step into adulthood that almost all young Mormon men take by going on a mission.

Yeah.

Jack Barlow.

There you go.

In the LDS faith, young men mark their transition from child to adult by leaving home to another part of the country or even another part of the world to preach their values and fundamentals of their beliefs to other people.

Just not on my door. No.
I actually told some to leave the other day. That's true.
And then we looked at really good no soliciting signs. It's a no thank you for me.
Until very recently, this process meant the individuals would be cut off from their families and their home cultures for long stretches of time until the mission came to an end and they returned home. I think they're typically like two years.
Are they really? I think at least the one Jack Barlow went on. There you go.
That's Housewives of Salt Lake City in case you were wondering. I was.
I knew Barlow was one of those. Yeah, Baby Gorgeous.
Well, Baby Gorgeous is Henry, but I digress. Now, in Taylor's case, he was sent to Brazil to serve his mission.
That's fun. There you go.
In his diary, Taylor wrote, when I arrived, I felt equal parts excited and overwhelmed. Excited simply because I was anxious to serve on a mission, but nervous because you're a little out of your element.
It's a new experience and you're a long way from home. Despite his apprehension, Taylor settled in pretty quickly to his new environment and found that, like he had been back in California, he was very popular with the other young men serving their missions in Brazil.
One missionary later said, I very much enjoyed working with him. He seemed to have a genuine care for the people.
I felt that he was particularly effective in teaching. People seemed to like him, and he had a very, very capable manner about him.
Cool. It was true that Taylor found some success in Brazil, but at the same time,

his symptoms of his mental illness appeared to have worsened during this period.

Some people described his preaching and interpretation of scripture as manic,

often going off on tangents.

According to fellow missionary Jonathan Taylor, he would, trying to discern thoughts beyond the surface of meaning is what he would do. Uh, he would also go several nights without sleeping, staying up all night to read from the book of Mormon and analyze the text.
And Jonathan Taylor, that fellow missionary said it wasn't long before others started noticing a difference in Taylor's demeanor. Yeah.
Um, Jonathan said the changes in Taylor were fairly abrupt. Some of the conclusions and beliefs he began to draw, he'd state them more emphatically.
He sensed he had been given additional inspiration to kind of understand how the tenets of the faith connected. So I think he's feeling a little more like I am the word of God.
Yeah. He's treading close to those waters.
He was JC on the lawn. Exactly.
Now, becoming more steadfast and zealous at this point in his beliefs weren't the only thing that the other missionaries were finding off-putting. In addition to his righteous certainty, Taylor's beliefs and worldview had taken a little bit of a darker tone.
Jonathan recalls, Helzer dwelled upon certain cataclysmic events in the latter days. He would talk about his opinion that there would be the elimination of technology, which is like, that, when you hear it like that, you're like, that just sounds like regular, like, theorizing.
Now, in addition to his increasingly, though, apocalyptic vision of the future, I think it's when it treads into that, like, manic territory of, like, doomsday. Like, prepare for the absolute worst.
Taylor had also become increasingly and eventually verbally frustrated with the mission's leadership. In Taylor's eyes, the mission president was an ineffective leader who lacked the spiritual fortitude to lead them.
Now, according to Jonathan Taylor, that fellow missionary, if there were things that he didn't feel were accurate or he didn't agree with them, he kind of dismissed them by saying the church leaders either knew the truth and weren't revealing it, or they didn't know the truth and therefore he was not accountable to them. Oh, he's above the church.
He's going rogue, folks. Yeah.
Upon returning home from his mission, he settled back to life in California. And in 1993, he married his high school girlfriend, Anne, much to the disappointment of his brother, Justin, who was away on his own mission when the wedding took place.
Oh, that's really sad. I know.
You can't have a wedding without your brother. Anne told a reporter, Justin was hurt that Taylor never consulted him about getting married.

As far as Justin saw it, getting married was a major decision,

and he couldn't understand why his brother wouldn't at least wait six months until Justin returned so he could go to the wedding.

Yeah, all that actually hurts by heart.

Yeah.

As it turned out, it might have been wise for Taylor and Anne to wait a little longer before getting married.

