
181: Drop a Pin, Buttercup.. Ft. Hannah Berner
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I love having you.
I love being here.
Every time you come into the studio, I just feel like I'm like, you're like my emotional support person.
I feel like you see me on some of the worst days.
Like truly, the last time you saw me, I was having a mental breakdown from hell.
But it's so funny because you're so Midwest, so you have such a cheery, just overall vibe that I'm always like, she's the happiest person I've ever met you know some days some days no you're the I also think you're so interesting because you literally look like a like just like a cute cartoon character who's always happy but then you have like so many other sides to you that are like fascinating I love you you're She's like the ultimate little hype girl. You're a horse superhero.
I know. Hannah met the ponies today.
I met the ponies. Gorgeous.
Gave them a couple carrots. They were real happy about that.
I love, I feel like, talk about emotional therapy animals. Yeah.
Are they smarter than us? I don't know. They're very motivated by food.
They're're really smart they're really smart and they're really emotional horses are really emotional wait that's so funny they know when you're sad and they just like cuddle are they moody yeah very sassy like i woke up on the wrong side of the hay yeah actually actually like they're they're sassy little things i love it Ah,, guys. Welcome back to another episode of Two Hot Takes.
I'm your host, Morgan. Today, we are joined by the amazing Hannah Berner.
Thank you for having me again. No, Hannah.
I hope y'all aren't sick of me. It's an open invite.
I have opinions. Opinions.
Amazing comedy special out right now. Thank you.
I literally, I went to go watch it and it was like number two and i was like fuck yes you never know with these algorithms you really never know you are doing so well oh my god thank you well netflix is also weird because i saw it charting and i was like wait is it just my algorithm or like are other people seeing it was number two in the world crazy insane but so so deserved like hannah works harder than probably anyone i know like non-stop go go go multiple podcasts you have giggly squad with your friend page from my thoughts i think once you find something that's fun you're like okay let's just let's do it yeah because otherwise i feel like i purpose. I love a to-do list.
I love checking. Even if it's little things, check that shit off.
I know. And then I sleep.
I went to Home Depot and I had a list of items and I was like, oh, shovel. Yep.
Hook. Check.
I sound like I'm going to kill someone. I'm not.
I know. What body are you burying? But it just felt so good.
I'm like, okay, this is what it feels like to be accomplished. Literally better than sex is like cross that shit.
i'll just write a little thing to just cross it off and be like oh she's just accomplishing things i need to do that gave horse carrot check yeah like little things make it attainable yeah i love that today's theme i mean your whole special and everything you've been doing lately is like very for the girls for the people we ride at dawn like you are just there about like helping the people like you you know so today's theme i have for you is drop a pin so these are people that they might need our help they gotta drop a pin or you know i want to be in on the fun too i want to see that freak out so drop the pin pin. We're going to roll up.
Let's do it.
We ride at dawn for them. We asshole for returning my wife's shoes.
Okay, this first one is coming from Am I the Asshole? It is titled, Am I the Asshole for Returning My Wife's Shoes? My wife was at the doctor's office for our baby's two-week checkup when I stumbled upon new purchases in her closet, as in shoes, flip-flops, sandals, etc., that looked pretty close to the ones she already had in the closet that she had bought earlier this year in preparation, I guess, for summer. Except that the shoes were much bigger than the ones that she had had previously.
This is our first baby, and to be honest, what I noticed more than anything is the fact that her feet have gotten swollen, wider and longer as the pregnancy progressed. It has been a big mood killer for me, and it's made worse by the fact that my mom compares pregnancy feet to a loaf of bread, and I can only visualize her feet like that now.
But more than that, my mom said that feet are supposed to shrink after pregnancy, and that weight loss is a big part of it. So I was upset that my wife just spent all this money on new shoes when she barely goes anywhere outside of either her bedroom or our baby's room and should be gunning for weight loss instead of throwing in the towel.
I thought that it was an impulse purchase that in the end was going to waste money and disincentivize her to lose weight and look for solutions for her swollen feet. As a result, I ended up taking the shoes back and getting refunds.
Now my wife is pissed and I feel like she's just going to refuse to lose weight out of spite. Am I the asshole? I can't help feeling not attracted to her.
And unfortunately, the state of her feet is something I notice very clearly. And I'm also still mad that she used my money without permission.
And I'm tempted to cut up the credit cards she uses if she's going to impulse buy.
So am I the asshole?
I need to throw that computer across the room.
I'm enraged. I don't know if I've ever been so one-sided on one of these.
Let's go.
Pop off, girl.
I have so many questions.
There's so many red flags.
Why are you talking to your mom that much?
Why are you a grown man asking your mom all these questions about your wife's feet?
That's insane.
Also.
Unreal.
When your wife just birthed your child.
Two-week-old baby?
Two-week-old baby.
Two-week-old.
And wants to feel comfortable walking around. Also, okay, okay I get it if they were like Louis Vuitton I don't think they were Louis Vuitton they sound like Target flip-flops I just wanted to say Louis Vuitton they're deaf I'm giving maybe $50 max you should be fucking doing everything you can to make your wife feel as comfortable as possible she didn't go behind your back back and she might have been a little embarrassed.
And also swollen feet is not the same as like losing weight. It's retention from the pregnancy.
Let's go. We ride at dawn for this woman.
How many times did he mention weight? It was crazy. Wait, she needs to lose weight.
I hope she's not disincentivized to not lose weight now. She's going to not lose weight out of spite.
It's giving like he has like a weird foot fetish, right? That. Well, his whole like they're longer, they're what? My husband doesn't even notice if I get a pedicure.
Also, if you're worried about her feet being swollen, massage them. Massage them.
Retrograde massage, baby. Come on.
Like be a participant in this. Also, like thinking of worrying the most about your wife's feet when you've just had two babies.
It's like, thank God she's healthy. Thank God.
I hope the babies are healthy. There's so many more things if we're going to be worried about something.
I'm really not happy with this man. No.
The other part that really irks me is the financial abuse comment. I'm mad that she spent my money on this.
No, sir. If you have a stay-at-home wife and you're choosing to have your partner stay home to take care of your child, that is your money.
The financial abuse. And I'm sorry, if my partner cut up a credit card because I bought a couple pairs of shoes, divorce.
Also, imagine dealing with this, like coming home from having a baby and being like oh where's my sandals that fit my feet. I just want something comfortable.
And he's like I went out and returned. What? In that time you could have massaged my feet and done whatever freaky shit you want to do to my feet because clearly that's all you're obsessing about.
All he sees are loaves of bread. Also who doesn't like a loaf of bread?'s wrong with you, sir? I love bread.
Get out some bread and butter and let's go. I would tag a baguette right now.
With some buffalo butter. Have you had buffalo butter? No.
The best butter there ever is. Like from buffalo? Yeah, apparently they can milk those things.
Next thing I know, you're going to have a buffalo in your backyard with the two horses. Honestly, don't put it past me.
Don't put it past me. I want a donkey really bad.
I thought you meant like buffalo sauce butter. No, like buffalo.
Because that's some white trash shit. Buffalo sauce butter.
Buffalo. Oh, yeah.
Cool. I don't know.
I'm into it. I don't know how they get it, but milk them up.
It can be done. It can be done.
Okay, now we're hungry. But no, I'm like really, I'm like at divorce level with that man.
I am too. I think there's a lot of concerning red flags.
And I do think if you are concerned about your wife's feet, like talk to her, buy her
pedicure, do something about it.
But like people's feet don't usually get smaller.
Like, I don't know if this is like-
My feet get bigger in the summer just because it's hot out.
That and the more you work on your feet, like your feet do change over time.
Like when I was a flight attendant and I was on my feet nonstop or working retail, my feet did change. They got a little bigger.
I went up a half size. Also, I'd love to see his fucking feet.
They probably look disgusting. I don't see your fucking hairy toe knuckle.
I have a hairy toe knuckle. I'm Italian.
I one time went to a pedicure spot and the lady just started
tweezing my toe hair unsolicited
See I love that. I'd be like thank you
I mean painful. I was so embarrassed
But I love that she didn't ask. That was nice of her
She didn't want to embarrass me
She didn't want to say it out loud. I'll get a lot of like
I'll be getting a facial and they're like
Do you want me to get a little bit of your mustache off?
And I said yes ma'am
Oh my god those chin hairs they come in So hot. Like a belly belly goat oh my god i had a joke that i said i was like live life like a chin hair when someone tries to take you out come back stronger than ever if that isn't accurate oh my god i need that on a t-shirt or a coffee mug it's so motivational it is because like they People will back stronger every time and darker darker they started out blonde now they're black and then tiktok tries to tell you you have like a hormonal imbalance i'm like no i think i'm just a girl with a chin hair that i get to play with when i'm like spacing out i know and if i find it when i'm driving i just sit there and i just try to the whole car ride.
It's so hard to get it, but when you do, cross it off your to-do list. It's so satisfying.
Why? Why are we like this? Oh god, we went off on a tangent. Top comment on this one.
I really hope you're a troll because if not, you're a huge asshole and a terrible husband. Thank you.
She gave up her figure to bring your child into the world two weeks ago. Her shoes do not fit her.
This wasn't an impulse buy. It was a necessity.
