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Welcome back to We Can Do Hard Things.

Oh, wait, hold on.

I'm going to do it like Glennon.

Welcome back to we can do our things do i she thinks that i whisper this is the biggest a lot of people's fights i i hear in relationships are about money and sex probably those are actually some of our fights too but what i would say the number one

conflict in our marriages is volume

volume just

is she too loud or am i too soft

Yes.

That's the question of the century.

The answer is yes.

I was.

As an outsider.

I will tell you that, sister, you'll love this.

So I, for 100%, think that Abby is just extraordinarily loud.

Excessively loud, like megaphone loud.

She thinks that I'm too quiet and I'm doing it on purpose to drive her nuts.

The other polarization in relationships.

Yes, yes.

Did I tell the pod squad about when Tig and Stephanie were No, I don't think you have.

Okay.

So Tig and Stephanie were over.

Best moment of my life.

A couple months ago.

They are just the loveliest people, just the absolute best.

We were having them over there for the first time.

Yeah.

And so we don't have people over very often.

So it's like a big deal for us.

So we're all sitting on the couch.

Tig and Stephanie, me and Abby, and we're like, you know, talking, telling stories.

And I'm talking and I can see that Tig,

Tig just keeps like leaning forward more and more.

And she is leaning so close to me.

Like she's just leaning in.

And I'm like, oh my God, I am, I am, she's so captivated.

I'm captivating to take Nataro.

I'm captivating to take Nataro.

I thought it was a good story, but I was like, wow.

Like, I cannot wait to talk to Abby about how engaged Tig is.

And then finally, she's, she gets like so close to me and she interrupts my story and she goes, excuse me.

Why are you whispering?

I was like, oh,

yes.

You're like, validation that I needed.

Y'all, I looked at me.

I was so, I was like, that's it.

It's over for me.

Like, that and that.

Tig Nataro has decided that I, it is, it is my fault.

Welcome to We Can Do Hard Things, Everybody.

How are you two?

Let's check in.

I'm great.

But like, really, how are you

today?

I got my morning routine done.

Okay.

Dusted.

Okay, done and dusted.

My favorite.

Pod squatters, there's important things for you to know about Abby.

One of which is that at least seven times a day, she uses the phrase done and dusted.

Yes.

And I think...

that if she can't find the appropriate context, like that was perfect context, she'll just do it anyway.

It's like a rule she has for life is she has to say done and dusted five times.

Also, sweating to the oldies.

Yeah, so she says, sweating to the oldies at least five times a day.

If she walks up the stairs, she goes, I'm sweating to the oldies.

It has to be done.

It has to be done.

I say weird stuff for sure.

How are you today, this day, this moment?

I'm good.

I'm good.

I was thinking this morning about raising teenagers

and about

how

interesting it's been lately.

It's been so interesting.

We're just going to keep saying interesting.

And

what I

want to say is that it is different than raising young children in that when you're raising little kids, it can be un-isolating because you can talk about it so much because they aren't like real people.

They're just like blobs of, you know, there's nothing personal about a toddler.

They're just.

Well, the Venn diagram of your life and their their life is like one complete Venn diagram.

Right.

Yeah.

Right.

And now I feel like raising teenagers, you need more

community or like talking or ideas or brainstorming with other parents, but you can't have it because it would be too much of a breach of the trust of your children

to talk about

what it.

it is.

So anyway.

You've done a beautiful job.

I feel like you're killing it.

Thank you, babe.

I feel like

it's so like weighted.

You've lost all control,

but you're still trying to guide.

But I don't know.

It is, it is

doozy, man.

I've been really trying to learn from you because the truth is, is teenage kids have been more triggering to me than I anticipated.

Yes, yes.

And when something happens and it's upsetting to me.

I look at you and you look fine.

You look fine.

And I'm like, wow.

Like even yesterday, I had an epiphany and I texted you.

I have an epiphany.

And I, especially with like teenage girls, trying to like

detox from the patriarchy is so difficult for me personally for a lot of reasons.

But sending our kids out into the world, our, our, our daughters, I just feel astonished with how triggered I feel with

them becoming individual young adult women.

You know how Abby's like was in a different life?

She was from Yonder Yore

from the medieval time, I'm pretty sure.