Yeah. According to Anne, the marriage started to go bad not very long after they returned home from the honeymoon.
Oh, that's terrible. They argued all the time, and Anne was endlessly frustrated with the fact that everything always had to be Taylor's way.
She said Taylor had an unrealistic view of the world. He had never been able to watch television at his parents' home, So in our home, for the first time, he could watch cable television.
He would stay up all night and then have to be at work by 6 a.m. He couldn't pull himself away.
Oh, that's really scary. It's like when you don't let a kid eat any sugar and then they get to go to a friend's house or like a birthday party and they just gorge themselves on it.
It wasn't just cable television that Taylor had become fixated with. It was everything that he was experiencing for the first time.
Having grown up in a very strict religious household, Taylor and his siblings had been denied many of the things most American children experience pretty regularly. You know, sweets, junk food, video games, television.
So when he was finally able to access those things as an adult, he had no moderation. Could not moderate what he was doing.
Like it was just fully, full throttle. According to Robert Scott, the one thing Taylor wanted more than anything else was sex like he saw on porno videos.
Which is not real. He had no sex education and no sexual experience, so he didn't seem to understand that what he saw in porn films

was a carefully orchestrated fantasy

and not at all similar to what relatively ordinary sexual,

you know, active adults experience.

See, in my opinion, that's why you have to talk about it. Yeah.
Earlier. Because then that's the first thing that he sees.
Yeah. Scott wrote, he begged his wife for the things he saw, but Anne was not comfortable doing some of the things depicted on those videos.
Yeah, porn's crazy. Porn goes wild.
In retrospect, Anne blames many of Taylor's problems and shortcomings on his parents, particularly his mother, Karma.

As far as she could tell, Jerry Helzer was a laid-back, nice guy, while his wife was the more intense of the two,

ruling over the family with a religious fervor she'd learned from her father.

Her father, I was wondering, yeah.

Karma treated Taylor as he was the golden child.

He could do no wrong, he was deserving of everything he wanted. That's so dangerous.
And Taylor internalized those messages, and then he carried them into adulthood. Yeah, that's why he thinks he's a prophet.
And it made him very difficult. It made him difficult to be around.
It made it difficult for him to interact with people who didn't immediately give in to his literal every whim and demand. Yeah.
Not long after their wedding, Anne's uncle managed to get Taylor a job with financial investment firm Morgan Stanley. Oh shit.
I don't know if you remember in the beginning, but Ivan and Annette were able to save so much money because they worked with a young financial advisor at Morgan Stanley. The way that you just took this shit full circle.
I just want to put that out there. Whirl.
Despite having taken only one semester of college courses and having no experience in financial management, he took to the work pretty easily and he was a success. He did well.
His confidence, his ability to charm people made him popular with clients and pretty fearless when it came to making cold calls and pitching their services. So, found his niche.
I mean, being a missionary, I'm sure it was probably easier for him to make those cold calls his whole life. Yeah, he's used to doing that stuff.
Yeah. Taylor's personal and professional success lasted a few years, but by the mid to late 1990s, things started to change.
At work, his boss began noticing that Taylor had taken up smoking and was spending a lot of time in the evening going out to clubs and bars. He had also let his appearance and hygiene slip more and more.
That's gross. As the days went by, he grew his hair long.
He didn't do anything to make it presentable. And most important, he was becoming unreliable.
By the summer of 1996, Anne had also begun to notice these changes in Taylor,

what he described as testing out the, quote, sinning side of life.

Oh.

From what Anne could tell, Taylor felt he had been let down by the Mormon church and led into a life

he didn't want and felt he was superior to.

Okay.

A few months later, Taylor and Anne's marriage completely fell apart, and she filed for divorce. Taylor continued to just fall apart, essentially, in the months and years that followed.
And in 1998, he was let go from his job at Morgan Stanley. Oh, no.
No longer able to maintain a job, Taylor began the process of applying for Social Security disability, which required him to be evaluated by a psychiatrist. On September 1st, 1998, Taylor was referred to an intensive outpatient program for individuals whose symptoms and mental illness severely impair their functioning and requires multiple contacts with a social worker and or a psychiatric treatment team.
Okay. Which is pretty intense.
Yeah. It was during the intake process for that program that Taylor was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, type 1, with manic features.
This diagnosis and the need for ongoing intensive treatment qualified Taylor for social security disability payments. Yeah.
And he was approved in 1998. A year later, Taylor excommunicated from the Morbin Church for his drug use and a lifestyle that was increasingly out of step with the teachings of the church.
Oh, so they like kicked him out. Yeah, he was excommunicated.
Damn. And that's where we're going to leave you because for part two, we're going to pick back up where we began.
Okay. But I wanted to make sure you got a full picture of who Taylor is.
i think we have that what's going on here yeah my wheels are turning upstairs and i want you to chew on that for a minute and then part two will take you to the take you to the thunder yeah the thunder yeah okay the thunder well i guess with that being said we hope you keep listening and we hope you keep it

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