You do not have the right to threaten her with financial abuse because she had the audacity to want shoes that fit her. Guess what, buttercup? When my mom was pregnant, her feet grew two sizes, all caps, and never went back down.
Despite the fact that she lost weight, you suck and you're the asshole. Wait, I love how she threw Buttercup in there.
Or he. Guess what, Buttercup? Buttercup? And you start saying that.
Okay, Buttercup. Okay, Buttercup.
Okay, Buttercup. Okay, yeah, sure, Buttercup.
I think it's better than sweetie. Yeah, sweetie.
Yeah, this is like the new, this is upgraded, sweetie. This is elite level.
No, that, did he like just, maybe he has like a kink where he wants people to call him an asshole. Ooh, I could see that.
We have some degrad, what's that big word? Yeah. Degration? Degradation? Degradation degradation degradation next it sounded like something people do in like a lawn i degraded my lawn it does actually you can go along with irrigation yeah i got some new degradation in my lawn look at you look at you yard work hannah farmer hannah i could see being a farmer.
I do want to have like a cat dog sanctuary one day and be a painter in a farm. You have it.
You have that. It's in me.
I see it. It wants to come out.
The overalls with like the paint all over it. Yes.
I'm just like, and I'm always really busy, but I actually have nothing to do. Yes.
I want that for you more than anything. You need a vacation.
I'm not even selling the'm just like i have to finish this painting yeah oh i love that okay moving along okay let's lighten it up a little bit let's lighten it up this next one is coming from am i the asshole it is titled am i the asshole for agreeing with my niece being booed at her sister's wedding and then later putting her in check?
I have two nieces and one recently got married.
The other one is pregnant with her first child.
At the reception, she used her toast time to announce her pregnancy.
My niece is selfish like that and has always stolen the spotlight.
She always got away with it, though, because she was the favorite. Well, she didn't get away with it this day.
The groom's family and friends immediately booed her loudly. The best man, groom's brother, said on the mic, how dare she use his brother's wedding to announce that and quote, this day is not about you.
The booing changed to applause and not just from his family and friends. I clapped too.
My selfish niece and her husband left out of embarrassment. I went to the bride to check on her and hug her.
That's when I found out my niece had asked the bride for permission to announce it weeks ago. Quote, because it's practical since the whole family will be there.
But the bride had said no. She wanted that day to be about her and her husband.
This made me very glad that I clapped. Later on, my selfish niece sent me a text message blasting me for clapping while she was being humiliated.
I ignored it. She called me the next day and blasted me, but this time I told her she deserved it.
I told her I knew her sister asked her not to announce anything. Quote, but you had to make it about you, like always.
Then she had the nerve to tell me, quote, she's always been your favorite niece. And while that's true, that pushed me over the edge.
I told her, quote, she, the bride, had to be someone's favorite since you held that title with both of your parents. Unlike you, she has a kind and selfless spirit that she'll pass on to her first child.
Then I told her I don't want to hear from her until she grew the fuck up and apologized to her sister. Then I hung up.
Now i'm all kinds of assholes to my sister, their mom, and other family members for clapping and for my words over the phone. I don't regret the clapping, but did I go too far over the phone? Wait.
I love that the groom's family stood up for her. Like, that's actually the most romantic thing I've ever heard iconic and obviously I feel like there are multiple sides to this story because she's really making this one girl seem like the most horrible human that's ever walked this earth Veruca salt vibes spoiled brat yes if the facts are true though that like the bride said no also it's crazy to ask that.
And then you did it out of it was convenient, which that's not a good excuse. And you still did it like you do deserve it.
I do feel like if you're going to clap, then you're asking for a little drama. So like their responses are valid, too.
but I do think that she made a point and you did you girl
stand your ground, say it with your chest. Absolutely.
You got told no and you still went ahead with it. Looks like you're dealing with the consequences now.
Exactly. That's how it works, babe.
Exactly. That's how it works, buttercup.
That's how it works, buttercup. Come on.
That's such crazy crazy behavior also the whole like favorite niece thing like okay look I know like we'll joke in my family and be like oh like I got a lot of attention on this or like yeah my grandpa really loved me but like it's not that obvious and it's not true it's a joke so the fact that they like have a ranking system and she's she's like you always thought she was the favorite like what it's so strange come on your family your sisters yeah it's giving golden child and scapegoat yeah like she was the golden child and now that like she got put in her place and wasn't fawned over yeah she's losing it because this has never happened to her you know what this is kind of reactive abuse a little bit for the aunt because it's like she's reacting to what the girl was doing and everyone's mad at her for her reaction. Let's focus on what the niece did.
Yeah. Your sister's wedding is not a family reunion.
It's not a time to make it about you. You are there for quite literally one reason.
Yes. Your sister.
And don't project your embarrassment and blame it on your aunt for clapping because that was just a reaction to the bullshit. Yep.
Yep. Top comment on this one.
Not the asshole. But now I'm wondering if the bride had a feeling her sister would make the announcement anyways and suggested the booing to her new in-laws and hubby's friends.
I don't care if she did. I don't care if she did.
She probably was embarrassed and knows her sister and was like, hey, just warning you guys, this might happen. And if it happens, like, I'm not going to be happy.
So she basically made sure that she had people there to try to save the moment for her still. Which is what, like, everyone does at weddings.
Like, oh, oh hey can you keep an eye on my aunt sally after a couple drinks she's gonna start talking about so and so's you know security you know watch out for sally she might she might try to have an affair everyone does that like that's you kind of have those people that come to your weddings or baby showers or whatever. Like that's normal.
Good for her for being proactive and making sure people had her back because her own sister sure fucking didn't. It definitely is a quality of families where like someone's known to make it about them.
And it's like I definitely have had these situations where someone's like, hey, so and so tends to make it about them and will will be somewhere important and someone suddenly like is always like sick or like they're they you know something happened that they're not telling people about but it's like to get the attention on them and you're like how many it's like it becomes a pattern but always but then i sometimes like have empathy for them because i'm like what happened that you can't not have people worrying about you all the time or like praising you all the time like deep down you really need that yeah yeah and and it's funny because with me obviously I love attention but I like hated wedding attention I know I remember you telling me that attention like I heard that story and I was like wait i would have loved someone else to make it because i want to like my own demons are like i want to earn people's attention like i want people to be like i don't know if i like her and then be like give me the mic and let me win you over but like me forcing people to come and like celebrate me i get like it makes me unsettled even though like everyone obviously is excited but like yeah i'm like a people pleaser so the whole time like are you guys having fun is everyone are we having fun are you having fun we should unpack that more later yeah you are worthy of love and attention without it's like working for it no one likes when people sing happy birthday for them i feel like that's a lie i feel like it's the most awkward first of all difficult song to sing why is it so hard why did they put such a high note in the most popular song in america i would love to use the spanish version because i feel like that's a little easier and it's so much more of light and fun yeah yeah yes why bring that out bring that out make that the's way easier. That's so funny.
I never know what to do with my hands. Everyone's staring at you.
I don't want to ruin it for you, but I personally, I will fight to the death for people not to sing happy birthday. I do like the Applebee's version.
Happy, happy birthday from all of us to you. We wish it was our birthday so we could celebrate too how many times do you think they prank your friend and that you're like it's my friend's birthday when it's not just so they get the song probably pretty often yeah i think it's the move but it comes with free dessert so like a win is a win a win is a win yeah someone has a sacrifice i'm gonna really think about this happy birthday now i think the most awkward is when you don't know someone's name and you get to the name part and you're like happy birthday or they have a nickname you're like are we saying the nickname are we not yeah but actually let's be honest thinking back i would not be happy if someone announced their pregnancy at my wedding it's just disrespectful tacky it's tacky it's disrespectful it's mean and also like this bitch already got married and no one did that her wedding no and you're gonna have a baby shower so that's your day not this one oh my god booing is so funny like i we need to boo more we need to boo more i think honestly physical tomatoes tomato tomato tomato tomato but also this is like just like it's a learning lesson for that i'm'm like excited that this happened to that woman so that and but in this moment instead of projecting it all the issue onto your aunt be like what did I do wrong in this situation? How can I learn from it? Yeah.
And she needs to like have a really big formal apology. Yeah.
And I think they'll be able to move forward from it. I think so too.
Because it can be a learning lesson if she reacts to it the right way. I think so.
And I hope it's a character development because you're about to have a baby, sis. You've got to get some good quality traits.
Imagine when that kid's older and be like, you want to know about before you were born? You were booed. You were booed from the belly.
You're the boo baby. I would like a pin drop so I can see the video in person.
Oh my god. Please if you're out there out there, bride, please post this on TikTok.
I know someone was recording those speeches. But that will end the relationship between the sisters if it goes viral.
Just send it to me. Or sometimes, honestly, cutting ties is sometimes very healthy.
A little no contact. I could see it.
A couple years. I could see it.
At peace. I love that.
Sometimes nice. Moving along.
Do you want to ease into being mad or do you just want to like I'm already mad. Okay we're here.
Okay it is titled am I the asshole for slapping my husband in the face. Where is this gonna go? My 43 male husband thinks it's funny to constantly slap me, 43 female, in the privates all day, every day.
He sneaks up behind me and will stick his fingers in my ass or slap my vagina.
He does this in front of the kids.
