Sloan Bella: “She Says Earth Is a Prison Dimension. This Interview Gets Wild! | DSH #1649

It is a trauma response and the trauma causes a lowering in vibration and so they live from a position of only seeing like this much of the room and the secret is to raise the vibration by expressing the trauma even though they don't want to because it goes against their protectiveness.

Once they raise the vibration they're not going to be addicted anymore.

Okay guys, out here in Los Angeles, we got Sloan Bella here today. We're meeting for the first time.
We are. Lovely to meet you.
You as well. I'm happy to be here.

Yeah, I've been seeing your stuff for a while now. And yours.
We've been trying to meet for a while. Yeah, a couple of years now.
Yeah, I do.

You love it out here. You're hiking out here.
I love it. Do you love it out here?

Living-wise, I wouldn't live here. No, I tried it.
Did you? Yeah. During the pandemic, I was in Woodland Hills.
Oh, Woodland Hills. Yeah,

I lost it five months during the pandemic. And I was like, I'm okay.

Why? Why, why?

I just couldn't do anything. Everything was shut down.
Oh, I didn't feel safe. Yeah.
You know, we are pretty safe in Woodland Hills. Safer than down the street.

It's probably gotten better since the pandemic ended. It's hard to be Vegas.
Is it? Yeah. Vegas is scary to me.
A lot of psychics say that. It's like I walk in there and I'm like, oh, God.

Haunting's everywhere, right? Yeah. Well, it's just loud noise everywhere.
So I can't relax because I can kind of feel this, that, and the other. So it's like, ah, yeah.
I have on.

Hiking is nice, though. yeah we got red rod but i have on a lot of spiritual guests and uh they all hate vegas every single time

yeah the energy is just heavy right yeah it is and it's people at their worst like you're at your best but it's people in the middle of addiction so i that's like a personal pet peeve i hate it so when i walk by it i'm like oh oh can you pick up on that energy yeah i mean i'm so well versed at it due to my upbringing

yeah i don't know that that's a psychic thing but absolutely yeah and you can feel the intention behind the addiction. So like what the trauma is that leads to the addiction.

And I don't like feeling that. Yeah.
So I'll get little glimpses into what they're struggling with that they don't even know because they're handling it like this.

Addiction is usually a trauma response, right? Yeah. To me, it is.
And it's.

Doctors, of course, they're going to go against that. I'm sure.
I mean, maybe they know that now. I don't know.

But they haven't asked them.

But it is a trauma response and the trauma causes a lowering in vibration and so they live from a position of only seeing like this much of the room and the secret is to raise the vibration by expressing the trauma even though they don't want to because it goes against their protectiveness right once they raise the vibration they're not going to be addicted anymore

i don't even think it's an addiction the way that we understand it i talk about it all the time and i get heckled for it too but they say the drug is the addiction like heroin coke whatever it is food chocolate sugar

sweet tooth sweet tooth um cavities but it's not it's the vibration so you will become addicted to the substance that that's like easily removed a month you know detox a month but but the vibration has to be raised wow in order to live where you don't even accept that frequency into your consciousness.

Interesting. That's how I feel about it.
So I try to do healing work with people. I've worked with a lot of addicts.

They go to their AA, their CA, their NA, all kinds of AAs, and they go to their therapy and they do their stuff. But I want them to raise their vibration.

So it's not even in their thinking to reach for that. So it's a different way of handling the trauma.
I like them to speak about it too. I like that.
Do you think there's any healthy addictions?

Or are they all kind of lower vibration? I'm going to say exercise because I... My whole family's like, look at you.
You're not an addict, but you're out running 100 times a day. You're out at 5 a.m.

today. Yeah, always.
It's hot out.

And I think that exercise is a good addiction.

Not overexercising, but keeping yourself fit, focusing on something you want to do as, quote, an addiction.

If it's, if it's focus, people call it addiction too, because they like us to not have a focus that's strong and determined. Right.
So they'll call it an addiction.

But if you go about your work the way you would go about your cocaine seeking,

you would be very successful. Yeah.
Just saying, people.

people yeah i'm addicted to work it does have its drawbacks but i think overall it's been pretty positive yeah you said you're doing a lot of filming today five i'm like i'd be dead i do a thousand a year

yeah it's nuts so i'm addicted to work yeah so you're you're well you're also young and trying to build your work right that's not necessarily quote addicted it will be if you're like in your 60s still doing it you know

three kids behind your wife screaming at you then that's an addiction but right now you're actually building. So I wouldn't even look at that as addiction.
Yeah. It's building.

Were you working pretty hard when you were in your 20s too?

No. Are you?

No. My career kind of came easily to me.
Wow. This career.

I don't know if you know, but way back in the day as a

former 14-year-old when I ran away from home. I hit the strip clubs, you know.

Before I always like to say this, you probably don't even know who this is, but before Tracy Lords got busted, she was in porn and she was underage. And when they busted her, they checked ID.

I'm before that time i mean i'm her age roughly i she might be a year younger but um

until she got caught no one was checking id so you could so i was 14 15 16 up until i was 23 in the strip clubs working yeah i was determined so but i still wasn't like aggressively um you didn't know that right you're like i didn't know that yeah you're like grandma was a stripper yeah

but that's what i did i had to support myself so and i wasn't willing to do nine to five i'm never willing to do nine to five because it's, I can't earn enough in that amount of time.

