Lady Gaga - Abracadabra

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Lady Gaga is a singer, songwriter, producer, and actress from New York.

She's one of the biggest artists in the world.

She's also won 14 Grammys, two Golden Globes, and an Oscar.

And in March 2025, she released her sixth album, Mayhem.

For this episode, I talked to her about a song from that album called Abracadabra.

She co-wrote it and co-produced it with Andrew Watt and Circuit, and they recorded it in Rick Rubin's studio, Shangri-La.

That's also where we recorded the interview for this episode, which happens to be the 300th episode of the podcast.

Here it is.

My name is Lady Gaga.

Before we get into the specifics of the song itself, I was wondering if, as you were going into making this album, if there were any big picture ideas that you were thinking about or aiming for?

Well, I will say that returning to my earlier sound,

what I discovered kind of on the lower east side when I was first making music, that was something that I was excited about.

What was behind that?

What made you want to go back to your earlier days?

You know,

I expressed the darkness I felt as a young person through music, like my whole life.

And it was scary.

And I felt that around me for a really long time.

So my earliest records were kind of dark and they embodied live instrumentation with electronic music.

But over time, I just artistically was going in lots of new musical directions, exploring myself.

And then music became a business, which was not why I did this.

So when I decided to make this album, I think I was just wanting to reclaim something that made me me.

And my partner, Michael, was like, you know, you don't have to be afraid of your darkness anymore because you've really gotten a handle on it.

Like it's okay to

go back there.

So it was important to me, how do I get myself back?

How can I make all of these dreams, these like gothic fantasies that I have in music?

How can I make them real, but that I don't have to wreck myself?

I think trusting myself that I could make a dark album and that I would be okay

was a big piece of it.

Let's go to the day that the song started.

Do you remember how that day began?

Me and Andrew Watt and Circuit, we were actually

working

on another song that didn't end up on the album.

It was like a mid-tempo thing.

But then Circuit was like, I've got something I've been working on.

I wanted to play it for you.

And I went up right away.

I was like, What is that?

That is crazy.

And we just stopped everything that we were doing.

Andrew was like, That could be a hard beat to write over because it's so busy.

Yeah.

And I was like, watch me, because that kind of electronic chaos,

that kind of like razor sharp thing just speaks to my soul so deeply.

How would you articulate the feeling that you had when you first heard this beat?

It's a feeling of your heart racing as fast as possible, some adrenaline, excitement, deep thrill,

and freedom.

It almost reminded me of how I used to feel when I went out at night alone in my early 20s.

I would just like have nothing to do but discover the night.

Like what music was I going to hear?

What DJs were going to be playing?

Like what cool artists was I going to run into.

It was really nostalgic.

But it was still really modern.

And I was also excited for the challenge because I could hear there was something special in what he had created, but that it also needed to become a fully formed song.

So I just started writing.

We turned it on and I just got on the mic.

Like freestyling.

Oh, yeah.

A lot of my music, especially when we work to track, is freestyled and it happens pretty quickly.

But it didn't have words yet.

It was just kind of made up words.

Yeah.

And then me and Andrew went into this room here and we started to work on a pre-chorus.

And, you know, we had to build the chord structure to come out of that beat because it's got to like match circuits, atonal bass lines.

It has to grow out of that dissonance and that tension.

Like what is going to make it open?

Because that beat in a way is kind of closed.

So what was going to happen to open up the song?

But we did it at the piano and with the guitar.

It had this kind of gothic quality to it.

What were the first words that you wrote?

It was like a poem said by a lady in red.

You hear the last few words of your life.

Like a poem said by a lady in red, you hear the last few words of your life.

I remember thinking of like being at a party and somebody kind of lording over the party saying like, I'm going to decide how your evening goes.

I'm going to control the whole thing.

I will be in charge of whether or not you fall in love or you get too messed up to even make it home.

When you were thinking of that image, which side of that did you relate to more?

Like, was that person who's kind of lording over the party?

Is that a figure that you usually are at a party or are you usually the person on the other side being like, okay, what's going to happen?

When we were writing it, I was imagining I was at the party and I was being kind of beset upon.

by this figure that was inclined to torture me into having the night of my life.

Is that an experience that you feel like you've had where you've been subject to someone else's setup?

Yes, Lady Gaga set up.