Once or twice is one thing, but this is at least 10 times a day.
Tonight, I was in the shower washing my face and he came in and slapped my privates. He knows I don't like it.
I've told him. I have bad hemorrhoids after having the kids, so when he sticks his finger there, it hurts.
He knows this. Sorry for the TMI, but I am pissed.
After the shower tonight, I slapped him in the face. Not hard, but hard enough to sting.
His reaction was to punch me in the stomach and tell me he wants a divorce for hurting him. He's never done that before, and in my opinion, way overreacted.
After 11 years of marriage, that was a first, and he said, I'm the asshole. Meanwhile, I'm ready to leave and take the kids tonight.
I know his reaction was not okay, but was I out of line? What the fuck? Wait, it's obviously so easy for me to sit back in my chair right now and tell people to leave their husbands. Because it obviously way more complicated than that but like leave leave your husband immediately take the kids you can stay at my place like we'll figure it out drop the pin we'll come drop the pin I got you what like that was so layered of so many weird things and it's funny because when you stand up for yourself I feel like sometimes their reaction really like confirms like oh they have really been fucked up this whole time and I was just giving them the benefit of the doubt yes have you heard about reactive abuse yeah I've definitely been the victim of it I I feel like I just you hear hear about it, but like I just really learned about it
recently. And that's what this kind of feels like.
It's a form of gaslighting where it's like finally someone reacts and then they're like, you're the problem. Yeah.
When they were the person that made you so upset. Was instigating it.
It's, I say like, don't judge people based on their reaction to trauma.
Ooh.
Yeah.
I don't always say that, but it is like how someone reacts to abuse. Like you can't, they're reacting to abuse.
Yeah. So you can't like weigh it to the abuse.
That makes total sense. And it just like I'm sitting here like that's so Raven tunneling to like a bunch of moments moments in my life I'm like oh my god okay like I yeah well that's what they are good at with reality tv because people are just reacting and they're getting all these reactions and then they decide how they want to put it together so you don't always see what people are reacting to so then that's terrifying that's considered crazy because they show you reacting to something that was different the abuse that happened before exactly triggered that reaction you could get bullied for your react reaction to the abuse like you were the bully reality tv is terrifying so that's that's like one thing to look out i actually can't watch it anymore now that i like know how the sausage is made yeah because it's it's like, it's like, it's like watching a fight, but starting in the middle of it
and having to decide which side you're on.
You ever see that sometimes on like TikTok, there'll be a fight and someone's freaking
the fuck out and you're like, they're crazy.
But then you find out that person did something so beyond that.
You're like, of course she flipped out like that.
Like she should have flipped out more.
Exactly.
You see the other POV. Yeah.
Yes. And I also think like, yes, like the physical stuff in relationships, there has to be boundaries.
It could be super scary. But him reacting, I want a divorce immediately.
It's like, then go. Please go.
Bye. My hemorrhoids will be less inflamed.
Well, he has no boundaries. None.
And was like standing up for herself. And like people be like, why don't you tell him what he knows? She's told him multiple times.
Yeah. He knows.
And I understand like I am guilty. I like annoying my husband.
Like he's very ticklish. And like sometimes like he'll just like his stomach will kind of be out.
And I know that he doesn't want me but i need to like poke him and i'll be like why'd you do that and like i try not to but i think i'm like the older sister like i love annoying my little brother and it's something i'm working on and but it's also like we end up laughing but i try to be like i get in a silly mood sometimes i think like a little poke a little foot tickle a little like a little boob because he overreacts a lot so i think it's really funny when he overreacts he's like it's not funny you're like you know i'm really ticklish so like hearing this on a smaller scale i'm like okay that's so valid and i should listen to him more but also like it is funny when i barely touch him that he's like whoa i know just like such a boy and I also I like being like teased and made fun of so like
you're lovely and I barely touch him that he's like whoa I know just like such a boy and I also I like being like teased and made fun of so like but you have to understand that sometimes they don't enjoy it yeah so I've been better I feel like the difference is like if he seriously was like I really don't appreciate it can you please stop you would stop yeah and I'm also not sexually assaulting him that's the thing like getting slapped in the privates again and again and again like at what point is this a joke at what point is this funny well yeah what's the point of it because it's clearly turning her on and it's embarrassing her also the way she brought up the kids multiple times in this it makes me feel like she's just a little embarrassed by like how her husband is acting in front of her children this is not a good thing to show your kids to do this in front of your kids it's okay to hit your partner in the genitals not to go big picture here but i feel like am i the asshole is super powerful because this is the kind of thing that you won't necessarily want to bring up at brunch with your girls no what would you guys do like it's so layered and complicated and embarrassing and weird but like yeah you're
not gonna tell your mom or something so like this gives people an outlet to have unbiased opinions
to be like you're not crazy you should leave your husband absolutely i'm so happy when in doubt
leave at least remove yourself like and take a break like if you're yeah if you're questioning
things. If you feel gaslit,
I'm so happy when in doubt leave at least remove yourself like and take a break like if you're yeah if you're questioning things if you feel gaslit if that person loves you and it's the right person yeah a couple weeks away for you to clear your head isn't going to change that I'm just really in a place of like life is so short and like yes we all want a beautiful family with a perfect home and you know a 50-year marriage but it's like you know what's what's worse than not having that being stuck in something that is killing you inside dude the ballerina farm stuff that's coming out can you explain that have you talked about it yet no it just dropped i think the article just dropped like yesterday so ballerina farm is like this big content creator that's like really pursuing the trad wife content oh yeah they live out on a farm they have like eight or ten kids i'm not really sure i'm not i don't engage with the content typically that keeps coming up it just keeps coming up and so it's like they have this farm they get their own milk and flour and butter and like traditional she doesn't have a nanny for the eight ten kids however many she's got meanwhile like the husband comes from money like i think his family like maybe he's not well off but like his family owns like an airline and so just this crazy stuff where it's like why are you making her suffer and then
so this article came out where she talks about like she wanted to be a ballerina
and went to juilliard and she was like the only ballerina in modern juilliard history that got
pregnant in undergrad and she gave up dancing for this guy and these these kids and this life
and she couldn't get an epidural and like she whispered to the interviewer like i had to get
the epidural when he left the room like crazy shit and so everyone's kind of like mormon what's
on the room. Like crazy shit.
And so everyone's kind of like. Is he Mormon? What's going on? I think they might be.
But it was just like this whole thing where it's coming out and they're like, holy shit. Is she okay? It's that it's honestly reminds me of a bit that's in my special about how I had bad taste in men, but it was never my fault.
It was Disney's fault. Yes Disney's fault yes the concept of like we're trained to be like you're gonna want a man that's you know he's tall and he is rich and he's a prince and he is the loudest guy in the room and the most masculine and then you find these guys and they're not always right for you and then you have to battle like everything you've been taught to be like oh I need to find a guy who's right for me and who's kind and who loves me not just the guy who's like the Disney prince that is supposed to save us which obviously doesn't work out that way and could be that's that's the problem when you're with the wrong person yeah it can suck but it also can like literally ruin your life yes they're your everything they're the person you bounce ideas off of.
You make financial decisions. They can be super controlling.
Like it's a huge decision who you spend the rest of your life with. It really is.
And like thinking about choosing the wrong partner, like if I would have been with any of my exes before my fiance, like I would not have this podcast. Like being with him is the reason I literally have this show he bought me the equipment he taught me how to edit he encouraged me to do it any of those other people that I was with before him would have stomped that little spark out like truly like I hearing you say that I'm like it's so important to have the right partner around you the right friends around you because it can or it can squash you.
100%. I'm very like quality over quantity with that stuff because it's so many energies.
You're getting all these weird things in your life. But I feel like these horrible relationships can be good because then you realize like, oh, it's so not worth it.
I never want that again. Like my worst breakup in my 20s made me finally stop being too boy crazy and just wanting attention from guys and being like oh wait attention from guys can be really really bad like in the long term like this could be four years of therapy me thinking a guy's hot so I'm like if I'm gonna fall for someone I need to make sure that they're gonna be an asset and not to make it like oh I need you benefit me but it's like if you're taking away from my life I can't like I don't care how blue your eyes are or whatever you're into you know I love that I just I hope that resonates with people because it's like life again is too short to be with the wrong person yeah and this lady needs to run and I feel like there's a lot of smart powerful people that listen to I mean, obviously, because they like strong opinions.
And there's a lot of like, oh, if you're a strong woman, it's really hard to find a guy. And like I was able to find a guy who like, even with all like my Netflix special coming out, like he's been so, he's so proud.
And he also was so helpful in a lot of like critical decisions. He was the one who told told me like wait eight months before you put it out So you can tour more and make it even better like he's just looking out for me And just it's nice to have just a partner that cares about you As much as you care about you which like to find that I do think is so rare because he's also in comedy He does the same thing So to not be threatened by your success or to take what you're having and like take it personally like oh well why aren't I getting the Netflix special no no I'm gonna support my partner I'm gonna foster that I'm gonna encourage that like it shouldn't be as rare as it feels like it it is I know and I do think it is a timing thing like for example because he, like he's had these moments for himself already.
So he almost loves being able to like hold my hand sometimes and be like, hey, don't make this mistake that I made. And it's this nice like I don't know if we met if when we both were 30, like coming up, we might have like had buttheads.