And you know that. I'm sure you know.
Yeah, I never had a nine to five. Yeah, I did briefly, like a month.
And then I'm like, nope, you know, at a retail store.

And I'm like, this is, I think it was like $1.85 at the time. Holy, I'm back from that, you know, like $1.85 or $2.25, some crazy thing.
Like, I'm talking early 80s, right? Like 1980, 1981.

So the strip club was much better for me.

And I'll tell you another thing to all these young girls out there, I'm sure you've heard, maybe you've interviewed some of them, but they go into the clubs and they're gorgeous, stunning, and they're also athletic and they're beautiful.

And they have to pay the club to work there. You've heard that.

I'm before that time. At 23, they brought that in and I quit.
I'm, I'm before that. I got paid to show up.
Wow. Like, that's what I'm saying.
I'm not paying someone to, you know, no. Like, it's a job.

I wonder what caused that shift. Do you think it got too saturated? There was too many women doing it? Or?

I had to audition to do it so like if they're this is not funny but there were people and they kept trying it that they would tell them go get surgery or stuff terrible i walked in i got it because i you know what you're cute when you're younger but if you're in shape and you haven't destroyed yourself by the time you're 15 you're fine i think it was actually what they do now notice in the grocery stores how they have us self-checking and bagging ourselves and paying for the beds.

They have us doing their work while they collect money off us and raise prices. I think it's exactly that.

I think it's a floy that I give back money this way because I've been taught that when I was a stripper, you got called a whore and a, you know, skank and, you know, your family was like,

like this. You couldn't tell anybody or, you know,

oh, you know, don't tell anybody. You know, my husband was like that for a long time.
Shut up.

A lot of shame. Yeah, he had it.
I mean, he had it. He had it.
He's like, I'm like, but that's where you met me. Like,

you know, yeah. And I'm like, I'm not apologizing for it.
It's, and I'm not on drugs. I'm not high.
So I took care.

But I think it's a flipping in society where they tell us, like in the grocery store, if you have kids, you cannot buy. I mean, you were at Erewhon this morning.
You know the price. Yeah.
Oh my God.

Smoothies are 30 bucks now. That's why I was laughing when you texted me.
Do you want

crazy? And I'm like, do you want to spend 50 bucks for nothing? For one smoothie, $30. Yeah.
No, that's crazy. So that's why I said I'm drinking mine at home for that exact reason.
Appreciate it.

Yeah, because I don't want to traumatize them. But they're doing that.
They're making us think that that's normal while we do the work.

They have us bagging our groceries, self-checking them while they cut off the employees' pensions and life insurance or whatever they give them, bonuses. And then we do all the work.

Now no one pumps our gas. We got to do it.
Your little kids got to do it at the gas station. And it used to be, so the service is going until it totally flips and we're paying them just to exist.

And I really feel that way. I noticed at the strip clubs, I understand paying your DJ because he makes sure the lighting was right at that time.
The DJ did that with your music.

So he plays your music and doesn't mess with your head. Tip him, tip the bartender.
I get all of that. I do not get tipping a club owner or a restaurant owner or anything.

I do not get it. You need your business to run and you need me to do that.
Yeah. So why am I paying you? I literally walked out at that point.
I'm like, nope. That makes sense.
Not doing it.

Yeah, we're definitely heading that way, especially with AI. Oh my God, right? They want us to be grateful and pay for it.
And I have a problem with that. So yeah, that's my problem.

Yeah, AI is going to really spice things up. Oh, yeah.
I'm surprised they haven't taken your image and put you all over the place. There's videos already.
You see fake Joe Rogan videos all the time.

Yeah. I see fake videos of myself where I'm saying something.
And I'm like, they're getting so good. I'm like, I did not ever in my life say that.

Yeah, they're taking my guess and like literally changing their mouth and like making them look like they're on my show saying something.

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Yeah, so you like

it's not yeah, no, I don't like it. And in fact, leading into that one, that's what I call the beast system is AI.

When people talk about the satanic world that we live in, AI is kind of that because it's a collective growing organism that we can't control that they want to put in our hands.

Have you been to Whole Foods where you can pay with your hand? I don't do that.

No,

five seconds, I know you're not going to do it. What is that?

Get out of my body. Like, go away.
And they do that. And I was, I'm like, I go to the little girl at the cashier.
I go, do people really do? She goes, yes, all the time. I'm like, wow.

I was so snarky because it's absurd. It's nuts.
And it's nuts. It's nuts.
So I said, this is what the B system is to me. Like, it's a group of people taking away humanity, transhumanism.

Like in the psychic world, stealing consciousness from what we call cloning is actually a siphoning of consciousness into another physical being that replicates the one before it.

Like, I don't know if you do not remember Saddam Hussein. Do you remember? I heard of him.
Yeah, he was a militant. Yeah, I was young, but I heard of him.
Yeah, and so Bush and them killed him.