Yeah, for sure.

I feel like she's a little bit like that.

She turns into her medieval self and she's like

a king on the castle saying, Thout will not come near thou's daughter.

Like she turns into this.

Yeah.

It's really interesting.

I feel super protective of the girls.

And that's at the

bottom of it.

Like I love them so much.

And because I went through life as a young woman in this world, I feel like almost extra protective of them.

And I don't need to be that way because this is my problem.

They're fine.

They really are.

They are fine.

They are completely fine.

They're responsible.

But like, I'm just like every little thing.

And I'm like, oh.

What's happening?

Are they?

She's trying to pull one over on me.

She's lying.

No, they're just being teenage girls.

And it has been the hardest like letting go of or surrender.

I'm still not quite there yet.

You've just been so solid.

I keep looking at you.

I'm like, I want to feel that solid.

You just can't hear me.

I'm whispering.

So, so that's it.

We wish we could talk more about it.

You know, I really do.

I wish I could talk to the pod pod squad about it.

I think about that all the time, actually.

But

what I do want to say to the pod squad is I send you love and solidarity if you too are in this interesting teenage time

where I think,

here's what I think.

I think it has more to do with dealing with your own shit than anything else because it's so true that you can't control anything anyway.

You're not really

deciding much or strategizing much.

Although I would like the pod squad to tell me, what is your kid's curfew.

I want to know this.

Just tell me.

Just say, for example, you had a 15-year-old girl.

And let's say, for example, you had an 18-year-old.

How old is that?

17.

A 17-year-old.

I just want you to tell me what their curfews are.

Okay.

Sissy, how are you?

You were going to tell us something about the weekend.

I know.

I wanted to share a story about the weekend because I had a really cool experience that I wanted to share with you in the pod squad.

And it's gotten me thinking like all weekend long.

And I'm curious what y'all think about this.

So do you remember Glenn and my friend from the law firm, Christine?

Yeah, I do.

I haven't heard from her for a long time.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Christine was my law firm colleague and she became a dear friend through that.

And

we've stayed in touch some since, you know, the decade since I left the firm, but we don't

see each other really because

life.

And Christine is married to Chris, so that's cute, right?

Because they're Chris and Christine,

that's fun.

But they have been together forever.

And a year ago, something really terrifying happened to Chris, where they realized that he had a congenital heart defect and he had a huge aneurysm in his heart.

And it required this like very complex massive surgery.

And they are both like

as type A plus type people as you can imagine both Yale grads lawyers they do not ask for help they're like we will solve all the problems ourselves and

they just like have everything locked down on their own

but

when this happened a year ago

it was just so overwhelming to them and really scary and complicated.

And so Christine at that point, she had to like be in another state with Chris during the surgery.

And they have two kids at home.

And she

wrote to me and was like, this is what I need from you during this time where I'm away.

She didn't say it like that.

She was like, this is what's happening.

Would you be willing to help?

And she gave me concrete things to do to help.

And then now it's been a year since the surgery happened and they hosted a dinner this weekend.

There were six couples at the dinner and them and they called it Eat Your Heart Out.

Oh, because of the heart.

Got it.

Yes.

I love a play on words.

Right.

Yes.

Yes.

But so at the top of the dinner, they both stood up and they said that the night was inspired by our episode with Priya Parker, the how to host a magical gathering.

This is 256.

If you haven't listened, you should listen to it.

But

it was so beautiful because they said the purpose of the night was not to celebrate Chris and his recovery, but it was to celebrate the people that had gotten them through that scariest time of their lives.

They talked about how hard it was for them to ask for help.

And they used the word safety.

They said the help that we received from this group gave us the safety that we needed to do what we needed to do.

And it was just such a really

special space to be in.

And knowing how they normally operate in their lives, it was really special to hear them talk about how much it changed their lives to know that.

that help and safety existed if they opened themselves up to it.

Christine said, you know, we just want everyone in this room to know that if you are ever in a position where you need help, that we will be there for you.

And we also know from this experience that if you

open yourself up

to receiving help, that your people will show up and make things okay.

Wow.

And the just intentionality of like hosting an event for that purpose was really, really special.

And then it just got me thinking that in a much bigger way, like being in that room

was a really magical

time.