You know, for a long time, keeping up with that side of myself.

You know, like if you're never dropping your stage persona.

Yeah.

And we all have like a public facing persona that, and if you just never drop it, and if it has an edge to it you know too much of anything is bad

but then sometimes our dark side

it like really challenges us and makes us great because we learn a lot

I actually think part of what mayhem is about is the duality of me being both of these people It's interesting because you both referred to it as torture, but also the night of your life.

Yeah.

Well, those are some of my issues for sure.

But I think in the context of the world that you'd constructed for yourself, the rigor that you'd made for yourself by inventing Lady Gaga and then having to live up to that, I could see how both of those things would apply.

Well, you know,

as someone that played classical piano since I was really little and I had a lot of really strict teachers and went to ballet and, you know, all my disciplines, i will say that like there is a kind of suffering in discipline when you're working really hard and i think i just took that to a really far degree in my work my whole life and i became kind of someone that thrived on intensity I think that this song is definitely grappling with intensity.

It's a test,

but it's also kind of not up to you.

i think that's a lot how i feel about being an artist i don't really feel like i fully chose this

if i was a tree it would be like someone just grabbed the trunk and just said this is where you're going to grow yeah so the abra cadabra piece it's a spell that this lady in red is casting on the listener on the nightclub.

And that pre-chorus, it's a ritual.

It's like, I'm going to read you this poem, and we're going to have a ceremony, and we're going to see how tough you are.

So, we had written a chord progression that we then gave to Circuit to put into the track

to open up into a chorus.

and i started just going abra cadabra abra and i was saying abra cadabra over and over again at first but i was so excited about making up my own words that it could be anything because it was this spell like what would this spell even be

But I knew that death and love was something that I wanted to be like at the helm of what this lady in red was saying to the room.

And so I started thinking about Latin and Italian

and what would be like the Gothic romance words, like more in French is death.

So then I was asking Paul, our engineer, to look up different words.

And then he was like, Mortes, the god of death.

We spent a couple days carving out every single word.

But in order for me to really know that it was lyrically right, I wanted to hear it with all the harmonies.

In her tongue, she said,

I couldn't hear it without it.

Yeah.

Because the magic and the glamour of the song is in how gaudy it is in the chorus.

And I couldn't hear if it was the right words until it was fully opulent.

My conversation with Lady Gaga continues after this.

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What was so deeply like inside of me when I was writing is some of New York.

In New York, the spirit of ballroom culture is something that I have always admired and has been deeply meaningful to me my whole life as an artist and the LGBTQ plus community and the way that I've been embraced as a human being and been accepted as a young person.

I've like found my people.

And I think there is something about this spell that's also speaking to being a resilient person.

and being inspired by resilient people and what it means to be tested constantly in your life and to say, I'm up for the challenge.

I'm going to do this.

So when we eventually got to the verses,

it actually became very spiritual and it became about resilience.

Pay the toll to the angels, drawing circles in the clouds.

And then it was less about this being like completely groom, this story, and more of a dance club anthem.

Keep your mind on the distance when the devil turns around.

What were you imagining with those lyrics?

It's what do you have to do to keep going, to get to the next phase as you're headed toward all the good in your life and the devil's on your back.

Like, don't turn around.

And what about the way you delivered those lines?

What were you thinking about for that?

Vocally, this song was, it's an interesting performance.

I actually think that the thing that I was channeling the most was

a kind of metal gravitas, but in a pop way.

So I was sort of trying to marry what I would imagine it would have sounded like if, you know, Iron Maiden was doing the song.

Yeah, I can see that.

They have like a sense of authority.

Right.

Authority is the right word.

Keep your mind on the distance when the devil turns around.

And then we put that into

Circuit's track, and then he was building it even more.

We actually went through like three different versions of production, and we ultimately ended in like a house style.

I remember being like emotional when we decided to do that because I was like, this is right.

Because everything for me always went back to the dance floor.

So it was completely full circle.

And that lyric right after, Hold Me in Your Heart Tonight in the Magic of the Dark Moonlight, like

that's sort of like acknowledging that sometimes our demons can be our friends because we know them so well.

Like, I'm going to be there for you when you go through this.

Hold me in your arms tonight and the magic of the dark moonlight.

Save me from this empty thought.

I also wanted to ask you about this sound.