But he had five decoys that looked just like him. So you didn't really know what he looked like.
Wow. So that's what they do to us with celebrities, and they steal a consciousness.
So

I just heard of a study where prisoners can get out of jail if they give their memories to the doctors to give to other people. And I'm like, I'm never doing that.
No way. Yes, I heard that.

I actually heard that. Wow.

Research it, everybody, because, you know, I don't know, but I heard that.

And that's equivalent on the metaphysical of stealing consciousness because the evil part of this planet cannot create their own memories, their own experience, their own diversity, their own, and they hate women because we have children

we create the ultimate like your mother and father created you but your mother kept you safe in your body and then birthed you so you are who you are they hate us for that that's why there's an attack on woman right now all the time well that's you know i've i i love

drag queens i've always been in that you know community and i've known trans people my whole life i mean just literally grew up with them some a lesbian and one trans young man um woman but he had a beard at the time.

It wasn't quite as, it wasn't quite as agreeable in where I grew up in Toronto for that to be a thing. So I knew a few people like that.

But the way that they mimic women now is like everybody's mocking women. Like it's not just, I understand drag.
That's a love of the style and the, you know, looking like Cher or whomever.

But now everybody is like, they put. baseball players in drag to mock what like what do you what are you doing yeah it seems like there's a big attack on the, the mind of the woman, especially.
Yes.

There's a lot of programming. Yeah.
Yeah. Oh, my God.
Yeah. Don't have kids.
Don't do this.

I'm really lucky that my, my boys grew up around women that wanted to have a lot of kids and want to keep their family, you know, with, have their babies with one person and stay married regardless.

I mean, not in crazy, there's nothing crazy going on, but they want to stay and build. The nuclear family.
Yeah. That's what they want.
They want it. And that's all I ever wanted.

You know, that's all. I mean, I don't want five baby daddies.
I mean, no offense to anyone that has it, but I wanted all my kids to resemble each other

from both parents. Yeah.
You know, yeah, my generation, just the hookup culture is rampant.

Well, yeah, that's, I know, yeah, that's scary because energetically that can be used to hook into your energy field. Right.
Soul ties, right? Yeah, soul ties, glamour magic, sex magic to control you.

That's how they break down and traumatize what they talk about in like Illuminati or

Beast System person or Bloodline Families, you know, Rothschilds, Rockefellers, they, they traumatize children through, I say this on

my YouTube every night. Yeah.
Surprised I'm not banned for this one, but they, they, they saw it, they use sodomy ritual, which hooks up to the chakra system to the crown chakra, and then it kind of

blocks it at the top so that that person can't go beyond what is created in here. So they have altars.
Wow. What they call.

So when you hear actors say it's like another person took over, they've been groomed to do that. And so that's terrifying to me.
Holy crap. That's that's a satanic ritual that they do.
So, and

or a ritual. Yeah.
Or it's their belief system. And to me, it's no, I'm going to piss Catholics off now.
To me, it's no different than any other religion, Catholicism.

You know, you have men in robes, you know, clinging incense, midnight mass, the colors, the, the, um,

you know,

chantings that they do. I forget what you call it, but the rosaries over and over and over.
They're opening up portals by doing that.

I don't know if they know they're doing that because I've met some lovely priests in my life that are good and don't do anything that they're accused of.

But I believe behind it is a darker knowledge of what they're teaching their young priests to do, you know?

That is not. That was a ghost.

So when they're opening up these portals, what's going on then?

Portals is what they don't want you and I to know by talking about like going to the moon and living on Mars. A portal is like a doorway in this wall that you cannot see.

So it's an energetic frequency that can move apart when you can hit the frequency.

So they're constantly shifting frequencies outside tone and tonality with like you hear buzzing and you hear like light sockets clicking and they're constantly doing it.

So you don't have the ability to see through that portal and on the other side is another level of where we are a different dimension so when people talk about aliens this is my understanding and i used to see them as a kid i didn't know what they were i called them aliens called them earwig men my dad went bananas and i ended up in the shrink's office of course but

but i saw them but it's a frequency and they come from outside of this frequency not up in the sky the ships that you see are traveling dimensionally not spatially

and so when you're looking at space I know that it's bullshit because that's not how they come in if they're on another planet it's it's through um

I always you go to Vegas you live there and you know when it's hot as heck driving down the road and you see that wafting on the the road that looks like gas or or smoke coming off the road That's what a frequency will get you into a portal.

That's how I see it. When I see it,

it kind of opens up and morphs into a different way of seeing it's not like hi i got in the spaceship and i went wherever and now i'm living on mars like william shatner tries to say

he too came back from space uh space in his head but anyway it it's dimensional so it really it opens the doorway for us to move our bodies we are kind of stuck here so it's like we're not able to bend out of this dimension and the more we raise our vibration, the more we're able to bend because we're not so rigid.

We're rigid here. We're very dense here.
I mean, we're not, but we are. Yeah.
You know, you die, you're free.

And kind of, can you be free? So we're sort of bound by our physical bodies, right? I feel like it, yeah. I mean, and some more than others.

Some in wheelchairs, some people sick since birth, and it's terrible.