And I realized that not only would I have missed out on reconnecting with Christine, but I also would never be in that space literally.

if she hadn't reached out for help.

It just felt, it suddenly felt like this new frame on that where being open to help is one of the most generous things you can do because it just gives all of these

gifts that you wouldn't have if people were not

able to like step into that connection.

I don't know.

It has me thinking all about a lot of things.

That's good.

Like in your own life.

Like, yes, we just think of it as such a burden.

In our culture, it feels

like a burden to ask someone else for help or a failure or a weakness,

and you're seeing it as the opposite in that context.

Yeah, I've been thinking since that event that some of the

most like sacred moments of my life were actually a direct result of people

being open

to quote-unquote help.

It has

me thinking a lot about Wendy.

So

this is my dear friend Wendy who died in October and the year between

her

diagnosis and when she passed, despite how precious she knew every single moment was during that time, she just opened her life up to

us to step in and walk her through it.

And

I remember at that time and throughout the whole thing being like, I would never be like this.

I would be like, pull up the gate.

It is just me and a couple people in here.

And we are that I would feel like people were like,

even in helping me, like

extracting or like taking my time, even if I needed the.

Like the scarcer the time.

the less you'd be likely to share it

right

right and she i don't know if it's because she actually needed like needed the transport to the places or

but

it was like that generosity of being allowed into her life in in that time

resulted in some of the most profound peace and wisdom and connection that i have found being able to like quote unquote help in that time

so it doesn't feel like help is even the right word when people invite you in because it just seems wildly inaccurate because her allowing us to be in those sacred moments with her

allowed

us to experience like gifts and wisdom that aren't possible to find in other places.

Wow.

Sacred show-ups.

Yeah, it's like,

you know, I like that.

It's the wrong word.

It's like we think we're asking for help, but is it like inviting

if you have a moment where you're suddenly aware

of your need for connection

and you decide to invite a few people

into

connect.

What is that?

It's not asking for help.

It's like some sacred invitation.

And that's what you experienced is the sacred invitation of that.

Tell us about it.

It doesn't feel like it's like,

oh,

it's doing the right thing.

Like, oh, someone needs help.

So you like sign up to give the food.

And it's like, check.

I, a good person would do that.

It doesn't feel like that.

It feels like it was like

stepping into

a reality and a wisdom that you don't usually have access to in the regular street level

daily life.

And I feel like whenever anyone really needs help and you're able to be invited into that,

it is like you're not street level anymore.

It's like you're tapping into a higher reality of we're all actually

connected to each other.

We're just on the other plane.

We're acting like we're not.

But when you're able to like

accept help or provide help,

then whoever's being helped or whoever's the helper doesn't matter anymore.

It's like you're just tapping into a bigger reality that like we are actually all connected

and

you have like the privilege of living on the higher plane there.

It's like a new dimension where you're disconnected from that on the lower plane.

Yep.

That's good.

It's another dimension.

It's it feels like another dimension.

And it feels like it's like the safety piece goes both ways.

It's not just like the person that's quote unquote being helped that feels safer.

I feel safer

having

been able to

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Do you think that this is one of the reasons why

people who go through tragedy,

although it's horrific horrific and requires all of them and

that afterwards they often feel a sense of loss or purposelessness it was horrific but it was another dimension that

after it's over they're back into the normal world and they're not in that

beautiful give and take close to the essence of what life and love are.

It's like you live your whole life without glasses on and then all of a sudden you get a pair of glasses and you can finally see what it is, what it's all about.

And then you go back into your real life and somebody rips their glasses off and you can't see.

Yeah, I mean I have a friend whose mom passed and it was a horrible time.

But after her mom passed, she said, at least I woke up every day of the last two years knowing exactly where I should be, knowing exactly what I should be doing.

I knew exactly what the most important thing was and where I was,

you know, know, the most divine place that I could be every day.

And now I'm just like, what the fuck do I do?

I don't have that sense of

purpose and connection, I guess.

Yeah, I get that.

That probably makes sense.

Cause if you're in like the middle of those crisis, it's like a total immersion program of,

you know, I'm operating on this.

plane of life the rest of the world that's lucky enough to just be doing daily life isn't operating on.