It sort of twists and morphs and in some ways it's almost more like sound design.

Circuit made that.

There's like an element that's descending and ascending at the same time.

Yeah, sounds like the club's gonna explode.

We just were really open to trying different ways to making it feel chaotic.

That played a huge role in everything that we did.

There was always something

distorting in some way or bending, building the tension that would release.

It just started to get crazier and crazier.

And by the bridge, when we got to the bridge, I became a completely different person.

Phantom of the dance,

floor call

to

me.

Sing for me or sin

full mellow t

It wasn't like I was like, oh, I think we should do opera here.

Like I just started singing that way.

This ending is this huge crescendo.

For all the stuff that was happening fast and intuitively, were there any parts of the song that felt like you really had to labor over it to get right?

I would say the second verse, the lyric, No Return.

Don't waste time on feeling.

Use your passion,

no return.

I changed that lyric after the song was mixed because it was don't waste time on a feeling, use your passion.

It's your turn.

And I like called everybody into the studio and I was like, we have to change this.

This is wrong.

Why was it wrong?

Because

it's your turn,

I felt was signaling something that the song was kind of already saying.

We knew we were up for the test.

And you don't want a second verse that's like sort of revisiting the first verse and not going anywhere new.

But no return.

It was raising the stakes like you can't give up.

And the song didn't have that in it yet.

And what was also bugging me for a while was choose the road on the west side as the dust flies, watch it burn.

Choose the road on the west side as the dust flies, watch it burn.

Because it was such a metal lyric.

And I'm like, is this just wrong for what this song could be?

Because there's so much about Abracadabra that is just not what

anyone would think of as what would be on the radio or streaming.

I mean, it's like not easy listening.

It's got all these niche references and it's so maximalist

and loud.

And so during the songwriting process, I'm battling a lot of judgment, inner judgment.

I'm judging myself for what I've created.

But that was what it was supposed to be.

It has all of the pieces

of

something that is quintessentially me.

The intervals of the melody, the made-up words, the fantastic idea mixed with these heavy dance beats, with rock instrumentation, like this blend of things is what Lady Gaga is to me.

It's almost like if you had one chance to architect a building to show who you are, but you were desperate for people to know.

Yeah.

So you just like put gargoyles and columns and marble and grass

and there's a lake.

And it's just because you're just trying to say, I'm everything.

I'm all these things.

Yeah.

So I was judging myself.

And then I sort of accepted who I am through the process and became okay with it.

What I found that day was

an understanding of a challenge that I had been a part of for so long that I had been so afraid of acknowledging and knowing.

And

I finally like put a name to it all.

It has helped me to take ownership over something that used to run my life in a negative way.

You know, it's like you create yourself.

I made Lady Kaga, but then like people reflect back to you what they think.

They have maybe a fantasy of you or dreams for you that are not yours.

But I took back the dreams that were mine.

And what I realized is that the biggest dream that I had was

being myself as an artist.

And now here's Abracadabra by Lady Gaga in its entirety.

Pay the toll to the angels, drawing circles

in the clouds.

Keep your mind on the distance

when the devil comes around.

Hold me in your heart tonight.

In the magic of the dark moonlight,

save me from this empty thought.

In the game of life, like a poem set by a lady in ready, hear the last few words of your life.

With a haunting dance, now you're both in a trance.

It's time to dust your spell of the night.

Abrakuta, bra, I'm on

the

Afra victor.

I'm previctable, bro, Abra Una.

In a tongue she said,

Devol love tonight.

Afraid that

your feet was on fire.

Choose the road on the west side

as the dust flies, watch it burn.

Don't waste time

on feeling.

Your depression

for a girl.

Hold me in your arms tonight.

And the magic of the dark moonlight

save me from this empty thought.

Then the game of life, like a poem said by a lady in ready, hear the last few words of your life.

With a haunting dance, now you're both in a trance.

It's time to cut just out on the night.

Abra victabra among

the abra cutabra arta ugada.

Abra victabra abra udana.

In her tongue, she said,

Therefore, love tonight.

Feel

under your feet, the voice on fire.

Debra, I dropped the top.

Work the moment

come

to the beat.

Think of me, you'll sin.

No matter

do you eat

Afra Victor,

I'm on

the

profita, bro, or the fugada,

I'm previctable, rapper, munana.

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