You and I are lucky because we're amble and mobile and we can do stuff. Yeah.
But yeah, the

spiritual frequency is, that's why with music, they

lower you. Yeah, they try to lower you with the thinking that goes on in society.
Everybody be afraid,

like that. So I don't react to anything.
I didn't even react to 9-11. Wow.

When 9-11 happened, and I tell this story often, but I was taking my kids to school in Burbank and was at a gas station and I didn't know what happened because I didn't, I was just like threw them in the car and whatever.

And I guess it was just happening. People were crying.
I dropped the kids off. I went hiking.
People were crying on the hiking hill.

And I knew not to connect to it because I just, I feel very badly for anyone that died. And I actually know someone whose sister died as a stewardess.
Okay.

So I, horrific for that, but I'm not going to react. I'm going to step back and observe.
I'm not going to have an emotional response because that's how they keep us looped down here.

And it's taken me till I'm 60 to learn this. Like, it's taken me a long time.
I mean, look at everything that happened as a result of 9-11. I know, everything.
Oh, we're more under control by

station owners. Yeah, from it.
It's nuts. It's nuts.
You go through the airport, you travel. You got to go through the airport.

TSA, all the wars that started because of it. Oh, everything.
And they don't even tell us the truth.

It's all a big lie. Like, it happened, yes.
But why it happened, how it happened, and what the impetus was to make it happen, they don't tell us. And so I knew that on some level.

And unfortunately or fortunately, however you want to word it, I don't believe the government in any capacity. I have to feel it for myself.

Just because somebody up there that I'm told is supposed to be the boss of me says it.

You can't take it at face value anymore. I don't know if you ever could.

I don't and never did, you know, never. And that was also, you know, for who I am as a person, meaning the type of work I do is a

spiritually now, or metaphysically, I prefer to say,

that part of it, you get attacked for, like, oh, you leave the government.

I'm like, no, I do not.

You know, no, neither side. So it's an energetic thing.
It's not, they don't tell us, but we're, we're trained. Like, you grew up in a home, I grew up in a home.

And the parents, you know, if you have wealthy parents or business-minded parents, you're taught to believe a certain way. 100%.
I had business-minded, wealthy parents.

So they're like, this is what you do. And

you grew up kind of conservative. Yeah, yeah, very conservative.

um yeah the clothing anyway

that's why you became a stripper bro yeah i was like oh my god free me um yeah it was terrible um

it was their very british upbringing i would say you know proper

that was not me and i'm also adopted so it really wasn't me and but it was interesting because people fall in certain lines of of expression. Yeah.

You know, and I'm not fully against everything they think. I just like to think for myself.
Yeah, 100%. How did you react to Charlie Kirk's assassination? Oh my God.
A couple days ago. Okay.

I never watched him before because I stopped watching TV a long time ago. But through my husband and ex-husband now, but through him, he would tell me about him.

I immediately don't like the fact that people glorify it. And yes, hecklers, I know he has free speech.
We have free speech, so the hecklers can say what they want.

I think it is a degradation of society, even when you're speaking of someone in jail who's going to do the death penalty. I don't agree with that either.
And I don't applaud that either.

And I understand

the parents of like murdered children, et cetera, but that is somebody's child and he has children. And I don't care if he's a gangbanger.
I know, I keep using that word in a gang. Okay.

I know people like that that have been murdered too. And I don't agree with how they live their lives, but I'm not okay with people applauding it.
Like,

I think we've,

I just, I'm not okay with that. Yeah, there's, they've confirmed over 40,000 people that have publicly applauded it.
And there's a whole database of them. Yeah.

Because now we're at the point where they're trying to get these people fired. And I feel like this is just getting crazy now.
It is. I mean, they have the right to their opinion.

I wish it wasn't publicized.

You can say whatever at dinner. I mean, don't you have those people at Christmas dinner that you just want to sock in the face? Cause you're like, what the? Just get out, right?

Your aunt, your uncle, whatever, your brother, sister. But this is like, it's being put as news in order to sway a population to be okay with that, desensitize.
And I don't like that.

This one hit different. Like, I know there's been a lot of public figures that have passed away, but for some reason, this one was like,

I'm still thinking about it. It's been a week now.
Yeah, I thinking about it too. I'm not sure.
I don't believe who they said did it. Yeah, the 22-year-old.
Yeah, I mean.

He just said today or yesterday that he didn't do it. Yeah, I don't believe he did it.
you know i i really don't like i know there's some bait and switch going on i could see that too

very

i found it and of course they're like we caught him in 33 hours i'm like oh oh the 33 the 33 brilliant you

you can't catch anybody else you know someone robs your house they don't give a shit but this guy 33 shut up i it just doesn't look like him he looks like he's been programmed to agree with that yeah and so he's what i call or anybody that does those types of things, a weaponized human being.

So they have been mind controlled. MK Ultra,

the lawsuits going on in Montreal now, it's a fact that that happens. I get mocked all the time for that by family members.
They're like, that never happened. I'm like, it did so.

And I believe he's been controlled. And his father has a tie to police.
I think he's a police sergeant or police. employee of some kind.

So he has a connection to government and they will often take those offspring. And that's what MK Ultra is.
They weaponize. Charles Manson was one.

You know, you can see that when you're looking at him, you can see the fract, or I could always see it, the fractures. And he just talked people into doing that.
What's the bigger thing behind it?