And they're lucky, right?

Cause they're not going through a crisis or they're not on their knees needing help

or

walking someone through

who's on their knees needing help.

It's like

they're the unlucky ones, but they get to operate on this

plane where there is that clarity and you and there is what I think is like what is actually true all the time yeah the veil is lifted it's like that thin places idea that there are thin places where the veil is lifted between like this dimension and the the one beyond and then you live in the other one what was the dinner like we just like all sat around and told stories and they talked about the experience and it was like funny and silly.

I was sitting by Chris and Chris, there was a woman there, Leslie, that I had never met before.

And he said that she told

him

that

she felt the closest she had to God when she was driving his kids around during that scary week.

Oh, my God.

And

that was such a like wild thing to hear.

But it makes sense, right?

If this higher plane is this idea of like, we are operating in a time where

we're aware that we're connected.

We're aware that we can step in for each other.

We're aware that other people will step in for us.

We're aware that the farce of us doing anything on our own

is

like blown up.

Then that seems like it's like

a very direct connection to

whatever is happening between us and God.

Yeah.

Right.

It's probably what Jesus was getting at with all the kingdom of heaven is like,

if he was doing it, but the kingdom of heaven is like you're driving your colleague's car around, you're driving your colleagues' kids around because they have heart disease.

Like the kingdom of heaven is like you're sitting around Wendy's bed.

It's like glimpses, glimpses, glimpses.

It's just like a portal of that.

And it made me think a lot about my

discomfort and unwillingness to

ask for or

accept help, and how it's kind of like a humble brag that people do.

Like, oh, I don't ask for help.

I don't ask for, I'm not into that.

But

it really, like in really stark contrast, walking through Wendy, like my life would have been smaller and sadder and scarier had Wendy not

invited me into her life.

So, does that not mean that my

not getting over my discomfort with asking for or accepting help is not only making my life smaller, but making the lives smaller of people around me?

Yeah.

Yeah.

It's selfish.

Yeah.

It's not creative.

It's not building that thing that you're talking about, that magic.

It's really interesting to consider just changing the language around it in your own head.

Like instead of saying, I'm asking for help, like I'm inviting these people in.

I'm inviting these people in.

I'm inviting these people in.

I mean, as you're talking, I'm thinking about,

you know, Brandy is mentoring Tish, just they're like incredible creative partners right now.

It's unbelievable.

And in the very beginning, Brandy would be like, Let's send your music to this person or that person, or let's, let's call this person to ask for advice.

And Tish would be like, wait, why?

Like, she would feel scared because she would feel like, why would I be asking this person for help?

It feels so audacious.

And Brandy just said, Oh, no, no, no, asking for help, asking for advice, ask, that's how you build your team.

That's how you build your people.

And that was all very weird.

And now I'm watching her and all the people who are surrounding her.

And they're all the people in the very beginning who Brandi and Tish were reaching out.

And Brandi explained, this is how people feel invested in you.

This is how you create the people who will be your people in 20 years.

I would think of it as the people you do favors for or something.

That's how you.

No, it's building heaven on earth.

So, yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It's, it's counterintuitive.

There's so many reasons why we don't

ask for it, right?

Like, we're putting people out, but we put people out all the time.

Like, that's not the real reason, I don't think.

I don't think the being of being a burden is the real reason.

I think the real reason is that it is like

so fucking scary

to do that because A, what if we like call for help out into the world and no one shows up?

And B,

if we do call out for help

and someone does show up,

then we are putting

ourselves in the hands of other people

like literally figuratively spiritually whatever it is where you're like I

don't

have it in me to do this and I have to trust you to do whether it's a minuscule thing like dropping off food at the house or a much bigger thing

that is a very

it's vulnerable it's a scary leap yeah yeah it's very out of control it is but it's also a self-fulfilling prophecy to end up alone with no help or people around you if you never ask for it that's right and I know that I'm talking very like esoterically about this like theoretically but it is a practical

world changing on the ground thing.

Like when you're entering that higher plane and you know that help is what's required, it actually on the lower plane builds things out.

With Wendy, she wanted to plan her service.

And so it was like, who is the person gonna be who can, who can do this right?

And so my friend Becca from college is this brilliant, amazing,

perfect human for that.