So it's like just trusting the universe to like put you with the right people at the right time. I love you can't force it no i love that i love all the jokes and then leave when he pisses you off i love all the jokes about him in the uh the netflix special it's so funny when i got fallon like you have to do clean material and one of my favorite clean bits was this story about him like the restaurant one him having a heart thinking he had a heart attack and I didn't want to call an ambulance which is like so fucked up but hilarious but I was like it's just not the scene and he could have been like don't do that on Fallon and I would have been fucked like I wouldn't have had material for it yeah and he was like go for it like this is hilarious and make fun of me and I was like oh I love you I love you Thank you for letting me make fun of you on national tv oh my god i love that he just embraces it yeah but and i know and i'm excited for like when he'll be on fallon one day making fun of me it's gonna be so good we're freaky that's how we that's how we flirt top comment on this one you should give him that divorce for your own sake not the asshole but your husband is 10 000 the asshole leave that abusive fuck yeah op responds thank you i told him i don't need him and i'll be just fine on my own he doesn't think so so i guess we will find out that he has been really lucky to have me oh now i really feel we right at Dawn vibes because he basically said, I don't believe in you.
And she's about to do one of those girl things where like she's about to like get a degree at Harvard or like she's going to like get a whole like makeover. And like feel so hot and like start her passion.
Like she's about to like level up. The out of spite pop off pop off oh i love a girl leveling up after a relationship that she realized was weighing her down like she was doing you a favor truly like you were charity work and you disrespected a queen and she's gonna go show you now it's so funny the like crazy leveling up that girls do i didn't even know you don't don't even know it's possible.
And you're like, wow, that man was making you tired. I love when a guy does it too.
Like when you know there's like a woman who's just like taking advantage of a guy. And then he does the flip and he's like, no, no, no.
Like I'm going to actually get with the nice girl. Not the mean girl.
Not the pick me. Well, they seem lighter.
Like everything about them. You ever see someone after getting out of a relationship and you're like, who are you? The glow.
The glow. Like after they're over that initial like the glow that people get.
It's so amazing to see. And it's so scary.
But like there's light at the other side. I know.
We have an update on this one. Wow.
I am so overwhelmed with all of the encouragement and kind posts. I had a few not so friendly ones and I wish you'd refrain from making me feel worse by saying hurtful stuff.
Unfortunately, this is true and I don't make it up. I do feel the need to clarify a few things since I seem to have not chosen the best wording in my hasty post yesterday.
One, he has not been doing this for a year. This started a couple of weeks ago.
We both work from home and are home 24-7. Two, no, I do not walk around naked.
He's poking my butt through my clothes, so not penetrating, but it hurts, and he knows that. Three, my children are safe, as am I.
I did call police last night and had him removed from the home. I've started to talk to a lawyer and will move things along as needed.
Four, my husband did call today and I had shut my phone off for a while, hence the late update, but he of course is apologizing and doesn't want to divorce. He offered counseling, so we will look into that.
I don't know how I feel just yet about trying to make this work, but we will see. Thank you again for reaching out.
I haven't been able to reply to everyone but I will try wow wow I mean she definitely doesn't need to make a hasty move but I'm really proud of her for clearly putting her foot down yeah and I it's weird to me like yeah they're working at home together but like what what came over him that these last couple weeks he started doing that and what had he been doing before that was similar or like was it is he now a new guy in the last couple weeks it is quite strange because yeah i wonder what was like the gateway to this like slapping exactly did this start with the poke yeah it was a little tickle. This is quite odd.
Yeah. Quite odd.
Yeah. And very concerning.
Interesting, but I think she's on the right path to figure out what's best for her. I think so.
Seems like she's getting a lot of support in the comments. She's obviously, like she says, I feel embarrassed.
I feel like a complete idiot. Like talking about her kids.
My boys are all young, but they'll definitely be told it's never okay to hit anyone. I think she's also feeling embarrassed about the reaction.
But I think like there is something to be said about the reactive abuse. And like, it's kind of like when you get pushed and pushed and pushed, what do you do? It's not okay that, you know, she reacted and hit him.
But then again, like he after punched her in the stomach. Like they're both just at points of like, clearly not good.
This is toxic. This is unhealthy.
Something needs to happen here. Drop the pin.
Divine intervention. I don't know.
Yep. But moving along, moving along.
If you haven't watched Hannah's special yet, what are you doing? What are you doing? We're sitting here. We went like way off tangent in between stories.
And I'm just like, I'm here just like talking about how much I love this special. No, like having like cool girls like you love it is all I wanted.
It's so good. I'm going to go watch it again.
And you're so right about Beast. He's so hot.
The Beast is the beast is hot i say that he looks like travis kelsey why do i see it now they're just big and burly and they have a good like furry why do i see it now why do i see it i'm gonna pick you up occasionally get mad Literally, I see it Okay, this next one It's coming from AITH Seven days old
It is titled am i the asshole for rejecting my friend's request to have an open relationship with my husband i 30 female have been married to my husband 32 male for five years we have two beautiful kids five male what's that math I'm like how long
is it 32 male for five years we have two beautiful kids five male what's that math i'm like how long have they been married like wait how old are these kids okay okay i got it now we have two beautiful kids five male and six female and have a very strong relationship and are happy together recently my friend lisa 29 female confided in me that she has developed feelings for my husband. She said that she finds him attractive and admires our relationship.
And she asked if we would consider having an open relationship so she could be with him too. I was shocked and told her no, explaining that my husband and I are committed to each other and that we are not interested in an open relationship.
Lisa got upset and accused me of being selfish and close-minded. What the fuck is going on? Are we taking crazy pills right now? She argued that modern relationships should be flexible, that I was denying her happiness.
Since then, Lisa has been distant and has been spreading rumors in our friend group, suggesting that I am overly possessive and controlling. This has caused a lot of tension, and some of our mutual friends are now taking sides.
My husband is supportive of my decision, but I feel guilty for the drama it has caused. So, am I the asshole for rejecting my friend's request to have an open relationship with my husband? This is so fucking layered.
Also, I wanted to know more about the husband, because all she said was, he supports the decision. I'm like, what was his role in this? Maybe.
Like, are they flirting in the background? Like, how did he tell her to ask? Oh, but also I don't want to put it on him. Maybe.
But also, where do you meet Lisa? Is this her thing? Has she been fucking everyone's husband? Oh, and why are people picking sides? It like are is lisa in your relationship too to where you're like oh i get it it's just lisa you know she's that's really fun like what what do you mean you're picking sides she she called someone selfish for not wanting to share their husband also there's a thing where like if there was miscommunication she was spreading lies that's when you do like uh we need to do a group zoom or like when you sit down and have like a tell all of what's actually going on just to make sure like a cnet when you do a cnet whatever like get all the get a government whatever people do speaker of the house situation and be like this is what was asked asked. This is what I said.
How is our people taking sides on this? I'm so confused. Yeah.
What? Also, what if Lisa just like likes the idea of someone's husband and like likes that he's unattainable? And then the second you open up the marriage, you fucking don't like him and you ruined someone's marriage. don't get it i'm like you don't really know him you don't know him what you see is not him and being in a relationship with him and also like once you cross that that little line with your friends there's no going back and here's what worries me sometimes and even like with just a casual threesome and all this.
What if they like it better than what you had, but you're married. So like, then you're getting divorced.
Well, and you're the one with the kids and like he gets excited of like a new fresh thing. This is so I'm not about it.
It's one thing if she brought it up, she wants the spice of her marriage. But this is the kind of thing that if you find yourself having also crushes are so weird.
Like I can make myself have a crush on a plant. Like if I like if I'm going through something, I need to like you project stuff onto anything.
Yeah. Like talk to your therapist about this.
Keep it to yourself. What happened to just like not saying every I mean, I say everything that comes my head but like don't you shouldn't you can have secrets have a secret it's okay to you know have a little secret you can have a crush on someone i like if people are like think my husband's hot like that's fun don't attack me for not letting you fuck my husband i'm'm like, isn't that why people get married? So
they don't have to share ever again. Literally.
So you don't have to be dating again when you have a full family. And that's selfish.
She is like a little gaslighting queen. That Lisa.
I wonder if her name's really Lisa. I wonder if she outed her like that.
top comment not the asshole tell the friends that are on her side to let her fuck their husband oh my god iconic iconic let's have a party oh my god that's a good line that's great next comment down seriously do this you are 100 in the right here. Your ex-friend is so self-absorbed that it's beggars belief that a beggar's belief oh i've never heard that before it beggars belief beggars belief okay lisa acting like they owe her sex no is a full answer that's the other thing what if the husband isn't even like in her or attracted to her or like that's why i wanted some more info from the husband like I wanted the husband to be like well that's the other thing what if the husband isn't even like in her or attracted to her or like that's why i wanted some more info from the husband like i wanted the husband to be like well that's no and like i would never and like tell her stop like why are friends even being like yeah give her a chance with your husband like that's so weird to me like maybe they're having an affair god maybe they've been having it i mean i'm just and this was trying to like this was her trying to make it more acceptable basically the husband's like I'm not going to leave my woman for you so she's trying to open up the marriage and some people not look I don't know also I like making up that all these people are the same like I pretend that this is Lisa is the girl who also announced her pregnancy at the marriage.