You know, and when you're looking at Charles Manson, his mom was a prostitute. I don't know who his dad was, but he was raised by an army general that the mom gave him to to handle.

And then he grew up in a brothel as well.

So that's a real kind of grooming in a particular particular way yeah i definitely believe there's a lot of programming oh big time i remember when i was in elementary school we had to take this test and the mystery schools oh have you heard about this i have not tell me i think i've heard mystery schools but i don't know what the test is basically there's this like theory online that they're taking these young kids making them take these tests but they're looking for spiritual abilities oh yes yes like the gifted programming regeneration gifted programming or whatever yeah gay yeah gay and i remember taking that test oh isn't that crazy yeah well they wanted to find out yeah because they can use you and then they can take your brain and they can do all kinds.

I went through seven years of that testing.

But it was, it was, I, in fact, my girlfriend, who's also a psychic friend of mine, she went through the program as well, but it was worded different for me. They said I had

visual perceptual differences. And I spent seven years in a, this is in when you're in elementary school, but they didn't call it gate.
It wasn't for smarty pants. It was for the dumb ones.

Yeah, the dumb ones. So I was in class with kids that couldn't see or hear like born, like thalidomite babies.
That's my generation too.

So I was in school with them, but I had to spend a few hours each morning doing like memory things with cards and doing certain physical actions and repetitive.

Like, and they told me it was because I wasn't smart. So it was really interesting.
So I had a huge hangup about not being smart, which wasn't the case.

But I learned how to read braille and how to do that.

And then I was put back in the class to like guide the other kids in the class that I was supposed to be in an equal level of dysfunction with or whatever, disability with. And it was weird.

It wasn't gate, but it was a different thing.

And I distinctly, like, they would have me jump on a trampoline and get my coordination a certain way, then run back to a table, memorize these cards, and then go back over here.

And what do you see in this? And interesting. It was for seven years, like from like second grade, seven years.
So they've had this mass monitoring for a while.

I think, I don't know why mine wasn't GAIT. Like I'm offended that might have been before GAATE started.

I'm offended I wasn't in this. You were like the test dummy.
Yeah.

I mean, I literally was in a class full of kids that, you know,

not even autistic. I mean, fully blind, fully not able to see, fully mentally not able to speak and things like that.
And they were very cute kids.

They were not. I mean, I was fine.
You know, I could speak, see, hear, and all of that. So it was interesting.
I know someone that went through it.

She used to work for me, and they were training telepathy abilities. Yeah.
Yeah. Telepathy is real.
That's, that's how, you know,

say something.

Your audience is going to be like, what's wrong with this woman?

When I used to do LSD, I could only speak in telepathy. Really? Yeah.
I got arrested as a teenager because I wouldn't give them my name, but I was telepathically.

So I went straight into the etheric body

from LSD and I did a lot of it. Don't hate me.
It's over now.

but I went right into my spirit body and thought I was talking to them. Like, I'm like, why the hell can't you hear me?

So, that back then, and I mean, I'm talking 13, 14, 15, that made me right then understand that people who've passed away are probably like, I'm right here.

Yeah, because I was like, Why can't you hear me? What is wrong with you? But I was actually outside of my body in my spirit body, and it wasn't connected to the physical.

That must be frustrating for spirits. Yeah, it's horrific for them.
It's, it's, wow.

It's, I mean, I always bring my son up, but when my son passed in 2020 and I had had him the week before move boxes from Costco of pictures into my house

because I was making booklets for everybody, baby pictures, and I had five huge, those big Costco ones. I couldn't lift them.

Anyway, I was standing in my studio by myself and I was sobbing and I just couldn't understand what happened to him.

And he literally got me out of it in one second, just banged on those boxes so loud, I knew he was beside me. Wow.
Like he just went whap like that.

And I was like, startled, just me and the cat, right?

I'm like, where is the cat? She's asleep in the bathroom. So she was fine.
And so I knew he was there. And

it's just interesting. I've seen, I've seen other spirits in the family.
People, they're not spirits. They're energies, but I've seen them.

And everybody's way of expressing themselves when they pass is so fundamentally different based on who they are. Like my son Keith was very

flamboyant in his expression. Like when I did a live stream, he made the

blanket behind me show his face. And the YouTubers took pictures of it through my camera.
I had no idea what was going on. I posted it on my Instagram.
It's September,

2020, but he did that. Other people would reach out.

Out of all my parents, my father was literally in, I heard him. My husband said,

why am I hearing your dad's voice? Like he can hear him. Wow.
You know, he said, why? Because I had a nickname and he kept calling the nickname. And I literally knew he was there.

My stepson, when he passed, when my youngest son was born, my stepson passed, when he passed,

I have seen him everywhere. My son's energy is different.

It's just a different expression to the way that he is. So we're all different, you know.
I don't see my mom. I don't see, you know, my adopted mom, my, my birth mom.
I don't see either of them.

Really? Is that by their choice, you think? Or how does that work?

And that worries me. That's, I, that's my biggest thing.
Like, what if I cross over and my son doesn't want to see me? Like, I, I worry. Wow.
Like, I mean, it goes through my head.