And I had

to call her and be like, help

us.

And it felt like a giant burden.

She's got her own church she's got her own everything and she didn't know wendy and

now she would say

that that was one of the best things to happen to her in her life the fact that she got to know her for those five months to be with her and she's now incredibly woven into our community here that her like quote unquote giving us huge help has made her life so much bigger and now becca and i are so much more connected when we than we were before.

It's real.

It's not, it's like actually, I think, what might be the thing that builds lives

and communities being like, help me.

Do you think some people are like, duh, like listening right now?

Like, no, duh.

No, no, no.

That's what, like, some people are good at.

No, no, no.

I think that there's

not.

This has all been like a fucking revelation to me.

Yeah.

I think what we're, what we're talking about is varsity level intentionality around creating creating the community that you want.

Because so many of us, myself included, I would consider myself a generous person.

I'm generous of my energy, my time.

And because of that generosity, and I think a lot of us might feel this way about ourselves, that I'm building a life that if I needed something, people would show up.

However, I don't think it would be as easy for me to say, I need you.

My thought is

people will come they sense that I need something rather than me saying,

will you come to me now?

I need you.

And that is the thing.

That's the thing.

That is the thing, Abby, because what is huge about that is

that is the invitation.

And that's what I would think.

Can't people see that I'm struggling?

Can't people see that I need help?

If they wanted to help, they would show up.

If they wanted to, that's right.

Christine wrote me a text and said, this is what's happening.

This is what I need from you and the dates I need you to do it.

Wow.

It wasn't like, it wasn't a heroic thing for me.

I was like, yes, the answer is yes.

And that's why it's like a prayer.

That's the connection to me to the spiritual thing.

It's like, it reminds me of Anne Lamont's when she's like, all of my prayers can be boiled down into help.

Thanks.

Wow.

And that is what friendship is, right?

Yeah.

Ooh.

So it's like you're praying to other people.

You're like, you're sending your prayers to a person instead of just to God.

Like, please bring me a casserole, God.

You're like, no, send, you send your friend one.

It's like, I need you to bring me a casserole on Thursday.

Yes.

It's like how vulnerable it is to say to God, like, help, please.

It's that same fucking vulnerability to say to your friend, help.

It is a two-way thing.

It isn't that the people will show up if they love you.

You have to be vulnerable enough to ask for it.

And the thanks and the wow only come because of the help.

And I'm beginning to think that like the thanks and the wow of friendship only comes because of the help.

Oh, so if you have no thanks and wow or not a lot of on gratitude, it could be because you're not reaching out enough to request what will result in gratitude and awe.

I think it might be.

And I think that whole idea when you're like, I'm building the kind of world where I hope that people will show up for me, I do that too.

And I think there's a little bit of that that's like kind of a capitalistic game structure where it's like, I have checked all the boxes to be a good person.

And therefore, should I ever need it, I have this insurance policy that I can show to the world.

And therefore, I will be worthy of being helped.

But I don't think that's the way it works.

I think you get help when you say

help.

But practically, it feels like in our culture, and I don't even know if I mean America now or like the Doyles.

Like, I have no freaking idea what I mean by that.

Yeah.

It feels like the only time it's legit or valid in our culture to say help is if it's a physical sickness in your family.

Is that the problem that we

like when I think back on my church days, it was always only that.

It was like a baby was born or somebody was sick.

And that is the rallying times.

Yeah.

What are you talking about?

And Abby, what are you talking about?

Like when you say,

what would happen

that we could use as an excuse to invite this gorgeous divine web that we're all supposed to have to start building the table that you were at last week?

What would it be?

Yeah.

My ego feels threatened in this moment because it is true that it would only have to be like something about that.

What is it?

Like sickness.

When you think about building this for yourself, not just showing up for other people, like for Wendy,

for Christine,

but like when you think about building this web for yourself, and let's say you weren't going to wait for a sickness or a baby to be born,

whatever the valid reasons are, to send that text.

What would it be?

I'm saying that being part of these events

and being like dipped into these sacred moments has allowed me to see

that truth of

that

magic mix

feels wiser and truer and safer and realer than the way that i operate i'm talking about like very basic i'm talking about in my own marriage being able to be seen when i am suffering

being able to be like I don't got this.