Yep. At the wedding.
And she's pregnant with her husband's kid.
It's the two hot takes multiverse.
It's all connected and interwoven.
It's all connected.
It's a bunch of Sims characters.
It really is.
That's how I look at them.
I'm like, I just, these are all my little kids.
We do have an update.
After reading some of your comments, I decided to bring the group out for coffee and told them all about what Lisa said and the real story. I also showed them the Reddit post.
After showing them, there were two girls that were still on Lisa's side. So I took some advice from the comments and said, quote, Let Lisa fuck your husband.
Then you can be on her side. After that, everyone was on my side, thankfully.
Also, don't be friends with those girls anymore. No, still.
Let's not. You have the post, you have what Lisa said, and you're still going to be like, yeah, that's fine.
Lisa should be able to fuck your husband. Yeah.
That's fine. Lisa wasn't happy at all, and she started ranting about how it, quote, wasn't fair.
She, quote, just wanted to experiment something new, and it wasn't even that bad of a request. You're making it such a big deal.
Which I didn't get. Me and the rest of the group have officially cut contact with Lisa, just hoping she doesn't try to reach out.
We'll update if something happens. Also, just clarifying that Lisa also asked my husband for an open marriage.
He also rejected it, saying that, quote, even if I was, I would never want to go out with you. Okay, so what is the argument here? It's almost like she's trying to ruin all her friendships
and she's like what's the worst thing i could do let's go up to one of my friends and get mad at her for not letting me fuck her husband some kind of weird self-sabotaging behavior also the husband like ate with that line even if she was open to it i wouldn't want to be with you. Oh, good job.
Good job. Go off, King.
Wow. I would be embarrassed if I was this woman.
I would tail between my legs, go hide in a hole. And she's doubling down.
I know that like in Utah, they were like, remember all the Mormons were like hooking up with each other's husbands. But it got kind of and crazy yeah but this doesn't sound like that group no it's also giving like their other men in the world how small is your community that you feel like he's the only freaky moment you can have there's so many other ways on craigslist have you looked at that let's meet like thing craigslist has no is it new or is it no i i think it's been around for a while but it's literally that it's like looking for big husky man looking for petite busty blonde and i'm like whoa big busty blonde i'm like, okay.
Like if this actually works, like. I know like foot fetish stuff like does really well there.
Are you on wicky feet? I actually am. I actually am.
And I found out because Michael Blaustein from. Does he have a foot fetish? Stiff Socks is obsessed with feet.
And we looked it up. He told me I had a nice arch And then my head got big And I started to get cocky And then I was like Well now we know what I can do Hannah your feet are on here a lot Wait really? They're Cause I haven't looked in like A year Or two years What's my rating? Look at your feet Okay see that was fucked up of me And that was years ago That was like five years ago before I knew that that was like a thing.
Hannah was like knowingly giving the feet people exactly what they wanted. But that was before people knew that.
Look at the bottoms of those feet. That's where he said I have a nice arch.
Wow, you were really serving on the feet. I hate to say it, but that first guy would be like, that's the kind of loaf of foot.
They have your shoe size on here. They have it wrong probably.
What do they have? Nine. No, I'm an eight.
Edit. Don't believe anything you see online.
You have one of the highest ratings I think I've seen. You almost have full five stars.
This is my thing. How do I monetize this? You literally start posting just feet on OnlyFans or Patreon.
What people don't realize is I have tennis feet where like I've lost my nails so many times. Like I do not.
And I also have like hairy toes. Like there's I have a hairy.
Some people would pay extra for that. I like your thinking.
Yeah. There's a market for everything.
A literal entrepreneur. There's a market for everything.
Who would pay extra for Hannah's hairy toe? Yeah. I also have hair on the top of my foot too.
Sometimes I shave it, but I don't have to shave it if you don't want me to. She'll offer options.
A la carte experience. What about people who are like, one day you might get a Netflix special and be able to sell your foot pics still.
I'm like so. Dream big.
Dream big. I mean, look at this one of you and Paige and your feet just primed look at those little toes look at the toe bend it's so funny because when you don't know about foot fetishes you're not like oh that's my feet primed that's just me in a bathing suit i mean yeah i never would have i don't know i never would have thought like oh this picture differently me now that you know that i have five a 4.9 on? Well, I just gave you five too.
So hopefully it ups the average. Yeah, I rated.
I rated. I gave you a five star beautiful feet.
Do you know that if you search in the podcast app, Harry Italians, Giggly Squad comes up? Oh my God. I don't know why.
Maybe because we've called ourselves Harry Italian so many times the algorithm finds us. That's insane.
That's some SEO optimization. Because we don't even have an episode that's titled it.
It's very weird. That's wild.
I just looked up someone you've worked with recently, Miss Hayley Bieber. And I was like, let me see where your feet compare to hers.
She has five stars well you're you're like neck and neck we're neck and neck you're neck and neck i've never been on wiki feet before in my entire life i are you on it i don't think so i don't there's no way you need to search there's no way no results well someone listening is about to start no results i don't post my feet i literally have a saying no free feet pics but i feel like five years ago that wasn't like a thing i don't know people weren't as aware i don't think you could find one foot pic on my they say people on snapchat just post their feet to like get engagement that's a tactic i mean do what you gotta do i guess i feel like every girl should at least be making side money from their feet like that should just be like why not why not why not what's the harm use what god gave you i know i would be so down for like my fiance having an only fans and like posting milk bath pictures i'd be cool with it what's milk bath oh my god so you fill up your bath with water and then add milk and it makes it cloudy and people will take like very sexually artistic doesn't always have to be sexual it can be very just tasteful and artistic like you can't see anything really yeah only what you pop up above the water yes wait is that like a thing on only fans I don't know but I thought I thought there was a market
for it and so I was always like I'd be down with you doing that I love that our algorithms are so
different like a lot of people do it for maternity shoots I will say oh milk bath okay but imagine
just like a dude in a tub and just popping up above the surface is that could sell I mean my
husband could definitely have a zaddy OnlyFans there's definitely a market for it I think so
Thank you. surface is that could sell i mean my husband could definitely have a zaddy only fans there's definitely a market for it i think so for sure he just he just tells you old stories and takes advil the silver fox that could be the name the silver fox silver fox he just complains about his lower back just talking about his physical therapy talks about the 80s oh my god he was around during that time oh yeah just because his prime no i actually feel like your age gap like you make it seem so healthy because i'm usually not a fan i think i've told you that yeah and you just like your relationship is so cute like the whole covid start and you're locked down and then like you got engaged within six months.
Yeah. Because honestly, my parents did.
So like it was kind of my love story in my head. But I do have to say age gaps, I think not good in your 20s.
Like when you're in your 20s, your brain is forming still. You're not making a lot of money.
You're figuring out yourself. You can get taken advantage of.
That. It's just the power imbalance.
It's the power imbalance. I don't fuck with.
That's why I love like if you're in your 30s, you're single. Go for these older guys because you're actually like on a similar wavelength as them.
That's like with age gaps. It's not the age itself.
It's the power imbalance that typically will accompany it. And I was financially independent when I met him.
I knew what I wanted to do. Thriving.
and i knew what kind of guys i liked so i literally say like i'll do my college my jokes at colleges and i'll be like this is not for girls who are 20 deal with men your own age who don't know what's going on either or like fingering you and it feels horrible just keep doing that until you're ready to graduate find bucky the mascot you know make some. Make some stories.
Yeah. Ride around on those athletes scooters.
We ride at dawn. Oh my God.
Look at you. Just the big sis advice everyone needs.
Well, there isn't an update on this one past the dinner, past the coffee with friends, which I love that you were like, get everyone together, do the do a tell all do a reunion she does have something in the comments that she has been considering cutting off those two that agreed with Lisa for a while so yeah that's weird to me I think they're on their way out I think they're on their way out I want to know what Lisa's up to right now trying to find someone else's husband yeah yeah there's so many people out there so many people find your own you don't need a double up find your own or find a community that's into that stuff there's those out there too yeah i've always wondered about the naked cults same it'd be it'd be a hard bit to commit to but i feel like it's one of those things that you just get so used to like at first you're like oh my god there's schlongs being thrown around and then four days in you're just like i don't care just you go a little blind to it yeah like nose blind almost yeah eyebrow blind yes i'm like i started getting really worried about my eyebrows after that oh my god now you have great eyebrowsaded. That helps.
They look great. I need to get them touched up.
Enough about me. Enough about me.
I don't like attention. I'm like, I'm the opposite.
I'm like, give Hannah all the attention. I don't want it.
No. Oh my god.
Okay, this one is fresh. This next one is only a day old.
Oh. from am I the asshole Titled am I the asshole for getting into an argument with my husband because he left me during surgery? Uh-huh What kind of surgery I have follow-up questions I am a 25 year old female and my husband 27 and i've been together for almost four years We do not have any kids together.
I had a 25-year-old female and my husband, 27, and I've been together for almost four years. We do not have any kids together.
I had a same-day lumpectomy surgery yesterday. The tumor is not believed to be malignant, but I wanted it out since my mother had breast cancer.
My husband got the day off work and drove me. The surgery was delayed for about three hours, and my husband was getting impatient.