That's, I'm sure it goes through everybody's head that's had someone pass, you know? Or maybe you think they might have reincarnated. They can reincarnate.
I usually catch it when it happens. Okay.

It's, see, there's no time over there. So it's so hard.
And we exist here and there.

So I was initially taught and I was taught by somebody who

was a follower of the Gnostics and that

language. And so we exist here and there.
And I have been told recently,

told

in my head. Yeah.
Okay. I've been told recently.
by whomever in my head.

Notice how they call schizophrenics when you hear something. That's why I stay sober.
As a psychic, I don't drink. I don't do anything.

Not, you know, I mean, as a teenager, yes, but doing this work for 40 years, because they will use it against you to call you crazy. So what are you going to do when I'm articulate?

I take care of myself and I'm not sober. They can't label you.
Yeah, what are you going to say? You don't like my shirt? I mean, okay.

We're matching today, by the way. Yeah, blue.
And it's wonderful. Blue, blue.
My toes match if you want. I'm so excited.
I love it. It's a thing.

But when you're looking at it, when you're looking at the way that people cross out, this whole community of this world has taught us that we're to fear death. And they use the word death, right?

Death is,

this is what I've been shown. Death is to step away from God.
Now, call God whatever you want, okay, in your different languages.

I don't presume to understand that part why there's so many different versions of it.

But it's to step away from your creator. So when you do that, you believe you are are the creator.
That's why when they say co-create and all this nonsense, that's not true. I mean, I know, I know.

People are going to say it is. It's not.
If it were true, people in Haiti would not be starving. People in Ethiopia would get what they need because they could just co-create it.

That's a first world commentary. Is that like a manifestation?

Yeah, when they've blocked stuff out.

Because you have free will in your response of how you choose. Like, if I kick you, you have free will.
Are you going to kick me back? Are you going to say, excuse me?

Are you just going to fit me a dirty look? You have free will. But we're taught that

I shouldn't even,

like, you should manifest me, not kick. You can't be in control of me while you're manifesting.
Right. You don't control me.
You can't control other people. No, that's what I'm saying.

So if somebody gets drunk and drives in front of you, how you handle it at that moment is also part of how your experience goes after that. Not everything is karma, the way that they describe it.

Karma is valid.

And I have recently, and I'm saying the last 10 years, come to understand that the reincarnation cycle's been hijacked. Really? We are not supposed, they keep us in a loop.

We are not, when people say, you're supposed to come back to learn all the lessons,

I do get violent at that in my head, in my head only.

But

no, because you can't learn the lessons here, the deck is stacked against you. I can't learn the lessons when somebody's out, you know, murdering kids on the street, this and that.

I don't know what you want me to learn here. Like, what do you tell the mother of a three-year-old that's been raped and murdered?

Oh, well, it's what they chose because that's abhorrent and incorrect. It could be, but most likely it's not.
It's someone else's decision that impeded on that child and that family. Wow.

So we keep reincarnating because they get us to commit. Okay.
Everyone's born with sin. You've heard that, right?

We come here and they get us to accept sin. And I don't mean it in the religious sense.
They tell us like gambling's okay, porn's okay.

I look at the level of porn in school now, like little kids on the phone looking at, I don't even know what that is. Only fans.

Yeah, well, not even that, but I mean, the type of porn, like the aggression, the

whatever goes on in that. Okay.

That wasn't a thing when I was growing up. Like you had to go get a magazine or whatever, you know, from your parents, from your parents.

You had to go steal it from your parents

but nowadays it's accessible to an eight-year-old and they can go on the computer and it just takes one to show another and on that's kind of a sickness so the detachment is to detach from the centered self when you detach from that and you cross out of your body let's say you're

an alcoholic and you've cheated on your wife your whole life or you're a woman and you've done the same to your husband, whichever.

It's not gender specific, but let's say you've done that and then you cross out of your body. You're going to have guilt and shame.
That's how they nab you to come back here.

You have to work that, that's not really how it works. Reincarnation for a certain amount of time, but we're coming back on a, like, like in a Rolodex.
Cheers. It's too much.
It's not the way it is.

So

I encourage people to try to get their lives straight so that they don't leave with guilt, shame, or fear.

Like release your trauma, disconnect from it so that you can make a clear choice without being bullied back here. Interesting.
That's how I look at it. That's how I'm choosing to live my life.

And it's kind of how my son showed me when he cast over. Like,

you know, my fear was he'd reincarnate back. I'd die.
I have, but I would reincarnate back if I saw him here. See the trap? Like, I would literally come right back to be with my child, obviously.

I mean, like, in any capacity. That my brain would say, oh, you must do that as a mother.
That's how I feel.

So we have to learn to stand on our own and understand that we don't have to come back here. There's nicer places to go.
This is not one.

So we get to choose Earth. I believe so.
Yeah, I don't

being bullied by shame and guilt. Is that really a conscious choice? Or are you just doing it? Like when someone in the army like snaps,

you react, right? That's what happens when we cross out. It used to be to reincarnate,

to learn, and then you could choose. do I come back? Do I want to come back with A, B, and C? That part is true, but we're recycling because they need our energy here.
Whoa. That's what's happening.