Even on a like,

not like show up with a casserole.

I'm talking like, I'm struggling right now.

And I can't even tell you why.

There is something

there that like,

I think that is,

I'm using these other concrete examples of it, but I actually think think that

that's a block

to connection.

So you're saying that you're a person with

extreme agency, extreme

capability,

independence.

I've got this.

might think that that's how they're earning their worthiness to be at the table.

When in fact

them seated at that table might have less of

joy, wonder, awe, and connectedness to everyone else at that table than the person at the table who was like

all year, like

a little bit more vulnerable, broken, asking for help when they needed it.

And you think that the thing that's earning your worthiness at the table is actually blocking your connectedness at the table.

I'm saying I've only been at tables when it's been the result

of somebody

needing help.

I'm saying I'm not even at the table.

I think

that's the basis of tables.

And I'm like, how many tables am I missing out on hosting

or showing up at

because I am believing the lie that my life is constructed on

me being able to get all the shit done that I think should get done and figuring out ways to do it

as opposed to being plugged into this truer to-do list of our life,

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are

there

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I I think my life has been smaller than it needed to be because of that.

And I think my relationships have been smaller because I

haven't been comfortable

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So, what do you do when you don't have shit figured out?

What do you do?

How do you feel?

Where are you sitting?

What happens?

I want to know.

I want to go to the moment.

Do you even allow yourself to understand you feel confused and sad and broken because

you don't know what's going on?

Or do you even allow that feeling to rise?

This is not a personal thing.

This is everybody has that feeling.

Everybody has that experience of lostness.

I don't know that it arises intellectually in like a fully formed state.

I think I usually feel jittery, edgy,

annoyed, easily snappy at others because I'd much rather feel like somebody else

did something wrong than that, that I don't know what's going on.

That's so honest and lovely.

That makes a lot of sense.

So

your

shutoffness or snappiness

then makes your scared self even harder to reach because the other person feels like you're mad at them.

It's like a bulletproof jacket that you put over your tenderness, and you don't even know that you're experiencing sadness or tenderness.

Do you even note the like jump to that, or you just now go straight to that?

I think I'll get like low

and tired and sad.

I

didn't know and don't know

what people can do to help me.

That's big.

I've always been annoyed at people who need a lot of help.

You must be fucking mad at me since I was born.

No, no, no, no.

That you don't, you're exempt from that.

But you know the people who I'm like,

you know, you're just always fucking

calling for everything.

And you, so like, that's the big caveat to this, right?

There is some magic middle where it's like, we should not have to wait until someone has

a

horrendous disease

to be able to like rally the troops around them.

And we also don't want to be the people that wake up every morning and it's like, ask not what I can do for myself.

Ask what other people can do for me.

Like we don't want to be those people.

Where is the middle one where we're like, no, when you open

yourself up to be able to receive help, to ask for it,

that's like the right amount.

You know?

Going back to what we were just saying about you.

When you say, I don't know how anyone could help me

with what?

What do you mean?

I mean like inside my head.

Right.

So like, what's wrong with the inside your head?

Oh, shit.

We don't have time.

No, no, no.

I'm serious.

We're getting at something.

Like, what is

what's wrong?

If I'm like unsettled or

confused or

mad, I

have always felt like I have to understand

that

before

I share that.

yeah, I have to, like, okay, so here's the thing I'm mad about or sad about or whatever.

And so, let me really break it down for three days where I figure out my first step: is that even reasonable?

Is that reasonable?

Are you crazy?

Are you

if it's not reasonable, then you just deal with it in your own head as opposed to being like,

but it kind of doesn't matter if it's reasonable, if it's how you feel.

So

then, do you share that even if it's not reasonable, even if you don't understand it?

I didn't know that you're supposed to share your emotions with people just because they exist.

Yeah.

Especially the more, more, what I would say, the shadow, darker side of emotions, the more difficult ones.

Yeah.

Yes.

Yes.

That's what I mean.

Yeah.

And I think

that's just something that I've been learning in all of my therapy.

And I'm baffled.

It's counterintuitive to everything I've been taught, everything that I have learned in my life, everything that I thought was true is I've actually been cutting myself off from more intimacy in my most personal relationships because I don't share that stuff.