The surgeon finally came in and said she expected the surgery would take about an hour. After she left, my husband said he was going to leave the hospital to get lunch when I went under since he hadn't eaten that day.
I wanted him to be able to eat and was trying to be brave, but I really didn't want to be left when the surgery was only supposed to be an hour. So I asked him if we could pick him up food on the way home.
He gave me the impression that he would stay, and I was then wheeled away. Fast forward to 30 minutes later, I was being shaken awake by a nurse who told me I was sick, and she was trying to get in touch with my husband.
Apparently, during the surgery, my blood pressure dropped rapidly and my surgeon was able to get the tumor out in 20 minutes, but my BP was 70 over 30 by the time they got it out and my lips had turned blue. I was very sick in my room.
I was bleeding through my internal stitches, coming in and out of consciousness, and was
vomiting. All the while, my nurse was trying to track down my husband.
My surgeon called him, but he did not even answer her. I'm very thankful for the sweet nurses who took care of me and reassured me.
It is the next day now, and I'm very emotional and angry about the whole ordeal. My husband did not apologize and has been incredibly defensive about the whole thing.
His explanation for leaving was, quote, I went out and got lunch, and then I was getting gas because I was low from driving your ass around. The surgery was supposed to be an hour.
How was I supposed to know your heart could have stopped? I told him he had one job, which was
to stay with me and tell me what the surgeon said. I could get over him leaving if he was apologetic
or remorseful, but I'm shocked at his words slash how little he seems to care for someone he claims
to love. In his defense, he cared for me last night when we got home, but left today after we argued.
I'm sure I'm just still really emotional from anesthesia and I'm being a bit dramatic, but I can't even look at him the same. He is usually attentive and caring, so I'm pretty baffled.
I'm sure he thought the chances of anything going wrong were slim, but I can't understand his thought process. I sat for hours and hours in waiting rooms during all of my mom's breast cancer procedures and was nervous to even leave for a minute to get food.
God forbid I don't have cancer because I don't trust him with anything medical now. Anyways, I'm unsure what I hope to get from writing this to strangers.
I just needed to vent. Am I the asshole? Wow.
Wow, wow, wow, wow. I mean, obviously, this man did not knowingly leave her when she was, you know, sick.
Yeah. But it was obviously always a possibility.
Always. It's kind of giving, he immediately got defensive instead of like this is one of those relationship moments where sometimes they'll get mad at you and you really didn't mean it.
And that's the moment when you say like you don't say, well, I didn't do it on purpose, so I'm not apologizing. That's what you really say.
I'm fucking sorry. And you learn from it.
Like this is one of those weird, just like annoying things where she literally said, if he just said sorry and learned and realized he fucked up, we can move on. Yeah.
It's super annoying and scary. It's really scary.
And I think you're right. Like it does happen so often where people are just unwilling to fall on their sword.
Like, and it doesn't have to be a sword. It could be like you slept on a pebble one night.
Like, it's just, I'm sorry. Like, yeah, I'm sorry.
In the beginning, like of some relationships, I've had guys like say something that hurt my feelings. And I'd be like, I just want you to say sorry, because it upset me.
And they're like, well, I wasn't trying to upset you. So I'm not gonna say sorry.
It doesn't matter if you're trying or not. You're like, I just want to move on knowing that you understood what happened so it won't happen again.
Yes. And like also it's about like it hurt me regardless if you were trying to or not.
And aren't you sorry that I was hurt? I feel like a lot of times people like they overthink an apology. Yeah.
They overthink it love apologizing i throw it around left and right i mean if it's just fucking up left and right we all are we're human you're gonna make mistakes you're gonna treat someone poorly perceived a certain way yes and like you you can't control that i i would look at like an apology more so as like that person just wants to know you were listening and you heard them. You recognize that they were hurt.
It doesn't mean you're getting in trouble. It doesn't mean you're going to jail.
Like it's literally just an acknowledgement of I understood how it affected you. You're not a bad person.
No. You're not whatever.
Insert blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Yeah.
It's just you recognize them. You see them.
You hear them. them and you're gonna make a more conscious effort to not do it again you're yeah you're so right about that because saying sorry is not this like admission of guilt to being a bad person no it's an acknowledgement of their feelings and how whatever you did hurt them which you obviously don't it's basically being like i don't want to hurt's all it is.
And I'm going to work on making sure that doesn't happen again. Yes.
I'm so like, I so much would rather someone say sorry in like any situation I can move forward. Absolutely.
If you don't say sorry, you just don't know if they even knew what they did wrong. Exactly.
But on the flip side of that, you need to be able to communicate your feelings and why you're upset because otherwise that's unfair to the other person true people aren't psychics true you have to like it's a two-way street she's clearly clear she's doing that and i'm annoyed with like she was like can you please just stay like just stay so you're here like hospitals have cafeterias dude if you're hungry go to there you get a snack there's many machines bring snacks like plan ahead like but then to be like okay i'm not gonna leave and then you still leave i hate when people lie or like think like oh she's not gonna know she's gonna be under she'll be none the wiser i hate that then you have people calling your phone like clearly something's going on why aren't you answering you're not answering the nurse you're not answering the surgeon you're getting multiple phone calls why aren't you answering well this is also i wonder about him like has something happened to him where he doesn't like being in a caretaking role because of something like this is again like trauma maybe he has maybe he has it's like this is a marriage and i don't think it's as simple as like he doesn't give a fuck about you like let's delve into like why this happened a little and but i also don't like that like two days later they get in a fight and he left her like i don't like the whole leaving no like yeah go upstairs maybe breathe some air like take a moment don't leave her no and like what if she is sick yeah like I get having like medical trauma and like you stuff like that makes you anxious and so you messed up you left now you feel guilty you're embarrassed so you're not admitting you're you know you're not apologizing but at the same time like where do you go from here what if she is sick what if she has to do something else in the future what happens when you guys you know if you have kids how are you going to react in that situation it's like you need to nip this in the bud now i do also she said like in the past he's been good at caretaking so that's also weird i feel like some people have different love languages like i know like my brother um like wasn't that good at care taking and then like his wife was having migraines and she had to kind of teach him like what she needs. Yeah.
Because he's like, do you want me like there? Do you want me not there? And she was like, once I told him what to do, he was great. But so it's like maybe this guy didn't realize that while she was under, he needed to be there.
Like some guys are very like too logical. where they're like you're you're literally you're under you're under like i can go get food and i'm not gonna apologize because of this freak accident it sounds like he's just being stubborn and he needs to fucking say sorry yeah and i do think it's like op being like oh well can't we just get food on the way home like i understand why he didn't want to do that because in my head i'm like well you have surgery for an hour then you're in post-op you're recovering blah blah blah like you're not leaving for another three hours when i'm hungry i gotta eat like i'm a hangry i'm in the same way with that so i get that but cafeteria at hospital, door dash, call a friend to bring you a sandwich.
I don't know. It's also like, I'm trying to think like if I was in his position and I did leave, like that is, it's such bad luck.
And that's when you literally have to like look at the person and be like, that was so fucked up of me. I'm such an asshole and I'm so sorry.
And like, I learned now, like i'm not fucking with like leaving you ever again and that would help so much in the situation that's all it would be literally saying i am i was an asshole is like so healing i think for both people yeah seriously if you can get the other person that was an asshole to like actually do that why is It wasn't on purpose. No.
I mean, yeah, he was like a little lying and he was being annoying. But like you ended up being more of an asshole than you anticipated because of bad luck.
Yeah. And just own it.
You got to own it. Top comment on this one.
I think we know where it's going to go, right? Not the asshole. I'm really sorry you went through that and he's not being supportive.
Did he actually say, quote, from driving your ass around? That's incredibly insensitive. OP responds, he did.
That was the comment that really turned into an argument. It's also hard because things get emotional.
I know. And then like he just probably was, was probably really frustrated.
But again, don't get mad at her because that happened and you didn't anticipate it. I mean, it's just like, I don't know why he feels the need to slough off all these excuses like, well, I needed to get food and then I had to stop and get gas.
Those are both two things that still don't excuse you not answering your phone Exactly, exactly. Where was your phone?
What were you actually doing?
Yeah, because I don't think you were just getting gas and food or he was like i'm not answering these calls, which is weirder Your wife is in an operating room and you don't answer a phone call
Likely showing up caller id blah blah hospital. Yeah, those iphones are smart.
a spam is calling yeah it's true what was he doing i'm looking at these conspiracy theories were started is he with lisa i think he is with lisa lisa found a husband to steal lisa but again this also could just be like learning how to fight better where like he doesn't get super defensive because she was pissed off yeah like like let your person your person's gonna get pissed off sometimes yeah and it doesn't always mean they hate you they just need you to hear them and to apologize i know it's okay to pop the lid here and then but it's like how do you come back from it after and if You can't connect and communicate. It's also that weird like pre-kid time.
Yeah. here and then but it's like how do you come back from it after and if you can't connect and communicate it's also that weird like pre-kid time yeah like you're kind of keeping an eye on your man to be like is he capable of like being there uh-huh for the family so I think it's like it was extra hurtful to her to be like you're gonna be the father of my children and you left me for dead essentially literally left me for dead essentially i mean a blood pressure 70 over 30 so scary that's that's borderline like you're going you're going down cardiac arrest but and when you were saying that i was like oh my god he's gonna be so upset like he's gonna be so apologetic so it's really it's less him going to get food because I am a crazy food person like that too.