We're being held in, I call it a plantation earth, so we're being held hostage. Interesting.
What do you think they're using the energy for? For them to create themselves. They need to hide.

So they're masking.

Think about the term narcissist, which is overused to ad nauseum.

Everybody's a narcissist, but the idea that they mass themselves, spirits that are non-human or non-not from the source, like they're from somewhere else,

they use our energy to hide behind. That's why money and politics and football games and this and that is also important on this dimension, which is a lower vibration.

We're pretty much a couple of rungs up from hell. Wow.
And I've known that since I was a kid. I was told that as a child.
We're that low. We're that low.
We are not evolved.

I laugh at people that are like,

you know, the preachers or whatever.

Oh, we're evolving. Bro, you're on this planet with me.
Because that's like a big movement. No, you're not.
That's a big movement right now, the 3D to 5D evolution or whatever they're calling it.

It is. And we're already living there, but we can't see it because they block the frequency.
We exist.

I've always been able to astral travel. That's like a genetic kind of thing.
While you're sleeping or just... No,

I can actually do it. Like, I can put myself in a position to get out of my physical body.
I've always been able to do it. I did it while I was giving birth.

I could, I could see behind myself, and I could see my first granddaughter, which I described. Like, and obviously the baby's not out of me, so I'm not making that up.
You know, she exists.

So, you saw her spirit before she was in the baby? Yeah, I saw my husband, my husband, my son, handing his dad his first little granddaughter, and she had this wavy brown hair, and her ethnicity was

Hispanic mixed with my son. So I just, I, and I saw her.
I saw her like this and I saw her toddling up. And I have that picture of her toddling up.
That's beautiful.

When we met her, I mean, when she came into the world, my husband's like, that's her. And I'm like, that's her.
I know she's, that's her.

And he's like, that's weird because I could see it above me and I was behind me. And I could see it all.
So, and I, but that was due to pain having, because I did a home birth. So I'm ridiculous.

But anyway, they go to the hospital. Don't trust them.
Well, I don't trust hospital birds. Yeah, so that's, I, I did it at home and had my husband and a midwife, you know.
Yeah. I felt safe.

But I saw that. And then with my second son, very strange.
I could not get out of my body. I was screaming during labor.
I can't get out. I'm feeling it.

And I was perturbed.

And it was a very different energy, you know. So it was interesting.
My first son, I

right out. Yeah.
Second one, and it was equally as painful, just quicker.

But I couldn't get out. I wonder what caused that.
It was probably his energy because it's weird.

I could feel.

And then when he passed, I stopped feeling. So it was weird.
Like, I don't have any emotional nature the same. So that went with him.
And when he came in, I felt.

So I think he was here to teach me to feel because it was the most extreme on either spectrum that I obviously when you lose a child, it's extreme.

I feel it is but um immediately once I saw him gone I I stopped feeling like I don't feel I know I can laugh and be fun but I don't I used to feel you know how you feel in your body yeah I don't I don't have that anymore so if I scratch you no I really don't I mean I know I'm supposed to go stop scratching

if you hit me with a bat my

would you call that numb or what you're completely numb it's it's a superpower now though because you I was so emotional before like Like, if you said something, I might chase you down the street.

Ask my kid. My oldest son will tell you, yeah, she'll kick the heels off.

Wow. You're just objective now, I guess.
Completely. I've never noticed.
And that particular child was exactly like that. Wow.
I've never been like that.

Like, if you ask my husband, he'll be like, yeah, she needed anger management, you know?

Dang.

And I, people can say the most whatever, and it's like, do what you got to do. That's fascinating to go from one extreme to the other.
It's incredibly,

it's very interesting to experience because I'm not that way. Like I know, and I can hug and I can love and I used visiting a friend and her little newborn baby and beautiful.

And I know it's lovely and I, my face lights up, but I don't feel it. I can relate to that.
I don't know if it's my autism, but like I don't have those

strong feelings when it comes to emotions. Yeah.
I don't usually have that. That's why you can be objective.
Yeah. That's a superpower, I think.

Yeah, growing up, there was a lot of shame around it, but now I've accepted it. I think it's...
Oh, I think you're fine. Yeah.
Now one out of 30 kids has it. Yeah, thanks to the vaccines.
Okay, there.

You know, I was coming out with that, right?

It's really alarming. One out of 30.
I mean. Yeah, it is kind of, because in Vietnam, I was listening to somebody say until...

either 72 or 78 when Bill Gates got in there with his vaccines, it's probably 78. They had no autism.
Whoa, in Vietnam? It was Vietnam. Yeah, it was some minister of somebody.

You can probably look it up on YouTube because I think that's where I saw it. Whoever was speaking health minister person.

Yeah. Same with the Amish people.
Yes. Barely any of them have any mental health issues.
No, and they're fine and they got no cancers.

And I mean, they got the occasional, but yeah, they poison us here. Yeah.
It's really alarming. It's nice and tall, so you don't have to worry about what you eat.

But meaning, as long as you eat healthy, you can probably work it off. But for women, our hormones, we look at, I mean, and probably little kids, look at how obese they get.
Yeah. Yeah.