Yeah.

But so what would you do?

When it would happen, would you just be like, okay, that I understand you thought that that wasn't okay, but would it exist in your head?

And then you just dissect it and then try to like compost it or

compost it or just shove it down?

Because there was a part of me that thought, oh, that feeling is weakness.

That anger is weakness.

I am smarter than this.

I can overcome this.

I can figure out whatever it is I need to figure out.

without that emotion.

And so now I'm saying, that upset me.

And sometimes I don't have to have a reason why.

Sometimes Sometimes

my

child self will come forward and try to explain it in a way that is embarrassing in retrospect.

I've said stuff to Glennon recently, and I've come back the next day, and I'm like, that was not,

I feel embarrassed.

And not in a mean way.

It's just like very unformed.

Unfiltered.

It's wonderful.

It's like very childlike.

It's very like, but I don't want that.

And I want something else.

Yes.

And it's, that's what would be beautiful for you: is to not intellectualize the emotion, not create a case like you're a lawyer or whatever.

Like

you're allowing your, you don't even know why, you're just saying these feelings.

Yes, that is right.

Like, I'm like, let's let's take this on like a court case.

Let's look at it.

I'm like, that case does not have legs, that would be thrown out of court.

So, we will not bring that up.

Like, as opposed to, I don't like this.

That's right.

I don't want this.

That's so, that's, sister.

Yeah, that's good.

Do you know that that's everything?

We have talked recently about how you have gotten to a place where you don't know what you want

in big ways.

You know what?

You have to practice that shit.

And you practice it by in moments where you don't like things going, I don't like this.

I don't.

want this.

Yes.

And noting that thing and not having to justify it or explain it or like, it it doesn't matter you don't have to have a case for for those things well because you can't intellectualize the emotion away that is not something that you can do you actually have to release the emotion and get it outside of you realize i can say this stuff and this person won't leave that's the big thing that i was afraid of if i say this stuff if i show this part of myself the child tantrum discomfort whatever it is part of myself nobody would stay And she's just like, Okay, I hear you.

The other night, I was like, But I don't want that.

I don't

literally like that.

I went into this huge thing, and she was just very still, calm.

She didn't escalate.

She just stayed neutral.

And then the next day, I came back and she's like, Yeah, I felt that part of you come up.

And I was like, Oh my gosh, and you're still fucking here.

It's like having to have the

communication with your spouse or person that we're even talking about to have them hold all the parts of who you are.

And that's to me what this connects to with the help and the connection and the bigger

world you can make for yourself, which is that I thought that my job

always

was to manage myself and my life and manage my feelings and manage my thoughts.

And that was on me.

And if there ever was a case to be presented,

then it had to, you know, check these 37 boxes.

And then, okay, now that's a legitimate thing.

Okay, we will now pronounce the case, we will present the case, we will deal with the case, case closed, moving on.

The difference there is that it is very childlike, and so is saying help,

and so is saying

come near I need you near I need help

and that is

I think where

relationship happens that same level of vulnerability is is

of bearing yourself of of putting yourself in the hands of other people

is

I think

the way that we

connect to all the things

to our people, to

God, to, and also it's all the same thing.

Yeah.

It's the same.

I am going to entrust to you, partner, or to you, friend, or to you, world,

this thing

that is unpolished and unfinished.

And that

I think us coming together on this thing will make it okay

instead of keeping it for yourself.

So good.

It's probably why like every spiritual tradition is based on like,

oh, that's so cute that you think having your shit together is what's going to bring you

joy.

Like having your shit too much together, being too independent can really get in the way of

being human.

and love.

It's like all the when you're weak, you're strong, all those dichotomies.

And it probably drives crazy the person who has spent their life

trying to perfect their way to love

because it feels like, oh my God, all I had to do was be more weak the whole time.

And then all those people who are always asking for help and annoying you, you're like, wait, they're on the right track?

Well, I do think there's a fucking line.

There's a, there's a middle.

Cause guess who I don't show up to help?

The people who wake up every morning and ask for help.

Oh, God, no.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

yeah.

Like, I do

have something there.

We got to figure that out at some point.

Well, that's dependent.

We've got independent.