It's more the after effect of how he dealt with it. That's the thing.
Just fall on the sword friends. It's okay.
It won't kill you. I promise.
Someone else goes, that's honestly awful. Also, does the hospital not have a cafe? Someone responds, oh, it does.
You see, this event wasn't about him. It was supposed to be about OP.
So he made it about him by ditching and then talking down to his wife. I saw my father do the same to my mother.
He called it a waste of time to be at the hospital during her mastectomy. Unfortunately, they're still married and it's so obvious how much they hate each other op you are not the asshole take a hard look at your relationship this is how it will be he won't change he will actually get worse i'm not sure anyone deserves to be so unhappy wow wow because they just made it bigger of like this is who the dude is like and everyone it's about making about yourself yeah it was him basically being like you're not that important like my hunger is way more important than like anything that could happen to you yeah and i think you do like you have such a good point about this is kind of a trial period in life like before kids and making sure your partner's capable because someone does say the next comment down and take a hard look at your relationship before you decide to have kids if you think that's in your future.
And there is something so scary and vulnerable when you're in that position in a hospital. I remember I got my my appendix like was appendicitis.
Oh, yeah.
And my parents drove me when I first started dating my husband.
And it was during COVID.
So they literally just had to drop me off.
And I was just lying there.
No one knew what it was.
They were giving me Advil.
And I was like, no, this is really bad.
Holy shit. And my husband at the time was calling me.
And he drove and just sat in the parking lot for a couple hours. Stop.
Why am I going to cry? And I think he's also, he was good at like dealing with like human people. I'm literally like, what the fuck, Hannah? You got a good one.
Oh my God. No, but that's why I was like, I'm marrying this man.
I see why you got engaged in six months and i like wasn't responding because i was just lying there with my phone and he was just like with my parents scared but it's those moments that like you can you can see how much people care that's the thing like when people show up in times of need like ride or die forever like truly and it's like this was his moment this was this was a moment you don't know if it's not cancerous yet you don't know and you know it's so fucking fucked up um i do a joke on stage oh god okay i'm ready i'll make you ready yeah this is i need to transition i wouldn't even call um an ambulance on him when he thought he was having a heart attack but i did a joke on stage about how we went to aspen for the first time and he was skiing and i didn't want to ski and i wanted to get lunch when he was done skiing and he calls me and he's like we can't go to lunch like i'm at the hospital i think i tore my acl oh so i went and got him? I am the man. No, but he basically was like being really tough about it.
And we also joked like no one feels bad for you because you hurt yourself skiing in Aspen when you literally shouldn't have been doing like the hardest whatever. He's going down Black Diamonds.
He literally took like a video like I'm about to go down. He had to hike up something crazy like he was being wild.
OK.
So I didn't feel I felt really bad, but I also was annoyed at him.
You ruined lunch.
But he also was like, hey, like it's I'm OK.
Like there's a lot of stuff going on.
So like I got us two burritos.
I brought it.
But then when you go and you see your person like he had a neck brace on and I joke that I got the ick from it.
Oh, my God.
I really you like have a different like you're literally like, oh, my God.
I think that's got the ick from it oh my god I really you like have a different like you're literally like oh my god I'm so scared with yeah um so yeah these traumatic moments I feel like can really make or break relationships like you either realize how much you care about someone or you're like wait I'm leaving them for Well, and they're so young too. She's 25.
Oh my gosh. 25.
Again, I don't love getting married before your brain's fully formed. And it works out a lot of the time, but it's a risk.
How old were you when you got married? I think 30, 31. Which is kind of young for my friends in New York.
That's the thing about like here too. Like I'm planning for a 2025 wedding.
By that point I'll be 31. And like, I will be like my friends that are in Minnesota.
They're kind of like, it's different. They're still in the Midwest.
You do get married, you know, your 20s there. One of my friend group is married.
And that will be me here. I'll be the only one in LA that's married here.
So it's like, it's so interesting. Like geography can like impact stuff like that.
Yeah. And your perspective of what's the right time.
But I have a friend in Minnesota that like, she was divorced by 30. And I think there's something to that.
Perfect. No, I think there is because you get that like fear out of the way that fear of like starting over that fear of abandonment that fear of like that sunken cost fallacy where you're like well we've been together since we were 19 and in high school and like this is this is my person no no this is not your person it's okay to check out and move on no divorce is so powerful And also like even for people who are older there's a whole wave of divorcees in their like late 30s and 40s that you find or someone could be really right for you when you're 22 yeah and they're not right for you when you've both evolved and changed people grow people grow and sometimes they grow together and sometimes they don't and that's not your fault that's not your fault It's not your fault But this man I'm mad at him I hope I hope the food was worth it I hope the sandwich was worth it I think the sandwich was someone else I think he went to lunch with someone else I don't think he was Doing what he said he was And that is just my gut I don't know what it is Well yeah because it's such weird behavior you there's no way you don't answer your phone unless you're doing something that you're really not supposed to be doing yeah lunch and gas that's excusable but like this is something else is and then to like stick to the argument that he didn't do anything wrong maybe there is something deeper i i think so i really think i love when we enable each other to be like yep he is having 10 affairs right now okay i just googled not googled command f where you can like search the page yeah and i did cheat just to see if anyone else is on the same page with us someone goes hate to say it but this is mind ran to.
Cheating. Even if he'd gone down the block to a restaurant and sat there to eat, he knew his wife was in surgery.
Keep the phone on the table and see if you get a call. Stopping to get gas too? Well, take the phone with you outside while you're waiting at the pump.
See an unknown number during a time like this? Common sense says it's the hospital. The hospital could have been calling to say anything and he did not pick up the fucking phone he's cheating wow i think something's going on here yeah because it's giving like addict behavior where it's like you don't do things you would normally do to like get something else.
Yeah. Like what was he chasing?
Something's going on.
OP has since deleted her account.
Like can't look at comments from OP, can't look for anything.
Accounts deleted.
What do you think that means?
I think she's getting answers.
Like I think maybe like with the cheating stuff coming up, maybe it's just like, okay, this is too much. Like, I'm overwhelmed.
Delete.
But I think this is someone who I think will have a wake-up call from this post.
Wow.
Especially having a mom that went through breast cancer.
Yeah.
And at 25 is getting a lumpectomy.
Yeah.
Breast cancer has a genetic connection. Like, was a glimpse this was a speeding ticket it's not you know a full tire spike you're locked up like you're getting off with a warning is what i'm trying to say like take it take don't look that gift horse in the mouth no no You take it and you ride down the road on that little pony.
You go. You wanted to bring up ponies.
Anytime I can. Anytime.
Okay, this next one, something else is going on here too. It is 23 hours old, coming from AITAH, titled, Am I the Asshole for Breaking Up with My Girlfriend After She Set Up Cameras in Our Apartment, quote, In Case I Abuse Her.
What? I need help. I'm a 25-year-old male, and my ex-girlfriend is 24-year-old female.
We were together for three years, and marriage was definitely our future. Basically, my ex always loved true crime, but she was getting really into domestic violence, true crime.
She had been down the DV rabbit hole for about four to six months. I want to say before she really started acting weird with me.
She didn't want me to have her location, which we mutually had for safety purposes. She was telling her mom, sister, and friends everything I did.
She was being skittish around me, kept a diary when she had never had one before, and would basically just be overly cautious around me. I'm not too sure how to describe it.
You could just see that she was being weird. Even at gatherings, my family asked me if we were fighting because she seemed overly cautious around me and was only sticking with the women.
It was really starting to get to me, but I didn't want her suspicions to be right, so I didn't do anything about it. She had told me that as a man, I have to understand.
That DV happens all the time. Even perfect men suddenly end up up abusers and that I was no different.
It really, really got to me. All I could think then and even now is that I'm nothing like those men.
I get that it could be anyone, but seriously, I don't even kill bugs. I take them outside.
She had never even been in an abusive relationship either. This behavior was so unlike her, but I felt like there was nothing I could do because of her position.
If I reacted badly, she would be right, and I know I'm not an abuser, so I just took it. We had been together for three entire years, and she really thought I would suddenly do something to her? I've never even
raised my voice at her, and I came from a broken home with Divi. She knows that.
I would never treat a woman or child, man, or animal that way. A few days ago, she put up cameras, and I noticed pretty quickly because she didn't hide them well.
When I confronted her, she told me it was for her safety and peace of mind, and that if I wanted them gone, I don't care about her safety then.
I got really fucking angry, but I got this moment of clarity all of a sudden. It was like all of
the anger left my body as quick as it came, and I understood. All these months hit me like a train,
and I was over it all. I didn't yell, didn't react, I just said that we were over.
I told her I couldn't be with someone who thought of me as an abuser. I didn't take any of my things.
I just left to stay at my parents' house. She's been telling her family that I'm an abuser, and I've gotten a few semi-threatening calls and texts from her brothers.
I'm really torn up about it, and I'm feeling like a real asshole now. Her texts range from, quote, I'm sorry, I know you're not an abuser, to how I never cared about her and she was right about me all along.