Women are dealing with a lot of birth issues right now. Yeah.
Yeah. Yeah.
Having trouble having kids. I know.
It's terrible. It's, it's, they don't want us to, though.

And because you know why

this, that's the source because you may get a different thinker with a kid that comes out like that. You know, yeah.
That's great, though, that you have the autism. You function perfect.
Yeah.

I, uh, I've accepted it. I got a brain scan at Amon Clinics.

Oh, did you? Yeah.

Sorry. Oh my God.
I got a brain scan. What, what is in your brain? What did they have? PhD, autism, childhood trauma.
I had a TBI. What's it? Wait, what's it? Traumatic brain injury.

Oh, traumatic brain injury. They said that one was trauma-induced.
Oh, honey. Yeah.
So I had some shit going on. Oh.

Did we talk to our parents still, or was it them? Divorce household. Dad passed away

when I was like two years ago. So I was 26.
That's hard. You're still very young.
And he's still. How old was he? He was 62.
Okay, so yeah, close to my peer group. Yeah.

Generation X is a bit obnoxious as parents. Yeah.
Yeah. I'm going to say that.
Yeah.

Different era, right? Yeah.

Could they see, did you have like the frontal lobe damage?

I forget what. There was parts of my brain not getting like enough oxygen.
It was showing black on the scam. How interesting.
Yeah. I mean,

not, but interesting. Yeah.
Yeah. I, I don't know

if I have the autism anyway, but I'm like overly emotional, like overstimulated type, and I'm ADD, dyslexic, and

whatever else they said growing up I'm all of those well a lot of successful people seem to have these labels yeah that labels by society that are meant to keep you stuck right shame you and shame you yeah I don't have shame over because I believe God created me so I don't have shame over it I'm not going to shame myself because I arrived here like you arrived here that's like saying I mean, we're taught to hate ourselves and now they got men.

No, we are. I mean, like.
No, I hated myself for like 25 years, probably. Tell me you didn't hate your height.
I never hated that part. Yeah, that's the thing.

I just hated everything about me other than that, I guess. You're a beautiful combination of both your parents.
Yeah.

And you looked at them and you're like, oh, God, is that what I'm going to look like when I'm older?

Yeah. Yeah.
I've had my kids scream at me for certain physical attributes. My youngest son, he's like, my cheeks, I have your cheeks.

I'm like, bro, you're Norwegian, you know, like, you're going to have them.

What about the cheeks? I don't know. He didn't like them.
He didn't, because people always commented. He had a real sharp face.
And And so he would come home and you're like,

when he was a teenager. And then, you know, he grew into his face.
He just looked like a Viking.

He looked Nordic because that's what we are.

Can't help it. Yeah.
With a bit of drunk Irish in there.

You got the Irish too. The drunk part? Very drunk.
My dad was very drunk. Very drunk part.
Yeah. That's.
See, what did they do to the Irish to make them drunk? Trauma, right?

Yeah, they did something because that whole group of people. I think there was a lot of famine there growing up.

There was. Yeah, well,

Britain did that. Yeah.

They were starving, eating potatoes and beer. That's all they had.
And that's fermented. Potatoes is fermented.
That's like whatever they make, potatoes, you know? Yeah. Yeah.
Oh, my gosh.

What's your other mix? Chinese. Chinese.
My mom came here from China. That's fantastic.
Yeah. Got the best of both worlds.
Yeah, I think you look great. You're smart.
And I don't even know your sign.

What is it? I'm at Aquarius. I knew it.
You knew it? I almost said it. Damn it.
No, you know why? Why? Because you guys have computer brains anyway.

So when you say autistic, that's a description of Aquarians. Probably.
Yeah, they can be very disconnected. Yeah.
Yeah. I definitely was like a nerd growing up.
Yeah. That's that's very Aquarian.

Yeah. Ruled by the electric of Uranus.
So the erratic, you know, the electricity. I call them computer brains.
I think that's why the show is doing well too, because Age of Aquarius right now. Yeah.

Which is just perfect. Good timing.
Yeah. You've done really good.
Yeah. Like super good.
You too. It was great chatting with you.
Yeah, you as well. I'm excited.
Yeah. Where can people find you?

What's your main thing going on these days? They can find me hiking, but they don't know where I'm hiking. So

my main thing, well, I'm building my warehouse, which I was telling you a bit about, which is going to be like a healing thing because

this is another Aquarian thing you might understand. But after my son left, I

didn't know how to handle it. Like, you know, you don't know what to do with yourself and people look at you differently.

So I started doing a type of exercise I've never done and am not skilled at in any capacity whatsoever.

So it's aerial arts, like what pink does, the silks, you know, when she does that, incredibly difficult.

So I have a warehouse that's opening that's including that with healing arts because it's kind of healed me. It was a new group and I had to get out of what I knew to focus on that.

You know, when you learn something new, how difficult it is? Very hard. Yeah.
So this is physically and mentally. I didn't understand what they were saying.

Like I'm sure they were taking videos going, we're going to put these on bloopers one day when she gets slightly better.

But the warehouse is opening, and you can always find my website, sloanbella.com, and then just Google me. Beautiful.
Google, Google. Yeah, Google her, guys.
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