We've got dependent.

We're like

interdependent.

Okay.

We're in the zone of interdependence.

I show up for me.

Sometimes you show up for you.

Sometimes you show up for me.

Sometimes I show up for you.

Sometimes, not every day I wake up and call you and say, How will you show up for me?

Yes.

And I do think that there is also just this part of it that's like

I have have lived really independently for chunks of my life also putting aside the whole idea that independence is like a

patriotic capitalist fiction all that right but purporting to be like i can do my little world on my own and it is just

way less

interesting

Yeah, there's no juice in it.

It's dry.

Juice in it.

The only juice in it is the juice of your own making.

Yeah.

Hand squeezed juice all on your own in the kitchen, just squeezing out your own juice all by yourself.

So sad.

I don't know.

I just think this little,

this little like experiment into thinking about this and just the few times I've been a part of it recently, I think.

There's more juice there.

There's a more interesting way there.

Yeah.

And I think a lot of us listening are, we have like the people that we know we would call, and that those people would drop everything for us.

We have those people.

I think we're also talking a little bit about

growing or like getting to the next concentric circle outside of that like family or whatever, growing our

group, our community of people that we can rely on.

And that might, that might absolutely take some proactivity of an an intention and saying hey i need this

and

and asking for it and is it also not just that but it's a a way of being like it's not just intentionally like oh and now i need to intentionally create this community i'm thinking like it's also just being at the store and like not being so focused on the one realm of life where you have to get back and you have to do the thing and you have to do the thing but dropping into the next realm because somebody has just dropped you know their their thing on the ground.

And you stop and you turn around and you pick up that thing and you hand it to them.

And you have this moment where you're in the other realm.

I live there.

Yeah.

Right.

You do live there.

I live the most.

So I mean, sometimes I'm like, can we get back to the realm where we have to get back to the house?

But like, I think it's a way of being that where you drop into that other part of connection above productivity too.

And interdependence with everybody as opposed to just in, we're all living our little independent day.

Yeah.

That's right.

And I think that it's all so cyclical because, like, with Wendy, what she did inviting us in and us seeing that bigger truth of life and what's most precious and

how we're all connected is that the community that she built

through her generosity and letting us in that way

is the community that will be there for her 12-year-old son.

Not because it's the right thing to do,

but because

we can now see

and

feel the reality that we are connected, that he is ours and we are his.

Yes.

I think the whole reason why we're talking about this is because there was a celebration of it.

There was an acknowledgement, a party of some sort.

Now, I believe, and we don't do this enough.

I think think that celebrations are about tapping into the next place.

I think celebrations are like this sprinkled fairy dust of like this aboveness component to it.

And that is what they were doing.

They were inviting you to this dinner,

showing you what the next place, this other dimension, this thing that you all tapped into

is.

It's making the invisible visible, right?

Like we were, in fact, all connected to each other in that group.

We just didn't know it.

That's right.

We were connected to them to help them through a very scary time, which reconnected us to them over and over.

But we were also connected to each other in this web that we didn't see until they put us at that table.

That's right.

And that's what I think the whole thing of help is actually doing.

It is like, you can't see that you're connected until we do this super fucking obvious thing of helping each other that makes the invisible visible.

It shows how like you're dependent on me and I'm dependent on you.

But we don't get to access that gift unless we are in that tangible moment to see it.

Yeah.

You're not creating a web at all.

Nobody's creating a web.

You're just throwing invisible ink on the web that is already there so we get to see it.

Exactly.

Invisible ink.

Invisible ink.

What's invisible ink?

You're throwing some ink

on the web.

It was a freaking brilliant thing.

And then you just went with invisible.

Yes, that's exactly right.

The web is already there.

We're not creating shit.

We're tapping into something that has always been there.

And we get the privilege of tapping into it.

No one's creating anything.

That's good.

Bam.

Yo.

It's remembering.

Well, guess what?

Folks, we had a whole different plan to talk about today.

That's what we're going to do this year.

What are we doing?

We're going to show the invisible.

We're going to throw visible ink on the invisible web so that we can see a visible web.

Okay.

Wow.

Write that down.

She's real good with words, y'all.

But you can see it in your mind, can't you?

I know you can.

Yeah.

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