Why did she convince herself that I would abuse her? I never, ever laid my hands on her, nor have I even yelled at her. If was wrong We handled it like adults not dysfunctional teens I miss her a lot and i'm starting to regret it all I should have just let her put the cameras up that probably isn't the self-respecting choice But I really loved my girlfriend and I understood to an extent He understood to an extent boy's going through it.
Yeah, I'm either getting like, she's lost her damn mind. Yeah.
And I mean, you know, you like watch something about like an abusive man and you get really mad at men and you're like, men are so fucked up. And then you see your man and you're like, I'm fucking mad at men.
And then you're like, oh, yeah, but that's I don't have to project that onto him. Yeah.
It's almost like she got obsessed with the idea of an abuse is such a general term. Yeah.
I wonder if there was like an event that happened between them that like triggered her to be like this could become something. Like if there was a fight, like I feel like we're missing maybe one piece of information maybe he had a moment where like he got angry which is like totally fine um but he's making it like he's been perfect this whole time and she just like also the cameras is fucking weird regardless i feel like the cameras is not okay no no Like, if you're putting up cameras somewhere.
And not telling him. You have to let people consent to that.
That feels very invasive. And, like, if someone has never given you a reason to suspect that they're going to hurt you, something's going on here.
And my thing is, like, I'm like, maybe she's developing a mental illness. I think she is like she is maybe there's something i'm like it's like she wants to be the person in the documentary the one thing also that makes me feel like he's not a bad dude is that abusers don't normally leave you no they want you to stay yeah for him to finally be like it clicked i'm done like he's really hurt by this and understandably so like if my partner started coming out of the woodwork and being like oh i'm scared you're gonna hurt me she's avoiding him yeah she's being weird and like jumpy around him like so it's but he can't be fulfilled by that too like that's not a happy relationship but it's it's like when you are with your friends and they start telling you things about your man and you start kind of believing it except that's her with these documentaries yeah it's giving gone girl yes it's it's giving she's like trying to create something that's not there again it is like attention seeking where it's like she wants from her friends and her family to feel like she's going through something like these girls were going that she was watching.
But yeah, the whole thing with domestic abuse is the cycle of abuse that like you get hurt and then they they want you back and they apologize and they act good for a while and then they do it again and you're stuck you're stuck in this horrible cycle. They don't just say, OK, this is weird.
I'm leaving. I know.
And he he did that. I mean, I think he's doing everything right like I feel so bad for him and then the comment here where he's like I came from a broken home with db She knows that so then to kind of like Put that on your partner and be like I i'm worried you're going to be an abuser Like you could be an abuser abuser abuser, abuser, abuser.
Like that's not a light thing. No.
And it's basically like if it was his dad being like, are you your dad? Well, and then it's like at that point, like there's the whole self-fulfilling prophecy thing. Like you're putting that into his head.
You're almost conditioning him to like make him think I am like that. Well, so accusing someone of being an abuser is something that could elicit a pretty intense response from someone.
Like if he raised his voice, I wouldn't be surprised. Well, then it comes into that again, that reactive abuse.
I was going to say like what she was doing is a form of abuse because now he's getting if she's lying about him, he's now bullied by her family yes and he's must feel just like dirty and misunderstood and just like lost it's really really scary it's like a form of psychological abuse yes what she's doing yeah like it feels very psychologically damaging it has nothing to do with him no and it's something where it's i think he I think he should, I think he should talk to the, her family to just be like, hey, I really care about her. And like, I had to remove myself because of what's going on.
But like, I care about her and this is what's going on. Yeah.
Like I'm genuinely worried. She's 24.
So severe mental illnesses, like they start really manifesting themselves at this age, you know, 23 to 26, 27 of that window where you know bigger things come out she's giving like very paranoid yes and so maybe there is some mental health issue popping up right now no it's totally valid and i think he needs he can't just let it be believed he needs to stand up for himself he needs to set the record straight he if they're like in a small town like he cannot have that going around that's a thing and then her like text too where she's like i'm sorry i know you're not an abuser to then being like oh i was right about you it's like she's swinging on both sides of that pendulum exactly she's unsure what's going on and she's she needs help i feel like i'm on a roller coaster say i i really am messing us up though these are wild i'm messing us up holy smokes so there is only one comment from op and it is in response to this comment not the asshole in the slightest i would check up on her or at least urge her family to do so. Although from my understanding, you are not on great terms at the moment because it seems that she has come to develop what I can only understand to be some sort of acute paranoia as a result of the content she consumes.
She can have her interests, but she by herself needs to be able to distinguish her own reality from others.
Period.
That is something which inherently is not your problem.
But seeing as you've been together for a while and were envisioning marriage, your approach to appeasement and not communicating your own emotions
at the expense of your well-being also was less than ideal.
You made the right decision anyways.
You honestly don't need this,
and her wrongs heavily outweigh anything you've done. OP responds, I did talk to her about it, but not in depth, so I didn't mention it in my post.
Our talking about it was her explaining why she felt the need to be doing things she was doing and me reassuring her that I would never hurt her. She always replied, quote, I know it's just in case and then carried on.
I also think she's paranoid due to the media she's been consuming, but there isn't anything I can do about it now. And that's my mistake.
I could have intervened much sooner, but saw no harm until it was too late. I can't really tell her family that I'm worried about her, but my sister extended the message to her mom.
I don't know if they'll be doing anything about it. Well, I hated when he said, like, I didn't want to respond to things because I don't want to prove her right.
Because you can't be in a relationship where you can't at least voice your concerns or boundaries without being accused of being an abuser. Yeah.
Like you have to. And also in your relationships with people you love sometimes they see like the darkest parts of you because like you're gonna show them everything and i think he's being put in a really fucked up situation where he can't even speak up for himself no because anything he does or like any feelings and speaking up for himself that he does articulate it's gonna be like well well if you weren't an abuser you would let me do this yeah it's going to be twisted on him yeah so it's like he can't even say how he actually feels about it which is so toxic also just like putting the abuser title is so impersonal and so just like projecting where she can kind of define it in however she wants.
This is really, this is actually kind of a scary one. Yeah.
Top comment on this one. Not the asshole.
This person is unhinged. I'm a woman who enjoys true crime.
This is so weird. It's giving Gone Girl.
It's giving Gone Girl. Yeah.
Which there's like another Netflix thing that just came out. It's really good.
Did you watch it watch it it's incredible the one that like faked her own kidnapping right it's incredible and it is another thing of like wanting attention and seeing how much someone like wants to be with you or like how much people care about you and it's it's it's a sickness it's sickness. So, um, get help.
If you need attention. Throw a birthday party.
Start stand-up comedy. Go to Applebee's.
Start stand-up comedy. Do those things instead of going to therapy if you won't.
No, the Applebee's one. Go to Applebee's.
Go to Applebee's. You will feel special.
Half off wings, a song, and a little dessert. Dollarita.
Let's go. Do they have those again? In the summer, I think.
I'm literally going to look up the nearest Applebee's. I need this.
I need this. But there's other ways to get attention.
Like, come on. Don't hurt people that.
Let me get a dog. A dog.
Foster. Like Hannah.
You had the cutest foster recently. I still have a really cute foster, Abby.
She's like a pocket pit. Oh my God.
She's like tan and a little white on her face and she just loves people so much. She's not great with other dogs, but she like literally just wants to cuddle with you all day.
Okay, where can people go to look for Abby? Southamptonanimalshelter.com. Okay.
Yes. ABBY? ABBY.
She's the best. She's really the best.
If you're watching on YouTube, you'll see some pictures right here, right now. Let's get Abby adopted.
Yes. Abby! Abby! So freaking cute.
I love that you foster. Yeah, thanks.
You're just... Why are you the most magical little human? It was my husband that wanted to foster.
Because I was like, I travel too much and I like cats. And he was like, we're fostering this pit bull.
I love that. I mean, we've had her for like three years now.
Which shows how great of a dog she is. We don't want to give her back unless she's adopted.
Three years? Yeah, his brother will take care of her. We have like a whole system because we travel a lot.
Oh my gosh. She's living the long island she's super happy but we wanted to have a forever home she deserves a nice little yard oh yes and she does like big males which honestly same but she doesn't get along with like little dogs it's too bad you know she doesn't get along i i had a reactive dog and it is really tough but like there's so many places you can still go and like people are getting better about having their other dogs on leashes she's always on a leash but it's so funny because with people she's just the best i wonder if she would get along with miss peaches oh i don't know because miss peaches is a girl maybe two you know two powerful women in a household yeah we'll see if they but we could could try.
Reach out to, reach out to Mr. Dave.
Mrs. Peaches is from
Southampton Animal Shelter.
Yeah.
Okay.
All the more.
Come on, guys.
Come on.
Get them together.
Check out Abby.
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Check out Abby.
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I'm going to,
you're going to encourage me
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they say.
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Like it's so rewarding, but there's a lot behind the scenes that people don't see or don't know. And I think every single time I'm with you, you are just such a light and you deserve every good thing coming your way.
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But then some girls messaged me and said they can queef alone. So it's been it's gotten kind of controversial.
Interesting. OK.
Well, we are going to put a poll up and see if you guys have queefed alone. Because now I'm I'm really curious about that.
Somewhat concerned for those that are queefing alone.
Or a little jealous.
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